Lao Tzu is good to him

When Qin Sinian was led out by the class teacher himself, the whole class was looking at him.

He himself was a little flustered.After going through the incident at noon, he is now very guilty.

"I see that your application is liberal arts?"

"Yes."

The head teacher was a little curious, "With your grades, science will be easier. Why do you choose the direction of liberal arts with so much memorization?"

"I like it." He said softly.

Maybe this answer was too proactive, the head teacher actually smiled.

But it was only for a moment, she quickly recovered her expression, and said to him, "Choose science. There will be a competition in July this year. The school is building a team to attract talents, and intends to keep training this team. You are only a freshman , In the future, there will be no such opportunity in liberal arts.”

Qin Sinian glanced at her and didn't speak.He also represented the school in a competition last year.In fact, it's nothing, it just feels a little meaningless.

"Of course, this will also add a lot to your resume, and it will be good for you to recruit in advance in the future. If you really win the award, the school will also give appropriate rewards."

Qin Sinian was silent for a while, "Can I think about it?"

The head teacher nodded, "Okay, give me the result before I go to class tomorrow."

When Qin Sinian returned to his seat, all the original charming feelings disappeared, leaving only a mess.

When Bai Xunguang called, Qin Sinian was leaning on the bed in a daze, the books in his hand had all fallen aside and he didn't pay attention.

"Hey, what do you think?" Bai Xunguang's voice was a little low, and he didn't usually feel it, but in this quiet atmosphere, it made people's hearts tremble.

"Thinking about what?"

Qin Sinian was taken aback, did Bai Xunguang know about this?

"It's noon today, you don't have any ideas?"

"..."

The more Qin Sinian wanted to escape, the more anxious he felt, the less he knew how to speak.

"at home?"

"Ah."

Bai Xunguang could almost imagine what Qin Sinian looked like now, and felt a little itchy in his heart, "Come here. I'm still staying in that community. Come and accompany me."

Qin Sinian was silent for a while, "Why didn't you go home?"

"There's no one in the house."

"..."

Just when Bai Xunguang thought he was going to refuse, Qin Sinian agreed.

"Then wait for me for half an hour."

Bai Xunguang smiled when he heard the rustling voice, "Do you still know the way?"

"Recognize."

Qin Sinian held the turned off phone and closed his eyes.He had a hunch that it was time to settle many things tonight.

It was only 10 minutes before Qin Sinian arrived at the place.He knocked on the door a few times and got no answer, so he had to call Bai Xunguang.

After a while, I heard his bouncing approaching voice, "It's pretty fast."

The room was exactly the same as when he left, and he even suspected that Bai Xunguang had just arrived.

He was a little embarrassed, and sat down on the corner of the carpet to play with Lego again.

"If you like these, I will give you all."

Qin Sinian raised his eyebrows and looked around, there were at least fifty of them in this room.

"Really?"

The distance between the two was not far away, and Qin Sinian could see the hesitant expression on Xunguang's face without wearing glasses.

"But you have to go to science class with me."

"Why are you so obsessed with this?"

"I want to be with you, you can't see it." Bai Xunguang was in a cautious posture about attacking, and he wanted to catch him and give him a kiss if what Qin Sinian said made him unhappy. .

I thought Qin Sinian would be embarrassed right now, but he was unexpectedly quiet.When his whole body was shrouded in the halo of the floor lamp, the profile of his vaguely exposed face was cold and gentle, which was indeed very attractive.

Bai Xunguang couldn't figure him out, so he found him more and more interesting, and became more and more interested in him.

"Why don't you speak?"

"Bai Xunguang, I dare not."

In his many years of life, he no longer dared to expect to have such a good person.

Bai Xunguang moved to his side, stretched out his hand to hook his chin, and forced him to look at him, "What don't you dare?"

Qin Sinian seemed to be walking on a rope at this moment, all the fear and sorrow gathered at one point, which forced him to calm down instead.

"Do you know how much I envy you?"

Bai Xunguang was startled.

"I envy you for having such a good family. It's not about family conditions, but about your parents. They care so much about you, like a backing that will never disappear. You never have to be afraid."

"And I'm alone."

"I'll be with you." Bai Xunguang looked at him seriously.

Qin Sinian did not doubt his sincerity at this moment, but he would not believe the timeliness of his words.

Bai Xunguang can be with him for a day, a month, and then what?

He wanted to be with Bai Xunguang forever.

But this is impossible.

"I drowned once when I was a child." Qin Sinian looked down at the patterns on the carpet, "I forgot how I fell, but I always remember that feeling."

"I never felt like I was actually rescued in all these years."

"That feeling of suffocation, weightlessness and being out of control is really scary."

"My body couldn't sink or float up, so I had to struggle uselessly all the time, hoping that someone would come to help me."

Bai Xunguang frowned, as if he had a premonition.He tried to stop the person in front of him from speaking, but failed.

"What would a dying person do if he suddenly saw the driftwood of hope?"

"Bai Xunguang, if I promise you, you won't be able to bear it."

When someone I like says they like me, I'm happy.But my life is not what you see.You see me at my best, but what really tortures me will torture you too.

On days like this, it’s fine for me to be up and down alone. I like you so much, how could I be willing to pull you in.