misplaced survival

"Yan Yu, are you going out to endorse again?" The roommate just woke up, and saw Yan Yu holding "Blue Love of Life and Death" in his hand and preparing to go out.

Today is the weekend. They usually have full classes, so they want to take advantage of the weekend to catch up on sleep. However, seeing that Yan Yu is so busy before the end of the semester, he suddenly can't fall asleep.

Yan Yu checked whether the stationery and textbooks in the bag were complete. Worried about disturbing other sleeping roommates, he nodded and said softly, "Yes, I'm leaving first!"

He needs to speak loudly for his endorsement, which will definitely disturb his roommates, so he plans to go out and find a clean place to study.

The roommate waved his hand and lay back on the bed, muttering: "When I wake up, I will learn..."

Yan Yu was walking around the campus with his schoolbag on his back, lowering his head, answering the text messages on his cell phone that he didn't see when he fell asleep last night.

Mom: "Son, is the living expenses enough? If you don't have enough, ask your dad for it. Don't waste money. You should eat and drink. The season will change soon. Remember to buy two clothes and don't freeze yourself. Think Tell mom what to eat, and mom will send you to school when it's ready!"

With a smile on his face, Yan Yu replied: "Mom, don't worry, I will take care of myself. You and my dad should also take care of your health and be careful not to catch a cold during the season."

After confirming that the text message was sent, he put the phone back in his pocket and continued walking.

Facing the morning breeze at the end of summer, Yan Yu was in a happy mood and walked with ease, as if all his thoughts had been forgotten.

His parents are still alive, his family is harmonious, his grades are pretty good, and he has no worries all the way to school. He has been admitted to the university and major he likes, and he has expectations for the future. He lives an extremely simple and happy life.

In fact, in this way, he should have no burden.

But he always felt that he seemed to have forgotten something very important, and tried hard to remember it, but he had no impression.

"Are you going to today's lecture?"

"Isn't it a lecture in the Department of Finance? We don't study finance, so why go to that lecture?"

"I heard that the teacher who gave the lecture today is the general manager of a big company, and he is very handsome!"

"Then... let's go take a look?"

When Yan Yu passed by the bridge, he overheard a passing classmate mentioning this matter. He had no idea about the lectures of the Finance Department, and continued to look for a suitable place to study.

The library was too quiet and not suitable for reciting books, so Yan Yu found a shady place on the grass, put down his schoolbag, opened the textbook and started reciting.

"The types of dyspnea are pulmonary dyspnea, cardiogenic dyspnea, toxic dyspnea, mental or neurogenic dyspnea, hematogenic dyspnea. Pulmonary dyspnea is divided into inspiratory dyspnea..."

"Hello, how can I get to the school auditorium?"

Hearing the sound, Yan Yu was stunned suddenly, raised his eyes to look at the person who asked the question, and realized what it means to have difficulty breathing.

Suddenly, everything was silent, the cicadas on the tree stopped singing, the beating sound of the stadium not far away disappeared, and the students passing by the roadside also became silent.

At this moment, he had only him in his eyes.

The breeze blew through Yan Yu's hair, lifted the hem of his clothes, and set off a wave of waves in his heart, which lasted for a long time.

The person who asked for directions was obviously a stranger, but he always felt as if he had seen him a long time ago, or somewhere, but he couldn't remember when.

Qin Yan had a long, long dream, dreaming that he couldn't get what he asked for, and watched the people he cherished leave one by one, and he ended up with nothing and was left alone.

He thought it was just a nightmare, but when he passed the lawn just now, he found that the student sitting under the tree reading a book was exactly the same as the person in his dream.

"You will find me in your next life." The voice in my mind seemed to come from far away.

Stepping lightly on the morning light, crossing the cobblestone path, he slowly came to the shadow of the tree, and stood in front of a strange yet familiar person.

He found it.

Seeing that the other party didn't reply, Qin Yan glanced at the pen that had fallen to the ground, stroked the hem of his suit, squatted down to pick up the pen, and handed it to him, "Student, your pen fell off."

Yan Yu suddenly recovered, took the pen handed by the man, "Thank you."

He glanced at the man again, the doubt in his heart made him not refuse, "I'll take you there!"

He closed the book, put on his backpack and stood up, leading the man.

In fact, the auditorium is not far away, and it seems that other students on the side of the road are also going, so he can ask others to lead the way.But he just felt that the person in front of him was very familiar, and wanted to figure out where this feeling came from.

The two walked forward side by side in the crowd, even though there were tens of thousands of doubts in their hearts, neither of them spoke out first.

Yan Yu led Qin Yan to the side door of the auditorium, "Going in from here is the backstage."

"Thank you very much." Qin Yan didn't leave immediately, wanting a contact information of the other party, "Student, I can..."

"Mr. Qin, you're finally here!" The teachers of the Finance Department waited and waited, and finally arrived at Qin Yan when the lecture was about to start. He thought Qin Yan would not come, but he was so anxious.

