[Iron Man] Heart Disease Diary

It was a very purposeful kiss, and I got the feeling that his words were not just words, but that he really intended to do it.

I was very nervous and immediately pushed him, but my body was not good enough, plus the injuries I had just received in the sky and when I landed, my insignificant strength was nothing to him at all.

I just felt that my lips were kissed deeply by him, and my tongue was dancing ambiguously. All the movements were so intense. In a few blinks, my upper body was almost naked.

Panicking is no longer enough to describe my mood at the moment, I opened my eyes wide and looked at his deep brown eyes which were also open close at hand, and bit his increasingly unscrupulous tongue fiercely without any hesitation.

He retreated the moment I was about to bite him, cleanly and without muddling.

"Now we are close lips and teeth, and we are about to become real lovers, why do you still resist, don't you want it?" He leaned on me, kissed my neck, I raised my head and breathed a sigh of relief, he murmured Say, "Is it okay to give it to me, let us truly belong to each other and become each other's only choice."

Each other's only choice? ...His words were like a slap in the face, which made me even more unable to convince myself to hand myself over to him.

I braced his chest firmly, looked at him coldly, and let him see my resistance clearly, because I knew that if I compromise now, there will only be endless mutual torture after the sweetness.

Stark looked into my eyes intently, he didn't speak quickly, just kept looking at me like that for 5 minutes, then he slowly backed away, left the bed, stood by and looked at me Silently continued.

I quickly straightened my clothes, sat up from the bed and got out of bed in the opposite direction to him, with a bed away from him, and said flatly: "Good night."

After I finished speaking, I turned and walked towards the door, when Stark suddenly said, "Stop."

I stopped and looked at him. He looked at me and took out a pack of cigarettes from his pocket: "Do you mind if I smoke a cigarette?"

I pursed my lips and nodded.

"Babe, actually sometimes I don't understand you very much." He took a puff of the cigarette, and walked towards me with the cigarette between his slender fingers. I subconsciously moved back a few steps, and he hurriedly raised his hand and said perfunctorily, " Oh don't be afraid, don't be afraid, I won't do anything to you again, never again."

The emphatic disgust made me a little uneasy. I looked at him cautiously. He sat down casually on the edge of the bed, took another breath, squinted his eyes and said: "I once learned some Chinese culture for you. Girls are reserved. That's a good point, but being too reserved can be annoying."

I put my hands behind my back, looked at him pretending to be calm and said, "So you are tired of me."

"No, I didn't say that, and you don't want to think that way." He stopped looking at me at the beginning, the smoking position was very sexy, but I didn't have the heart to admire his beauty, and all my attention was taken by him Attracted by the words, he said in a very experienced tone, "My speech may be difficult to hear, don't mind, it is good to have dreams, but it is a bit incomprehensible to live in fantasy with too much emotion." I said, "Don't be in a hurry to refute me, and don't be in a hurry to scold me." He took out a beautiful box from his trousers pocket and handed it to me, "If you must agree to this, then I can give it to you."

I stared blankly at the box he handed over, controlled the hand I wanted to reach out to catch it, and pushed it away abruptly.

"No?" He raised his eyebrows in surprise, he didn't seem to expect that I would refuse, he simply pinched his cigarette, opened the box, and placed it in front of me, with a hint of uncertainty in his tone, "Isn't the ring what you want?" ? I'll give it to you now, but you refuse?"

I don't think I could have been more angry.

The backs of my back were trembling, and the questioning and swearing in my throat was almost uncontrollable, but I knew I couldn't, if I really did that, then I would really lose.

I closed my eyes, took a deep breath and suppressed the urge to yell, and bent the corners of my mouth gently and politely to him, and said blankly: "Stark, my feeling is right."

"How do you feel?" He frowned, still raised his hand, and asked in confusion, "How do you feel?"

I calmly explained his doubts: "I can feel that you are only curious about me for a while. All the sweet words and forbearance are based on this foundation. Once my behavior touches your bottom line, you will take back the past and treat me All good."

"You think so?" He raised the corners of his mouth in confusion.

"...Yes. You are... just a whim to me. Or to put it more harshly, you are just on a whim. You don't understand, if something like a ring doesn't have meaning in your heart, it's just a piece of scrap iron .”

