Sunrise in the smoke

Today the two of them didn't go to work at all, Wang Guanhai gave the two of them a holiday, and then thought about making them work overtime later, so now Shen Jiuqi and Qi Yihan just rested at home.

Shen Jiuqi poured a glass of water for Qi Yihan, sat next to him, hugged Qi Yihan into her arms, and rubbed Qi Yihan's hair.Qi Yihan didn't resist anyway, just let him touch it.Shen Jiuqi opened her mouth slowly, and asked Qi Yihan: "Yihan, do you still have a lot to say to me?" After hearing this, Qi Yihan came out of Shen Jiuqi's arms, sat up directly, and looked directly at him , with very pure eyes, said to him: "Then you plan to let me tell you today?"

"Well...not today, you can tell me whenever you want, even if you don't tell me for the rest of your life, then I don't want to ask you." Shen Jiuqi said to Qi Yihan.

Qi Yihan forced a smile, changed his posture and sat on Shen Jiuqi's lap with his legs spread apart, the two of them faced each other.Shen Jiuqi subconsciously hugged Qi Yihan's waist.Qi Yihan bent down and whispered into Shen Jiuqi's ear, "I'll tell you everything I didn't tell you today." Shen Jiuqi nodded after hearing this.

"Close the curtains." Qi Yihan said to Shen Jiuqi.

Shen Jiuqi pointed to the curtains, and then gestured to see how far the two of them were from the curtains, meaning "how can I draw the curtains if you don't go down".Qi Yihan shook his head at him, meaning "I don't care, I won't go down anyway".Shen Jiuqi had no choice but to hug Qi Yihan.Supporting Qi Yihan's waist with one hand, he went to pull the curtain with the other.

After the curtains were drawn, Qi Yihan put his arms around Shen Jiuqi's neck, wrapped his legs around Shen Jiuqi's waist, and whispered in his ear: "Turn on the bedside lamp again."

Of course, the two of them were in Shen Jiuqi's room. The location of Shen Jiuqi's room was very similar to that of ordinary people's living room, and the area was not much different from that of ordinary people's living room, so it was quite laborious to bring one person back and forth like this.

Shen Jiuqi sat on the bed again, and after turning on the bedside lamp, the two could only see each other's face.If it was night, it would be fine, it would be brighter, but now it is daytime, and you can hardly see anything if you close the curtains. If there is a light in the darkness, you can see much more clearly.

Qi Yihan finally got off Shen Jiuqi's lap, keeping a distance of less than [-] centimeters from Shen Jiuqi.Then he took off his pajamas very neatly.Shen Jiuqi subconsciously blocked his hands in front of his eyes, he didn't know why he did this, maybe it was really a subconscious action.But Qi Yihan grabbed Shen Jiuqi's wrist and said: "Jiuqi, if you really want to know, you have to open your eyes and see."

"You, don't be like this..." Shen Jiuqi's eyes were tightly closed, afraid of seeing something.

No matter how you say it, the two are people who have done it before. At night, the two of them took off their clothes, and of course they knew everything about each other's body structure.But it was night, and when the curtains were drawn, nothing could be seen, only a little sound could be heard.This time, the lights were on, so of course I could see everything.

Qi Yihan said softly: "Even if you want to care about me, you have to take a look." Sure enough, these words are still useful, Shen Jiuqi has some signs of wanting to open his eyes, after 1 minute, Shen Jiuqi finally opened his eyes.

But when he saw Qi Yihan's body, he was almost dumbfounded.

There are at least fifty wounds on his body, and at least one hundred.Every wound is different in size, different in depth, and the wound is not the same.Some can be seen as burns, scalds, knife wounds... and some can't see what caused them.Shen Jiuqi was shocked to see every wound.However, it seems that every wound has a tattoo. This tattoo has no pattern, and it seems to cover the wound.He immediately understood what Qi Yihan meant when he said "I still have many tattoos on my body".

Just as Shen Jiuqi was about to speak, Qi Yihan took off her pajama pants, and then Shen Jiuqi saw the wounds on Qi Yihan's legs, which were also so tragic, and also, every wound would have a tattoo.

Shen Jiuqi just stared blankly at Qi Yihan, he didn't know if he saw it or not, he just remembered what Qi Yihan said.At this moment, Qi Yihan knelt down in front of Shen Jiuqi, before Shen Jiuqi could react, he said to him: "Jiuqi, I ask you a question, please answer me truthfully, okay?" I was shocked by the scene just now, and it took me a long time to utter the word "OK" with difficulty.

"Would you still love me if I did what I did just now?"

"What are you talking about, I love you, I will love you no matter what you become." Shen Jiuqi almost didn't speak quickly, "You get up first."

Saying that, Shen Jiuqi wanted to pull Qi Yihan up, but Qi Yihan still knelt on one knee, pushed Shen Jiuqi back on the bed, and said: "Jiuqi, let me tell you first, and you can decide later, okay? "

What did Shen Jiuqi think about Qi Yihan?Is there anything you can't say well, but you have to say it on your knees?Qi Yihan blinked, looked at Shen Jiuqi, and said: "Just let me say that, okay?" Shen Jiuqi just looked at him without saying a word.

