The protagonist is "Dragon Set" [Zhongyingmei]

Chapter 57 Tenderness and the Ending

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Mervin didn't expect that the coming of death would be so silent.

There was an empty darkness in front of his eyes, and his body seemed to be floating on the cold lake water.

His body and thoughts seemed to be gradually dissipating while drifting with the current, and he didn't know where he would end up.

But this is not important anymore, Mervin just wants to settle down and enjoy the silence of nothingness at this moment.This period of time seemed to be stolen from God. Even though it was a happy journey, the torment in his heart also made Mervin feel tired.At this moment, Mervin finally felt that he could let go of everything and rest, completely forget those negative emotions that were pressing down in his heart, and get real peace.

"Mervyn! Mervyn! Mervyn!"

But Mervin heard someone calling his name from the darkness, anxious and panicked calls from all directions.

——It’s Shigero Kageyama.

Obviously he has made up his mind to fall into eternal darkness, but this young man is still so stubborn.

Mervyn thought he should keep silent and sever his last ties with [the living being].

But in the end, Mervin still couldn't ignore Shigeo Kageyama's call.

"Maofu..." Mervyn still responded aloud.

"Where are you?" Kageyama Shigeo's voice seemed to come from another distant place, "Mervin! Where are you!"

Mervyn felt unable to move, his thoughts embedded in a long-dead body.He didn't know where Kageyama Shigeo was talking to him from, but he could imagine that the boy must be looking for him in panic.

It's just that Mervin doesn't know how long his current thoughts can last.He could only feel that his body was slowly sinking into the stagnant water below him, it was cold and not suffocating, and his increasingly chaotic thoughts seemed to be about to sink to the bottom of the sea and be sealed.

If it wasn't for Shigeo Kageyama who was still calling him, Mervin thought he must have closed his eyes and fell into the embrace of death.

"Maofu, listen to me." Mervin said softly with some helplessness.

"I remember very clearly that I was the one who dragged you and Teacher Linghuan into this world from the beginning, but I kept silent, just spying on you. I was full of grievances, unwillingness, and pain... I had nowhere to vent, and I kept They are ignoring your nervousness." Mervin recalled the original story of him and Maufu, "But, I am such a bad person, but you can categorically say

——You want to save me, so say so. "

Really, too kind.

Obviously at the beginning, he could feel Maofu's helpless loneliness in this strange world. He wanted to leave but he regarded helping him achieve his wish as a more important thing, and tried his best to help him , even doing things that are completely bad at them.

The corner of Mervin's mouth curled up into a faint smile. How lucky he must be to meet such a kind soul at the end of his life.

Such a gentle way to light up his dark world bit by bit.

Even every dark corner deep in my heart has been blessed with light.

"I have always felt that I was born to be an outstanding actor. I have always felt that the world should revolve around me around me. When my father blocked the way for me to become an actor, I felt that the world collapsed. I really I feel that there is nothing I can do except acting." Mervin continued, "But your arrival made me see that the world can be so vast..."

Even if you're not an actor,

Become an exorcist assistant who acts as a facade;

Become an inspirational little fan who wants to be a hero;

To be an ordinary student who can go to and from school with Shigeo...

Yes, there are countless choices in life, leading to various futures.

It was Maofu's arrival that made him see these beautiful and bright possibilities.

The moving scenery really made Mervyn nostalgic, but it was a pity that there was no more time.

"Moff, you know, you are not ordinary at all. I'm not just talking about the power you possess, I'm talking about you." In this dead space, Mervin poured out his last words, " You always feel that you are different from me. But, in my heart, you are the real shining existence. You don’t need to change anything specially, the tenderness and firmness you possess are destined to make you shine.”

"You will also make more good friends. They must all be attracted by their unique characteristics and treat you with sincerity." Merwin believes that more interesting things will happen when Maofu returns to his own world. Although it is a pity that he did not participate in these stories, it is just a pity, "You have stayed here for me long enough, it is enough, Maofu, go back."

The short time is precious enough.

Mervin thought that this would always persuade Shigero Kageyama, but he didn't expect to hear a dull "no" from the darkness.

The boy still said so stubbornly - "I want to take you away."

