Shen Chen followed Ming Xi anxiously, watching the wound turn from gurgling black blood to congealing into a scab, his heartache turned into indescribable bewilderment.When everything settled down, Mingxi waved his hand to prevent the second captain of the team from following him, and left the team by himself.

For many years in the end of the world, security bases have sprung up like bamboo shoots after a spring rain, and there are almost no people who stay outside to live on their own. The buildings outside the security zone have been abandoned year after year, and the vine morning glory is slantingly attached to the surface of the building and climbing up, looking gloomy. desolate.

Ming Xi went straight into one of the deserted houses, opened the half-hidden door, walked in, and sat on the sofa covered with a thick layer of dust.He looked at Shen Chen quietly.

"Chen Huilin's hand, you cut it off?"

Shen Chen nodded hesitantly.

"that is because--"

"Lin Yashu, you also killed him?"

"...Yes, but—"

"Is it because of me?" Mingxi felt that his guess was absurd.It can be said that he and Shen Chen are inseparable. He can be sure that Shen Chen has absolutely no old enmity with them. The only point of contact between them is himself.What these two victims have in common is that they both had contact with themselves.

But can being in contact with himself be used as a reason for Shen Chen to hurt them?

However, as soon as this idea popped up in his mind, Ming Xi couldn't help but doubt it.

He stared at Shen Chen unwilling to let go of every expression on his face.Shen Chen subconsciously nodded, seeing that Mingxi's eyes were getting cold inch by inch, he felt something was wrong, he froze for a moment, opened his mouth and didn't know what to say.

Mingxi smiled coldly. "Shen Chen, I really don't know, I really don't know you——they are innocent!" After many years of torture in the apocalyptic life in the previous life, Ming Xi has long since lost his soft heart, but his conscience is still there.These two incidents were clearly caused by him, and he couldn't stop feeling cold when he took the lives of two people for no reason.

Shen Chen stubbornly turned his head away without saying a word.He felt very uncomfortable.Obviously they are irrelevant people, but Ming Xi is angry with himself because of them, could it be possible that he is still better than those two people?When he thought of the two strangers who weighed more in Ming Xi's heart than himself, he felt a tyrannical aura rising from the bottom of his heart, wishing to crush those two people to ashes.

"In your heart, I still don't like them?" After holding back, Shen Chen still spoke. "I hate all the people who are close to you! You can only belong to me alone! Xi, you see, you are the only one by my side. You can't, you can't let others be ahead of me in your heart. No, no, in your heart There can only be me, and what you can see in your eyes can only be me." Speaking of excitement, Shen Chen grabbed Ming Xi's hand and pressed it to his face, looking at Ming Xi expectantly.

"You are already mine, you can no longer be with others!"

Ming Xi tried his best to shake Shen Chen away but failed. He hated those five days, which made everything deformed and distorted, but Shen Chen still wanted to mention it, using that "this is the evidence" tone, which made him angry again. And anxious.

"Who is yours?! Shen Chen, let go!"

"You are mine! Smell it, you have my scent on you, and the imprint I left on you - has it faded? I can leave it for you to see again!" Shen Chen's emotions were a little out of control, Unexpectedly, one big hand restrained Mingxi's both, and the other hand tore off Mingxi's clothes.

The sound of the shirt being torn was very clear in the night, and the button bounced a few times on the ground without making any sound.Ming Xi was now full of shock and anger, and the last trace of luck for Shen Chen was completely wiped out in his heart.

Shen Chen's strength was enormous, he bullied Mingxi halfway down on the sofa, and forcefully bit a deep mark on the collarbone.Mingxi found in despair that Shen Chen had even used his own power. He, a little foundation-building cultivator, couldn't resist at all, and any spells he used had no effect at all.

Ming Yuanbao, the soft little leopard back then, and Shen Xiaochen, who woke up in the form of a child but teased him to call his mother, and the second word he uttered was his name, all went away at this moment.

Since his parents and grandfather left him one after another, since he fell in love with Cheng Rong wrongly, it was the first time he put someone in his heart again.In the end, this person wanted to completely occupy his heart, digging and digging, trying to dig out other people's traces, but in the end his heart was broken into slag, where could he hold anything?

He gave up struggling and let go.He bit his lip and looked at the top of his head.In the night, the ceiling that has been abandoned for many years has long been riddled with cracks and spider webs.

What is the basis for a person to walk around in this world?After all, it is for such a little thought.

In front of a Shen Chen who has completely defeated himself in every aspect, he can't feel a glimmer of light in the future.

Shen Chen inspired all the negative emotions accumulated in his two lifetimes.

Tired, he felt really tired.

