Broken Xu

I joined the Criminal Investigation Detachment as an intern at the age of 22. At that time, the captain was still the deputy captain. Chen Chuan was the first person I met in the police force.

"Are you the new intern Zhao Hong?" He asked.

I nodded.

"It's really like a sheep." He said with a smile, his tone was full of frivolity, but it was also a symbol of intimacy.

He described me like this, probably because my slow-warming personality made him think so.

I officially became acquainted with the people in the police force on this day. The deputy captain, Duan Jieling, came back from the scene. I wanted to show more, so I said a few words beside me. I didn't expect this brother to scold me. , specifically what you don't know anything about and what's wrong with it.

As soon as I heard it, I knew that he had encountered a problem, so I didn't think too much about it, so I sat on the steps in front of the police station.

Chen Chuan didn't know what was wrong, so he hugged me and said, "The captain is that bad tempered, he will apologize to you when he realizes it."

I want to say "Actually, I don't care that much", but this hug makes me nostalgic. After all, I have been out of the closet since high school. Such a strong male body magnet attracts me like a magnet, and I lean on his shoulder.

"We interns are so sad."

"kindness."

In fact, it’s not sad at all, it’s much nicer than when my tutor scolded me during my graduation thesis, but I just want people to comfort me.

"Let's go, brother treats you to dinner."

He let go of his arms around me, walked to the front of the flower garden, and patted my left chest.

"Brother is covering you."

I think, at this moment, my heart was moved, and not only at this moment, but for many years after that, my heart was moved.

In the end, I paid the bill after dinner. Chen Chuan said that he didn't bring a wallet, he was lying to a fool, and he was cheating me, but I didn't expose it. If I was with him with peace of mind, I would treat it as a whoring man for money. After all Chen Chuan is also a quality man.

The idea of ​​confession was born on this day.

I have never been a person who hides and hides. If I have someone I like, I must confess it. Even if I don’t be friends for a lifetime, it’s better than those messy feelings.

I always have to prepare something to confess my love. I remembered that Chen Chuan was always talking about "the watch won't leave" in my mind, so I decided to spend most of my savings to buy him a watch.

That men's watch suits him well.

Everything is ready, I just need to confess.

I was just about to push open the tea room and go in, when I found Chen Chuan was crying. He said, "Mom, hold on, I'll be right there."

I couldn't ignore it, and I couldn't embarrass my well-prepared confession.

I walked over to him and poured a glass of water, and said, "What's wrong?"

He was about to run out without saying anything, and I hurriedly followed, no matter how he was in this state, he couldn't let him go by himself.

I started the car and accompanied him to the hospital.

At this moment, my confession became unspeakable for the rest of my life.

Sitting outside the operating room, he hugged me and cried

"My mother raised me up..."

"I'm going to give him my best..."

"Everything is..."

What could make a mother sadder than a single seedling coming out of the closet. After thinking about it, I withdrew the feelings that were clamoring to come out vigorously, and buried them firmly in my heart.

His mother was rescued, and the doctor said that his mother would die in less than 5 years. The always optimistic man cried helplessly again.

To be honest, everyone grows up when the person they like cries, and so do I. The next day I put on that Rolex myself.

Looking at Xu Chi is like looking at myself in the past. I know they will be happy, but I am not Xu Chi, and Chen Chuan is not the captain. I can only guard him from the perspective of a friend.

That day I went to accompany the captain to fight drugs. I was a little flustered for no reason. I grabbed Chen Chuan and told him to be careful, but he still didn't take my words to heart as before.

The moment I saw the bullet, I was already in pain. Was Chen Chuan crying for me? They were really crocodile tears. I wanted to wipe his tears and tell him that he is an idiot, but I have no strength left.I want to take off that watch and give it to him, but I haven't unfastened one clasp yet....