eldest brother as wife

Su Chengjin is fine, but needs to rest in bed.

When Hua Haimeng came out of the house, her whole face was pale, like a scholar who was emptied of energy by female ghosts and elves in ghost novels.If it wasn't for Su Chengjin still lying in there, Su Chengfeng would come over to make fun of whatever he said.But now, the person inside is Su Chengjin.

Hua Haimeng came out and gave Su Chengfeng a hard look, "I will ruin your brother's hands for the rest of my life!"

Su Chengfeng smiled guiltily, "How is Xiu'er?"

Hua Haimeng shook her hand, "With me here, nothing will happen to him. You go in and be with him. This poison... will make people see the most feared things in the bottom of their hearts, and make people forget the happiest and happiest things. Painful things. Mostly it is love...so, Sky Crow Phantom Soul Grass, also called Wangqing Grass..."

Wangqing Grass, Wangqing... Hua Haimeng smiled.If I really forget my feelings, wouldn't I have no memory at all?Blame him for falling in love with someone he shouldn't love...

Su Chengfeng nodded.

Sending Huahaimeng and Xueyouquan to Linjing Hall, and when they returned to Wanfeng Hall, Concubine Chang had already been taken away by the emperor and queen.

Su Chengfeng walked into the room, asked someone to bring dinner, and then sat by the bed and ate a few simple bites.

Su Chengjin lay quietly, without making a sound, but kept frowning tightly.

Su Chengfeng changed his clothes, lay down beside him, and held his hand.

Xiu'er, Hua Haimeng said that you will dream of the most painful things.Xiu'er, what is the most painful thing for you?Xiu'er, you always act like a baby and tell me you're afraid, but you never tell me what you're really afraid of.This time, can I let my brother know?

Su Chengjin slept deeply, his slender eyelashes trembling slightly, as if he had experienced some terrible nightmare.

Su Chengfeng hugged him tightly in his arms.

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Su Chengjin had a very long dream.

Since he was born, he has been through his short 17 years of life.

He is like an outsider, watching the 17 years of his life coldly as an outsider.

Everyone has obsessions, and Su Chengjin has always known that his obsession with Su Chengfeng is very heavy.Even if he does it again, his world is still full of Su Chengfeng.

Everything in the dream is cold, but my brother's whole body is warm.

However, the time is simply too long.

Su Chengjin felt a little tired.

Those separations and reunions have been staged countless times in front of my eyes.His betrayal, his tolerance; his childishness, his maturity; his ignorance, his heartache... How could I be so ignorant at that time...

What I saw again was his outburst and his own weakness.

He didn't dare to fight, and he didn't even dare to say a word to his concubine.Knowing what he should choose, he kept avoiding it.Not daring to take responsibility, not taking responsibility, why should such a self want him...

The result of neither side wanting to lose is that both sides lose.

Su Chengjin felt tired.

I have been chasing that elusive figure aimlessly for too long... Maybe no matter how deeply I love, I can't escape the "destiny without fate".Forget it, that's it... that's it... that's it.

After making up my mind, my heart started to ache.

Give up?

It can't be more painful than this kind of heart-wrenching...but...that kind of feeling as if the whole heart has been hollowed out, what does it feel like?

give up?Not give up?

Su Chengjin felt a headache.

"Your Highness, this is the soup cooked by the Crown Princess herself. Your Highness asked the servants to bring it to you. You must drink more."

Prince?It's my brother... my brother... why did my brother send him poison...

--No!It's from your brother!It's from your brother!Your brother wants your life!

Will not!Brother loves him the most, how could he hurt him...

——Su Chengjin, have you forgotten?Have you forgotten how your concubine poisoned the queen?Have you forgotten how many times your mother and concubine want your brother to die?He wants you dead, what's wrong?

No!wrong!Brother loves him, how could he be willing to harm him... Brother obviously loves him!

——Su Chengjin, stop deceiving yourself and others, your brother has long since stopped loving you!If he still loves you, why can't he tolerate what your mother and concubine did?Why do you want to kill the Chang family?Don't lie to yourself, if he still loves you, why would he marry someone else?If he still loves you, how could he ask Xuan Xiujin to send something you can't eat to your palace?If he still loves you, why would Xuan Xiujin make a bowl of poisonous soup and serve it to you?Su Chengjin, do you want to drink or not?

No!no!Brother loves him!That was something sent by Xuan Xiujin!It has nothing to do with my brother!

——Don't be silly, Su Chengjin, do you think Xuan Xiujin dared to put sesame seeds in your food without your brother's instruction?Do you think Xuan Xiujin would dare to poison you without your brother's permission?

No!no no!Brother will not poison him!Will not!Won't!

——Su Chengjin, don't deny it, even you believe it yourself, don't you?Don't deny it...Su Chengjin, I am you...you are afraid of him.You are afraid of your brother, you are afraid of his sarcastic remarks, and you are afraid of his dismissiveness.You are afraid that you are not as good as a woman he just met in his heart.You are scared.Su Chengjin, you are a coward.

I'm not... I'm not!

--You are!Dare to love, dare not hate, Su Chengjin, you are a coward!

no... not like that...

——What dare not?Su Chengjin, you are worthless!Why don't you ask to understand?If he still loves you, you will use all means to snatch him back!

But... if you really don't love it...

——You can't share the same quilt in life, but you have to share the same acupuncture point in death.Kill him, then he is yours!

Kill him... kill him!

Su Chengjin sat up abruptly.

His hands were grabbing Su Chengfeng's neck.My brother's face had changed from bright red at the beginning to pale, and his clear eyes became cloudy, unable to reflect his figure anymore.

He...killed...brother?

The body was limp in his arms.No heartbeat, no breathing... like a beautiful doll.He is the only one in the doll's world... But, it's just a doll!

Su Chengjin yelled frantically: "Come on! Come on! Come on! Brother! Brother! Brother..."

--how?Su Chengjin?Not satisfied?In this way, brother will only belong to you forever and ever!

"No! Brother... Brother... Brother!"

The body suddenly trembled violently.

Su Chengfeng looked at Su Chengjin anxiously, "Xiu'er! Wake up! What did you dream about? Xiu'er? Xiu'er, brother is here! Brother is... eh!"

A pair of hands grasped his slender neck and tightened it tightly.

"Xiu'er..." He closed his eyes slightly.

Su Chengjin came back to his senses, and quickly let go of his hand, "Brother...I'm sorry...Brother..."

The author has something to say:

Sigh... this chapter is so sad... well... the tutoring work is completely over today!It's about to start the life of rice bugs running around again!Well... actually, it feels good to make money (*^__^*) hee hee... Please comment and collect~~~