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Angel……

Kageyama Shigeo's pupils trembled slightly, he did not expect to hear such an unexpected word from Monica's mouth - [angel].

Did she think I was an angel?Why is there such a conjecture?

Kageyama Shigeo looked straight into Monica's eyes. The woman's eyes filled with sadness did not contain the distrust and disgust that frightened him. Emotions calmed down.

Great……

Kageyama Shigeo felt sincerely grateful that Monica still trusted him.

"I'm not." Shigeo Kageyama shook his head and said softly, "I'm just an ordinary person with superpowers."

If he is an angel, he must be able to do even more powerful things.

"One day before, I seemed to hear Mervin calling for help from a very far away." Now that Monica knew the truth, Kageyama Shigeo didn't want to hide it anymore, "I tried to save him, but I also lost When I woke up, I became Mervyn. That is, it was me who woke up in the hospital."

This also explains why the awakened "Mervyn Treat" lost all past memories.

"Then, Mervyn, he—"

Monica was silent for a while, clenched her hands in fear, her voice was dry and she didn't dare to ask but she had to.But in the middle of the sentence, the question seemed to be stuck in the throat, and the double resistance of the body and mind made the woman unable to say another word.

Kageyama Shigeo knew what Monica wanted to ask, he couldn't say that Mervin was still alive, but——

"Mervin is in my body." Kageyama Shigeo said eagerly.

Monica's breath was suffocated, and although there was no surprise in her tearful eyes, there was still a sudden light.

"I can hear Mervin's voice, Mervin can talk to me. Mervin can also know what happened, he's always here." Kageyama knows, Mervin has been watching Monica, too, " He can come out too, he..."

Kageyama Shigeo hoped that Mervin could once again control this body that belonged to him as he did in acting before, and be able to meet and talk to Monica face to face.But Monica reached out and held his hand, then pursed her lips slightly and shook her head.

"No need," Monica said.

Kageyama Shigeo looked at Monica puzzled, but he could only meet Monica's tear-filled eyes full of emotion.

He knew that Monica was not looking at him, but looking at Mervin's soul in the body through this body.

"Is he talking now?" Monica asked softly, choked up.

Kageyama Shigeo shook his head silently.

"It's still the same as before. When encountering problems that I don't want to face, I like to avoid them." Monica chuckled helplessly, with bitter pampering in her voice, but warm tears couldn't stop flowing from the woman's flushed eyes. Eye sockets popped out, "It's difficult for you, right? He is obviously a shy kid, but he worked so hard to act because of Mervyn's wish."

Kageyama Mofu paused, then hurriedly shook his head.

"Indeed at the beginning, I felt that I would definitely not be able to do it. However, the success so far is not only due to my efforts, but also Mervin's, Monica's, Master's, Mr. Wilson's, Peter’s, Saul’s... just like the master said, it’s really a happy thing to succeed in doing what you thought you would never be able to do.” Shigeo Kageyama can really feel that in this experience As he grows up, he also feels that the thin plane of himself is becoming more and more fulfilled here, "I don't think I'm doing so well, but I want to do better, I hope, I can protect myself Mervyn's shine."

"You've done a good job." Monica said encouragingly softly, "It's you who let Mervyn be seen by the world again."

The woman's eyes were as tolerant and loving as ever.

always like this……

Kageyama Shigeo looked up at Monica in a daze. He could always feel such sincere encouragement from the people around him.Even after knowing that he wasn't the real [Mervyn Treat], to be able to give him such wonderful care.This made Shigeo Kageyama feel personally that the warmth that is so close at hand is a more precious thing than the dazzling brilliance that he thought would be welcomed by everyone.

Certainly, Mervyn thought so too.

It’s just that Shigeo Kageyama couldn’t help thinking that if he and his master left here, they would never see Mervin, Monica, Dr. Wilson, Peter, or Saul... He must have felt very alone and lost.

"And before that?" Monica stroked the boy's hair tenderly, "Did he mention anything about me?"

Kageyama Shigeo nodded after recalling——

"He said...you are his wish."

Monica was stunned, and her body was also shaken, with incomprehensible shock in her eyes.

