Broken Xu

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There are two children in the orphanage, one named Chen Hua and the other named Li Chen, they are the best friends in the world.

They have been together since they can remember, regardless of each other, relying on and supporting each other.

In the field, they can run wildly with bare feet, and look at the endless sky at night, and the boy will use the paintbrush that others don't want to draw the appearance of the girl in his eyes.

It's just that these days came to an end, the girl was adopted and renamed Chen Wei, and the boy stayed in the orphanage.

The boy became more and more depressed, he could only hold the only remaining drawing in his hand to comfort the lovesickness, he couldn't stand the lonely days anymore, he ran out of the orphanage and changed his name to Mu Zichen, no, it was Mu Zichen.

Everything was as he expected, the girl was still so good, and they were so happy, until Chen Hua's adoptive parents found out, they said he was worthless, and they wouldn't let them see each other again.

Mu Zichen became ruthless, he fought all the way to the inside of the drug dealer with his unafraid of death, and made a lot of money. He can marry Chen Wei and do everything he wants until Jiang Dawei's death.

He remembered that his subordinates casually brought a bloody man in front of him that day to tell him what to do. At that time, he was worrying about how to meet Chen Hua, so he just said "whatever" in a daze.But because of this wrong decision, he lost Chen Hua forever.

Even if he didn't kill the person, and it wasn't his intention to kill, Chen Hua no longer wanted to sneak out to meet him.Only then did he realize that what he did was something Chen Hua didn't want to accept, and the girl who followed behind him and called her brother would never come back again.

How could he put down his face to ask for help? He went abroad and formed the largest drug trafficking chain in the country and even in the world. Didn't he look down on me? I want to make it bigger for you to see.He named the painting "Mu Hua" when he was a child. Didn't he not want to be with me? I wanted to tie the names together.

But he couldn't overcome the deep lovesickness, he returned to his country, he wanted to explain to her what happened back then, and wanted to beg her.But she refused, and he could only use himself as a bait to extravagantly ask for a chance to explain.He never expected that his subordinates would shoot coldly and kill someone. Since then, his heart has died. If the interrogation can be exchanged for a meeting, it means that he will never get this opportunity again.

He still remembered the hatred on Chen Hua's face when she rushed out.

He could barely hear his own voice: "Huahua, I didn't do anything, trust me."

"roll."

"Is all you have to say to me is get out?"

Chen Hua turned and left without saying a word.

People from the police station rushed up to arrest Mu Zichen, and took away Duan Jieling and Chen Wei who had fainted.

Mu Zichen's final struggle was that the request to tell all the drug trafficking locations was to meet the forensic doctor Chen Hua.

"Will she not come?" He had expected it early in the morning, and smiled indifferently, "Can you give this letter to her for me?"

There was only one sentence in the letter: "Chen Hua, only death can prove my innocence."

The moment Chen Hua received the letter, she collapsed. She has always loved that man, but her faith and belief kept them from being together.This time, she wanted to be selfish, abandon her beliefs, and say hello to the man who opened his hand to her and said "Huahua, I will take you away".

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When Xu Chi woke up, Duan Jieling in his arms was looking at him without blinking: "Xu Chi, you are so pretty."

What happened this early in the morning?Xu Chi was frightened into a cold sweat, Duan Jieling was still depressed yesterday, so saying this early in the morning almost made him hard.

Before he had time to react, Duan Jieling continued: "Xu Chi, you are so kind to me."

"You mean last night?"

Duan Jieling shook his head: "You seem to have always been kind to me, and no one can bear my bad temper except you."

After a while, Duan Jieling said tremblingly: "Tell me... Zhao Hong... how... how..."

Xu Chi finally understood that he said so many words at the beginning because he was afraid of knowing the specific situation, so he pressed his severed Jieling's head in the crook of his neck: "The bullet will go through in one shot, brother Zhao will not be in pain."

After he finished speaking, Duan Jieling in his arms trembled thinly. At first it was intermittent, but then he seemed unable to restrain his emotions. His body trembled violently, and even his voice trembled: "Xu Chi ....I... am I a catastrophe...."

Xu Chi couldn't bear his appearance, he stretched out his hand to pick Duan Jieling out, but the phone rang at an untimely time.After Xu Chi hung up the phone, his expression was solemn: "Captain, the organization that trafficked girls showed up in City B, we have to cooperate..."

Before he finished speaking, Duan Jieling interrupted quickly, his voice full of fear: "I'm not going...I'm afraid..."

He reached out and grabbed the back of Duan Jieling's neck, but Duan Jieling hugged him even tighter: "Xu Chi, don't, please..."

Xu Chi was extremely tough this time, he dragged and dragged out the weeping man, and looked at him with extremely strong eyes: "Duan Jieling, do you know what you're talking about?"

