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[6-Looking for]

"Master, is my guardian spirit's name Merwin?"

When Shigeo Kageyama asked this question to his psychic master, Shigeo, who was never good at observing people, could see the complex emotions in the eyes of the blond man who was stunned for a moment.Although Shigeo Kageyama couldn't understand the intertwined emotions contained in Master Linghuan's eyes at this moment, he could also see that his master must know his guardian spirit.

"Do you... remember anything?" Ling Huan Xinlong asked.

"Your question is very strange?" Before Shigeo Kageyama opened his mouth, Xiao Diwo asked first, "I remembered something, the premise is that Mofu forgot something first. This guy didn't say a word last night and early morning I ran to jump into the swimming pool, although the water is not deep, but if my lord was not there, I think he would have drowned at the bottom of the pool."

Hearing Xiaodiwo's words, Linghuan Xinlong showed a look of astonishment.

"What are you doing in the swimming pool?" Linghuan Xinlong frowned and looked at Shigeo Kageyama.

What to do... what to do, Kageyama Shigeo himself can't tell.

He felt as if he had dropped something very important there, he felt that there was something bright in the depths of the pool that was deeply attracting him, and he felt as if he could only find the answer he had been looking for in the confusion there .

"He's looking for Mervin." Little Dimple suddenly said, he has been wandering around Shigero Kageyama, and he naturally realized that Shigeru Kageyama's anomalies are all related to [Merwin].Although Xiao Dimple has always thought that the guardian spirit thing is nonsense, the truth seems to be not that simple, "Aren't you going to explain it? What is that guardian spirit? What is the relationship between [Merwen] and him? If you keep letting If Mofu guesses, I think this guy will do a lot of stupid things without thinking..."

Kageyama Shigeo heard a lot of what Dimple said, but he couldn't listen to it, because the first words of Dimple hit his heart instantly, and his confusion collapsed immediately.The erratic familiarity that can be seen everywhere around him makes him desperately want to recall, the chaotic and unclear images hidden deep in the dream make him desperately want to remember, and the secret hidden in the depths of the pool makes him desperately want to grasp. Live... And all of these are pointing to the same answer——

"Yes, I'm looking for Mervyn."

【7-Forget】

"You have indeed forgotten some things, but I can't help you recall them."

Master Linghuan finally sighed deeply after being silent for a long time, and then gave an answer.

"The memory you disappeared was what Mervin made you forget. I don't think Mervin would have expected that you, who have always been dull, would become so sharp after losing your memory."

Sure enough, I forgot.

"Why do you want me to forget?" Kageyama Shigeo felt incomprehensible.

"Because... I hope you are happy." Linghuan Xinlong replied.

Can't understand, really can't understand.

"Does forgetting make people happy?" At least, Kageyama Shigeo didn't feel that he was happy because of it.

"If that memory is painful." Xiao Dimple gave another answer to Kageyama Shigeo, "Then forgetting is happy."

[8-Knowledge]

After learning about the loss of a memory, Kageyama Shigeo also hoped that Master Linghuan could tell him more about [Mer Wen].

This time, Linghuan Xinlong did not choose to keep silent, and even said a lot.

"He is a boy who loves to laugh and looks very delicate."

"It's just as you imagined, it sparkles when you smile."

"Warm and positive, very compelling and likable."

"I am willing to express myself positively. I am not timid at all. I can get along well with most people, but I am also jealous because I am too conspicuous."…

The little dimple who was listening said leisurely: "It's really completely different from you."

Yes, it is a completely different existence, and Shigeo Kageyama himself knows it.This seems to be the protagonist who is born to stand in the center. The too ordinary Shigeo Kageyama feels that he will envy people like Mervin, and may feel ashamed when standing together.However, when Shigeo Kageyama heard what Master Linghuan said about [Mer Wen], he listened carefully and attentively, and his sinking mood seemed to be lifted up because of this.

"No, they are actually very similar." Linghuan Xinlong shook his head and denied Xiaodiwo's words, and then his eyes fell on Kageyama Shigeo's face, as if he was looking at someone through the boy's face, "They are all simple-minded and kind-hearted. Over-the-top kid, and..."

Ling Huan Xinlong paused for a moment, but did not continue.

