It was the queen

Huang Taijing, when mentioning this name, always gets mixed reviews, and he himself knows this.For others' praise, he will not be too proud or happy, nor will he be too angry or indignant for others' slander, because in Huang Taijing's heart, those people are not important at all, so it doesn't matter what others do.

Hwang Tae Kyung is a member of ANJELL, the most popular group in Korea, and is also the captain. He has genius composition and piano performance, and has the absolute highest popularity.But these Huang Tae-kyungs have always taken it for granted, because he is Huang Tae-kyung, the son of the international conductor Huang Jingshi, who is synonymous with perfection in the eyes of the outside world.

Few people know that Huang Tae Kyung is actually a person full of shortcomings, although he is extremely smart, eloquent, a genius, with high popularity and gorgeous appearance.But he not only suffers from stress gastritis, cleanliness, night blindness, insomnia, and is allergic to pollen, sesame, seafood and many other things, but also is a road idiot with no sense of direction at all.There are many diseases such as sleepwalking while sleeping, and his allergic constitution, if anyone has ulterior motives, just using any kind of food can send him to the west.There are also stubborn temper, hysterical sarcasm, unrestrained narcissism, poisonous tongue and domineering, hoping to make decisions by themselves, and being with him will be quite exhausting.

Of course, Huang Taijing will not admit that he is a troublesome person, but he is very contradictory. He hopes that there is someone who can show up to take care of him and only think about himself wholeheartedly, but he does not want such a person to sympathize with him and let others see his fragility .

When Huang Taijing was young, what he envied the most was that children of the same age could be with their parents every day, but this wish was never realized.

I remember being able to finally take a picture with my mother once. At that time, I couldn’t let go of this worthless thing that others thought was worthless. I didn’t even want to let it go when I was eating, but I told myself later that my hope can only be exchanged. come disappointed.

I still remember when my mother asked me to eat, Huang Taijing hoped for a moment that she cared about me, at least because I was afraid that I would be hungry, but the reason was that I couldn't accept my heart being trampled on, and that so-called heart was seafood that I couldn't eat .When he ate the seafood on the plate, Huang Taijing hoped that his mother could stop him for a moment, even if he could ask himself what was wrong after seeing his uncomfortable appearance, whether it was important or not, but his wish still did not come true. All I got was a cold 'go to the bathroom by yourself, don't embarrass me'.

Hwang Tae Kyung, who was coughing and out of breath while hiding in the bathroom, gave up his extravagant maternal love since then. He was 6 years old at that time.

From then on, Huang Taijing told himself that even his mother didn't like him, so who would like him unconditionally, take care of himself, and want to understand himself.

Huang Taijing thought about it more than once, why the maternal love praised by others is so worthless to me, do I really hate it so much?With this thought in mind, he began to absorb and grow hard. When he found that many things were much simpler for him than ordinary people, he was a little complacent. It turned out that he was very good, but why couldn’t he get the approval of his mother? like it?Maybe these talents are the compensation for losing her mother's love.

Thinking this way, Huang Taijing grew up slowly on the road of narcissism and low self-esteem, no longer looking forward to things that will not belong to him after all, and learned to use indifference to cover up his care, stay away from others sensitively, and protect himself from injury soul.

Entering the entertainment industry and joining Anjell, at the beginning it was to prove his talent, but as time went by, he gradually let go of his defenses in the contact with Jiang Xinyu and Jeremy, and admitted that the two of them have the ability to be his partners. For Huang Tae-kyung, who cares about his talent, music is the most important wealth in his life. He is very lucky to find teammates who have the same goals as him. His teammates are very good. In this smoky showbiz, three people A little bit of growth, to become a unique top combination.

In fact, Hwang Tae Kyung knows that he doesn't want much, so under his harsh mask, he has a heart that is easy to satisfy. He will be happy because of a friend's caring words, and he will be happy because he has written a song, but he doesn't make people feel happy. Know.

Huang Taijing is a very planned person, so he hates his plan being disrupted. It may be because of his insecurity. He doesn't like things that are out of his control.

Gao Meinan's appearance is a provocation to his own authority, how can someone who does not approve of him get involved in the pure land that he wholeheartedly maintains.But Huang Taijing also understands that the company's affairs and the decisions of the upper management are not in his own hands.Huang Taijing agreed to the executive director's words, he can't ignore the future of the group because of his own selfishness.

The development of things never follows anyone's script. After new members come, new stylists and managers come.Huang Tae-kyung doesn't want to publish anything about this, because he decided to let everything take its course, get along well if he can accept it, and kick people away if he can't. In fact, this is not a difficult decision to make.

