The ruffian is hard to guard

Fei Fan pulled the suitcase out of the house, and it was not easy to take a taxi in the community, so he could only walk out of the community under the shade of trees.

After a few steps, he was blocked by someone, and a pair of familiar and cheap sneakers came into Fei Fan's sight abruptly.

After a while, he raised his head, and Zhan Changsong's shadow was reflected in his irises.

"Good dogs don't block the way." Fei Fan whispered angrily, and after he finished speaking, he remembered that on a rainy day a few months ago, he squatted at the door of the corridor and Zhan Changsong said the same thing about himself.

Suddenly, even more wronged!

Zhan Laogou is not gentle and considerate to himself, and he is deceitful, so why did he fall in love with him!

"Go away!" the young man scolded in a low voice.

But the man in front of him didn't move at all, with his usual naughty smile on his face, his eyes were filled with worry, distress and self-blame.

Fei Fan was used to the "war of words" with Zhan Changsong, and he didn't know how to sing the "one-man show" for a while. He stomped his feet and pulled the suitcase and quickly walked past Zhan Changsong.

"Fei Fan." The man took his hand, and his hoarse voice sounded like he had smoked countless cigarettes, "I'm sorry."

The young man was angry, which couldn't be dispelled by saying "I'm sorry". He tugged his arm hard, but it didn't work.

"Can you not go? I know I did something wrong, but can you give me a chance, I want to talk to you." He heard Zhan Changsong say.

"We have nothing to talk about." Fei Fan still had a bit of jealousy, "If you want to talk to your agent or lawyer, I'm not qualified."

"Fei Fan, I was wrong, I was really wrong, I have been taking things for granted, and I didn't take your feelings into account." Zhan Changsong lowered his head, like a big dog that has made a mistake, staring straight at Fei Fan begged for forgiveness, "Shall we talk, I have a lot to say to you."

"But I don't want to hear it." The anger in Fei Fan's heart boiled, and he broke free from the man's shackles. He looked at the man in front of him firmly, "Zhan Changsong, you don't need to apologize to me, and you don't need to ask for my forgiveness, because these things have already happened. It doesn't matter anymore, we broke up, did you hear me clearly, we, we broke up!"

"I don't agree!" The suitcase overturned suddenly, and the tall man pulled Young into his arms and hugged him tightly, "I don't agree to break up, we can't break up...you said you would be responsible for me."

The man was desperately looking for a reason, trying to get away with cheating.But Fei Fan was already tired and tired.He sighed faintly, and said calmly: "Zhan Changsong, please be more mature. There have always been many problems between us. It's not that we don't mention them. You are a straight man. Although you have a crush on me, you have never I made up my mind to take the road of TXL, and I was forced to like men just to help me; your feelings for me are not as deep as you think, so you didn't think of me at the critical moment. Blame you; and who are you? What is your identity? How many things have been hidden from me, I don't want to ask anymore."

He struggled out of the man's arms: "Zhan Changsong, you and I went astray for a while, and now you can get back on track."

After that, he picked up the suitcase and walked out of the gate of the community.

"Fei Fan! Stop for me." Zhan Changsong shouted in a low voice behind him, he walked up to the young man who stopped suddenly step by step, raised his chin with one hand, looked at the face that was thinking day and night, "The way I'm going is because I know it myself. I also know what kind of feelings I have for you. If I don't make you feel deeply, I'm sorry it's my fault, but you can't question my feelings for you."

He seemed a little angry, but he didn't dare to get angry. He pressed his lips down and tried to express his thoughts clearly: "I did hesitate before in Yuantian Town, and I also suppressed my feelings for you. At that time, I While shocked that I actually like men, I question whether my heart is firm. I don’t want to hurt you, and I don’t want to be irresponsible to the relationship. The time Zhou Sen killed you was a turning point in our relationship, but I didn’t want to help you, to help you There are many ways to do it, send them to the hospital for gastric lavage, take a cold bath, and change to another man, I will never have sex with him. Fei Fan, I..." Zhan Changsong buried his body and held Fei Fan's face affectionately. Said, "I feel sorry for you, pity you, and at the same time, I am attracted by you, deeply attracted..."

The man hugged the thin young man into his arms: "You know, when I woke up the next day and saw you sleeping next to me, I suddenly felt very relieved, because I didn't struggle anymore, I found the answer, and I finally Recognize it, I like you, love you, it has nothing to do with gender, it can only be you."

The man felt the body in his arms tremble, he tightened his arms and pressed the man tightly against himself: "I know I'm not competent as a boyfriend, and I've made you worry and sad these days, but Teacher Fei, you can't Just give up on me because I did something wrong. You give me a chance again and again, you thief who steals. You can’t beat me to death with a stick. You can scold me or beat me, but don’t talk about breaking up. , I can't hear these two words, my heart is bleeding when I hear them, can we not break up?"

Fei Fan was pressed hard on a warm chest. He sniffed and wiped tears on the man's shirt, and said sullenly, "Old dog Zhan, you will bully me."

"My fault, my fault, I will only allow Teacher Fei to bully me in the future, and I will never bully Teacher Fei again." Zhan Changsong patted Fei Fan's back lightly, coaxing softly.

"Just coax me," Fei Fan raised his rosy eyes and questioned, "Why didn't you let me see you when you were at the police station? Why didn't you let me be your agent?"

Zhan Changsong wiped away the tears from the corners of the young man's eyes with his thumb, leaned over and kissed there: "I originally wanted to protect you from the sight of those who framed me, but... I didn't take into account Your feelings, at that time you must have been very worried about me, afraid that something might happen to me, you must be lonely and helpless, I'm sorry Fei Fan, I didn't think carefully and caused you to suffer."

Fei Fan was silent for a long time, then met Zhan Changsong's eyes again, and asked solemnly: "What else are you hiding from me? It's best to finish this time, otherwise I won't ask you no matter how bad you are in the future." gone."

Zhan Changsong rubbed his soft hair, bowed and pulled up the suitcase: "Let's go, find a place to tell you."

The tall man walked in front, holding the suitcase in one hand and Fei Fan in the other. In the bright sunshine, he turned around and put on his usual hippie smile: "Mr. Fei, I'll be lenient for the confession. You have to give me some favors."

"What's the benefit?" Fei Fan replied subconsciously, and then felt his hand tighten, the shameless man leaned forward and whispered ambiguously, "Let me kiss you, I miss me these days."

"Bastard!" Fei Fan scolded in a low voice, but the white tips of his ears slowly turned the color of the sun.

[The author has something to say: I haven't saved the manuscript, the pressure is huge]