kiss Me

“不是失恋啦，也不是被早恋被揍了一顿离家出走——婆婆，我都上大学了，我爸妈哪会因为这种事揍我……”

The boy sat at the table next to the wall with his legs crossed, chatting with the shopkeeper with a hoarse throat, his words filled with a faint smile, and he was still cute and obedient. , but it is no longer steaming.

——When Qin Shu took a two-hour plane and then took a taxi to get here, he saw such a scene.

"Oh, it's not a broken relationship," Lin Wu didn't notice his footsteps, still leaning against the wall, leaving him with a quarter silhouette, the outline of his cheeks was paled by the incandescent lamp, showing a little fragility With a transparent texture, "I didn't cry, I just caught a cold. I was almost recovering, but I coughed a little when I got in the rain..."

There was a towel on his head, his bangs were drooping, and his fur was rarely smoothed by the rain, like a wet animal.

The old and the young chatted harmoniously around the incandescent lamp, and no one seemed to notice him entering the door.Qin Shu hesitated for a moment, then raised his hand and knocked on the glass door.

So Lin Wu followed the shopkeeper's mother-in-law's gaze and turned his head. The moment he saw him clearly, Lin Wu froze for a moment, and a warm, reassuring smile appeared in his eyes.

"My brother is here to pick me up." He stood up, took off the half-dry towel on his head, and returned it to the owner along with the borrowed mobile phone charger, "I'm sorry, mother-in-law, it took so long for you to close now. "

"It's okay, it doesn't matter, my grandchildren have gone to school, it's rare that young people are willing to chat with me... Come again next time, today's duck legs are sold out, next time you come again, I will give you an extra duck leg. "

Lin Wu led him by the sleeve and walked out. Hearing the words, he turned his head and agreed, waved his hand and said goodbye to the shopkeeper, his tone was still smiling, but his voice was a little trembling.

Having been together day and night for so many years, the moment he opened his mouth, Qin Shu could hear the suppressed cry in his words—but before he could ask the reason, he walked out of the store a few steps, and was pushed into the shadow at four o'clock in the morning by Lin Wu.

Like a precarious and hard-supported protective shell, it fell apart silently the moment he saw him, revealing the soft and restless inside.

"Brother..." Lin Wu closed his eyes, threw himself into Qin Shu's arms without hesitation, sniffed the familiar smell of laundry detergent on the other's collar, but still couldn't fill the gap in his heart, and looked up to him again lips.

The umbrella in Qin Shu's hand was knocked off by him. Fortunately, there was only a little bit of rain left, which didn't wet his clothes, but warm water gurgled down his cheeks. It took him a long time to realize that it was him. tears.

Then the faint taste of rust diffused between his lips and tongue. He felt Qin Shu hugging him back and kissing him, so he bit on him even harder. .

For a few moments, he even thought that it would be best for Qin Shu to be irritated by him like this, and give him some real and not so gentle responses, no matter the pain or whatever, at least let him know that this person needs him too.

However, the fact is just the opposite. He needs Qin Shu and treats him as his pacifier, the last safe zone, and he cannot do without and cannot quit.

A few minutes ago, he was able to cover up his emotions tightly, and put on a mature, sensible and lovable smile in front of outsiders, but now he has collapsed, and he can't help but want to curl up and cover himself Crying child.

This cognition seeped into his heart together with Qin Shu's body temperature, slowly seeping out like some kind of slow poison, stabbing his heart trembling, a few drops of grievances that were barely kept below the limit of sobriety suddenly spilled out, out of hand.

Then he finally looked away, grabbed Qin Shu's clothes by the chest, and cried softly for no reason.

Throat is hoarse, cry hard.

"Okay, okay," the arms around him froze for a moment - he could feel Qin Shu's panic for a moment, and then suppressed those words that were at a loss to coax him. They were still the words he heard when he was a child, but they were just right Comforting him calmly, "It's okay, brother is here."

Qin Shu led him into the inner side of the narrow eaves, took off his coat and put it on his shoulders, wrapped him in the not-so-warm body temperature and the smell of laundry detergent soaked by rain, and was pushed into the corner by him staggeringly.

A soothing kiss landed on his forehead, then gradually descended, covering his hot eyelids and the bridge of his nose, and finally fell between his lips.

Qin Shu's hand paused when it touched his left cheek, as if he had sensed something, but he still didn't say anything, but slowly brushed his cold index finger across his cheek, and kissed him softly.

A disgusting memory flashed through his mind, he was startled, turned his face away awkwardly, gritted his teeth to suppress his crying, and rubbed his embarrassing tears and snot on Qin Shu's shoulder, feeling that he was thrown in a boat, in the storm The bumpy and crumbling boat is surrounded by indifferent sea water on all sides, but he can catch Qin Shu, hug him so tightly, and give himself to this person regardless of the consequences, as if he is not so isolated and helpless up.

When the rain stopped, there was the sound of distant hawking, the kind of plastic speaker tied to the breakfast car repeating the same sentence over and over again, like a rag patch on the cloud, bringing his weak, poor soul back to reality.

He gradually stopped crying, and squatted down exhaustedly grabbing Qin Shu's clothes. He vaguely felt that there was something he forgot to say, but when he looked up at Qin Shu, he completely forgot about it, and was bitten and swollen by himself. His lips moved, and he spit out the first sentence of truth that was not meaningless today.

"I miss you very much," he looked into those gentle eyes, and felt like crying, blinked in a trance, and complained in a hoarse voice, "Why did you come here..."

——Of course not sincerely, because of his words, it can be called a miracle to come here from school before dawn, he knows it all too well.He just finally came to his senses, remembering his embarrassing crying just now, and instinctively wanted to make a joke to adjust the atmosphere.

But he was too embarrassed, and he refused to let go of his hand holding on to his lover's clothes, so it seemed that the joke was useless.

Qin Shu lowered his eyes and met his eyes like a puppy in the rain, his heart beat a beat.

The broken look of the child who is aggrieved and dazed, who only knows how to rely on him wholeheartedly makes people feel distressed and likes it, and the ghost in his heart can be picked out at a glance.

He didn't dare to look any more, so he could only half-kneel down with Lin Wu, put his hand into his arms, and softly comforted his ear: "It's my fault for being late...it's okay, Xiao Wu is not alone now, brother here I am."