Qin Yan's words were on his lips, but because the teacher of the finance department was there, he didn't continue to ask for a phone number, so he took out one from the business card holder and handed it to the male student, "This is my business card, contact me."

"Ah?" Yan Yu looked at the business card dully, he was just showing the way, why was the business card stuffed?

This person wouldn't turn around and sell him insurance, would he?Looking at the suit and leather shoes, it doesn't look like it!So why contact him?

Yan Yu originally planned to go back to the old place to continue reading, but as soon as he walked to the gate of the auditorium, he heard a man's deep and magnetic voice, "Hi everyone, I'm Qin Yan from Yaoming Group, it's a pleasure to meet you here! "

He picked up the business card in his hand and stroked the name on it with his thumb. In an instant, he felt a pain in his heart, as if a hand was tightly grasping his heart.

Seeing that the male student at the door would not enter, and would not leave, the security guard urged: "Student, can you come in? If you don't come in, I will close the door!"

Yan Yu turned his head, looked at the man in the middle of the stage, walked into the auditorium by accident, and sat in the last row.

This Qin Yan stood on the stage, his whole body was glowing, as if all the attention in the world should be on him, he was full of vigor, calmly answered students' questions, and talked eloquently.

He is the manipulator, controlling everything within his power, drawing all eyes invisible.

"What does this student want to ask?" Qin Yan looked at the student who raised his hand, listened to the other's question, but looked precisely at the last row of the auditorium.

He had noticed it since the male classmate entered the auditorium, and when he saw the two people's eyes intertwined, he smiled and nodded.

After the whole speech, because Yan Yu didn't understand, he didn't listen much at all. He only clapped his hands twice when everyone else applauded.

Who knows why he's sitting here.

After hearing the concluding remarks from the people on the stage, Yan Yu, who was closest to the door, immediately slipped away and went back to the tree to continue reading.

But before Yan Yu memorized two pages, a pair of familiar leather shoes appeared in front of him.

Qin Yan looked at him with a smile, "Student, thank you for leading the way, can I treat you to a meal?"

Yan Yu waved his hands and shook his head, "No need, it's not a big deal."

Qin Yan lowered his eyebrows and thought for a while, then said: "I just don't like to owe others, if I don't eat, then I..."

He said and took out his wallet.

Seeing that Qin Yan was begging for money, Yan Yu pouted speechlessly, "No, let's eat!"

Qin Yan smiled as if his plan had succeeded, and motioned Yan Yu to follow him.

Yan Yu followed behind Qin Yan, and the further he walked, the more he felt something was wrong.

This person is obviously familiar with the school environment, why does he say he doesn't know where the auditorium is?

The two came to the restaurant, and when they heard what Qin Yan said when ordering, the doubts in Yan Yu's heart reached their peak.

"One vegetable salad, no carrots, sirloin steak, one must be fully cooked, the other five cents, two creamy mushroom soups, and one vanilla ice cream." After Qin Yan finished speaking, he looked across and asked , "Do you still want to eat?"

"No more." Yan Yu shook his head dully, how did Qin Yan know that he didn't eat carrots, and the steak was well-done?

"That's all, thank you." Qin Yan smiled and returned the menu to the waiter.

Then he looked at the person at the opposite table and asked, "I haven't asked what your name is, how do you call it?"

"My name is Yan Yu." Yan Yu replied, and then asked tentatively, "Mr. Qin, have we met before?"

Qin Yan thought about it carefully, in reality, there really wasn't one.

"I think this is the first time we met, but I do feel like old friends with you." Qin Yan looked at each other with a smile.

Yan Yu got a little hairy from his stare, picked up the tablecloth and spread it on his lap to divert his attention.

Qin Yan understood, looked away, and asked casually like a friend: "Xiao Yu, can I call you that? You seem to like studying medicine very much?"

Yan Yu nodded without hesitation, "Of course I like it. I want to cure diseases and save many people. I always feel that this is what I should do."

"Good idea." Qin Yan praised.

"What about you? Do you have any ideals?" Yan Yu asked back.

Qin Yan was slightly startled: "Me?"

Yan Yu nodded to confirm, "During the speech just now, I couldn't understand the rest. I heard you mention your mother's expectations many times, but what about yours?"

Qin Yan was stunned, with doubts growing in his heart, yes, what about him?

Yan Yu continued to ask: "Mr. Qin, do you have a direction you are interested in, the one you really like?"

He could see that Qin Yan seemed to have been living under the wishes of others. Even though he was excellent like this, he was not himself.

Qin Yan shook his head: "I don't remember, I seem to be learning how to run a company as long as I can remember, and I don't have any hobbies."

His parents have high expectations for him and hope that he can inherit the family business in the future.He had no objection to this, and obediently followed the plan arranged by his parents.

It's been a long time since I heard the word "hobby".

"That's it." Yan Yu nodded, maybe the social elites have a different vision from his?

