After being dressed as scum A, she was spoiled by O sweet

Thinking, Shang Li held her hand and said softly: "Xiao Qiu, can you tell me? What happened? Xiao Qiu, don't run away, okay?"

It seems to be touched by the nickname "Xiaoqiu".

Zhong Qiu's eyelashes trembled, tears flowed out, and he muttered: "I didn't want to, I didn't mean to..."

Memories flooded my mind.

Zhong Qiu seemed to have returned to that sweltering summer.

At that time, she was only 14 years old and still in junior high school.

Life in junior high school was not smooth.

The classmates laughed at her shabby and often bullied her.

The squad leader was a nice person, he often helped her, but he made his suitor dissatisfied.

Those girls are crazy.

They scolded her for being shameless, seduced the monitor, took off her clothes, and took indecent photos of her.

She was terrified and afraid to go to school.

She wanted to tell her mother, but her mother was too tired.

In order to support her, this uneducated woman works three jobs a day, which is really exhausting.

She can only skip school.

She can only turn to her sister for help.

After the death of her father, her elder sister, Qu Ran, was given to someone else by her mother.

The mother did not let the two sisters meet, fearing that her adoptive parents would find out and treat her badly.

But they kept seeing each other secretly.

My sister is very nice, sensible and caring.

She will secretly save the pocket money given by her adoptive parents to buy her snacks and clothes.

She also said that when she grows up, works, and has money, she can bring her to live with her.

At that time, the two sisters never separated again.

What a beautiful promise!

So, after she played truant, she called her and cried and said, "Sister, let's go together. You said, take me with you. We live together. Sister, I miss you. I want to be with you together."

My sister was preparing for the college entrance examination at that time.

With such good grades, she will definitely be admitted to a good school.

She also wants to be a doctor, to save lives and heal the wounded.

But after knowing that she played truant from school and ran away from home, she came to her.

She didn't want to go home, and she didn't want to go to school.

My sister persuaded her and stayed with her.

They depend on each other in the dilapidated hotel.

My sister hugged her and rubbed her hair like a mother.

She described to her the life she wanted: "Xiaoqiu, hold on for a while, okay? When my sister is admitted to university and works part-time, I can rent a house and live with you. You like flowers, We just plant a lot of flowers. We also need a big dog, okay?"

what did she say?

It seems to be bad.

She was spoiled too capriciously by her sister.

next day

My sister packed up her things and was going to take her home.

She refused and ran away again, but did not dare to run far.

The sister found her again.

In the alley next to the hotel.

it's dark.

It's raining.

My sister held an umbrella and called her name over and over again: "Xiaoqiu, Xiaoqiu, my sister is here, come out, my sister won't take you home. Are you hungry? My sister will buy you a cake, okay?" ?”

Look, my sister loves her the most!

She smiled smugly, and was about to make a sound when a tall and strong figure suddenly jumped out from the darkness, covered her mouth, and laid a gleaming knife across her neck.

She was too scared to move.

The man grinned grinningly, and cut open her clothes little by little with a knife.

She is too scared.

The voice whimpered: "Sister, sister, help me—"

My sister rushed over and begged: "Don't hurt her, she's still young, not yet an adult, please—"

But my sister is not an adult either.

The cold fruit knife cut off her underwear.

Her clothes fell apart.

My sister broke down and cried: "I can, please change me, please, don't hurt her—"

As she spoke, she took off her clothes, revealing her white and slightly plump body.

The man saw it and agreed.

In this way, the sister replaced her with herself.

Even when he was being insulted, he still shouted: "Run! Xiaoqiu, run—"

The rain poured down.

"Boom—"

Thunder is so loud.

The alley is so long.

Her legs are too short, and she can't run to the end.

She is also too stupid to run and fall.

She... killed her sister.

When she brought someone back, her sister was gone.

In addition to my sister's clothes, there was a man's body on the ground.

My sister... killed me.

She destroyed the sister who loved her the most....

My sister's youth, my sister's life, were all ruined by her own hands!

