Golden Glitter Development Guide

"—Anyway, half of me wants to get the Holy Grail."

This little boy spoke malicious words with the most sincere smile.

"...This is not your wish."

The bust, undoubtedly refers to the adult Gilgamesh.

Priya looked at the enlarged version of the monster beside her, it was not so much her student...it was more like a collection of delusion.

After losing his mind and going completely berserk, he is a "monster" of the same origin as Gilgamesh.

Why do you want to get the Holy Grail at all costs?

In that dream, Gilgamesh once said in the most contemptuous tone, "This king once longed to meet you again" - that seemed to be mocking his naive tone.

Indeed, that was the child's innocence.

Desiring something you shouldn't want, with help from outside - that's a sign of weakness.

That's direct evidence that she... failed to teach that child well.

But...he should have given up.

The "goodbye" at the time of farewell is undoubtedly genuine.

Why do you want to obtain the Holy Grail when you no longer have your own sanity.

Or is it because of... the same reason?

"Yes, teacher." The young Gilgamesh called out the title easily, and a troubled look appeared on his face, "Although I can't understand why I would call you "Teacher" when I grow up. With such a deep love, the future me will delusional to control a dangerous woman like you... It seems to me that it is indeed very stupid, and it is even meaningless."

In the future, he would be too arrogant.

Gilgamesh as a child certainly knew what a terrifying goddess his dear teacher was.

He looks gentle and amiable, and he won't get angry easily, but his heart is so hard that even the worst goddess Ishtar, who likes to play with men, would be ashamed of himself.

Falling in love with such a goddess... He is really reckless when he grows up.

but……

"However, I'm curious. Why do I have to obtain the 'I' of the Holy Grail even if I lose my mind."

With such a deep desire.

Obviously already know, the teacher is someone who cannot be easily influenced, and an existence that should be hated and loathed.

Strange isn't it?

When reason completely fades away, will even "he" be blinded by stupid emotions?

Even the young Gilgamesh was moved by this obsession.

...incomprehensible.

What the hell was wrong with her education, Priya didn't understand.

The child obeyed her desire, even when she was in a state of confusion, Priya thought that she was just an existence that Jill wished for.

It was precisely because he couldn't play with and discard at will that he gave him the illusion that she was worthy of nostalgia.

After knowing how many times she has concealed and calculated from him for her own private thoughts... That child should hate her to the bone, and should regard her as a humiliation, not to mention trying to kill her, at least he will never want to see her she.

why.

Of course Priya knows what a rotten god she is, she tramples on all life, she turns a blind eye to the dignity of her students, she ignores her own children.

Whether it's humans or gods, they all yearn for beautiful things, don't they?

Such obsession... She couldn't understand it.

"Give up the Holy Grail, since that is not your wish."

The goddess said these words without hope, as if she had given him an order as a teacher in the past.

"...You really still don't understand."

Gilgamesh knows it.

His teacher seemed to know everything, but he didn't even understand basic emotions...or pretended not to understand.

She had never taught him desire, nor had she taught him love.

Although the young Gilgamesh couldn't feel it, he could understand it.

The boy standing on the blue barrier shook his head towards the goddess, and then fell back without hesitation.

The direction in which it was falling happened to be the core of that monster.

The goddess's scepter flew out in an instant, and when he was completely integrated with the monster, it precisely penetrated his heart.

This child was raised by her alone. She knew exactly where his heart was, and she would not deviate even a centimeter.

The teenager was not surprised by this ending.

There was even a smile on the corner of his mouth: "Teacher, you are really..."

Looking from his angle, Priya's face was downcast, the expression on her face was covered by the shadow of the moon.

The voice was as calm as ever, but it was cold at this moment: "You know, defective products have no meaning of existence."

Ahhh.

Yes, things that have no value should not exist at all.

This is a world of the jungle.

From the beginning, she didn't have much tenderness.

"It's so pitiful." Gilgamesh couldn't help muttering when his figure disappeared, "When I grow up...and you, Teacher..."

So pitiful.

The source of magic power has been cut off, so naturally this monster cannot continue to exist.

The end of the scepter was still stained with undisappeared blood, Priya didn't look at Ilya who flew into her best friend's arms, she just stared at her scepter, watching the blood gradually disappear under the moonlight.

When Illya let go of Miyu and wanted to thank the summoned Ruler, she belatedly looked at the empty sky, filled with only the cold moonlight.

"...Ruler?"

"...Ruler?" Irisviel looked at the goddess sitting across from her with some anxiety. This artificial human from Einzbern felt that he would never be able to understand the thoughts of the goddess.

She didn't know if this goddess would vent the sadness or sorrow of killing her students on them.

In any case, she used the Command Seal without Ruler's consent, which might be considered disrespectful by the goddess.

"...It seems that you listened to my rare kindness at that time."

Praia didn't particularly care about Irisviel's nervousness.

The so-called "Ruler" job agency, the powerful "opposing magic power" may be the characteristic of this job agency.

"Yes, I haven't thanked you, Ruler, for that."

Irisviel said to Ruler very seriously.

At that time, Ruler didn't know why he looked obviously irritated, and suddenly gave her the advice "If Emiya Kiritsugu asks you if you want to run away, don't refuse him" and then disappeared in the Holy Grail War with Archer, Alice Although Phil didn't understand, he also knew that the God of Destiny didn't bother to lie.

Relying on Saber's power, they took Illya away from the Einzbern house before escaping, and then tried every means to solve Illya's fate of being unable to grow and short-lived as an alchemy product.

Later, they learned that the Holy Grail of the Fourth Holy Grail War had long been polluted as poison.

However, the Command Seal in Irisviel's hands did not disappear, nor did it migrate to the hands of the Proctor of the Holy Church.

Even if Kiritsugu managed to destroy the poisonous Holy Grail, the Command Seals still existed.

——As if... Ruler is not a Servant summoned because of this Holy Grail.

"No, I didn't think at that time that you would follow my warning."

Emiya Kiritsugu who wanted to save mankind... actually gave up such an ideal because of his daughter.

If her parents thought about her and Wutu's fate when they sacrificed their lives for mankind...

Priya smiled wryly.

She must have been hit too much recently, so she even had such weak thoughts.

"Ruler...?"

Irisviel couldn't help exclaiming, Ruler's current state...

"I'm going to disappear, Irisviel. The Holy Grail that summoned me has disappeared, and I have no reason to exist."

And given the fact that the gods can't easily manifest, she probably won't be able to continue being summoned either.

"If Jill's child—the childhood Jill is summoned again—"

When Priya said this, she hesitated a bit.

She's not used to saying this kind of please.

"——Please take care of him a little bit."

Irisviel nodded, looking at the goddess, she suddenly felt a little blocked.

In this case... In this case... Ruler isn't...

"...Don't you love him?"

Love her son like a mother.Love students like teachers.Love a man like a woman.

Such complicated love.

Priya lowered her eyes, she thought, maybe this is really the last of her life.

"……maybe."

But what could this mean?

Humans are obsessed with love.

The gods scorn love.

Praya is neither.

She just... thinks love is useless.

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The author has something to say:

No update for two months!You miss me!

I know this article is so cold that no one reads it...but it doesn't matter, I'm a good girl.

I just re-wrote this article to start finding the feeling.

In the next chapter, skip to the copy of the seventh chapter of fgo, and the son is very active.

I think this article may not be too long, after all, not many people read it (hey

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