kiss Me

As the sky darkened little by little, the light that penetrated the curtains was gradually swallowed up by the warm darkness, reminiscent of old champagne, pouring over the entire room and then overflowing, submerged in the unique silence of the evening.

Lin Wu sat on the bay window with his legs bent, rubbing his knees against Qin Shu's arm, maintaining that slight physical contact, wandering aimlessly in the reassuring silence, thinking of many fragmentary things from childhood. Situation, parents who are away all year round, the huge and unpopular house, the backyard that was barren at first and then gradually filled up by himself, and Qin Shu——Qin Shu who picked him up from school, sitting in a group of adults to attend his parent meeting Qin Shu, who patiently taught him over and over again that "it's impolite not to stare at others all the time", and Qin Shu who was lying in the ward on an intravenous drip when he was sick, but still worried that he would be scared and pretend to be in the hospital for the first time. As Qin Shu who told him stories as if nothing had happened.

His parents are not around, except for Qin Shu since he was a child, the people around him are always changing wave after wave, and his interpersonal relationship has also been shuffled because he went abroad and returned to China. This kind of growth process should make him feel lonely, but he doesn't seem to How much feeling——Qin Shu protected him very well, gave him a lot more pampering than his peers, and also gave him a willing focus in the world, which made the theoretical loneliness become weak. .

As for Qin Shu, will he become less lonely because of him in his life?

He moved a little closer, seeing the outline of the other person's eyebrows and eyes clearly outlined by light and shade, and thought that this question might be unsolvable—maybe Qin Shu didn't have the concept of loneliness from the beginning, and it was only out of consideration for him to take care of him like that. Reasonably, playing the role of a perfect older brother is no different from taking care of a kitten and puppy that his parents entrusted to him.

It is true that he did not grow up to be a loveless person, he rarely worries about gain and loss, and is always the "safer" side when interacting with others. Even if the other party is Qin Shu, he has enough confidence to be sure that the final outcome of each other will not let him disappointment.

However, when he really thought of this question, he still couldn't help but put a small question mark in his heart—whether he was lonely or not, his appearance made Qin Shu's world more lively, and he even tasted the so-called "" Are you happy.

He silently curled the corner of his mouth, stretched out a finger, and touched the young man's lower lip softly, like a kiss in disguise.

Somehow, he thought.

In the next second, the aimless thoughts were interrupted, and the sudden sound of the mobile phone sounded like thunder in the silence, which startled him, and he hurriedly reached out to turn it off—after making sure that there would be no more sound or vibration , turned to look at Qin Shu very apologetically, and was mentally prepared for the other party to be woken up.

However, the result was somewhat unexpected. Qin Shu still closed his eyes quietly, as if he had no intention of waking up.

Lin Wu breathed a sigh of relief, thinking that he was probably too tired, otherwise he probably wouldn't have to wait for the phone to ring, and would have woken up earlier when there were people talking and walking around in this building—in my impression, Qin Shu's sleep was always light, as if When he wakes up at any time, he can fall into a watertight state. It is a rare time when he has completely let go of the shackles, which makes him feel even more distressed. He couldn't help but imitate Qin Shu's usual appearance, and reached out to touch the black hair on the other's forehead.

At first, he only dared to touch it carefully with his fingers, making sure that he would not wake up the other party, and then he gradually covered his palms with confidence, and messed up the neat black hair a little.

In the past, Qin Shu always treated him like this, pampering or comforting him, and letting him taste the natural pampering made him feel satisfied.

Now that the identities are suddenly reversed, it turns out that the person who is touched is not the only one who is satisfied.

He touched Qin Shu's hair for a long time as if he was addicted to it. He stroked Qin Shu's forehead again and again, revealing the beautiful eyebrows and eyes that he had seen many times. It can also be seen that the gentle and gentle atmosphere is mixed with a little cold just right, like a bluegrass in the painting.

It took a long time before he remembered the notification tone just now, and took a second to look at it with his mobile phone in his mind—it wasn’t the class announcement or boring advertisement he imagined, but the person who sent the message was just met and sent by him that night. The girl who went back to the dormitory said that the person who harassed her that day had been found, and the school dealt with it in a timely manner, thank him for his help.

To be honest, he didn’t seem to be of much help other than acting as Cheng’s flower protector. Later, whether he adjusted the monitoring or contacted the security department, it was Qin Shu’s contribution, and he didn’t let him know too many details—he saw Glancing at Qin Shu who was still asleep, he felt that it was not good to accept thanks for others without authorization, so he casually replied with an emoji, thinking about how to word it to tell the other party that he should not be the one who should thank him most.

However, before he could figure out why, another message popped up on the screen: "It was so chaotic that day, I didn't recognize you as the boy who performed at the New Year's Party last time, a good man has a safe life, I wish you and your boyfriend 99! Yes I don't know how to repay you, so I bought a little gift, is it convenient for you now, I just have to go to your college to take evening classes, if possible, I can take it to you now."

There were still 10 minutes before the evening class. He glanced at Qin Shu's direction and thought that the other party would not wake up in a while, so he replied: "Okay, but I'm in the complex building. Which building do you have class in? I'll go find you."

——"Don't bother me, I have to pass the complex building to go to class, and I'm going to drop by the way, and I'll be there soon!"

——"Is it okay to meet at the door, about 5 minutes later?"

"OK".

Lin Wu put down his phone and planned to go out quietly, but before he could stand still, the hand close to Qin Shu was grabbed without warning, causing him to gasp in pain and almost scream out Come.

His brother was not awakened by the notification tone of the mobile phone, but subconsciously grabbed his hand when he was about to leave.

This realization stunned him for a second, and his surprise was suddenly replaced by a burning sense of satisfaction.

He took the mobile phone and typed a few words quickly, then kept his wrist grasped, and sat back in his original position a little awkwardly, only to find that Qin Shu's brows were slightly frowned, as if he had some bad dream.

The shackles between his wrists were loosened a little, and he suddenly realized something—then he turned his wrist slightly, turning the unilateral confinement into interlocking fingers, and then leaned over to hug him, just like "charging" the other party before, He hugged Qin Shu's shoulders tightly.

The epiphany was too late, he should have thought of it earlier.

Qin Shu's subconscious hoped that he would stay within the range of intimacy - this was the sense of security that only he could bring to the other party.