Stark opened his mouth, as if he wanted to say something, but he didn't say a word. He looked at me with eyes that I couldn't understand, and finally smiled without knowing what he meant, and said: "Although it may be a bit exaggerated, You may not believe it, but what I said before is true. For the first time, I want to try to like someone for a long time. I really want to have a good result with you, and I also hope that the relationship between us can withstand Withstand the test, but... I'm sorry, maybe I really can't stand it."

……

He is, admitted in disguise?

My eye sockets couldn't help being astringent, and warm liquid slipped down, blurring my vision.

I sniffed and forced a smile: "So I made you regret saying those words?"

He looked at me and blinked, got up and hugged me into his arms, rubbing his chin against my forehead, didn't say anything, but sighed.

Sometimes silence is another way of answering. He is saving face for me, taking care of my little self-esteem.

I should have thought about it earlier, maybe the difference in me would interest him in the first place, or maybe I did something that he always expected to be able to do but failed to impress him, so he was curious about me I like it again, but this relationship will never last long.The feeling he gave me all the time was illusory, and I shouldn't have compromised when I was on the plane.

"I really misjudged you" - I couldn't say that, probably because I didn't like him from the beginning.

I already knew what he was like, but I still couldn't help but sink into his sweet trap, it's all my fault.

I wiped away the tears on my face, pushed him away, and said slowly without looking up: "Thank you for taking care of me for so long, I can't escape from the base without you, I still thank you, and I will do it again tonight." Please let me stay another night, I will pack up and leave tomorrow."

"You don't need to worry..." He wanted to say something, but I interrupted him, "It's better to be clear. I think what you said just now is breaking up. I hope I'm not mistaken. We are still friends, and I must thank you You, thank you for everything from start to finish, and now for letting go."

After I finished speaking, I immediately turned and left this bedroom. I don't want to see him again for a moment now.I don't want my pretense to be unrestrained to be seen through, and I don't want him to catch up at this time, because then I can't help but beat him up.

...This scumbag! !Sure enough, only Pepper can stand him! !I don't want to stay here any longer! !

There are many rooms in the Stark Villa, and I can’t go back to that bedroom. I can go to other bedrooms. I tried my best to walk to the end of the corridor, just wanting to be as far away from him as possible. On this road, I met the guy who just came back. Ethan.

"Baby?" Ethan was a little surprised when he saw my appearance, put down the keys in his hand and walked over quickly, "What happened?"

"It's nothing." I said it's okay, but the person had already thrown himself into Ethan's arms, and called out a name that made people laugh and cry, "Mommy..."

Ethan was startled, his body went from stiff to relaxed, and finally he smiled helplessly, patted my back and said, "What's wrong baby? Who bullied you? Mommy will beat him up for you."

"...No one bullied me, it's all my own fault." I seemed to hear footsteps behind me, and I quickly withdrew from Ethan's arms, and when I looked back, I saw that Stark was either leaving or not. Embarrassed look.

"Tony? What the hell are you and baby..."

"I said it's fine." I interrupted Ethan's questioning, and said in a nasal voice, "I'm going back to China tomorrow, thank you for taking care of me all the time, I will come back to see you when I have a chance, Ethan." I hugged him and walked past him into a random room.

I finally began to understand that the current self is like a cigarette butt that has been smoked and thrown away. One second, I was still kissing someone, but the next second I was trampled under my feet.But no matter how sad or sad I have to persevere, no matter how bad I am, I have to be confident, and I have to go back to China. That is what I should care about most now. Compared with those things... everything is not important, not important.

I had to guard against all attention from the US military and terrorists so as not to cause any trouble to family members who might be there.I can't call my family at will. My identity is still very sensitive at least for now. If someone checks on me, the extra phone will only bring unnecessary disasters to my family. This is why I have never dared to call my family. one of the reasons.

The other reason is that I am afraid that I will not be able to get through.

That is the last belief that supports me to live, and I cannot destroy it with my own hands.

In the United States, I have to rely on others. For example, when I leave here to return to China, I need to borrow money to afford the air ticket.

I borrowed money from Ethan, and it was he and Pepper who drove me to the airport, but Stark was there, just not in this car.