Mervin was dumbfounded, he didn't know what to say for a while.His vision flickered on and off, and cracked light spots flickered in his pitch-black vision, as if this sealed space of death was being crazily attacked by some powerful force.

"Why are you so stubborn..." Mervin could only feel that his body had almost completely sunk into the dead water.

It was as if an irresistible black hole was devouring him.

The black-haired boy's eyes slowly closed uncontrollably, and he murmured——

"Obviously I've said it all, I'm already very satisfied."

Yes, really, very satisfying.

When he closes his eyes, what emerges in Mervin's mind are all the good memories Maofu experienced with him——

He remembered how bright and beautiful the fireworks show and drone light show on the Ferris wheel were on his 15th birthday;

He remembered that he opened the gift from Mofu with his own hands, and a small angel pendant made his cold palm feel warm;

He thought of the scene when he was so excited to see the release of "Shadow Gate" in the movie theater, what Maofu said to him:

[Everyone is watching you. ];

He thought of the wish Maofu made for him with his birthday wish that he closed his eyes reverently towards the cake and was willing to advance his life:

[May Mervyn be happy forever. ];

He thought of the sparklers that ignited the splendid fire that flowed under the night sky;

He thought of the countless shimmering star lights that surrounded him that night;

In the end, Mervin's memory stayed in the dark moment in the time loop, when the trickster asked the question:

[On real Tuesday, you'll lose Mervyn Treat forever, are you still obsessed with stopping the time loop?]Or are you willing to stay forever in a never-ending cycle of Tuesdays that only you have memories of for your unrelated brother. ]

Mervin clearly knew that Shigeo Kageyama's answer without hesitation was "I do".

Too stupid……

This kind-hearted young man is willing to stay in the illusory time loop forever in order not to let him disappear.

However, Mervin was unwilling, and he didn't even dare to let Shigeo Kageyama say that answer.

Mervyn's life is over, but Shigeo Kageyama's life is still long.If he feels irreparable regret and unbearable pain, Mervin hopes that Maofu can forget all the memories of [Mervin Treat] and return to the life of Maofu Kageyama.

It is precisely because Shigeo Kageyama is also such an important person to him, and Mervin hopes that he will be happy and happy forever.Don't hesitate because of him, but can continue to look forward positively. He believes that there will be more people by Maofu's side in the future.

As for this precious memory, just let him take it away alone.

However, in the pitch-black darkness, there was a hysterical cry from Shigeo Kageyama, with bursts of crying——

"You obviously don't think so!"

Kageyama Shigeo heard every word Mervin said, but he couldn't accept it at all.

The mentally painful tearing is like the other half of the body being forcibly torn apart.

Kageyama Shigeo didn't know where he was, he just felt the darkness around him restraining him like a sticky swamp.He frantically wanted to escape from the shackles to find Mervin, but no matter how hard he struggled, he was still trapped in the same place, as if countless hands were tightly grasping his whole body, and he could only hear the sound coming from an extremely distant place. Mervin's calm and ethereal voice.

It was too calm, and Shigeo Kageyama couldn't even accept Mervin giving up so frankly and simply. The pressure in his body had climbed to the critical point since some time ago, and was on the verge of an explosion.

In the loop, Shigeo Kageyama is willing to abandon all his hesitation and confusion, and is willing to fall into the loop of time again and again, just to make Monica and Mervyn have a good ending.Even though all the recurring memories have been forgotten now, Kageyama Shigeo subconsciously remembers his obsession. What he seeks is a future where Mervin can live with him.

——This is absolutely, absolutely not the result of his pursuit so hard!

[Draft burst value: 98%]

For a long time, he could feel Mervin's unwillingness and grievance towards fate, his enthusiasm and yearning for life, his expectation and longing for the future, and the hot and deep feelings in Merwen's body also affected him. with him.They are one, how could Shigeo Kageyama not feel Mervin's desire for life, but Mervin chose to give up so calmly.

—how could this be enough?

Shigeo Kageyama, who was also in the dark, flashed countless pictures of Merwin smiling in his mind. The smile on the corner of the boy's mouth like an angel was so warm, brilliant, dazzling, and eye-catching... But at this moment... Dimmed quickly again, heralding eternal loss.Even those voices that have always accompanied him in his mind will become silent forever in the future.

