kiss Me

A certain little liar was clingier than he imagined——Qin Shu realized this fact the next morning.

He got up, washed, and went out as usual, only to find a familiar figure outside the bedroom door, wearing white short-sleeves with complicated patterns, and his blond hair had obviously been carefully groomed, and it looked more fluffy than usual.

Qin Shu was stunned for half a second, then calmly accepted the reality, and walked up to say hello.

What he answered was an exaggerated hug. The young man's body temperature was slightly warm, which was very warm for a person like him with cold limbs.Qin Shu caught him securely, stroked his back like a coaxing child, felt something strange, and asked, "Where's your book?"

Lin Wu was still stuck to him, and the voice came out through a layer of fabric, muffled: "Take it to occupy a seat, brother, you still prefer to sit in the third row by the window, right?"

He ran to the teaching building an hour earlier to occupy a seat, and then came back here to wait for him, no wonder his body temperature was a little high.

Qin Shu laughed, and wanted to say that his professional competition was greater, but it was not to the extent that he needed to occupy a seat so early, not to mention that the classroom is not big, and it is the same wherever he sits - after thinking about it, he felt that he should not pour cold water on him, so he As he wished, he touched his fluffy hair as a compliment: "Well, thank you for your hard work...have you had breakfast yet?"

"No, wait for you to take me there," Lin Wu was willing to get off him, took two steps back, looked at him and asked, "Brother, it took me a long time to choose all the classes in the same building as you. It just happens to be staggered, can I go to your classroom to take lessons?"

"You're a foreign language learner, why don't you take a finance class?" Qin Shu said, but he didn't reject him, but just analyzed rationally, "Freshman is already busy, and there are many activities and lectures scheduled, you There are also many professional courses, so it’s better to do some serious business when you have that time.”

Lin Wu only caught another irrelevant point, narrowing the corners of his eyes like a fox: "Have you read my schedule?"

Qin Shu took him to the elevator, and admitted frankly: "Well, I found a junior from an outer school to understand a little bit-our school still focuses on learning and focuses on grade points, although there are many new things for freshmen. , but it is still necessary to distinguish between primary and secondary, my junior joined three organizations and two clubs in his freshman year, and his grades fell a lot, and now he regrets it."

After that, I felt a little ambiguous, and added: "Of course, I know you are very smart, and it is possible to take care of both, but don't be too tired."

It was still early, and there was no one in the elevator. Lin Wu snuggled up to him in the corner, feeling that he had misunderstood him, so he lazily raised a hand to express his confession: "Brother, I don't care about all the activities outside the training plan. None are interested."

Qin Shu was surprised: "Don't you like making friends?"

"Two different things, I like good-looking people, but I like you more," he said with a smile as he looked at the slowly descending elevator floor, "With you by my side, I won't look at others."

He had heard the same words many times.Lin Wu was born in a family of artists. Although his parents cared little when he was a child, the furnishings and objects at home still affected his ideas to some extent. Most of the time, Qin Shu couldn't understand his so-called aesthetics, and he rarely interfered. He just tried his best to be human. The elder brother’s responsibility is to remind the child that politeness and morality are prior to hobbies when the three views are still vague. Even if you “like a good-looking person and want to keep looking at him”, you must ask for the permission of the other party and do not make others feel troubled , it is best to be friends, so as not to be blamed.

He wasn't sure how much of the character of the other party's making friends later came from that exhortation, he only knew that Lin Wu listened to him, and it was indeed rarely disturbing - he was probably the only one who would feel troubled, after all, Lin Wu treated others Always polite and caring, that little voyeurism will be naturally understood as a joke among friends, harmless, but never restrained in front of him, so straightforward that it is almost weird.

Qin Shu sighed from the bottom of his heart, and he didn't know how many times he replied: "In the world, if you go out and see other people more, you will feel that I am nothing more than that."

When he said this, his eyes were lowered, his eyelids were thin and downcast, a little warm yellow light caught between his eyelashes, the light was smashed into pieces, and then it fell into his black eyes, making his eyes look peachy for no reason—Lin Wu His gaze swept from between his eyelashes to the bridge of his nose, and slowly moved down greedily, outlining the clear and beautiful profile of his face, recalling an old saying that he accidentally read when he was a child.

Zhuo Zhuo is like a spring moon willow.

"Brother Xiao Su," he raised his hand to brush Qin Shu's neat hair, twisted a strand, pinned it behind his ear tenderly, "I'm not the kid I was ten years ago."

He thought of the love letter he wrote to the other party several years ago—it was mixed with several other people's love letters, and sent to Qin Shu under the name of handing over, but it also disappeared—the last sentence said that he had met many people.

——"I have met many people, but I still think you are the most beautiful. They are the forest in the mist, and you are the moon in the forest."

The elevator was about to reach the first floor, and the door suddenly opened. Qin Shu looked at him calmly, with a gentle mood, and said: "I always think you are still young."

The advantage of getting up an hour earlier is that there is no need to line up in the empty cafeteria, and you can have a breakfast without haste.

This is actually not within the scope of Qin Shu's plan. He would go out so early only because an old professor in the courtyard has an unusual schedule. He usually only "haunts" students after the door is closed and before class. He does not answer text messages or answer calls. Some jobs had to be discussed with him face to face, and after several days of searching but no one was found, he had to get up early to try his luck.

