take care of my uncle and grandpa

Zhan Chuyun left, or fled in despair, Li Lianliu's words hurt him, he didn't know how to excuse himself, he couldn't give Li Lianliu a complete home as before.

He originally had his plan, but everything went out of the plan.

He understood that Li Lianliu might return to the Zhan family one day, but not as the Zhan family's miss Zhan Lianhua, but as the leader of the Mirufiore family.

He was unable to make reconciliation with Li Lianliu, since the first time he went to Li's house to bring her back and was rejected, she did not resent him, but made up for herself from another aspect with a clear goal. You don't need to be entangled with him because of these things anymore.

Li Lianliu laughed, she laughed out loud, but it sounded like she was crying.

Osamu Dazai put his hands in his pockets and sighed helplessly.

Freud put forward, "A person's life is always making up for the absence of childhood."

Li Lianliu attaches great importance to the members of the Li family, respects the style of the seventh uncle, and also respects Yiping who is young but older than her, which is completely different from her attitude of not paying attention to the members of the Zhan family at all. two standards.

It can only be said that for a person who is extremely family-loving, it is too cruel for her dream to be broken by her closest relatives, so her self-protection mechanism and compensation method are so unique.

Osamu Dazai thought that before he complained that Li Lianliu was a black-hearted boss, all he wanted was to expand his power territory, but when he heard the wish for "family harmony", he suddenly understood.

"I also have my own family."

"This is all my home."

This is the wish that Li Lianliu once said she had forgotten, but in fact she has never forgotten it.

Come to think of it, Li Lianliu is a poor person, she wants a harmonious family, but that family probably only exists in her childhood memory, she wants a bosom friend, but Bai Lan is turned into a ghost by him in another world, but the world After being rescued by Sawada Tsunayoshi, Bai Lan, who communicated with all worlds, covered him instead.

"Things that you don't want to lose will leave you one day. All the valuable things that people desire are destined to be lost one day from the moment they get them. Things that you have to pursue even if you prolong your painful life, None of them exist." This is what he said in the parallel world, and it is very appropriate for Li Lianliu.

He chose to commit suicide and break away from this oxidized world, while Li Lianliu went crazy to transform her surrounding environment, living perfectly in her own world, avoiding the reality, and creating a world without her home. "Family", the friends are gone, so they arrange everything by themselves, pretending that Bailan is just going out to gather and go out, and has not returned yet.

madman.

"Is it meaningful?" Osamu Dazai hugged Li Lianliu who was laughing wildly, "Is it meaningful to live like this? Why don't you..."

"Don't die for love, don't commit suicide, don't even think about it." Li Lianliu didn't listen to the end and denied San Lian.

"Life is meaning. Even if I keep losing it, but there are still people who love me, how can it be meaningless? Even if no one loves me, it is enough for me to love myself." Li Lianliu didn't want to understand Dazai Osamu's suicide theory, Although she lost her relatives and friends, her mother arranged a way out for her before she died, and Bai Lan even gave her all her strength. She is still loved. How can it be said that it is meaningless?

As expected of an egoist, the narcissistic reason of "as long as I love me" is enough to support her to live, Osamu Dazai thought secretly.

But... this kind of desire to survive that completely ignores others is what he lacks the most, and it is also what attracts him the most.

"Hahaha, forget about him, the annoying guy is gone, don't ask me such annoying questions again, you know, I'm a busy person, and there are not many opportunities to play with the excuse of inspection, then I'm going to go clubbing, I want to put on the coolest makeup!" Li Lianliu quickly got rid of the negative emotions, and looked eager to try, wanting to see the wildest bar in the United States.

This kind of optimistic spirit... no, why would she want to go clubbing as a minor?

"The United States is not allowed to drink alcohol under the age of 20. How can minors go to bars?" Although Osamu Dazai wanted to complain that Li Lianliu usually puts work to others, and he is not busy, why is he always thinking about having fun? .

"Are you stupid? We are the mafia, what laws do we obey?" He was still discussing the issue of the Mirufiore family's laundering and going ashore at the base, but now he changed his face and said that he was an unlawful mafia.

"Besides, this street and the next street are all owned by our family, and so is the bar. Is there anything wrong with going to my own bar?" Li Lianliu's reason was quite sufficient, but it was just a blink of an eye. , she changed her motorcycle outfit, making Osamu Dazai wonder if she installed the Miracle UP Queen system for herself, and why she changed her outfit with one click.

But even more exaggerated is him.

After the colorful sand booth outfit, he was given a more exaggerated set of smoky makeup, which ensured that Zhongyuan Zhongya would not be able to recognize his heavy makeup in front of him.