Yes, even now.

There was no longer that familiar voice responding to him in the dark.

"I don't want this..."

Kageyama Shigeo trembled and said softly, the tearful teenager struggled to break free and stretched out his hand to the dark distance.

However, the whole world seems to stop him, to grab his other half of the soul, but how can the whole soul tolerate splitting?

—Is there really no glimmer of hope?Is there really no chance at all?

—Can I still not save Mervyn?

[Draft burst value: 99%]

In the empty darkness, only the lonely voice of Shigeo Kageyama could be heard——

"We haven't waited until the airing of "Wintertown" together."

"The Thor movie is still waiting for us to shoot, and Peter is waiting too."

"I haven't had time to take a photo with the heroes, Master Linghuan promised you, the previous one doesn't count."

"You said you wanted to give Monica a special gift, and you wanted to talk about a piano piece for Monica. We haven't had time to learn it yet."

"Also, next year, next year's birthday, don't we celebrate it together?"

"We clearly, and there are many, many things that we haven't done..."

Not enough, not enough, there are still many things that Kageyama Shigeo has not done with Mervyn.

"You haven't even seen me yet."

But what awaited Kageyama Shigeo was deathly silence, he could only feel that the inseparable half of his body was lost like quicksand, no matter how hard he tried, he couldn't keep a single bit of it.Thinking that he will lose the voice that has always been with him in his future life forever, Kageyama Shigeo only feels a splitting headache, as if some uncontrollable explosion exploded crazily in the depths of his soul.

The psychic energy that has swelled to the extreme can no longer be suppressed, and the burst of negative emotional energy in an instant is like a comet exploding.

[Draft burst value: 100%]

Mervin, who had already sunk into the darkness, suddenly felt that the peaceful and dead world was full of shocks. When he opened his eyes suddenly, he saw the darkness in front of him bursting, and there were countless light-like mottled marks spreading and breaking. Complete darkness, as if it was completely smashed into pieces.In the blink of an eye, a burst of light pierced in, instantly dispelling all the darkness like daylight.

Merwin, still feeling like he was falling in dead water, could see through the ripples a warm beam of light coming from above.

——Is it Mofu...

Mervin could vaguely see a vague figure falling from the sky in his blurred vision, and he seemed to hear someone calling his name loudly in his ears, as if the distance between life and death could not stop the young man's love for him at all. redemption.Mervin could feel the determination of that young man who was so powerful that the world trembled so desperately to break through all the obstacles and take him away.

Mervin couldn't help stretching out his hand upwards.

To the light within His reach.

He was grabbed hard, it was a familiar warm temperature, but his hand disappeared at the same time as it was touched.

Like a shadow that cannot touch the light.

His soul finally exhausted the last bit of energy, and his body disappeared inch by inch like quicksand before Shigero Kageyama's eyes.

Mervin couldn't see Shigeo Kageyama's expression clearly, but he knew it was an extremely cruel thing.

I'm so sorry for making you so sad because of me...

[The outbreak value of dragon set:? ? ? 】

Mervin can seem to hear the hysterical call of Shigeo Kageyama, but his five senses have almost completely lost, and he can't see the grotesqueness caused by the complete eruption caused by Shigeo Kageyama's collapse in this closed dead space at this moment. scene.

But it didn't matter, Mervyn knew, Kageyama Shigeo would eventually forget this memory.

Unfortunately, Mervin was no longer able to see. He knew that Maofu was in front of him, but he could only see the color of light.

Mervyn thought of their first meeting, how desperately he had grabbed Muff, and Muff held him back.

But I didn't expect that in the end, Maofu still held him; it was the light that shone on him from the beginning to the end.

Mervin didn't know if he could still make a sound, and he didn't know if Kageyama Shigeo could still hear, but——

"Mofu, thank you."

Although our encounter seemed like a disaster at first.

But thank you.

Can let me have such a gentle ending.

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感谢在2022-04-0904:43:33~2022-04-1423:50:01期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angels who threw mines: Haitu and Zhou Xiaosheng one;

Thanks to the little angels who irrigate the nutrient solution: 1 bottles of sake;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!

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