"What do you mean, I am his wish?" Monica has thought that Mervin's wish may be to recover his health and to bring his favorite parents back to him. A more realistic wish must be to be able to Returning to the flashlight again, and becoming the star boy who is favored by the world again with the most dazzling posture... But these wishes have nothing to do with "her".

"He said, you have always regarded him as your own child and loved him meticulously." Shigeo Kageyama can still clearly remember what Mervin said to him at that time, "He said, only you are different, She has always been patient and tolerant towards him, loving him like a biological mother.”

"He said that you have been with him all the time. At the moment when he felt the most unfortunate, when he felt that no one could understand the pain he was suffering, you seemed to be more sad than him." With the time of contact The longer it got, the more Kageyama Shigeo felt that there was an inseparable connection between him and Mervin in his body, and he felt that they were also understanding each other, "He said—"

"It's strange, she can love me so much even though there is no blood relationship."

After these words, Monica's mood, which had calmed down a little, broke out again like a dike.

yes……

She has always regarded Mervin as her own child and loved him deeply.

Maybe in the beginning, it was just for gratitude.

But when that child grows up slowly in her eyes, whether it's well-behaved, rebellious, cute, or stubborn... it's like the only warm ray of light in the darkness, he is the only one in her eyes. Become the unique and most important existence.From then on, she didn't want to miss the opportunity to watch this child's life.No one supported her to become a live-in nanny. They felt that she had given up her dreams and the life she deserved, but Monica deeply believed that she had chosen the right path. There is nothing happier than growing up with "Mervyn".

Maybe blood is the strongest relationship in the world, but she can love Mervin far more than blood.

"He said that he was afraid that you would leave him, because you are his only family." Kageyama Moo said softly with downcast eyes.

"No." Monica solemnly grasped Shigero Kageyama's hand with her trembling hands. Although she was crying, the tone in her sobbing voice was extremely firm, "I will never leave Mervyn." Yes, no matter what happens, I will always be by his side."

Kageyama Shigeo opened his mouth slightly, as if he wanted to continue to say something, but he couldn't make a sound.

The black-haired boy's eyes gradually turned red as he recounted the memories.

——Mervin was afraid that Monica would leave, but his wish was to let Monica leave.

In this case, Shigeo Kageyama could not say it.

At this moment, Kageyama Shigeo, who was looking directly into Monica's firm gaze, felt deep sadness and pain.

--why?

——Why did Mervyn meet such a cruel fate?

——Why do they have to face the tragedy of having to separate when they are both so considerate of each other?

Kageyama Shigeo didn't understand, he always hoped that someone could change all this.He thought that as long as he continued to become "Mervyn Treat", he would be able to wait for a turnaround, but would there really be a turnaround?Anyone is welcome, please help Mervyn and Monica.Even as long as someone tells him that his super power can reverse all this, Kageyama Shigeo is willing to believe that he can do it.

But Master Linghuan also said that life and death cannot be reversed by manpower.

Even a superhero can't bring the dead back to life.

—It was he who knew Mervyn, too late.

At the beginning, he couldn't understand how the world felt when he lost "Mervyn Treat", but as he lived here longer, and as the relationship between him and Mervyn became closer, he became more and more involved. Understand how heavy and unacceptable this is.But the moment he came here, everything was irreparable... He met a best friend who was about to part.

Even so, Kageyama, like Mervyn, was an evasive coward who never dared to think about the moment of parting.

But Mao Fu thought, he must help Mervyn realize his wish.

"Can you leave?"

Kageyama Shigeo's hands trembled uncomfortably, but he still forced himself to look at Monica.

The young man was expressionless and his whole body was stiff, but tears were silently falling from his red eyes.

No matter how difficult it is to speak, this is Mervin's only wish, and only he can say it for him.

"What are you... talking about?" Monica asked in disbelief, her pupils constricted.

"But this is Mervin's wish." Shigeo Kageyama said softly and hoarsely, "So that you can leave his life and live your own life."

Monica's eyes widened, her mouth was slightly open as if she had lost her voice completely, she took a deep breath with tears in her eyes, then shook her head, just kept shaking her head, whether she was escaping or denying reality Well, it's okay if you can't accept it... Monica can't accept "leaving".

