kiss Me

"Then try again, three months, let me fall in love with you."

When he said this, Qin Shu was still holding a bit of instant bread in his hand - he had planned to spend a day in the library, and he would have lunch on the balcony as usual, but he didn't expect to meet him here Lin Wu, the little trouble in his life, his nominal "ex-boyfriend".

It would be a lie to say that he was not surprised, but it is not so true to say that he was surprised. He had heard the news of Lin Wu's return from various mutual friends. he. "A handsome guy came to the School of Foreign Languages ​​this year, with blond hair and blue eyes, who looks like a little prince with foreign blood" - news like this hung on the school's confession wall for a day, and some people peddled the connection of this handsome foreign guy Way, he bought a copy out of complicated feelings, and the WeChat account he got was indeed the one lying in his contact list.

That account sent him a message 5 minutes ago, in one sentence: "Brother, I found you".

Now he is blocked in the corner of the balcony by the legendary handsome guy. As a man of the school who is so popular in the school, the other party doesn't have the slightest restraint. After listening to his words, he seems to be stunned. The fox: "Really...but I'm not a high school student anymore, and those methods that I couldn't use before have been lifted now, right—brother?"

Qin Shu lowered his eyes, looked at his dark blue eyes that were extraordinarily bright and bright when exposed to a little sunlight, and thought that he was still the same, and would be brilliant with a little sunlight, and the fox's tail would curl up into the sky.

"It's up to you," he heard himself whispering, "but before that, change your WeChat ID first. I don't know how dangerous it is to be sold around."

Lin Wu tilted his head when he heard the words, and neither nodded nor shook his head: "Are you worried about me?"

He wore two small braids today. The thin braids hung at the end of his blond hair. A soft and cute little section brushed his cheeks with the movement of his head, like a natural and harmless little animal.

"For the sake of your safety, if something happens, it will be difficult to explain to Lingtang in the future," Qin Shu knew his nature well, but still stretched out his hand to straighten his messy braids, with a calm tone, " Don't dye such a jumpy color next time, it's not suitable for you."

The disappointment on the young man's face flashed away, and he quickly returned to his usual sensuality. The corner of his mouth curled up, and he suddenly grabbed his hand that hadn't been withdrawn. He turned his head and kissed the back of his hand. His soft lips rubbed against the skin, and then Back off quickly.

Qin Shu looked at his mischievous smile, his eyes darkened, he withdrew his hand silently, and asked like an ordinary caring brother: "Have you eaten yet? I'll take you to the cafeteria."

"No need, we have a dinner party in the dormitory this afternoon, I just came to see you, three months is still a long time, don't be in a hurry now," Lin Wu leaned forward, and said softly at a volume that only each other could hear, " Brother, I live in the dormitory downstairs of yours, and the classes I take are in the same building as yours—you don’t have class today, so neither do I, see you tomorrow.”

Really clinging to him.

Qin Shu smiled wryly, and felt that it was a great improvement for him not to choose the same major as himself. After thinking about it, he remembered that the other party was an art student, so he couldn't choose his finance major. His high school has a cooperative relationship—it’s just that everyone else chose this major for the purpose of studying in country F, and Lin Wu came back from country F—otherwise, with this little troublesome IQ, it’s probably impossible to become his direct student. It won't be too difficult either.

He silently watched the other party leave, and stood there for a long time before remembering the bread he had neglected, and took another bite with complicated emotions—after this incident, his peaceful college life seemed to be over.

Lin Wu found him a few minutes ago, and gave him an exaggerated hug when they met, and exaggerated what he said, saying how much he missed him during the days apart, how much he had spent on getting him back from the exam, but he never mentioned him The matter of abandoning himself and leaving him without saying goodbye and avoiding him for a year and two years ago - at that time he was determined to leave, and he was determined not to contact him anymore, even blocked the contact information of the other party, it was two years ago He was found by chance, and he couldn't bear it until he acted coquettishly and begged to add it back.

His parents named him "Qin Shu", implying affectionate and romantic, but they would never have thought that he was born with apathy, a stoner who is used to being a bystander, and has no sincerity towards anyone.

Only Lin Wu is an exception. This mixed-race boy who is two years younger than him has a name that has been entangled in his life since he can remember. At the same time, one of the things he did the most when he was a child was to take care of Lin Wu for two mothers who were busy with academics. Whether it was eating or having fun, there was always a child behind him.

At that time, Lin Wu's hair was not so ostentatiously golden, but deeper, soft to the touch, and fair and well-behaved. Every day he pulled his clothes to be a little follower, and the first sentence he learned was "Brother Xiaoshu"—— - He still has a slurred speech, and he pronounces the sound of the raised tongue as a flat tongue, which gave him the nickname "Brother Xiaosu" for no reason, and he has been called it for more than ten years.

He couldn't bear Lin Wu's acting like a baby, the child softened his voice and begged pitifully, and he could agree to pick the stars and the moon—three years ago, he was soft-hearted and agreed to Lin Wu, "Let's be together for a month first." , 30 days, I will definitely make you like me" Such absurd request, the ending is self-evident, and a month later, he still failed to understand the so-called "like" in the worldly sense, let alone tempted.

Can't give the other party what they want, but have some other feelings, such as being provoked by chance, suddenly wanting to be aggressive, wanting to bully people until they can't cry... The distortion is also absurd, it is useless except to hurt the other party, and he is the last Afraid of hurting the child who was brought up with one hand.

So, the day before the January agreement expired, he ran away without any accident—moving, blackmailing, leaving without saying goodbye, leaving a letter announcing the breakup, and moving himself far away. Disappeared in Lin Wu's life...

- Strange.