Duan Jieling looked away, and unconsciously grasped the quilt with both hands: "I won't go, I won't go!"

Xu Chi picked him up, put him in front of the mirror in the bathroom, and forced him to look at himself in the mirror: "Look at what you look like now, do you know how many people are waiting for us to save now, just shrink back At this?"

Duan Jieling's unfocused eyes gradually regained their expression. He looked at himself in the mirror and was speechless. Is this... me?How did I become like this?

"I know you feel uncomfortable, but Teacher Dawei didn't die because of you, he died for the motherland and for the faith; as for Brother Zhao... that was even more of an accident, and these have nothing to do with you..."

Xu Chi's words were still shooting at Duan Jieling like a machine gun: "Brother Zhao was only shot once when he died, but you will never forget those girls, right? They suffered not only physically, but also psychologically. Yes, you may even lose your life, so be sober..."

"Okay?" Xu Chi deliberately softened his last sentence.

Duan Jieling hugged his head in pain, he didn't dare to look at himself in the mirror, let alone look directly at Xu Chi: "I... can't do it..."

Xu Chi held him in his arms from behind, opened his hands to let him look into his eyes in the mirror, leaned into his ear, and said, "You can do it, you can do it, you are the one who goes to heaven and earth and knows nothing." Duan Jieling, you are the person Chen Chuan admires, you are the person Zhao Hong trusts, and you are the belief of Li Xiaorou..."

Xu Chi tightened his arms a little more: "No matter how bad it is, you are my Xu Chi's master, and you are the one I will protect with my whole life. If I say you can, you can."

Duan Jieling felt that he saw a pair of hands in the dark, he wanted to pull himself out, but he was afraid of being burned by the sun again and was timid, he was really scared, so scared...

Xu Chi knew what he had to say and said it himself. He carried him back to the bed and kissed him lightly on the forehead: "I know you won't let me down. The police will be dispatched tomorrow. You should think about it carefully."

Duan Jieling couldn't sleep at all, his parents who died in a car accident, Jiang Dawei who was fighting drugs, Zhao Hong who died, Chen Wei who committed suicide, they were calling him to let him go there, they were calling him incompetent and useless...

Realizing that Xu Chi was fast asleep, he lifted the quilt and opened the closet, and found the police uniform that was only worn on major events.

Although the person in the mirror was wearing a dark blue police uniform, his demeanor and conviction had long since changed. He was radiant when he first entered the police station. Put it in your eyes.But now he finds that he can't do anything at all, can't change anything, a... just trash...

He took off his police uniform in a fit of anger, but he caught a glimpse of a photo of him and Jiang Dawei that Xu Chi had put out at some point. When they first joined the police force, they said that they would be a city-level bureau chief for one year and a provincial-level bureau chief for two years. when.

He looked at the figure of Jiang Dawei. Although he didn't know what kind of injury he had suffered, the blood all over his body was deeply imprinted in his mind. He brushed the person in the photo unconsciously, and murmured: "You also want me to go ?"

But I'm so tired, I'm really tired, can I try again?

He picked up the police uniform that had been thrown on the ground, smoothed out every wrinkle on it, and stopped when he touched the medal on his shoulder. Are the country and the people really what I am after? What I want is nothing more than It's just that everyone who cares is alive, this is the responsibility placed on my shoulders.

Am I really willing to give my all to the people? In the past, Duan Jieling would not hesitate to say yes, but this time he hesitated.

Suddenly he felt that what Xu Chi said seemed to appear in his ears, teaching him with a decisive attitude.

He suddenly remembered the suffering he had seen those girls suffer, and even witnessed how they lost their lives. Although he had doubts about himself in his heart, his moral bottom line did not allow him to sit idly by, and the fierce inner struggle made him suffer. He could barely breathe.

Xu Chi... Two words flashed in Duan Jieling's mind, yes, he has indeed lost confidence in himself, but he can trust Xu Chi once, and Xu Chi said he can, then he will let go and give it a try .

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Duan Jieling got up early to tidy up, and sat at the dining table with a normal face eating breakfast.

"Captain, you..."

Duan Jieling tried his best to keep his voice as normal as he ate, and said, "Xu Chi, I'll go, for your trust in me, I'll go."

How could it be possible for Xu Chi not to notice that his emotions were abnormal, but with such a result, Xu Chi was extremely pleased: "I will accompany you, I am not only your team member, your apprentice, but also your ...Boyfriend, you can rely on me boldly...."

Duan Jieling put down the porridge in his hand, and looked at Xu Chi in confusion: "I... can I really do it?"

"You can, you are the soul of the Criminal Investigation Detachment and the hope of those girls, I hope you don't think about anything this time, just do it, okay?" Xu Chi said this slowly in a way close to coaxing A paragraph, this paragraph rekindled the fire deep in Duan Jieling's heart.