The police investigated and said that your sister was overly defensive and intentionally killed her.

After the suspect was incapacitated, he was stabbed seven times.

The nature is very bad.

That's how my sister went to jail.

Sentenced to seven years.

She wrote to her sister, apologizing over and over again.

My sister wrote back and said: [My sister wants to protect my sister.So, Xiaoqiu, I don't blame you.real.It doesn't matter.I'm all right here.When I get out of prison, you will grow up.This is also very good.I can't wait to see what you look like when you grow up.Oh, by the way, don't always think about me, you have to study hard.be good. 】

She obliged.

Study hard, be well-behaved and sensible.

She wants to be admitted to a good school, find a good job, earn a lot of money, and live with her sister.

She is going to buy her sister everything she wants.

She wants to repay her sister well.

Finally, seven years have passed.

She happily went to take her sister home.

But where is the sister?

Why is it gone?

The prison guard said: "Your sister is doing well and has been released from prison early."

Surprised and delighted, she asked, "When did it happen?"

Why didn't my sister tell her?

For seven years, they have been communicating every month!

Why doesn't my sister say anything about such an important matter?

Is it to surprise her?

But there were no surprises, it was all fright.

The prison guard said, "Your sister was released from prison two years ago."

a bolt from the blue.

My sister has been out of prison for two years, why didn't I tell her or look for her?Is it because you hate her?

She went to her sister's adoptive parents' house.

The adoptive parents had cut ties with the sister for a long time.

No one knows where she is.

She wrote to her as usual, and after getting a letter saying she was safe, there was no response.

My sister doesn't want her anymore.

Mom left too.

She has no relatives in this world anymore.

No, to find my sister.

She wants to make money and succeed.

As long as she is rich and successful, she will be able to protect her sister.

Year by year.

Her saffron base is starting to generate income.

My sister finally came to see her.

But why is she so thin?

In summer, why do you wrap yourself so tightly?

She rushed up to hug her, why did it scare her back again and again?

"Sister, sister, what's the matter with you?"

She looked at her and shed tears of joy.

My sister was also crying, with smiles in her eyes: "That's great. Xiaoqiu, you did a great job. My sister is proud of you."

She was a little shy, but also a little proud: "It is necessary. Who told me to be my sister's sister. Sister, I have money, a lot of money, and we can live together."

My sister responded with a smile: "Okay. Let's live together."

all fake.

My sister is a liar, and after seeing her, she sneaked away again.

In the letter she left behind, she said: [Xiao Qiu, I am really happy to see you today.You have been smart and resilient since childhood, and nothing can stop you.I believe you will do the same in the future.But I... also learned from your employees that you are withdrawn, autistic, and do not socialize with others, which is not good.You have to be happy from the bottom of your heart.I really miss and want that lively and cheerful sister.Don't dwell on the past.love your sister. 】

My sister loves her so much.

Therefore, she never said how much she suffered.

So, even if she is going to die, don't tell her.

"My sister is dead."

Memories tore Zhong Qiu's nerves.

Her eyes were red and swollen, and she cried hoarsely, almost unable to utter a sound: "She died after seeing me. I should be suspicious. She won't appear for no reason. She doesn't trust me, so in the Before I die, come to see me for the last time. I didn’t realize that I was still smiling like a fool in front of her, hahaha—”

She laughed almost maniacally, but her heart was insanely painful.

She hated herself.

This kind of hatred made her slap herself uncontrollably every time she thought about it.

"Crack! Crack—"

like now.

She almost abused herself, and with all her strength, she slapped herself twice.

Suddenly, red and swollen palm marks appeared on her fair face.

Shang Li quickly grabbed her hand to stop her self-abuse: "Don't do this. Xiao Qiu, your sister will feel bad when she sees it."

This sentence undoubtedly stabbed her again.

Zhong Qiu clutched his heart, choked with sobs and said: "Yes, she will feel bad... She loves me so much, haha, Shang Li, do you know that she loves me so much, but in the end, I can't do anything for her. "

She is rich and successful, so what?