I really don't recognize him.

When he pushed open the door of the bar and found that the bar was full of old acquaintances, he wanted to leave, and was directly pushed into the bar by Li Lianliu.

The bar was booked out, and the bar counter was occupied by people from the port mafia. Oda Sakunosuke finally squeezed into a corner. People from the Italian Passionate Organization danced and sang on the stage. It seemed that they were already drunk. The moment Lian Liu came out, she jumped over and took her to the place he specially prepared.

Li Lianliu, who is underage, is not considered the youngest. Matou Sakura and Yumeno Kusaku took small sips of the fruit juice. They were curious about the wine the adults drank, but they had no intention of drinking it, because the next door Adults who are already drunk are too messy, they don't want to be like that.

"Mackerel, you bastard!" Nakahara was already drunk, but luckily he didn't lose control, the point is, he didn't recognize Osamu Dazai, so he couldn't find the target, and he just cursed.

There were only five of them, and it was a rare gathering together. Even Wolf Poison, who had been invisible for a long time, had a mask to show his existence. They exchanged lamps, and the atmosphere was very harmonious.

Special guests The members of the Armed Detective Agency look very different in this gathering of cadres from all over the Mirufiore family, probably because more of them are under the age of drinking, and they are determined to go abroad Also abide by the rules, not only Akutagawa Ryunosuke, but even the big detective Ranpo, who has already reached the age of drinking, is also drinking soda.

Edogawa Ranpo recognized Osamu Dazai when he saw him. Under the loud music, he didn't open his mouth to expose it. Instead, he took out his mobile phone and chose to take a photo of Osamu Dazai's attire at the moment.

Osamu Dazai had no choice but to let this childish detective go. Anyway, if the people present recognize him, then he has no one else who is afraid of being seen. He can shoot as much as he wants, and he can't be threatened anyway.

Although it is black history.

When Oda Sakunosuke saw him, his eyes widened, and then he waved his hand, and belatedly realized that there was no room for others in his seat, so he came over with a wine glass.

"They said they must prepare a glass of dish soap and vodka for you, do you want to drink it?"

Osamu Dazai: "...don't drink, thank you."

Even if it was suicide, he didn't want to go to the hospital with a smoky makeup to go to the hospital for gastric lavage. The double torture of body and mind was too painful.

And this is a group of colleagues who bully honest people too much. By the way, the honest people in this sentence refer to himself.

(Central Plains also has a stomach full of swear words and don’t know whether to vomit)

"That's it, forget it." Oda Sakunosuke still handed out the glass, "I don't think you can drink it, so that one has already poured it, and I mixed this glass."

"It can be seen that the color of vodka is not the color of dish soap, but I didn't expect you to mix wine." Osamu Dazai smiled and took the glass.

"Well, the bartender left, and they all made their own drinks, so I tried it too, but they all refused to drink what I made." Oda Sakunosuke said slowly, and then a rainbow sprayed out around him.

Osamu Dazai stuck his neck, "Water, water..."

Not far away, Edogawa Ranpo explained to Li Lianliu: "They mixed the wine just now, that guy Oda likes spicy, so he added some spicy, anyway, they don't drink the wine they made themselves after drinking it once. , now it's either wine on ice or wine on a drink."

"That's why Dazai was recruited." Li Lianliu couldn't help but sigh with emotion, as expected of Oda Sakunosuke who made Dazai even defenseless, if he really wanted to trick Dazai, he would be sure.

"Xiaoliu!" Osamu Dazai, who had been tricked, screamed and ran towards Li Lianliu, snatching the drink from her hand.

Yes, even though she said she wanted to go to the bar, she still drank obediently, even though the elders who were in charge of her were not present.

"The makeup on your face is all over my face." Li Lianliu tried his best to push Dazai away, but he didn't.

"Xiao Liu is too much, it's a party for everyone, but he didn't tell me, and put on such makeup for me." The more Osamu Dazai said, the more he covered Li Lianliu's face with his own face.

"Isn't this a surprise? And I thought you could tell that you are the black mud of the world, ah bah, you are a genius in the world and very smart, so I didn't say anything." Li Lianliu gave up and let it go. Osamu Dazai also blurred her makeup.

"Because you are always happy to come to the United States, so I am also very happy." Osamu Dazai was very wronged, "Don't think too much when you are happy, you are the worst person, and you will kill other bad people. Didn't you say it yourself?"

Li Lianliu: "..."

"And..." Osamu Dazai leaned close to Li Lianliu's ear, his voice pierced through the loud music, "As I said, I won't calculate things about you, I will do what I say. "

Li Lianliu was stunned.

"So, do you want a new home?" she heard him say.

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