stars run to him

【40】

Lin Yuxing lived for 19 years, this was the first time someone asked him if he was in pain.

Lin Yuxing suspected that he had heard wrongly, so he dared not respond for a long time.

Until Gu Zhongyi's suppressed and hoarse cry reappeared: "It must be very painful..."

Only then did Lin Yuxing feel a sense of reality.

He heard Gu Zhongyi say to himself: "I'm sorry."

Lin Yuxing's fingertips trembled.

Afterwards, Lin Yuxing's ears were full of Gu Zhongyi's apology, he blamed himself over and over again: "I came too late, Yu Xing, I'm sorry...I'm sorry."

If possible, Gu Zhongyi would like to go back to the year when Lin Yuxing was injured, and directly change this gloomy memory.Or, he should go back to when he was 10 years old, no matter what method he used, he would never compromise with Gu Zhuang.

But at that time, he was really just a kid.

Whether it is body or mind, he is too weak.He could not resist Gu Zhuang's confinement, nor did he violate Gu Zhuang's courage.Therefore, he lost his only chance to bring Lin Yuxing out of the abyss.

Thinking about it now, Gu Zhuang should have known about Lin Yuxing's scars at that time, so he changed his mind temporarily and resolutely disagreed with bringing Lin Yuxing back home.

Gu Zhongyi is Gu Zhuang's biological son, even if they are not close, they know each other well.

Gu Zhuang is an almost perverted perfectionist. He can tolerate his son playing with this low-level Omega, but he will never allow this Omega to have such a huge "shortcoming".

Even if it is his son's toy, he has to screen it.

According to Gu Zhuang's words, this kind of Omega is not worthy of stepping into the door of Gu's family, and is not even qualified to "warm the bed" for Gu Zhongyi when he grows up.

He thought it would dirty every tile in the house, every breath of air, that's all.

Just like he drove away Gu Zhongyi's biological mother Su You, he coldly cut off the connection between Gu Zhongyi and Lin Yuxing.

That was an extremely painful year for Gu Zhongyi, and he was closely guarded by Gu Zhuang.Whether he is going to school or at home, Gu Zhongyi will always have two servants by his side.

Gu Zhongyi was imprisoned in a cage called "home", and bruises appeared on his body from time to time.This was the result of his struggle with his father in order to go back to the orphanage to pick up Lin Yuxing.

Not surprisingly, he failed miserably every time.

Gu Zhongyi was getting thinner day by day, and he was no longer cheerful.

Gu Zhuang saw it in his eyes, and thought of a child born to a woman like Su You countless times in his heart, but it really didn't work.It's just that Xu Wanling, who is in the same family as him, can't bear children, and she doesn't want to bear children at all.Gu Zhuang once secretly reminded Xu Wanling to go to the hospital for a physical examination, but the other party ignored it.

The Xu family has a prominent family background, although Xu Wanling is gentle and good-tempered in everything.But in this regard, she insisted on her own opinion and did not discuss with Gu Zhuang at all.

In desperation, Gu Zhuang could only focus on Gu Zhongyi, a child, to cultivate.

In order to cure Gu Zhongyi's heart disease, Gu Zhuang seldom regressed, and found many Omegas of similar age for Gu Zhongyi to be playmates.

Among them, there are boys and girls, each of them is prettier than Lin Yuxing, and each of them is more well-behaved than Lin Yuxing.

It was like a batch of beautiful new dolls, which were placed in front of Gu Zhongyi one by one by Gu Zhuang.

They smiled sweetly and said to Gu Zhongyi: "Master Gu, I want to be your friend."

I don't know how many times I have been taught this sentence, everyone said it very naturally.

Gu Zhongyi could hear the hypocrisy from it.

Standing beside him, Gu Zhuang said like a loving father, "Pick the one you like and keep it." At the end, he added, "You can also want two, and they will follow you and be your friends from now on."

"..."

"You want friends, right?" Gu Zhuang said to a 10-year-old child, "Since you don't like the Yang Qing I arranged for you, you should be satisfied with these things, right?" ?”

Gu Zhongyi didn't know what Gu Zhuang took his "friend" or what Gu Zhuang took his feelings for, he just felt sick and his stomach was overwhelmed.

He looked weakly at the playmates in front of him, and looked away tiredly.

"I want little stars."

That's what he said, and that's all he said.

Gu Zhuang glanced at Gu Zhongyi with his cold eyes, without a trace of love in his eyes, he casually pointed to a beautiful Omega boy: "Come here."