Even though he thought so, when he knew that President An was signing a contract with Gao Meinan, Huang Taijing couldn't help it, so he impulsively snatched the contract with his personal style, and by the way called it a test of the new member's level Gao Meinan was taken away.

When Huang Taijing took Gao Meinan away, he didn't expect to meet someone who would have such a great influence on him in the future——Yin Luohan.

When seeing Luo Han for the first time, Huang Tae-kyung didn't care, because she was also an 'accident' that suddenly appeared in her life, but immediately after Luo Han's words made her impression of her better, because she said: " His personality is worthy of admiration, because he is not being a star, but an artist, as an artist and a musician, he regards every piece of his work as his own child, does not allow anyone to trample and hurt, and pursues perfection It's natural, it's instinct, it has nothing to do with temper and character, it's an obsession, I can understand that not everyone in the entertainment industry can do this, but you who can do it, have reached It is a very admirable thing to be able to stay in the entertainment industry for so long and still maintain your own heart, so I appreciate you."

Being said so by the person who met for the first time, Huang Taijing felt a feeling that he had never felt before. Of course, this was just to let him have a slight liking for her. After all, anyone can say good things to compliment others. Sincere, but the possibility of duplicity cannot be ruled out.

Relying on a good first impression, Huang Taijing decided to give Luo Han a chance, even if her performance was not as he wanted in the end, he would find a less embarrassing reason to drive her away.

Luo Han is a very decent little girl, she speaks and does things appropriately, and knows the entertainment industry very well, but it is her protection that makes him, Xin Yu, and Jeremy accept her the fastest.

She regards them as ordinary people and good friends, she cares about their thoughts, helps them seek benefits instead of asking them blindly, so that they have full freedom, which is something they have never had before entering the showbiz for several years of.

It may be because there has never been a girl like Luo Han around her, so my eyes slowly focused on her, and there were more and more of them. But the result of this phenomenon is that he is very uncomfortable with her and Gao Meinan's intimacy.

At the beginning, I felt that the problem was Gao Meinan, because he was too clumsy, and he was not at all like a trainee trained by the company for several years. Huang Taijing always kept away from those who caused troubles to others, especially Gao Meinan. The beautiful boy is still a person without self-knowledge, following Luo Han every day to make trouble for her.

But as time passed slowly, Huang Taijing found that there were more things wrong with him. Even Jeremy and Xinyu would not like Luo Han's intimacy. Taking care of girls is to protect a younger sister from the perspective of a big brother. After all, Xinyu and Jeremy are also men, so they should keep their distance.As for why my brother, who is also my elder brother, wanted to kiss her, didn't I say that, that's how foreign countries greet or express their gratitude.

Luo Han takes care of Mei Nan the most among the four. Logically speaking, a qualified manager should treat each member fairly, but Anjell is different from the general situation in that Gao Mei Nan is a newcomer and knows nothing. , So Luo Han spent more and more time on Gao Meinan, and there was even more than a week of closed teaching before the performance.

At this time, Huang Tae-kyung wanted to yell at the handsome man's ears, didn't he know that the manager belonged to everyone, how could he monopolize it by himself, but considering his own image, Huang Tae-kyung resisted the urge.

On the day of the swimming pool shooting, dissatisfaction with Gao Meinan reached its peak. If Luo Han went into the water to help out because he wanted to speed up the shooting progress of the whole group, he would understand, but afterward the two hugged and kissed in the dark swimming pool water. It made me very uncomfortable. Although Luo Han explained to himself afterwards, this incident was still a thorn in my heart, especially that Gao Meinan kicked himself into the water. Possibly drowning in the pool.

Afterwards, Gao Meinan aggressively occupied their manager, and something too nervous and unstable happened during the first performance. Huang Taijing desperately restrained his urge to strangle Gao Meinan in his heart.

In fact, Huang Tae-kyung knew that his behavior when facing Luo Han was a bit abnormal, but he was afraid of change and never delved into the reason for this abnormality until the day when President An informed him to have lunch together.

That day, Luo Han gave herself too many surprises, too many to bear in her heart, whether it was the caring and worried look in her eyes when she knocked down her fork, or the red eyes when she hugged her .

Finally, when Luo Han sang the song "Still" to himself in the square, a burst of irregular accelerated beating in the atrium awakened all his emotions.

I don’t want her to break up with other boys, I don’t want her to be nice to other boys, I don’t want her to care more about others than myself, I don’t want my embarrassment to be discovered by her, I always look for her subconsciously, I always hope that she stays with me always focus on her.Even sitting in the square where people come and go now, it seems that she is the only one to see.

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