I felt Shen Chen's breathing getting heavier, and I felt the hard object against the waist and abdomen and the gradual gnawing down.

He said: "Shen Chen, everyone's life is earned by themselves in this apocalypse. Even if you look down on them, you have no right to obliterate their glory. Really, I just thought you were more dependent on me, no Thinking about when you were so, so sick. This is not liking, liking a person, only thinking of holding all good things in front of that person, protecting him, not forcing."

He said: "You don't want others to approach me? How about I cut off my hands and feet and goug out my eyes? It's so good. I don't hear anything outside the window. You carry me back and hide, and watch me every day. , I belong to you alone, is that okay?"

He said: "Do you think this is good? Nod if you are satisfied. If this is your wish, I will never refuse you."

The person who has been thinking about Mingxi day and night these days is right under him. Shen Chen, who originally just wanted to create a mark on Mingxi's body, has gradually become more lustful, and his heart and eyes are full of Mingxi's taste. If so, thinking is still chaotic.

Ming Xi sneered, and clawed at his eyes with five fingers.Severe pain came, and at the same time, a strong force grabbed his hand.

He squinted his eyes, and through the blood mist, he could vaguely see Shen Chen's frightened expression.Then everything returns to darkness.

Shen Chen's eyes widened in shock, the eyeballs seemed to pop out of their sockets, looking extremely scary.However, Ming Xi looked at him with the corners of his mouth slightly curled up as if he hadn't seen him, and his eyes were slightly bent, but those bloody eyes no longer made Shen Chen feel warm and happy, but felt heartbroken.

"What are you doing!" Shen Chen yelled, trying to touch Mingxi's eyes with trembling hands, but retreated in panic when he touched the still warm blood, and the whole person turned over from Mingxi's body and rolled to the ground , making a loud muffled noise.

He got up quickly, clutching the sofa tightly. "What are you doing? What are you going to do?..."

Ming Xi lay there peacefully, his eyes were tightly closed, and his thick and slightly curled eyelashes were stained with blood and stuck together.The corner of his mouth is slightly raised.

"Isn't this what you want? You see, I will be blind from now on, and I will never see others again. How nice, what do you think? If you don't answer, are you still not satisfied?" Ming Xi groped to get up, lying on his stomach He touched the ground back and forth on the sofa, and finally held the Ling Han sword in his hand. "In order not to walk around in the future, I don't need to keep these legs."

When he raised the knife and dropped it, there was no pain as imagined. Ming Xi let go, and Ling Han's sword fell to the ground with a clang. He was not in a hurry to withdraw his hand, and sat quietly, staring at the blood-red eyes with a half-smile. void.

Shen Chen's anger was extinguished after seeing Ming Xi's scratched eyeball.He hugged Mingxi suddenly, and nestled on Mingxi's shoulders like before, but he no longer had a pair of warm hands to helplessly rub his hair, and then pushed him away.

He wanted to cry, sobbed for a long time, but he couldn't shed a single tear.

Where Shen Chen couldn't see, Ming Xi withdrew his sarcastic smile and showed a triumphant smile, but this smile was a bit desolate.

He couldn't beat Shen Chen, but he knew that Shen Chen had one of his greatest weaknesses.If Shen Chen really likes him, then he is his biggest weakness.

Using the Spear of the Son to attack the Shield of the Son, he has never been a good-natured person, since it makes him despair, let's go to hell together.

****

It was a crazy night, and Zi Dan swore that it had never seen the Lord like this before.A while ago, when the human being took the elixir to recast the dantian and made a mistake, the Lord shed tears for him, which was enough to shock it.But lo and behold, what it sees now.

It was awakened forcefully by its master. Is such a hysterical man really its master?

"Look at him! See if his eyes are still saved!"

The Lord let go of the person he was holding tightly in his arms. The person lowered his head, his long hair covered his face but remained motionless.Such a lifeless Ming Xi is so different from usual that Zi Dan didn't recognize him for a while.

Its master gently brushed the man's hair and lifted the man's head carefully.It was frightened into a cold sweat.This person's face was covered in blood, and there were only two blood holes left in his eyes, and the small purple petals between his brows were even more gorgeous in the blood color.

This person is clearly the human being named Mingxi!

"Is the eye still recoverable?" After Zidan finished checking, Shen Chen asked expectantly, the madness brewing in his eyes made Zidan palpitate, and he carefully considered his words.

"Well, the eyeball has been gouged out, and the meridians are necrotic. I'll try to see if I can activate these meridians, and then refine the birth muscle ointment—"

"Is there any help!"

Zi Dan was startled, closed her eyes and said loudly: "If none of this works, the only option is to dig out the eyeballs and implant new ones! I don't know how to implant new eyeballs!"

