Cen don't care

Liu Yicen met those teary eyes, and was suddenly at a loss for words.

"Then why did you accept me back then? Could it be that I was just a tool you used to get Gu Xize's attention?"

Liu Yicen was stunned by the almost hysterical growl, he held Ruan Yuqian's shoulders in a panic and said, "I didn't lie to you, my sexual orientation was indeed normal at first!"

"You mean that he broke the bend for you?" Ruan Yuqian smiled instead: "You can do such a ruinous thing, hehe, the famous ghost emperor and demon concubine are actually in love!"

Liu Yicen lowered his head, touched his two crooked fingers, and said in a slightly cold voice, "Yuqian, you are the one who wants to be together, and you are the one who wants to break up. I have already forgiven your faults, and all of this is up to you." , you stop making trouble, I am also a little tired. Regarding Gu Xize, I can admit frankly that I like him. Even if this love is not reciprocated, even if my pain is all thanks to him, " Liu Yicen stared at his two awkward fingers, and there was sadness in his eyes, "But I can't deny it, and it's impossible to turn back."

"Didn't you ever like me?" Ruan Yuqian stared at him closely, tears kept running down her face, her voice was almost inaudible.

Liu Yicen didn't answer, but stood up slowly, looked at the black curtain that fell, and said lightly, "Some things, once changed, can never be restored to the original state, go back."

"Then have you thought about your future? Will you be blessed by others? Your family, friends, what will they think of you?" Ruan Yuqian seemed a little delirious, and it was the first time that such hurtful words had no scruples Speak to Liu Yicen.

The latter's body stiffened a bit.Then he turned around and looked at her, with a gentle smile on his lips, like he used to, but it was different.

"The relationship between Xi Ze and me, I don't need, and I don't care about anyone's unreasonable comments. I will have my own considerations for our future. Go back. The breakup you mentioned will not affect your future. Impact, go back to sleep, forget about me, be obedient, don't make me hate you." Liu Yicen closed the book on the chair and stroked Ruan Yuqian's hair very gently as if nothing had happened.

But Ruan Yuqian looked at the beautiful but determined back, but had to admit that she would never have any relationship with this strange man named Liu Yicen in the future.

This year, he was really heartless.

But neither Liu Yicen nor Ruan Yuqian saw a girl standing in the woods not far away.

Jin Xun held the corner of his clothes, tears already streaming down his face.

……

After Liu Yicen left, he walked straight to the school gate.

When the doorman saw him, he hurried up and smiled and asked, "Brother Yi Cen, do you want to go out so late?"

"I'm going to find Gu Xize."

"Yeah, look for Young Master Gu, then you can go out, and the housekeeper won't blame me."

"Well, thank you." Liu Yicen replied with a gentle smile, and the guard looked at him dumbfounded, this boy is more seductive than women.

Liu Yicen came to the street, looked at the quiet street, and the vehicles speeding past from time to time, his eyes flashed with a daze, and suddenly he was a little panicked to find that he didn't know where Gu Xize's home was, and what he knew about him was actually So shallow.

"Xi Ze..." He picked up his phone.He was only wearing a half-sleeve white shirt, and the temperature difference between day and night in S city was not too small. Liu Yicen's ending voice was trembling, "I'm at the school gate, come and pick me up."

"Come back?" There was a little surprise over there.

Liu Yicen was also taken aback for a moment, then nodded, but did not speak.

He originally thought that Gu Xize would know his whereabouts like the back of his hand.

"Why didn't you speak?"

"It's nothing, I'll wait for you, come here quickly." Liu Yicen hung up the phone, kicked the stones on the side of the road, remembering what he had experienced in the past six months, the softness on his face gradually dissipated.

He originally planned to find a platform to work hard on his own, and it will be easier after graduation. Although many people who are also sophomores think that it may be a bit early to think about this, but Liu Yicen is different.Or specifically, he doesn't think about it when his fingers are intact.

So what if he looks good, many appearance associations only think about what benefits this face will bring them, and don't care about his own development at all.He won't go without a space where his potential can be fully realized.But that's all, the most unbearable thing for him is that an internationally renowned musician, an old woman in her forties, wants to keep him as a handsome boy as a condition for accepting her apprentice...

The society is so dark, what will happen to my future?But as Liu Yicen was thinking this way, a warm and intoxicating temperature suddenly came from behind him.He froze and realized that he hadn't heard the sound of the car stopping.

"Don't catch a cold if you wear so little." The people behind held him tightly in their arms.Then he played with his earlobe with the tip of his tongue in dissatisfaction. The latter felt strangely hot, like a sudden electric current hit his whole body, and Liu Yicen's hair trembled.

Liu Yicen struggled a bit, but was hugged even tighter by the latter, even a little out of breath.

"Little slut, do you miss me?" The latter's soft voice came, like a voice that lures people into an abyss.

When has he been so gentle?Liu Yicen's voice was a bit dull, "What's the use, you didn't miss me." His voice was slightly wronged and hurt, like a child who has been bullied.

"Hehe." Gu Xize shook his shoulders a few times while holding him, turned his body around, pressed his hand on the back of his head and kissed him lightly.

Gu Xize opened his lips a little bit, and hugged his waist tightly with one hand, his amber eyes met those two dark and clear eyes with a faint smile in them, and then slowly close.Four long eyelashes were intertwined, and Gu Xize's dexterous tongue kept moving in his mouth, teasing him skillfully.Liu Yicen let out a slight groan like a dream.After a while, he blushed and panted, and his body became weak.

"Yi Cen." Gu Xize opened his eyes.Amber eyes are like two crystal clear gems.

"Hmm." The latter shook his eyelashes, wrapped his hands around Gu Xize's waist, the blankness in his eyes hadn't faded away, like a lost lamb, people couldn't help but want to caress and love him.