After all, he and Qin Yan are people from two worlds, so it's normal that they can't talk together.

Qin Yan folded his hands, as if he was thinking about something, and said, "However, I'm willing to try to find it."

He didn't expect Yan Yu to notice this, not even himself.

Hearing his words, Yan Yu felt inexplicably happy in his heart, and he didn't understand where such joy came from.

After that, Qin Yan accepted the school's invitation and agreed to work as a teaching assistant in the Finance Department for a period of time. Every time he passed the lawn, he could see Yan Yu pacing back and forth under the tree to endorse.

After going back and forth several times, when Qin Yan passed by, Yan Yu would raise his head and say hello to him.

Later, when Qin Yan came to school again, he would bring Yan Yu something to drink or snacks when he was not empty-handed.

When Qin Yan put down the cake again, Yan Yu finally couldn't help shouting to stop: "Mr. Qin, you said it yourself, you don't like to owe others. I am the same, I don't get paid for nothing, don't bring it to me! "

"It's what I want to give you. It's different from that point of view. And...isn't it always like this among friends? Food and drink are given away." Qin Yan asked.

At least he saw his sister and brother-in-law like this. The brother-in-law brought lunch to the sister every day, and the two of them had dinner together.

The relationship between him and Yan Yu is not very familiar yet, so he thinks to get close first, and then develop slowly.

Did he do something wrong?

"Ah?" Yan Yu didn't understand, he scratched his head, "It's not like this. Between friends, or when two people get along, communication is needed, not unilateral actions. If you don't say it, how does the other party know that you are thinking about it?" What? I know these things are what you want, but it depends on whether I need them..."

Qin Yan suddenly understood something, that is to say, he did deliver the wrong things, and Yan Yu didn't like these things.

"Then what do you like?" Qin Yan asked, he looked at the cake in the bag, got into a tangle, and explained, "Because I don't have many friends, I don't get along with people very much, and I haven't given anything to others. Can you tell me, I Willing to learn."

Yan Yu was stunned, and murmured: "Does it matter what I like? You can't be..."

"Yes, I'm chasing you." Qin Yan did not hide his purpose, he is an adult, there is no need to hide his thoughts like a kid.

"Maybe you will find it strange, but I feel that I am destined to be with you. You have a very strange attraction to me." Qin Yan said, feeling that he might not have said it carefully, so he added, " I did approach you because of that feeling, but I really paid attention to you when you asked me if I had ideals. At that time, I was really happy."

Just being confessed by a big man so suddenly, Yan Yu didn't know how to answer for a while, when he heard the class bell ring, he immediately said: "Class is over! I'll go to the classroom first!"

Seeing Yan Yu running away in despair, Qin Yan silently calculated in his heart, if being courteous doesn't work, then try another trick.

In the next few days, Qin Yan would still come to school after work, but he did not bring anything to Yan Yu.

He also sat under the tree, carefully preparing the lesson plans, and did not disturb Yan Yu's study anymore.

Yan Yu was a little strange about this, but gradually began to get used to having Qin Yan by his side.

When Qin Yan was lecturing before, he didn't make a lesson plan, but it was all about making a plan, which was not difficult for him.

He was very efficient, and it didn't take long for him to finish writing.

Seeing Yan Yu studying seriously, Qin Yan turned to the next page and drew the person in front of him stroke by stroke on the paper.

The people in the painting are vivid on the paper, but they are not half as beautiful as the one in front of them.

Qin Yan paused at the tip of his pen and fell into deep thought, followed by the joy of enlightenment.

He strode towards Yan Yu and said happily, "I know what I like."

When he was a child, he liked to paint and paint behind his mother, recording the world in his heart in the form of colors.

But when he grew up, his family expected more of him to handle the company's affairs well, so he gave up his previous hobbies.

Suddenly remembering this incident now, he really is still a nostalgic person.

Qin Yan was very excited and opened his arms to hug Yan Yu, but he remembered that Yan Yu said that he didn't like unilateral behavior.

So he stopped, looked at Yan Yu and asked, "Shall I hug you?"

As soon as he finished speaking, Yan Yu took the initiative to embrace Qin Yan, patted him on the back, and celebrated happily: "I am very glad to see that you have found your hobbies. Coincidentally, I also found gone."

In Yan Yu's eyes, Qin Yan is actually a very strange and awkward person. He is obviously used to sex and has an innate dominance, but he is willing to change himself, even if the way is a bit clumsy.

Seeing such awkwardness, Yan Yu gradually became concerned.

They may have seen each other before, but accidentally forgot, but after going around, they still got together and stayed by each other's side.

In their hearts, an emotion that is hard to let go.

Entanglement, repetition, reluctance, profound...

But when I heard the other party's name again, the joy in my heart couldn't lie.

Through the long river of time and space, they embraced again, full of sincerity.

They will have a lot of time and can slowly run in.

That has nothing to do with other people, but only the relationship between the two of them.