kiss Me

Lin Wu sometimes said strange things.

For example, being pushed on the bench of the corridor bridge, behind you is the night wind held by the silent river, and you can see the sky with flowing clouds above the bridge eaves when you open your eyes, as if the soul will float into the air in the next second and fall into the silent world the river or the sky.

Very strange broken words escaped from the mouth, like dreaming, explaining that it was falling in love, why it seemed to be rising.

The height of the bridge and the river under the bridge brought a little sense of insecurity, but the hand of the young man around his neck made up for this insecurity. When the familiar feeling of suffocation came, he felt that he might really fall into the A certain river, wrapped in hot and sweet liquid, is gradually out of breath, and can only absorb the remaining oxygen from the opponent's mouth, just like a few minutes ago, he had the illusion that he was about to fall, and he relied on the hand behind his neck to maintain a precarious balance .

But now that hand moved to his neck, tightening it bit by bit, strangling his dream that was intertwined with reality and reality.

He thought that Qin Shu was really cunning. He clearly created all the dangers by himself, yet he played the role of a rescuer and tricked him into relying on him.

But he himself does not give way too much, luring the deceiver to show his true nature, and afterwards he pretends to be innocent to please his heart.

Of course, Qin Shu didn't know what he was thinking, but he could sense that he was distracted, the hand on his throat loosened, and he even stopped kissing in a good-tempered manner, making Lin Wu mistakenly think that this absurd secret sex was coming to an end. Knowing the taste and refusing to give up, following instinct, he raised his head in a daze to beg for a kiss, and then suddenly tightened his fingers, choking the other party's gasping breath in the middle - it was like the prey itself crashed into his hand, and was caught by a sudden blow. The feeling of suffocation forced him to cough, and before he could replenish enough oxygen, the sound of coughing was stuffed in his throat, and it hit his palm through the flesh like being crushed, trembling intermittently.

The strange red spread along the neck to the cheeks, thin, and then condensed into a thick red color around the eye sockets, like a piece of unevenly glazed white porcelain, showing a kind of perverted good looks, which is a gloomy sight for the assailant. Increased greed.

He looked down at the boy's red eye sockets, saw physical tears overflowing from those blue eyes, stained on the curly and soft eyelashes, and thought that he was a sinner who made people look like this, and still So tasted dirty satisfaction.

But the desire for help struggling in Lin Wu's eyes was so soft, and he didn't have much strength to climb up to the hand that was gently scratching his arm, as if he was singing against his survival instinct for him, trying to show his trust in him, which made him feel soft. , a certain strange emotion came out.

Some kind of common sense, but very abrupt distress for him.

In the end, he let go, leaned down and kissed the bloodshot lips of the young man, rubbed them in a comforting manner, and licked away the physiological tears from the corners of the other's eyes bit by bit, coaxing him softly like a child, don't cry, it's okay of.

Lin Wu put his arms around his shoulders, buried his face in his collar, coughed muffledly, it took a long time to calm down, raised his head silently and kissed him, and he was satisfied only after asking for an extremely gentle kiss , licking the small blood soaked lower lip and laughing lightly: "Brother, you never let me go so easily before..."

He didn't seem to mind exposing his brave nature at all. One hand was still around his brother's shoulder, and the other hand supported the chair to maintain balance. Uncontrollable physical tears rolled down his cheeks, and the corners of his eyes The thick blood color and the finger-like red marks floating on the white neck are incompatible with the smile on his face no matter what.

Qin Shu was noncommittal, raised his hand and gently wiped the water marks on his face, thinking that this behavior seemed familiar, as if it was not far from wiping the other party's mouth with a tissue not long ago - but the meaning inside was completely different.

Then a second thought came up - Lin Wu seems to have accepted this level of crossing the line well, so does that mean that as long as he can restrain himself in time every time in the future, he can keep the part that cannot be restrained at the right level? Within the scope shown today, they can truly be together.

But that's just a theoretical passing line. For a top student like him who is demanding perfection, the passing line is still too far away from convincing himself.

"Go back, the shutter is closed," he rubbed Lin Wu's hair, let the child wrap his arms around his neck to stand up, and hugged him like a fool, refusing to let go, and said with a smile, "Do I need to carry you back? "

Lin Wu whispered close to his ear, the endings stuck together, and it was self-explanatory what bad intentions he was hiding: "But my legs are weak, I have no strength, and I can't stand up...Brother, you made me feel so uncomfortable just now, my neck It still hurts now."

Qin Shu has one rather foul exception to him, that is, as long as he opens his mouth to show weakness, even if the content of coquettishness can be seen at a glance, his brother will not pursue it as if his IQ has dropped, and he will follow his will. coax him angrily.

What's more, now that the truth is mixed, Qin Shu's guilt and sadism towards him are mixed, and the little tricks to win his heart are even more unfavorable.

"Let me see..." Qin Shu raised his chin, exposing the scars on his neck, and slowly swept his gaze across the sudden thin red spot on Bai Jing's body. He dropped a kiss on his finger marks, counting it as a silent comfort.

In the end, Lin Wu was carried back by him—it had nothing to do with whether he had the strength to walk, and no one would really investigate.

The fox hooked the small paper box cake with his fingertips, and leaned on his brother's shoulder to observe the strawberry on the top of the cream. For no reason, he thought of his own neck that had not survived a day, and asked the instigator as if he was looking for trouble: "Brother, look at this strawberry. , Does it look like a mark on my neck?"

Qin Shu glanced at it and replied objectively, "The one on your neck is not that red."

Lin Wu smiled lightly: "Maybe next time... Speaking of which, brother, is this a discovery of your conscience today, or is your interest fading?"

In fact, neither of them counted. Both of them knew the correct answer, but he wanted to hear it from Qin Shu himself.

Qin Shu seemed to be silent for a while, and the hands holding his knees tightened, his tone was still gentle as usual, as if he was stating an innocuous fact: "Reluctance."

The little fox gave a contented "um", and seemed to have no intention of exploring whether his reluctance was out of love for his younger brother or love for his boyfriend—as adults, we must learn to leave room for each other.

From the school history museum area to the living area, you have to cross a long bridge and most of the teaching area in the middle, and pass the library straight. What was the problem? Lin Wu thought it was a bit wrong after thinking about it, so he said, "Brother, isn't that too good? I think you are quite well-known in our school..."

"It's just about being in love." Qin Shu took what he said before as an answer, with an ordinary tone, as if he could use these five words to explain many problems from occasion to sexual orientation - after answering, he turned around quietly and teased He said, "If you mind, I will let you down."

The little fox's hands holding his neck tightened immediately: "If you don't mind, I don't mind, brother, it's not the first day you know me."

It's just that he didn't expect his brother to be the same kind of person as him—he used to think that Qin Shu didn't mind him making the news of their relationship public when he was in middle school, but he was forced to do so and didn't want to pour cold water on him.

It's not bad to be in the same boat.

When he walked across the bridge for the second time, he heard Qin Shu mention it endlessly: "Actually, I prefer to find a corner where no one is alone, rather than visiting the campus or chatting."

As if the secret thoughts in his heart were expressed through the other party's mouth, Lin Wu was taken aback, and the smile in his words deepened, and he whispered softly in his ear: "It's just collusion..."