The boy came out tremblingly, stepped forward fawningly, and held Gu Zhongyi's hand following Gu Zhuang's instructions.

Gu Zhongyi shook off him, and said stubbornly: "I only want little stars!"

Suddenly, a slap from Gu Zhuang came down, knocking Gu Zhongyi to the ground easily: "If you have the ability, just say it again."

A bloody smell rose from Gu Zhongyi's mouth.

All the Omega children beside them turned pale with fright, including the selected little boy.

Gu Zhuang rubbed his wrist condescendingly, not allowing Gu Zhongyi to have any disobedient attitude: "Did I treat you too well?"

Hearing this, Gu Zhongyi coughed a few times with difficulty and shivered slightly.

"In the next few years, I will often stay in country X to handle work. You are so disobedient, I don't feel relieved to leave you alone in the country. You can go there with me, just to calm down. But if you are still so disobedient Be obedient, and then you don’t have to follow me back to the country.”

Gu Zhongyi raised his head in panic.

Gu Zhuang squatted down and touched his son's cheek, causing Gu Zhongyi to shrug his shoulders in fright.

Gu Zhuang is a typical candy after giving a stick: "Zhong Yi, you are my son, a better existence than your cousin's Omega. You are the only hope of the Gu family, don't let me down on you expectations."

This was an extremely depressing period of time for Gu Zhongyi.After he was taken to country X by Gu Zhuang, he learned to please Gu Zhuang and how to disguise himself in the fear day and night.

In fact, his heart was in so much pain that he couldn't breathe.

The person who discovered this was Gu Zhuang's female secretary who was abroad at the time.

The secretary herself has a child who is about the same age, and she loves the taciturn Gu Zhongyi very much.

After getting acquainted with Gu Zhongyi a little bit, she learned a little bit about the situation, secretly behind Gu Zhuang's back, and spent some money to have some photos sent from China.

In the photo, it was Lin Yuxing going to and from school alone.

"He has been adopted now. If you are willing to eat well and exercise well, I will send people to take pictures on a regular basis."

The secretary was afraid that Gu Zhongyi would find a way to find someone secretly, so she refused to disclose anything except these.

She said: "You are still young, so stop fantasizing about finding him. If Mr. Gu knows your thoughts, this child may be implicated by Mr. Gu's anger."

The meaning in the secretary's words is clear - if you want to find Lin Yuxing, you have to wait until you grow up and have full wings.Otherwise, it will only bring him misfortune.

Gu Zhongyi looked at Lin Yuxing who was poking mud with a branch in the photo, and saw that he was still wearing a high collar in the hot summer.

It seems like nothing has changed, and it seems like everything has changed.

He choked up and said, "I'm afraid he will forget me."

"It's okay, you are such an excellent child." She hesitated for a moment, then kissed Gu Zhongyi's forehead tenderly like a mother, and comforted, "At that time, he will definitely choose you to be his friend again."

With tears streaming down his face, Gu Zhongyi nodded silently.

During the five full years in country X, he and Lin Yuxing crossed the long river of time through photos.

It was also Lin Yuxing's optimistic and bright smile in the photo that became Gu Zhongyi's only spiritual sustenance during his lonely years.

It's a pity that the secretary's meddling behavior was discovered by Gu Zhuang five years later.

Gu Zhuang was furious, angrily dismissed the secretary, and even threatened her career, not allowing her to reveal a single word about Lin Yuxing to Gu Zhongyi in the future.

Before they returned to China, Gu Zhuang had someone tamper with Cheng Rong, who broke his leg on the construction site and owed a whole lot of debt.Therefore, Lin Yuxing's family was forced to live in hiding in Tibet for a long time, and completely left the place where they used to live.

Gu Zhuang once again cut off a trace of Gu Zhongyi's clue to find Lin Yuxing.

Under various obstacles, Gu Zhongyi grew up in a cage like a canary, silent in solitude.He completely lost Lin Yuxing, and completely became Gu Zhuang's puppet.

Until he met Qu Xing, until he learned from Xu Xiangchi that Lin Yuxing had already passed away, until the moment he had a car accident——

He suddenly realized how sad and ridiculous his short life was.

You can't get anyone, let alone protect anyone.

But God has treated him well.

Gu Zhongyi doesn't know how many people can relive their lives, but he has this opportunity.

This time, he will never let go of Lin Yuxing's hand, and he will never be manipulated by Gu Zhuang again.

Gu Zhongyi's tears were like heavy rain falling outside the window again, he hugged Lin Yuxing tightly, a kiss fell on Lin Yuxing's shoulder lightly, and then, the kiss also fell on the scar.