"All in all, your relationship is very close, and Mervyn is someone you cherish very much, Mauve."

Kageyama Shigeo didn't know why his master suddenly fell silent because he thought of something, but he was even more puzzled as to why he lost his memory.If Mervin is such an important person to him, Kageyama Shigeo thinks that his memories with Mervin must be beautiful.But now he doesn't remember anything, which makes Shigeo Kageyama feel a vacancy and regret that cannot be filled, and even restlessness.

"Then is there any way I can retrieve that memory!" Kageyama Shigeo desperately wanted to retrieve that memory.

"Didn't you tell me everything?" Little Dimple said, "It was Mervin who made you lose your memory."

"I don't understand." Kageyama Shigeo showed a confused expression, "Why do you want me to forget..."

Xiao Diwo originally wanted to say something, but after receiving hints from Ling Huan Xinlong's gaze, she also remained silent.

"Because Merwin's identity is quite special." Linghuan Xinlong said afterwards, "He is a spirit, and he made you forget to better protect you. In short, there is a last resort reason. I don't have any previous memories. There is a way for you to remember again, but you can have more memories in the future. What you see, what you experience...he will be by your side. "

Kageyama Shigeo watched Linghuan Xinlong silently, different from the always swearing expression on Master Linghuan's face in the past, this time the master's gaze seemed a little wandering.But even if even Shigeo could see the abnormality of the master, even though Shigeo could not perceive the existence of [Merwen], Shigeo Kageyama still nodded and accepted the explanation of Linghuan Xinlong.

"One day, we will meet again, right?" Kageyama Shigeo looked at Linghuan Xinlong with expectant eyes and asked.

"...Yes." After being silent for a while, Linghuan Xinlong nodded heavily, "You will definitely meet again, one day."

【9-Fighting】

The days are still passed as usual, but Shigeo Kageyama has the habit of talking to himself more.

It shouldn't be considered a soliloquy either, he would often respond to Shigero Kageyama's words when Xiao Dimple was there, but Xiao Dimple also knew that Shigeru didn't say these words to him, but to the guardian spirit that didn't exist at all.Xiaodiwo didn't intend to protect the white lies fabricated by Ling Huan Xinlong. He often tried to pour cold water on Maofu, telling him that he was the only spirit beside him.However, the spiritually powerful Shigeo Kageyama never believed what Xiaodiwo said on this matter, he firmly believed in what the master said——

[Mervyn] was always there with him, he just couldn't see it at the moment.

Shigeo Kageyama and Master Ling Huan still accept the entrustment of exorcising spirits. This time, the wealthy client invites not only Master Ling Huan, but also many spirit exorcisers, in order to save his daughter who is possessed by evil spirits. .In order to expel Mogami, whom Dimple called the strongest evil spirit, from Miss Minori's body, Kageyama Shigeo chose to leave his body and enter the girl's body.

However, the battle was not so smooth, Mogami's strength really completely suppressed Kageyama Shigeo's power.

Even when facing Mogami, Kageyama Shigeo couldn't even use superpowers.

Before Shigeo Kageyama completely lost consciousness, he only heard Mogami's cold and mocking voice from the empty world——

[Then ask—]

[A human being who lives happily or a human being who is struggling, who can give birth to stronger emotions? ]

[The correct answer is the latter, the more powerful negative emotions. ]

[The greater the pressure, the stronger the inner emotions. ]

[From this point of view, you can become stronger in the future, but you have to change your view of the world. ]

[Need me to help you? ]

[10-out of control]

In the illusion created by Mogami——

Kageyama Shigeo is an ordinary student.

No one's attention, no one's love, not even respect.

When the teacher slapped his face, Shigeo Kageyama, who was frightened, remained silent, and the mocking voices of his classmates came from his ears;

When senior students bullied Kageyama Maoo recklessly, Kageyama Shigeo, who was powerless to resist, saw his younger brother's indifferent eyes;

When it was time to eat, a carton of milk was poured over his head by a classmate for no reason. The endless bullying trampled on Shigero Kageyama's heart...

Uninterrupted bullying and oppression, even though he remained silent all the time, Shigeo Kageyama accumulated uneasiness, fear, and anger in his heart.