My sister didn't spend a penny on her from the beginning to the end, enjoying her day's blessing.

The son wants to support, but the relative does not wait.

This is her eternal sorrow.

Everything is meaningless.

My sister died.

Everything in the world is meaningless to her.

Zhong Qiu beat his chest, with despair in his eyes, laughed and cried: "You still love me? Haha, what is there to love about me like this? I'm just a badass and a loser!"

"No. You're not."

Shang Li stretched out his hand to hold her in his arms, kissed her forehead, and comforted her: "Xiaoqiu, you can't think like this, really, your sister loves you, if you think like this, her sacrifice and dedication will be gone. significance.

You have to know that from the beginning to the end, all she wants is for you to live in peace and happiness. "

"Yeah. Live."

Zhong Qiu nodded and laughed at himself: "Elder sister also wants to live. She doesn't want to die. In prison, she performed positively, studied hard, and worked unremittingly for her ideals...But she can't help it, she can't live anymore."

Shang Li knew that she was about to talk about the cruelest thing.

She couldn't bear to listen any longer: "Stop talking. Xiao Qiu, it's all over. The deceased is gone. All we can do is not forget her, and then, with her love, live happily."

"No, no, I can't live."

Zhong Qiu shook her head, her voice was completely hoarse, but she still said: "Shang Li, I owe her too much. I have to pay her back. Help me, okay?"

Shang Li also shook his head, regretting: "Xiaoqiu, how could you say such words in front of your sister? Did you let her die for nothing?"

Zhong Qiu lost his voice.

She looked at the tombstone, and reached out to touch the photo dyed on it. It was a photo of her 17 years old, such a bright and beautiful girl...

When he died, he became a skeleton.

Guilt overwhelmed her again.

Zhong Qiu said: "Look at this epitaph. There is an angel sleeping here. She lived a very long and good life. It was all lies. I am a liar. She is dead, and I am still lying to her."

Shang Li explained: "No. You didn't lie to her. For her, being able to love and protect you like this means that she has lived a very long and good life. Just imagine, if you were the one who happened, she would It hurts just like you.

Death is the end and liberation, but the living are bearing greater and more lasting suffering.Do you want her to bear such suffering? "

"Do not want to."

"So, Xiaoqiu, let her go, and let yourself go too."

"is that so……"

Zhong Qiu murmured, and fell into her arms before waiting for her reply.

Deep night.

A few crows wailed, piercing the silence of the night.

Shang Li hugged Zhong Qiu, glanced at the girl in the photo, and bowed deeply: "Don't worry, I will take good care of her. Love her and protect her just like you."

The girl in the photo smiled slightly, and the dimples on her cheeks seemed to be deeper.

"Thank you for always protecting her and loving her..."

After Shang Li finished speaking, he held Zhong Qiu in his arms and took a step forward.

She didn't know how long she walked, and finally came to the intersection.

Practitioners were standing in front of the car and waiting for them.

Ding Jie even waved his hands, and stepped forward: "Teacher Shang, where have you been? Miss Qu, oh no, Miss Zhong, why—"

"Let's go."

Shang Li went straight to his car.

Ding Jie saw her and quickly opened the car door for her.

Shang Li first carefully put Zhong Qiu in, then sat in from the other side, and finally, supported her head and let her sleep in her arms.

Zhong Qiu was half awake, muttering in his mouth: "Sister, don't go, please——"

She had a dream.

In the dream, it was that time when Quran came to find her.

The place that was neglected at that time was particularly clear in the dream.

She saw Qu Ran wearing a mask and keeping a long distance from her, as if afraid of encountering some germs.

Later, she excused herself to go to the bathroom.

It took a long time to come out.

She had been waiting outside in reality, and she didn't follow her to the bathroom.

But in the dream, she pushed open the bathroom door.

I saw blood stains left in the sink...

Everything is traceable.

After all, she is too slow...

"Sister, I'm sorry, I couldn't save you..."

She murmured, tears rolling down silently...