Dead silence spread, Shen Chen bent down, kissed Mingxi's eyelids with trembling lips.Because the eyes had already been casted with spells, Ming Xi didn't feel any pain at all, and he didn't even feel the kiss.Seeing Mingxi's expressionless face, Shen Chen felt great grief.

Seeing Ming Xi's bloody nails, Zi Dan looked up at Ming Xi in shock, her eyes seemed to see a lunatic.

It knew its master's obsession with this person, and it thought that this human being was also willing, but it didn't expect this to be the case after only going out for a few days.In its view, this human being is really ignorant of flattery!It glared at Ming Xi bitterly, but seeing the silence of this human being, it felt a little uncomfortable for some reason.

What a nuisance!

***

This is the sixth day after returning to the Bianlu base.

Zi Dan had already concocted a potion for promoting blood circulation and pulse, and Shen Chen applied the potion to Ming Xi himself.The white and yellowish liquid medicine looks very ordinary, but Shen Chen has seen it drop into Mingxi's eyes - his eyes have been cleaned up, and the shriveled and twisted eyeballs are lying horizontally in the eye sockets.As soon as the potion enters the eyes, it's like sulfuric acid falling to the ground, stirring up countless bubbles.The blood rolled in Mingxi's eyes and slid down the corners of his eyes, looking horrifying.

Ming Xi bit his lips tightly, stared his eyes wide open, all the muffled hums were swallowed in his throat, making his throat make a strange cooing sound.

Shen Chen hated this potion so much, but he had to drop it into Mingxi's eyes.But for a few days, he already looked decadent, his eyes were red and lifeless, and blisters formed at the corners of his mouth.He stretched out his hand to scratch Mingxi's lips distressedly, freed his lips from his teeth, and wanted to stuff his fingers in for him to bite.

"Bite me."

But in this way, Ming Xi didn't even open his mouth, he just clenched his teeth tightly, making a creaking sound of friction.

"Xi!" Shen Chen's voice was low and hoarse.

Ming Xi turned his head and ignored it.

Putting the potion aside, Shen Chen hugged Ming Xi and spoke in a low voice.

"Why are you doing this? Why?"

I don't know if he asked why he ruined his eyes, or if he refused to bite his finger.

Oh, what's the matter?

The medicine has already been prescribed, and the severe pain lasted for a long time, almost a day and a night. When the severe pain is over, it is almost time to start the medicine again in a new day.

Now Mingxi is not like before, he always practiced according to the stitches, using meditation as sleep.After taking the medicine, he had nothing to do, Shen Chen hugged him, and he didn't struggle, he closed his eyes and went to sleep.

Such a decadent and lifeless Ming Xi made Shen Chen angry and sad, but no matter what he said, Ming Xi never responded to him again.

He doesn't talk when he's hungry, he doesn't talk when he's thirsty, he eats food and drinks water when it's on his lips, he looks the most obedient.But even Zi Dan could see that he really didn't care about Shen Chen anymore.

Mingxi's plan is also obvious: since Shen Chen is so possessive, then he will give him people, and do whatever he likes.Such a perfectly matching servant toy is really rare in the world, Shen Chen should be very satisfied, right?Not satisfied?Ha ha, just this one item, there is no need to return it.

When the convoy returned that day, Lin Yashu's death was really strange. Many people saw Shen Chen suddenly appearing and suspected him to be the murderer.But Mingxi disappeared, and Song Shucheng was shocked when he received the news.There is no need to send people, and I personally rushed to the house where Mingxi and the others lived, but unexpectedly the door was closed.

After Mingxi's condition stabilized, Shen Chen came out of the illusion and went out to buy ingredients.

Song Shucheng managed to block him, but was surprised by his appearance.

Shen Chen originally didn't want to talk to him, but suddenly remembered Ming Xi's words, he thought, if this happened, Ming Xi would move, right?

But he was disappointed.

Mingxi quietly listened to Song Shucheng's words, and heard him say that Lin Yashu's relatives were appeased and compensated, and the compensation of other people in the team was also dealt with... He was like an outsider, staring blankly at a certain point in the void.

If you don't care about things, you won't despair.He took that to heart.

When Song Shucheng saw Mingxi's tragic state, he was too shocked to speak.In his opinion, the only person who can beat Ming Xi is the haggard young man in front of him, and this young man's concern for Ming Xi is obvious to all, and the one who hurt Ming Xi will not be this young man.

So who is it?Looking at Mingxi in front of him, he thought regretfully: how bright these red phoenix eyes were before, burning and full of vitality, when they were lifted up, they showed the pride and confidence of the owner, flamboyant and dazzling.Now the eyes were dull, even ugly.The owner of the eyes also seemed to have been taken out of character overnight, and he looked blankly without desires...