Waking up every day is the beginning of pain and suffering.

In the vile [parallel world] Mogami created for Maofu, the negative emotions in Maofu's body, whose memory was manipulated to lose the memory of the original world, continued to rise.Because of this, Kageyama Shigeo forgot those who accompanied him, those important people.In Shigero Kageyama's new memory, from the beginning to the end, no one has ever extended a helping hand to him, or expressed any kindness.

Mogami hiding in the dark is observing and waiting, and Shigeo Kageyama's negative emotions are stimulated into an [evil] ending.And this kind of pain has been maintained in this parallel world for half a year. Kageyama Shigeo persisted, endured, and suffered in the dark life day after day.

what's wrong...

Kageyama Shigeo raised his head and looked at the always gloomy sky. Why is there never a sunny day?

Why are all people so indifferent?

Why, be so lonely? ...

When he was ruthlessly kicked to the ground by his classmates again, the weak Kageyama Shigeo lay on the ground in pain and couldn't stand up.

He was still being ridiculed and bullied alone, and no one came to help him.

Obviously, he seems to have been hiding in a small dark corner of the world in an extremely humble manner, trying to protect himself from being discovered.However, he was dragged out and bullied wantonly every time, as if the world was always targeting him and refused to let him go.

[People like you, go to hell. ]

Hearing such cruel words, Shigeo Kageyama's fragile mind completely collapsed.

The painful emotions have been suppressed to the extreme, and this bruised body can no longer bear the accumulation of overflowing negative emotions.

Mogami hiding in the dark showed an evil smile, he finally waited for Shigeo Kageyama's [Unbearable] and [Burst Counterattack].He will remind Kageyama Shigeo of the super powers he possesses, make him understand and follow the same evil path as him.

When Shigeo Kageyama, whose head was covered in blood, stretched out his hand and tightly gripped the neck of the person who beat him just now, his mind was already out of control.

He suddenly heard someone calling him from behind——

"Maofu."

【11-Reunion】

Following this sudden call, Kageyama Shigeo felt as if his heart had been slammed hard.

It wasn't a painful impact, but rather... a long-awaited knocking sound.

"Who are you?"

Kageyama Shigeo turned his head and saw a young boy approaching from afar.

In his eyes, the whole world is black and white, without color.But the appearance of this young man was the only colorful existence. Kageyama Shigeo stared blankly at the black-haired young man in front of him. There was a pair of bright eyes on his fair and delicate face. Those eyes were beautiful and had a smile on them... This seemed to be the first time in his dim memory that a young man smiled so tenderly and sincerely at him.

The overwhelming familiarity made Shigero Kageyama startled, but he couldn't remember who this boy was.

"What are you doing?" The black-haired boy raised his lips and smiled. He didn't answer Shigero Kageyama's question, but asked a question.

"I..." Shigeo Kageyama hesitated, he wanted to retaliate against those who beat him, to take revenge on those who cursed him to death, but he suddenly couldn't speak.Kageyama Shigeo just stared at the young man who seemed to be shining brightly in front of him. At this moment, he seemed to see countless stars scattered on the night-like night, and also saw the mottled light shining through the mirror-like eyes.

"Do you know what I'm here for?" The black-haired boy asked again with a smile.

Kageyama Shigeo shook his head, he didn't know, but subconsciously let go of the person he was imprisoned in his hands.

But when the black-haired boy stepped towards him, he didn't feel the usual sharp sense of fear, panic, and powerlessness, as if he knew clearly in his heart that this boy definitely didn't come to hurt him.

Strangely, when the boy approached, the whole black and white world lit up step by step with his steps.

The icy and thorny thorns full of harm that the whole world is pressing on him with every step of the way seem to melt into warm water.

The water waves are full of sparkling waves rippling with the morning light.

"I'm here to find you." The black-haired boy finally made his way to Kageyama Shigeo.

At this moment, Kageyama Shigeo could clearly see his own face from the boy's black eyes, watching him so tenderly.

This young man was standing right in front of his eyes, and this young man's body seemed to isolate him from that cold and dark world.

The world in front of him is no longer black and white.

He saw the vast sky and a black-haired boy smiling warmly at him.