Lin Yuxing pushed him away in shock.

After the panic, what Lin Yuxing got was Gu Zhongyi's unreserved love.

"I like you!"

No matter how many times he said it until Lin Yuxing believed it.

Gu Zhongyi seemed to be in pain with Lin Yuxing, he walked forward affectionately, held Lin Yuxing's hands that didn't know where to put them, and tolerated Lin Yuxing's helplessness.In his heart, Lin Yuxing's scar is the painful past, and it is also the blooming flower in his eyes.

And it can become a flower not because of anything else, but because it is on Lin Yuxing's body.

Gu Zhongyi said: "I like you, I like you."

The four words that have been late for so many years, repeated over and over again, can't say enough.

The sky in City D was getting gloomy, and it was even darker in the evening.

The lights in the room were bright, and Lin Yuxing was shirtless, anxiously receiving the message from Gu Zhongyi, unable to recover for a moment.He took a step back, and Gu Zhongyi took a step forward.

Lin Yuxing's back touched the cold wall, and he frowned slightly.

Gu Zhongyi frankly hugged him into his arms, and pressed his warm palm on his back, as if trying to melt the place he had always hated.

He couldn't believe that there was someone in this world who fully accepted his scars.

Even Lin Xiufeng, who kept saying she was good to him, couldn't help looking away when she saw this scar.

Lin Yuxing knew how bad it was.

But Gu Zhongyi...he accepted?

Taking advantage of Lin Yuxing's moment of trance, Gu Zhongyi's lips touched his ears.

Lin Yuxing's heart was numb, and he exclaimed, "Learn, senior!"

"Well, I'm here."

The extremely steady sentence "I am here" broke Lin Yuxing's defenses.

Love is a silent seed, and no one can stop it from breaking out.Lin Yuxing's unbearable thoughts will germinate, and then blossom and bear fruit.

His heartbeat became louder and louder, the citrus pheromones on his body also became stronger, and the refreshing smell turned into something sweeter than flowing honey.

Lin Yuxing was afraid that Gu Zhongyi would hear his own heartbeat, so he timidly grabbed the corner of Gu Zhongyi's clothes, doing some nervous futile work.

After a long time, Lin Yuxing asked, "Do you really not mind?"

"Yes."

"Why don't you mind?"

"Because I like you, I like everything about you."

Gu Zhongyi not only didn't mind, he was willing to kiss Lin Yuxing's scar again, he liked everything about Lin Yuxing.

"Yu Xing, can you give me an answer?"

Lin Yuxing's lips moved, and tears fell down.

Without the hindrance of the partitioning agent, Gu Zhongyi only took a second to capture Lin Yuxing's decision to be honest from the pheromone.

Going forward, Gu Zhongyi once complained that he was an Alpha.He thought, if he were an Omega or a Beta, would Gu Zhuang not be able to put all these burdens and unrealistic expectations on himself.

But at this moment, he thanked himself for being an Alpha.

As an Alpha, Gu Zhongyi couldn't resist Lin Yuxing's vague invitation.The tip of his nose touched Lin Yuxing's, and the ambiguity turned a thousand times under the soft light.

He knew that Lin Yuxing would not push him away again.

Gu Zhongyi turned his head slightly, and kissed Lin Yuxing's lips tenderly, bringing Lin Yuxing into a new perception.

It turned out that the kiss did not end with a light touch.

It can be sweet and soft, or it can be sticky, lingering, and long.

Lin Yuxing was so astonished that he couldn't help but raise his head, his mind went blank.He instinctively closed his eyes in Gu Zhongyi's embrace.He opened his lips slightly, allowing Gu Zhongyi's strong offensive to surround him.

The grinding bitter orange fragrance pressed Lin Yuxing's lips, kissing him lightly and deeply, he was greedily snatched by Gu Zhongyi.

Gu Zhongyi's kiss was so hot and hot that Lin Yuxing's lips were numb, and his tongue didn't seem to belong to him anymore.Lin Yuxing was so flustered that he couldn't find the rhythm of his breathing, his legs were so weak that he couldn't stand upright, and Gu Zhongyi's powerful arms wrapped around his waist, so he had no chance to push him away.

Lin Yuxing panted heavily, her teary eyes parted from Gu Zhongyi's lips.

"Don't, don't kiss! I, I can't breathe..."

"Yu Xing." Gu Zhongyi lightly rubbed his lips with his fingertips, feeling that it was not enough, looked at him, and kissed him again unreasonably, "Have you ever heard that practice makes perfect?"