"you like me."

"En." Liu Yicen's cheeks were blushed strangely, and he nodded happily.

"Then we'll be together." Gu Xize let go of him, and took out an exquisite jade box from his bosom.Just by looking at the box, one can guess that such an expensive package must be priceless.

Under the streetlight, his face softened a little. At this time, Gu Xize seemed to have taken off his cold coat and all his disguise, looking like a carefree young man of his age.

Inside the box is a piece of dark green jade, the jade body is transparent, the veins are clear, and there is no impurity, it can be seen at a glance that it is a high-quality product.Of course, how could the things that Gu Xize brought out be parallel imports?He gently picked up the piece of jade with his index finger and middle finger. It was delicately cut in half, in the shape of a pair of dragons playing beads. The middle bead was mercilessly cut open and turned into half the size of a one-yuan coin. look.

This is an ancestral treasure given to him by his grandma before she died. Grandma passed away for about ten years.I still remember when the old man said kindly to Gu Xize, "Xiaoze, you are still young, but grandma is in a hurry, so I will give it to you first. Take good care of this piece of jade, and don't mess with it." It’s lost, it’s your grandfather who sacrificed his life for it. Cough… let’s not talk about it, I’m going to find him soon. When you grow up, I’ll give it to the person you care about the most. What do you like? Make it whatever you want. Remember, it must be given to the person you care about the most. There can only be one in this life. This piece of jade, ahem, this piece of jade will bless you never to be separated... Ouch, look at me This memory, I forgot, people in our family don't believe this..."

Gu Xize, who was only about ten years old at the time, still didn't understand the meaning and meaning of these words, so he could only nod his head ignorantly, his immature face, which was handsome at that time, was full of firmness.

"This is..." Liu Yicen watched the latter tie the piece of jade around his neck. He touched it, and with sensitive fingers, he found that the word "Ze" was engraved on the back of the piece of jade.

"It's for you, don't lose it." Gu Xize only said this sentence lightly, without any explanation.

"No." Although Liu Yicen didn't know its origin, he could sense its importance intelligently.

"Okay." A smile broke out on the corner of Gu Xize's mouth, and he pinched his face. Liu Yicen was stunned by his childlike appearance, "Then bring it to me."

……

Time passed like this for two years.According to Liu Yicen's later recollection, that time was almost the most unforgettable time in his life.In the years to come, I will never find that warm touch again.Even if he knew exactly how much he had paid for Gu Xize's care and warmth, he also knew how stupid he was to exchange humble begging for that bit of love.

Confused and illusory time, like a dream.

Maybe it's the injustice of God's innocence, just let this group of children who are confused and wandering on the road between maturity and youthfulness spend a period of peaceful years, nightmares, and meet again unexpectedly.

Gu Xize and Liu Yicen were walking on the campus path, Gu Xize held his hand, with an indifferent expression on his face.But the latter felt that his heart was much softer.And the unexpected two people did not cause a bombshell reaction among the crowd. After all, people thought that two such outstanding people, how could they be willing to be with any girl, even Jin Xun was no exception.As for Ruan Yuqian.It was just a joke.So after a long time, it is more common sense for the two to have some basic affection.

Liu Yicen looked worried today, he squeezed Gu Xize's hand, and stopped in his tracks.

"what happened?"

"Xi Ze, do you have time recently?"

"What's the matter?" Gu Xize looked at him in confusion.

"I..." Liu Yicen was about to speak, but unfortunately, Gu Xize's cell phone rang suddenly.

"What?" Gu Xize said a few words on the other end of the phone, with a rare look of astonishment on his face, it must be something extraordinary that made him show such an expression.

"What's wrong, Xi Ze?"

Gu Xize hung up the phone, frowned, hugged Liu Yicen and kissed him, then left in a hurry, leaving only one sentence as an answer before leaving.

"We'll talk about it later, something happened to Yi Tian."

Liu Yicen opened his mouth looking at his retreating back, but still didn't call him.He wasn't worried about Yi Tian, ​​firstly, because he had no friendship, and secondly, he was Gu Xize's friend, so Gu Xize would handle it well if something happened.

Liu Yicen sighed softly, turned around and walked a few steps to meet Sun Zhe.The fellow was running around the grove with a towel slung over his shoulder.The honey-colored skin glowed with a faint golden light in the morning sun, not like Gu Xize's icy marble-like white, but the whole body exuded a youthful atmosphere.Sun Zhe like this has a special charm.Sun Zhe stopped when he saw Liu Yicen, wiped the sweat off his brow and said, "Old Liu, come out so early."

"En." Liu Yicen nodded in response.

"You tossed and turned and couldn't sleep last night, did something happen?" Sun Zhe walked into him and touched his forehead, with a slight worry in his tone, "Your complexion is not very good, don't hide anything in your heart Tuck it in, we are good buddies!"

Sun Zhe seemed to bite the word buddy very hard. The latter was stunned, subconsciously shook his head, and then pondered for a while, seeing the latter's concerned gaze, suddenly felt exhausted in his heart, "My mother's illness It's serious again, I want to go back and see her."

"I'll go with you." Sun Zhe said this immediately.

Liu Yicen was stunned for a moment, then nodded, "Okay, thank you."

"Thank you!" Sun Zhe's eyes seemed to brighten a little.

"Then your girlfriend..."

"Divided." Sun Zhe pinched his nose with his little finger, "I mentioned it, she is too delicate every day, I can't care about this princess, so I will divide."

Liu Yicen glanced at him, with a complicated expression on his face, and said lightly, "We'll leave in a while, thank you so much."

As for Gu Xize, there was no need to ask, the city's radio station reported a piece of news that was not good for him that afternoon.