He said to him—

"I finally found you."

【12-Go home】

"But I don't know you." Shigeo Kageyama said hesitantly, but for some reason, tears burst out of his eyes.

Kageyama Shigeo didn't know why he burst into tears suddenly, or even burst into tears all of a sudden.His heart was filled with emotions that couldn't be complicated and intertwined, and even he himself didn't know what happened, but his tears were gently wiped away by the young man's hand.

"Now you know me." The black-haired boy continued with a smile, "I'm Mervyn Treat, and I'm here to fulfill our agreement."

Kageyama Shigeo whispered [Merwen] softly between his lips and tongue, this name is so familiar.

Even, at this moment, he has a feeling of "finally waiting".

"Will you..." The black-haired boy slowly raised his hand, reaching out to Shigeo Kageyama, "Take me home?"

Kageyama Shigeo's tears were still falling one by one, he looked foolishly at the young man with a warm smile in front of him, nodded his head subconsciously, and then stretched out his hand to hold the young man's hand tightly.While clasping his hands, Shigeo Kageyama's memory was completely restored at this second.

"Mervin..." Kageyama Shigeo called out Mervin's name tremblingly.

Not only did the vacancy in his mind find a complete memory, but also the regrets that could not be filled in his heart and soul were fully responded to.

They finally see each other.

It's like two lonely shining stars at the end of the world, finally found each other's radiance.

【13-Guidelines】

After the incident on the top of the evil spirit ended satisfactorily, Shigeo Kageyama not only completely recovered his memory, but also brought Merwen back home.

Linghuan Xinlong was shocked by Mervin's appearance, and Mervin also confessed that a series of strange events happened to him.After his death, his soul seemed to go to other worlds of different dimensions because of the space power that erupted before.It was only then that Mervin realized that the worlds in his dreams were real. In fact, when he was dying, his soul power was scattered to other spaces unconsciously. , successfully retrieved his own soul fragments, and also possessed more powerful abilities.

Such a miraculous experience shocked Xinlong and Xiaodi, but Shigeo Kageyama just hoped that Merwin would not disappear again.

"Moff, do you know?"

"This universe is really very, very vast, and there are countless worlds."

"I have really been on this journey for a long time, and I didn't even know where I should go at one point."

Mervin, who was sitting by the window, looked up at the stars and wind chimes swaying in the wind with a smile on his lips.

Under the warm sunlight, the black-haired boy's exquisite profile, like an angel, was covered with a layer of warm golden light, beautiful and moving.

"However, there is always a light guiding me."

"What is it?" Shigeo Kageyama looked at Mervin in confusion.

"It's you." Mervin turned his head and looked at Shigeo Kageyama with a smile.

"Because you tried so hard to catch me at the end, I can feel a small part of my soul power being held by you. Maybe you can't feel it, but I can see you all the time Even though it is very far away from me, it also gave me the hope of guidance, I kept telling myself, no matter how much time it takes, I will go to your side." Mervin explained, his long The wandering soul wandering alone can finally stop at this time.

Kageyama Shigeo was stunned, he looked at the angel pendant necklace on Mervin's neck at this time.

He knew that Master Linghuan was right. Indeed, Mervin had always been by his side.

"I still want to find Monica and the others." Mervin said, "However, I think it will take a long time to find that world."

"I'll go with you." Shigeo Kageyama immediately walked over and held Mervin's hand, saying with stubborn eyes.

"Of course." The smile on the corner of Mervin's mouth rose again, "Let's go together."

【Final】

"Mervyn, it's 26:[-]." Shigeo Kageyama, who was sitting by the bed at night, said, frowning at the clock on the wall.

"I see." Mervin, who was lying on the bed and playing with his mobile phone, glanced casually and said.

"It's 27:[-]." Shigeo Kageyama turned his head and stared at Mervin.

"So?" Mervin was amused by Shigeo Kageyama's behavior, "Don't worry, I won't disappear again."

Mervin got up from the bed and also sat on the edge of the bed, sitting side by side with Shigeo Kageyama, watching the second hand in the clock turn.

"Look, it's eight twenty-eight."

"Don't worry, we still have a long, long time."

"Mafu, let's grow up together slowly."

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