He sat in a car with Roddy, Roddy asked, and Stark seemed reluctant, but finally complied.

The atmosphere in our car was very bad. Pepper looked at me with a hesitant expression, as if hesitating to say something, I felt tired for her.

Ethan is okay, although he has been showing retention and reluctance on his face, but he didn't really say anything, he respects my choice.

The car arrived at the airport soon, and I got out of the car with a small amount of luggage, and said goodbye to them with the air ticket.

"There's no need to deliver it, it's fine here, nothing will happen, it's safe. I'll send you an email after I return home." I hugged Ethan, and also hugged Pepper, who was still struggling, and finally stood up Roddy and Stark, who came out not far behind them, waved their hands and said goodbye with a smile, "We have been getting along all this time, if there is something offending, I hope you don't mind, I should never meet again in the future, just say here Farewell forever."

Roddy was expressionless after hearing this, and waved goodbye to me dumbly. Stark wore big sunglasses covering most of his face, so he couldn't see his expression, but he kept looking in the direction of Pepper, She seemed to be waiting for something, and there was a strange aura of "the heart will go with love, and I will never break up" all over my body.

I didn't hesitate because he was wrong. After hearing the flight information, I dragged my luggage and prepared to leave: "Goodbye." I bowed to all of them, turned and walked in the opposite direction from them, from beginning to end Neither heard Stark say a word, nor looked back once.

I'm not afraid of parting, and I don't regret falling in love with him. I know that if a person really loves you and thinks you are indispensable in his life, no matter where you go, he will dig three feet to find you. come out.

Even the ends of the earth, life and death, can't separate you.vice versa.

I know that Stark really liked me once, but I have no ability to let him continue this love. I have no ability, and I can't blame anyone.Feelings are such a thing, I can't tell.It's just that I never told him, I know he was serious about it.

The moment I boarded the plane, all the burdens on my body seemed to be lightened. Most of the romantic things in my mind were replaced by returning home. I began to think about where I should go first after returning home, whether to go back to school or go home first. Finally I decided to go home first.

Roddy helped me buy my ticket, and Ethan paid for it in advance, so I have plenty of time and a very comfortable seat, which is first class.

I sat in my seat with my eyes closed, when a familiar male voice suddenly sounded: "Hey! Look who I met? Isn't this Miss Xiao? What a coincidence to see you here!"

I opened my eyes in doubt, and there was a man in a light brown plaid suit sitting diagonally across from me. He wore black-rimmed glasses, and his handsome face was full of false surprises. recognized him.

It was Hammer, the billionaire who was also engaged in the arms business like Stark, and his status was no less than Stark.

"Do you remember me? I didn't have time to introduce myself last time. Hello, Miss Xiao. I'm Hammer, Justin Hammer. Just call me Justin." He walked up to me in a few steps and sat opposite me Pass me an olive branch from the position.

I hesitated, but shook his hand politely.

"Where are you going? I really didn't expect to see you here. Are you alone? Where's Mr. Stark?" He looked around and looked a little disappointed when he didn't see a familiar figure.

The corner of my mouth twitched, and I said lightly: "I thought you and I were on the same plane, that is the same flight, and the destination is naturally the same place."

"...Oh, yes." Justin Hammer rubbed his forehead as if waking up from a dream, looked at me with some embarrassment and quickly recovered his tact, "Yes, yes, I am going to China, where I am I have a business, how about you? As Mr. Stark's personal assistant, you should also go to discuss business, right?"

Second Olympic!Young people, don't just make decisions for others!How did I not know that I was there to discuss business?You're not Rocky, you're not that handsome, you don't have an arrogant personality and an unparalleled 21cm, why should I answer your question?

Although I was very reluctant in my heart, everyone opened their mouths. If I really ignored it, I would appear petty, so I simply explained: "No, I have resigned, and I will be with Sri Lanka from now on. Tucker Enterprises has nothing to do with it."

It may seem a bit fickle to say this sentence, it seems that I am eager to get rid of Stark, but that is the truth.

Justin was stunned immediately after hearing this, and stared at me blankly, as if his entire world view had collapsed.

Drinking, with a bad breath, you can tell that he has no good intentions and wants to get some words out of my mouth?Not to mention the door, there are no windows!