"Impossible." Monica finally gave a refusal answer as if she had recovered her voice, "It's absolutely impossible."

Mervin is Monica's life, and Monica can't even imagine what it would be like to lose Mervin in her life.

"There must be other ways." Monica stared at Shigeo Kageyama, even if it was another child in front of her eyes, it was the living body of "Mervin Treat" breathing in front of her eyes.Since there can be demons, angels, and such wonderful things happen to Mervin, it means that Mervin is being guarded, and there must be a chance to save Mervin.

Monica had also collected some information before, and she had heard that demons would make deals with humans.

If a deal can be made, and Merwin can be exchanged for her life...

Just as Monica thought of this, she was about to rush out of the bedroom door, but her hand was grabbed firmly.

"I know what you said about Mervin's wish, but I will never accept it like this." Monica turned her head and said with red eyes, unable to control her emotions, "Mervin is mine, he is mine So, I am willing to do anything for him, but it is absolutely impossible to leave him. There must be other ways to save Mervin, give me some more time, and I can find a way."

"You are just an ordinary person, what can you think of."

The boy's voice was still a boy's voice, but the tone was a little more blunt, but such a familiar tone made Monica's body tremble even more.Monica looked at the black-haired boy, who still had the same appearance, but Monica could feel that there was a prominent difference.Mervyn is not the child who always has a warm smile on the screen, he also has a lonely, disappointed and indifferent look, and the one who sees this kind of look most often is Monica who is beside him.Perhaps it is precisely because of the knowledge that Monica will tolerate everything about him that Mervyn Treat is the most real in front of Monica.

"Mervin..." Monica softly and excitedly called out Mervin's name.

They are the closest family members, but this is the first real meeting after a long time.

"Monica, I'm already very lucky." Mervin looked up at Monica. After Kageyama Shigeo had done such a difficult thing for him, Mervin couldn't continue to escape, "In this world Every day, every hour, every second, there are people who die by accident. To die is to die, and they can't even give a last word, let alone realize their unfulfilled wishes."

"But I'm different. I obviously involved the innocent Maofu and Linghuan, but they are all willing to help me selflessly. It is also because of Maofu's special superpower that I can continue to stay here. Just like It is like the time borrowed by God, I am very lucky and grateful, during this time I have witnessed many beautiful and touching things."

With a smile in his eyes, Mervin calmly confided to Monica——

"After I have accepted my own death, I feel more and more that I am indeed a child favored by God, who can give me so much time, meet new friends with Kageyama Shigeo's eyes, and see that I can The future I have can still shine so brightly, to see that there are so many people who love me waiting for me in this world."

"That's right, that's right." Monica burst into tears and rushed up to hug Mervin, "You're still so young, you just celebrated your 15th birthday...Your future still has a lot to offer. Long, there is such a bright future, so many people love you."

How could Monica tolerate the life of her favorite child coming to an abrupt end at this moment.

It is precisely because Monica knows that Mo Wenming, who is suffering from illness, has been working hard to live, has survived surgery after surgery, and has survived rehabilitation again and again, that makes it even more unacceptable that such efforts have been rewarded by God's despair. return.

Mervin lowered his eyes, stretched out his hand and gently patted Monica's trembling back due to choking, and said with a smile——

"I saw."

"I saw it all."

In this hug, Monica felt in horror that the body temperature of the boy in her arms was rapidly cooling down.

But the boy's voice that came from his ear was still warm.

"Compared to waiting to die alone with fear in a corner where no one cares, isn't it better to go to heaven under such a sky surrounded by love?"

This unfortunate boy whose real age will always stay at 14 years old, he has complained, resented, desperate, and painful... But in the end, this boy still has a love for the world in his soft heart, and he also hopes that the world Because of his brief "arrival", there is a moment of brilliance.He hopes that those he cherishes will have a better future.

"After I go to heaven, if I can become an angel, I will come back to protect you."

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感谢在2021-12-3021:33:24~2022-01-0800:10:09期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who cast the landmine: I want a shadow clone to work, Noya-san is so cute, 1 silver pigment;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!

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