But the plan couldn't keep up with the changes, and a small trouble was found when opening the door, and the plan to go to the academic affairs building was naturally shelved.

He handed the chopsticks and spoon to Lin Wu, looked at the wonton in front of him, raised his eyebrows and said, "I remember you don't like to eat these."

In my memory, the other party has always been a cat's tongue since I was a child. When I was a child, I was once again scalded to doubt my life. I have always disliked soup, and I also don't like soupy food. I only drink iced coffee, afraid of repeating the same mistakes.

Lin Wu looked up at him, and said in a normal tone, "I want to taste what you usually eat."

There was clearly only a bowl of scallion noodles in front of him.Qin Shu couldn't figure out where he came to his conclusion, so he couldn't help asking: "Do I seem to like wontons?"

"Well, your roommate said it."

Qin Shu: ...

He still underestimated the action power of this little trouble. When he was a child, he was able to get to know all his classmates in order to understand his preferences. Now that he has grown up, he is better at dealing with people, so he is not as inferior as before.

Lin Wu sensed his inner fluctuations, and explained considerately: "I haven't met them yet, I just saw them in the freshmen group, and I made friends and chatted with them—there are not many people in the same class as you in that group, I I didn't expect that there was your roommate among them, he thought I was the one who had a crush on you, so he said a lot without me asking."

"...If you guessed right, the roommate you mentioned should be called Meng Qi, right?" Qin Shu held his forehead, watched a thin layer of mist cover the lens, and then quietly dispersed, and said helplessly, "He is The chairman of the school council is not surprising among the freshmen group, he has been trying to connect with me for a long time."

"Huh? Why..."

"There's no reason, it's just for my own good," he sighed, swipe dots on the phone screen, find a chat record from a certain day, and push it in front of Lin Wu, "That day he suddenly asked me what I think is the best in the cafeteria Eat, I happened to be eating wontons, so I replied like this, but I don’t really like it that much—you know, I hardly like it.”

Lin Wu glanced at it, and then raised his head when he said the last sentence, his eyes were rarely smiling, as if he was thinking seriously about his words: "Then what about me?"

Qin Shu was slightly startled, and then said after a pause, "You are different."

"What's the difference?" The young man laughed immediately, but he still wanted to push forward.

"My feelings for you cannot be described in terms of likes and dislikes." Qin Shu stirred up the noodles that were about to stick to the bottom of the bowl, his tone was very light, as if he was stating some irrelevant facts, "You are my very important person."

No one is operating, the phone screen is silently dimmed, and the number of students coming and going around gradually increases, and the conversation is neither loud nor noisy, but it just covers his voice, making those few short words seem to be extremely heavy and heavy. Under the complex emotions, it is difficult to hear clearly.

Of course Lin Wu knew what he meant, but he still propped his chin and asked with great interest, "How important is it?"

The young man lowered his gaze, brushing the edge of the bowl with his fingertips, as if picking a chopped green onion that didn't exist.

"It's second only to parents," he said.

Lin Wu smiled, as if he had got the answer he wanted, looked away satisfied, pushed the phone to the center of the table, and continued to eat the bowl of still hot wontons—the disappointment in his eyes flashed away, dissipating in the soup in the rippled reflection.

But he didn't think it was love, they both knew each other well.

In a sense, there is a term that is very suitable to describe people like Qin Shu recently, which is called "exquisite egoist".

He is indifferent by nature and doesn't care much about everything. He is like a bystander who has strayed into the world. He grows according to the expectations of his parents. It is in line with the excellent trajectory that most people agree and yearn for. The only thing he lacks is the so-called friendship or love. , being casual acquaintances with everyone, with a clear purpose, it seems that it is not social, but more like unilateral use.

It's just that other people usually don't notice this, because his sense of right and wrong is as clear as his purpose, he never does things that harm others to benefit himself, he has a gentle personality, and he is also considerate in his dealings with others. What he gets from the other party, he will give back in another form. On the contrary, it is more like the one who gave a helping hand - from the results point of view, it is always beneficial and harmless to associate with him.

At first, Lin Wu was also kept in the dark by his gentle and harmless appearance, thinking that he was an excellent and perfect elder brother, with excellent grades and high EQ, like the glamorous gentleman in the allusions, who was beyond reach. bright moon.

It wasn't until a few years ago that he accidentally broke through it, and he was surprised to find that the person who turned out to be as warm as jade on the outside was as cold as jade on the inside, without a trace of warmth.

However, after being surprised, what came to my heart was not disappointment and retreat, but almost fresh joy—it turned out that it wasn't that I didn't like him, but that I didn't understand what feelings were, so I turned a blind eye to his long-lasting and passionate love.

He didn't know what Qin Shu's understanding of feelings was, but he gained endless confidence from the other party's behavior, cleverly chose to pretend that nothing happened, and pushed forward... As expected, when high school life was coming to an end, Qin Shu agreed He accepted his ridiculous request, "Being together for a month will make you fall in love with me".

From a common sense point of view, he seemed to have failed—a month later, Qin Shu left the breakup letter and left without saying goodbye, seemingly unmoved.

However, he knew that he had already succeeded.

It's just that some stone hasn't realized, no, rather, hasn't understood this fact.

It doesn't matter, he can teach slowly, probing, digging and even seducing bit by bit, until Qin Shu understands - understanding that love is not only tenderness and lingering, but also includes darkness and paranoia, but it is not accepted by most people, it is a bit special ...

He especially likes it.