eldest brother as wife

Su Chengjin suddenly opened his eyes.

Su Chengfeng pursed his lips and patted his head, "How is it?"

Su Chengjin straightened up and wanted to sit up, but Su Chengfeng stretched out his hand to help.

Su Chengjin's voice was a little hoarse, and he said pitifully, "Dizziness!"

Su Chengfeng squatted down and pressed his forehead against his forehead, "Well, it's not burning, it should be fine."

"Brother..." Su Chengjin leaned into his arms obediently, "Brother, I love you..."

Su Chengfeng laughed, "Really?"

Su Chengjin nodded vigorously.

Su Chengfeng shook his head, "How much are you willing to give up for me?"

Su Chengjin's eyes lit up, "As long as you say it, I will give it to you!"

Su Chengfeng still shook his head.

Su Chengjin took a deep breath, "Brother...don't leave me...I don't care if you marry..."

"But I care. I don't want to disappoint Xiujin." Su Chengfeng interrupted lightly.

Su Chengjin's hurt expression hurt his eyes.

Su Chengfeng lowered his head, "I don't love you anymore."

Silence for a while.

Su Chengjin said quietly: "You said you would wait for me to grow up, and when I grow up, you let me become what I am now, but you don't want it.

You want me to marry Qi Xuan, and I did, and I haven't met anyone since then...but you don't want me anymore..."

Su Chengfeng let out a long sigh, "I was angry that you bumped into someone else after you were with me... Now that I think about it, it's really nothing. You just did it with others a few times, and I did it with others. And not only a few times This time, it's even."

"Are you really, refusing to forgive me?" Brother, are you really so heartless?

"I've forgiven you so many times, I'm tired and don't want to forgive you again."

"then what do I do?"

"What does it have to do with me?"

"But I'm still your brother."

"It's just a younger brother—as many younger brothers and sisters as you want, as long as the father works hard." He laughed.

"But you love me..."

"I haven't loved you for a long time." Su Chengfeng felt a pain in his heart, gritted his teeth and said lightly: "I don't want the person I love to be underneath, so I am willing to let the person I love be on top of me, but I don't mind pressing one Someone I don't love."

As early as that night after the neon dance music, love has fallen into a place where there is no redemption.

Su Chengfeng stood up, "Since there is nothing else, I'll go back first."

Su Chengjin was stunned, "Does it mean that no matter how much I beg you, you won't come back?"

"maybe."

Su Chengjin's eyes lit up.

"But I'm not going back—your wife is still waiting for you."

"No... she is not my wife! My wife is only you... only you..."

He still didn't hear the sentence that he most wanted to hear.

Back away.

"What do you have to do to believe... I've really grown up..."

Is it not working?Is it really impossible to go back?It was the spring of the previous year, why does it seem like a lifetime away?

At that time, the high-spirited young man and the apricot blossoms falling leisurely seemed like a lifetime away.

The elder brother was bargaining with the old man who sold candied haws, and looked at him with a flattering smile.He really believed it, thinking that he was really the doll he held in his hands and couldn't bear to let go.It is only now that I understand that I am nothing but the glass in his hand.Let go, and he's nothing.

It was only his fault that his indulgence was too much, which made him mistakenly think that those indulgences had no limit.When his bottom line was exceeded, he silently withdrew his connivance, leaving him at a loss as to what to do.

My brother said, "When will you be more sensible?"

He told him I was wrong, really wrong.

Too close to reality, but too far away from dreams.

He dreamed about that day again.The wedding day.

He was wearing a big red wedding gown, toasting at the table.

The elder brother brought him the altar of Xinghuabai, saying it was a wedding gift for him.

The elder brother put his arms around his wife, so he could only walk forward with pain, and shouted: "Sister-in-law."

The woman stood up immediately, but he sat down again.

He heard him reprimand softly: "Xiu'er, you're so careless!"

For a moment, he thought that he was talking about himself, and almost burst into tears on the spot.

He originally thought that his tenderness belonged to him alone, but only then did he realize that anyone can want his tenderness.He wasn't his soul mate, and never was.

The woman just nodded her head with a shy expression on her face.

He said, "Be careful of hurting the child."

Child... Child... He wished he could grab that shy woman by the collar and tell her that it was me, not you, that Xiu'er your husband talked about.Your husband spent the night with me last night, and I still have his things in my body!

He had to feel sorry for himself again.Like a concubine out of favor.shrew.That shouldn't be him.

The time of separation was too long, although it was only a few months, it seemed as long as several years.

He woke up from the dream and touched his face blankly.But no tears—since when can't even shed tears?

crazy.is crazy.

He's crazy.

Already crazy.

Since he is no longer his Xiu'er.

Since he was no longer his Xiu'er.

Already crazy.

He shouldn't have given so much tenderness to a madman.Memories are too fragile to withstand repeated caresses by a lunatic.

miss.

How long had he not kissed him.He begged him all night that time, but he was stingy with even a kiss.In fact, he knew at that time that he didn't love him anymore.

It was his own self-importance.He thought it condescending for him to lie under him, that he would forgive himself after that night.But it was only later that he realized that to him that night, he was no different from the young lady in the Chu Pavilion.

He already knew it, but he just didn't want to admit it.

You thought you were his treasure, but from the day he refused to take you, you were just a pile of fragments.

He remembered the night when he ran to Wanfeng Hall to recommend himself as a pillow mat.

He asked him with a confused face, "Third brother, what do you mean?"

He still wouldn't want him.

He lay naked on his bed.He stood by and looked at him with his arms crossed.

There was no response at all, as if he wasn't the one who fucked him until he passed out on the eve of his wedding.

This realization made him feel cold.He really didn't want him.

He stood aside in a well-dressed manner, as if watching him perform a play.

He suddenly hugged the quilt and began to cry.

Impatient, he turned and walked outside.

He fell at his feet and hugged his leg tightly. "Brother, don't leave me..."

He ignored it and left.He said, "Your sister-in-law is pregnant with Liujia, how can there be no one around."

Go to his mother's pregnant Liujia.

It turned out that he had already forgotten—his last tear was shed in Wan Feng Palace.

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Most of the content of this chapter was actually written by me during the time when I was in Calvin, so if I modify it here, I can post it directly!Originally, almost all of it was made up of dialogues~~What?~~Please comment, please collect~~Everyone, please support Wo~~~