After a while, Qi Yihan opened his mouth and said: "You should already know that I was abused by Qi Wu since I was a child. Most of the injuries on my body were caused by him. He imprisoned my mother and made her only do what she wanted. What he wants to do, let her only eat what he prepared for her, don't let her go out, don't let her talk to others, even I can't do it. At that time, I also knew what he did to my mother, but that I really didn't expect him to do the same to me at the time. When I was a child, he tied me up, whipped me, dripped wax on me, and tied me to a chair with rope. For two days and two nights, I was given food and water, but very little. After I grew up, these injuries were still with me. I thought it was ugly and wanted to cover it with tattoos, but then I thought that I might not be able to see it if I had tattoos. You. But in the end I still tattooed. During the inspection, I picked up the scar again, and the tattoo was basically invisible. I couldn’t see the small wounds. Once written, it became like this.”

"Okay, okay, don't say it, don't say it." Shen Jiuqi knelt on one knee in front of Qi Yihan and hugged him.

Qi Yihan choked up for a moment, but continued to say to Shen Jiuqi: "Jiuqi, I want to ask you, will you continue to love me?" Shen Jiuqi stroked Qi Yihan's hair and said, "I don't want to follow Did you say, what I love is you, not your skin, what I love is your character, your heart, and yourself. What do you think of me, I am not so superficial. "

After hearing this, Qi Yihan smiled contentedly.

Shen Jiuqi hugged Qi Yihan to the bed, seeing that he was also a little tired, and wanted him to rest.

Sitting by the bed, Shen Jiuqi looked at Qi Yihan who was resting with his eyes closed, and saw the tear mole in the corner of his eye.This tear mole was born by Qi Yihan, although it looks a bit fake, but I have to say it is really a finishing touch.But Qi Yihan would be very beautiful without this tear mole.Shen Jiuqi couldn't imagine Qi Yihan taking off his glasses before, even at night he couldn't see anything, in the morning Qi Yihan got up earlier than him, the glasses seemed to be welded to his face.But after Shen Jiuqi saw Qi Yihan taking off his glasses, it turned out that he looked better than not wearing glasses.

Now... too.

As Shen Jiuqi looked at it, Qi Yihan suddenly opened his eyes, almost scaring Shen Jiuqi.Qi Yihan's hand reached forward, and took Shen Jiuqi's hand.Shen Jiuqi suddenly felt something hard and round on Qi Yihan's finger, Shen Jiuqi held Qi Yihan's hand instead, and touched that thing, it seemed to be a... ring?

No, the ring I gave him was not worn on this hand!

Qi Yihan's eyes moved to Shen Jiuqi's hand, he saw the ring that had accompanied him for decades, and then saw Shen Jiuqi's hand.He expected that Shen Jiuqi would ask him where this ring came from, before Shen Jiuqi could ask, he recruited himself: "Jiu, Jiuqi, this is the ring my mother gave me before she passed away." Shen Jiuqi Qi stared at the silver ring for a long time.

Of course he wasn't jealous, but was wondering why a mother would give a ring to her child before she died?Shen Jiuqi stroked the ring, and asked Qi Yihan with a serious face: "Why did Gu Lin give you this ring?" Qi Yihan licked his lips, hesitantly said: "Well... She said she wanted me to wear it. But she didn't tell My reason."

"Don't wear it." Shen Jiuqi said softly.

"What?" Qi Yihan didn't hear clearly what Shen Jiuqi said.

"Don't wear it." Shen Jiuqi said again.

Qi Yihan didn't know why, but wondered if Shen Jiuqi's behavior was because he was jealous?But thinking about it, Shen Jiuqi is not so narrow-minded, it's impossible to be jealous of her own mother, right?So what does it mean that he won't let himself wear it anymore?

"You...why did you tell me not to wear it?" Qi Yihan finally asked Shen Jiuqi.

Shen Jiuqi grabbed Qi Yihan's hand and kissed the ring, and then said to him: "Don't think about what happened before, just put this ring away. You don't need it now." Qi Yihan suddenly realized that Shen Jiuqi knows everything.For so many years, maybe only this ring can give him a little comfort. Every time he is lonely, he will think of this ring.

But... What does Shen Jiuqi mean by saying this?

"I...you..." Qi Yihan only said two words, he didn't know what he was talking about now.

Shen Jiuqi smiled at him, and said: "This... is equivalent to a commemoration, okay?" Qi Yihan looked down at the ring that had accompanied him for more than ten years, and then looked at Shen Jiuqi.Gently nodded.

After seeing that Qi Yihan agreed, Shen Jiuqi went to the living room and took out a box.This box is made of wood, covered with velvet cloth, it looks very delicate, there seems to be a special place for rings in the middle, specially customized for him?

Qi Yihan sat up from the bed and took the ring off his finger.

This is the first time he has taken off this ring. This ring has been with him for decades. During these decades, he has not met Shen Jiuqi, nor has he met the right person , So there is such a ring, as soon as you take it out, you can think of your mother, as if your mother is right in front of you.But now, he took off the ring, perhaps in Shen Jiuqi's mouth, it means that I will walk with you for the rest of the way, and don't care about the past.Now he has really met Shen Jiuqi, met the right person, he doesn't need a ring, he only needs Shen Jiuqi, and he can find hope.Qi Yihan thought, this is enough.

Qi Yihan put the ring in the box, Shen Jiuqi closed the box, and put it in the safe in her room.

Then he sat next to Qi Yihan, put his arms around his waist, and said, "I'll walk with you in the future, okay?" Qi Yihan looked at the ring on his right ring finger, it was given to him by Shen Jiuqi .He replied softly, "Okay".

Your safety is my greatest luck.Shen Jiuqi thought.