no home

I don't know how long it took, but Shen Yanxi's tears finally dried up. After all, he is just a Beta, so crying like this is always too hypocritical.

Seeing that he didn't move, Zhou Qing panicked even more: "Brother, don't ignore me, please, just talk to me, okay?"

Shen Yanxi took a deep breath, tried her best to keep calm, and said in a hoarse voice: "Zhou Qing..."

Zhou Qing immediately held his hand: "Yes, I am, brother."

"You have an Omega." Not a question, but an affirmation.

Zhou Qing's complexion changed, and his fingers trembled lightly: "No, brother, listen to me—"

"My... father hopes that I can find an Omega to have a child. Brother, you know that my birth largely does not allow me to be too self-willed. They allow me to mess around, but, after the mess, I still If I want to go home and inherit my father's business, my strength is not enough to compete with him. On many things, I can't make decisions according to my own heart. Once it is stable and the wings are full enough, I will marry you home and treat you well, and then no one will be able to threaten us and separate us!"

When he said the last few words, he was extremely vicious and resolute. Shen Yanxi was stunned for a while, his mind went blank.

After the consciousness slowly flowed back, he raised his head, looked deeply at Zhou Qing through the cold moonlight through the gaps in the curtains, and asked, "So, you found a woman who was the same as you, and then ——" When Shen Yanxi said this, her tone was like the wind and snow blowing in the cold moon: "You are still so entangled with me!"

Zhou Qing shook his head hastily: "Brother, no, that girl, my father pressured me to meet her on a blind date, and she is not very satisfied with our marriage contract. We have reached an agreement, and all the dates and meetings are for others to see. .”

Shen Yanxi no longer believed him, with a tragic smile on the corner of her mouth: "Zhou Qing, I don't believe you anymore."

"Brother" Zhou Qing hugged him into his arms, "Trust me, I didn't lie to you. I have an agreement with my father, as long as I get married honestly, he will agree to us being together."

Shen Yanxi pushed him away, with a gloomy face, and asked him: "What does this mean?!"

Zhou Qing was taken aback for a moment: "Brother..."

"You marry yours and let me be your third son?"

"elder brother……"

Shen Yanxi was trembling all over, and asked word by word: "Yes, no, yes?!"

"Brother, listen to me, I—"

Shen Yanxi interrupted him: "I ask you, yes, isn't it?"

Zhou Qing just frowned and kept a subtle silence.

After a while, Shen Yanxi closed her eyes deeply, and then opened them again, seemingly orderly, but the bitterness in her heart had already spread to the meridians all over her body.

He said to Zhou Qing: "You said that you and that female O are playing with each other, I can trust you, but how long can you do this kind of play, you also said that your family needs you to find a high-quality Omega to marry and have children , So, you will still come to that step in the end, even if——" Shen Yanxi couldn't breathe in distress, "Even if that person is not the female O you are currently acting in, they can be other people, as long as they are Omega, but absolutely Won't be a Beta!"

"You asked me to wait for you, but I want to know, when is this deadline? Is it waiting until you are married and have children, and let me hide in a dark corner as an underground lover, a third party to intervene in other people's marriages? Or, Can you persist in acting like this with every marriage partner?"

Zhou Qing lowered his head, unable to utter a single word, only opening and closing dejectedly.

"Zhou Qing..." Shen Yanxi seemed extremely tired, her voice was as soft as misty smoke, "Either you didn't lie to me, or you really wanted to delay getting married and having children longer, I know your helplessness... ..."

As soon as Zhou Qing grasped his finger, he called out "Brother" excitedly and gratefully, Shen Yanxi raised his head to look into his deep eyes, Zhou Qing hastily said sincerely: "Trust me, brother, I will try my best to shorten this time , will not let the things you worry about happen, I will try my best to be comprehensive, you have to believe in me, I will do it."

Shen Yanxi reached out to touch his red eyes, and suddenly smiled. He didn't know if Zhou Qing could do it, but he had a different choice.

He has lived too peacefully all his life. To put it more bluntly, his existence has never been welcomed and dispensable, so he has always faced everyone and things around him with the most indifferent attitude.

His father is a top-notch Alpha, and he has a bit of power in his hands, while Shen Yanxi's mother is just a third son he raised outside, relying on her big belly, she squeezed into everyone's lintel, thinking that a mother is more expensive than a child, and gave birth to a top-notch Alpha or high-quality Omega to improve and consolidate their family status, but unexpectedly only gave birth to an ordinary Beta like Shen Yanxi.In the end, she didn't get what she wanted, and she barely gained a firm foothold in the family relying on her talking mouth and capable temperament.

The main house has an Alpha son and an Omega daughter, and they often run against them, so life is not easy for her and her mother.My mother panicked at that time, even if he was just a Beta, she was regarded by her mother as her only bet.

But Shen Yanxi hated everything in that family, and didn't want to get involved in his mother's ridiculous struggles. He almost broke away from that family when he was in high school, and even cut off contact with his mother who had always wanted to fight for the main house.

When he was a freshman, his mother suddenly called to inform him that he was pregnant, and it turned out to be a healthy Alpha. Shen Yanxi was surprised by her outrageous and unreasonable behavior, but he didn't say anything, and only wished her a smooth future indifferently.

The mother finally laughed, and he said to Shen Yanxi: "Sometimes I feel that you are not my child, why are you so indifferent, but forget it, Yanxi, I will not force you in the future."

That's when the only bond between Shen Yanxi and that decayed family was broken.Later, he betrayed all his relatives and was alone. He disguised himself deeply with a cold mask, isolated himself from the world indistinctly, and kept a little bit of defense against anyone and anything.

He felt that his life would always go on in such a lackluster way, and he would not be able to adapt and see the light after all.

But at this time, Zhou Qing appeared. He was so hot and powerful, he squeezed into his world, occupying two-thirds of his life, or even the whole of it.

Shen Yanxi's cold defense against him began to collapse little by little. He was too lonely and needed someone to accompany him.

Shen Yanxi is too silent, somewhat dull and passive in the face of love, but this does not mean that he does not love.He never told Zhou Qing what his presence meant to him.

mean……

The dead tree trunk is infused with fresh nutrients in the bright spring, and the dry heart is irrigated with sweet spring water.

In short, because of Zhou Qing's appearance, he became nostalgic for the fireworks in this life, and he wanted to live a good life with Zhou Qing.He is willing to take out his whole heart, give it to him, believe in him, and love him.

No matter Omega or Beta, in love, whoever loves the most will hurt the most.

Shen Yanxi carefully stroked Zhou Qing's eye corners, eyebrows, and lips little by little, tender and affectionate. He knew that he loved Zhou Qing in his heart, far more than Zhou Qing thought.

He said to Zhou Qing: "I won't let you work hard alone."

Zhou Qing was startled, grabbed his fingertips and asked, "Brother, what do you mean?"

Shen Yanxi smiled softly: "Zhou Qing, I can have a gland switching operation, and I can replace it with an Omega gland that fits well with you. In this way, I don't have to wait."

Zhou Qing grabbed his hand, his expression changed: "No!"

Shen Yanxi was shocked by his angry tone, Zhou Qing realized the harshness in his tone, and hurriedly softened his voice and said: "Brother, be obedient, let me find a way, that kind of operation is too dangerous, and the success rate is still low. I won't let you take the risk."

He hugged Shen Yanxi tightly in his arms, kissed his hair carefully, and promised him: "Brother, trust me, I love you."