Hearing no more Mingxi's response, Song Shucheng sighed, got up and left.

Because he slept day and night, sometimes Mingxi couldn't fall asleep in the middle of the night.That night he woke up again. It was midnight when he heard the sound, and there were insects chirping outside the window.He lay still on the bed, his eyes open in a daze.

The tip of the nose is the aroma of the quilt warmed by the sun.He suddenly remembered the first time he got sick. Was Shen Chen five or six or six or seven years old at that time?The little child was busy taking care of him. When he recovered from his illness, Shen Chen also listened to the old lady next door and helped him dry the quilt, saying that it was good for his health.

Who doesn't like such a sensible child?

Now that he was covered with this quilt, his heart was calm and unwavering, and he was completely free of the emotion he felt at that time.

He felt like an old man in his twilight, always thinking about the past.

It's really too busy... I'd better go to sleep, what are you thinking about so much?It just adds to the trouble.

When his consciousness was about to fall into a deep sleep, Shen Chen touched it, laying his head on the edge of Mingxi's bed, and gently took Mingxi's hand and put it on his face.

"Hee... don't be angry, okay? If you don't let me touch you, I won't touch you. I won't hurt you again. Get well soon, and I will treat you well... why don't you Let me know, how I want to hear your voice..."

Mingxi sneered in his heart, Shen Chen still didn't grasp the point, he had emphasized so many times that he didn't like men, but he chose to forget this point, what he hated was Shen Chen's use of love in the name of love Perverted possessiveness!

Forget it, I didn't expect him to understand.

He ignored the whispers in his ear and fell into a deep sleep on his own.

**

Mingxi gained a lot of weight.Eat well and dress well, every day except sleeping is in a daze, not moving a bit, it is unreasonable not to be fat.Finally fed Ming Xi fat, but Shen Chen did not have the joy he imagined at the beginning.

The potion was dripped every day, and after a month, Zidan finished the final ointment.Shen Chen personally applied the ointment for Mingxi. This time the ointment did not cause Mingxi any pain. After covering the entire eye socket, he wrapped it with layers of gauze.

Shen Chen's eyes began to brighten.He looked into Mingxi's eyes expectantly every day, imagining that after a month's removal of the gauze, he would be able to see the sparkling brilliance reflected in those phoenix eyes again.

Mingxi continued to live a life of raising pigs in captivity, eating and sleeping.He really didn't expect much from these eyes.In his opinion, if he opened his eyes and saw Shen Chen's aggressive eyes, it wouldn't be a bad thing if it kept going bad.Out of sight out of mind.

During the month of waiting for the removal of the gauze, Shen Chen was in high spirits.

He has the energy to study new dishes, and he spends a lot of time to get a lot of supplements from outside.Whether it's good or not, Mingxi drank it all.

He definitely wouldn't take care of Ming Xi's long hair, so it became Shen Chen's job.He is happy with it.Help Mingxi wash his hair every two days, then hold him in the sun, and slowly brush his hair.

Shen Chen babbled, Ming Xi was drowsy, and finally fell asleep.

In Mingxi's eyes, there is no concept of time anymore, but Shen Chen remembers it very clearly, when the day when the gauze was removed, he got up early.After he finished breakfast, Mingxi also woke up.He helped Mingxi change his clothes, combed his hair gently, and tied it with a rope woven from his own feathers.

"Xi is so pretty." Shen Chen kissed Ming Xi, then muttered about today's breakfast.Talk about how he chooses materials and how he cooks them.

Even if Ming Xi doesn't speak, he has developed the ability to talk to himself, which is perfect.

After breakfast, the gauze will be removed.

Ming Xi was originally lacking in interest, so after taking off the gauze, he still couldn't see it, so he wasn't disappointed at all.

Shen Chen stared at Ming Xi's appearance returning to its original state.But dim and irrelevant eyes without focus, the string in his brain broke.He is out of control.

Zidan was thrown a hundred or eighty miles away, everything in the house was smashed and thrown away, Mingxi sat on the bed, yawned lazily, and fell asleep with the bedpost tilted.Shen Chen vented, turned around and saw Mingxi's appearance, approached slowly, put his arms around Mingxi's waist, and cried loudly.

Ming Xi was disturbed by his good dream, he opened his eyes in a daze, and what he saw was a pitch-black blur.He blinked and found that it was Shen Chen's head.

His pupils dilated slightly, his eyeballs turned left and right, and finally turned to chagrin.

Is it really good?

At this time, he had only one thought: to pretend to be blind, to seek to break without experience!

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