A year later, Lin Wu went to find him and successfully got his contact information back. He sent messages tirelessly day after day, like a paranoid suitor. It never stopped, and it kept ringing like this for two years—two years later, that is, 10 minutes ago, Lin Wu found him on the balcony on the third floor of the library. After an exaggerated hug, he begged him to give him another chance.

He couldn't refuse—the dark blue eyes were covered with mist, looking at him shimmering in the sunlight, and he could disarm and surrender within three seconds.

Those who act like a baby still want to make more progress, and think that one month is not enough, so they ask for an extension to three months.In the season of early September and autumn, the other party only wore a thin shirt, and the complicated scarf-like decoration on his chest was attached to his arm. Underneath was the thin but soft chest of a young man. The heartbeat could be faintly heard, and he could be deceived. into the trap.

So he asked for trouble, so he agreed, "Three months, let me fall in love with you".

It's nothing more than pampering the child, so what if it happens again, he still won't allow himself to be tempted, let alone give the other party the feelings he wants-even if there are fluctuations, it is impossible to let himself stay by the other party's side, in a distorted way Hurt him and disappoint Lin Wu.

The elder brother who has always been gentle and considerate, who he has regarded as a role model since he was a child, is a monster who can only use people's hearts and have weak feelings... If one day that little trouble sees his true nature, he will probably find it unacceptable Bar.

With the announcement of "see you tomorrow", Lin Wu did what he said, and he didn't bother him for the next day. Even the usual noisy chat box was quiet, and he was a little abnormally behaved.

On the contrary, Qin Shu couldn't calm down, fearing that he wouldn't be able to take good care of himself when he first arrived, and that he would be tricked by someone with ulterior motives—even though he knew Lin Wu, if he didn't take the bait deliberately, this little fox had always been the only one who tricked others. However, as an older brother, he still has some meaningless worries about the child he brought up with his own hands.

So, after previewing the chapters of the plan, the young man looked at the darkened sky outside the window, thought for a long time, and decided to send a message to ask about the situation.

He took the phone, clicked on the chat box that usually only the other party was sending messages, and typed word by word: "Is the dinner party over?"

——Lin Wu returned quickly, as if he had anticipated his behavior in advance, and within three seconds, he sent a message. It was voice, and the converted text was vague and incomprehensible.

Qin Shu thought for a moment, but couldn't figure out what the other party said. His eyes slowly swept across the quiet library, and fell on the closed books in front of him. A few minutes later, he stood up, and for the first time before closing, I left the library not because of any urgent matter that had to be dealt with, but to listen to a voice from my ex-boyfriend.

The other party's voice was ambiguous, as if they were in an extremely noisy environment, only the first few words were still clear, as if they called "Brother Xiao Su", and then it turned into nonsense nonsense.

The young man lowered his eyelashes, listened to it again, and concluded from the vague ambient sound that Lin Wu should be at the bar.

"Hey, Brother Qin!"

His thoughts were interrupted by a sudden voice behind him, Qin Shu turned his head, with his usual gentle smile on his face: "Tian Qi, are you here for self-study?"

"Well, I just finished studying by myself in the evening, and I'll come back to read a book later——Brother Qin, you left so early?"

He is a sophomore who has worked as his secretary for a year, and seems to be from the School of Foreign Languages—Qin Shu nodded, and explained casually: "There is still something to do at the school assembly, go and have a look... By the way, Tianqi, I remember that the freshman class in your college has not yet been divided, and this year I have a cousin who is also in the outer college, can you let me see your class schedule at that time?"

"Freshman class schedule." Zhao Tianqi rubbed his chin and thought for a while, then answered seriously, "Okay, I'll look for it later and send it to you."

After getting a satisfactory answer, Qin Shu gave a "hmm" and said with a smile, "I'm sorry to trouble you, don't worry—go in first, while there are not many people in the library, I just sat in the southwest area on the third floor. Very quiet."

"Okay, thank you Brother Qin!"

Qin Shu didn't pick up the phone again until the back of his junior was gone, looked at a few new messages on the screen at some point, and clicked on one of them to listen - this time the voice was clear enough, the boy's voice A little dumb, with a wet and soft sticky feeling, it seemed to be close to his ear, saying that he liked him and found him again.

"Brother, I won't let you go this time..."

"I like you, I really like you..."

"Brother Xiao Su, you are the most beautiful person I have ever seen..."

The voice in the last line suddenly became unfamiliar and sober. It was probably one of Lin Wu’s roommates: “Hi, is this Lin Wu’s friend? Let's go, I will send the address in a while."

At the end of the chat window, there was indeed an address positioned horizontally.Qin Shu opened it and took a look, then his eyes suddenly sank, as if he was a little displeased.

——He had seen the name of this bar before, and it was one of the alternative places when a few friends discussed going out to celebrate their birthday last year. At that time, it was dismissed on the grounds of "I heard that this is a gay bar".

"Please take care of him, I'll be there soon."

"Well, what did he say?"

The roommate, who was treated as a tool for no reason, was in a complicated mood, and handed the phone back to Lin Wu: "Look for yourself—are there so many routines in dating now? Are you still gay? Is it too late now?"

The young man was sitting in a corner of the noisy bar, with five or six empty glasses in front of him, but his eyes were clear, and he smiled harmlessly when he heard the words: "Go after this round, it's not far away, it must be better than him." Arrive early... Thank you for acting with me, I treat you this time, you're welcome."

"Okay, okay, the boss is generous, as expected of you!"

The crisp sound of shaking the dice sounded again, Lin Wu no longer participated in their petty games, leaned against the corner of the booth, watched the message sent by the other party on the screen, his eyes were soft, as if he was tasting the rare honey .

Who said we'd see you tomorrow? It wasn't him anyway.