Sunrise in the smoke

Shen Jiuqi really doubted how Qi Yihan could guess the murderer so accurately, a chill suddenly rose in his heart.

"What's wrong with him?" Xi Yun asked.

"Psychopathy." Qi Yihan said word by word.

Qi Yihan said it so seriously, even if they thought it was impossible, they had to think it was possible.The murderer who created so many cases is likely to be a severely mentally ill patient.But there is still a question here. Since it is a mental illness, what kind of mental illness is it?

"Actually, mental illness is a bit like swearing, or another way to say it is psychopathy."

Well, this is also a bit like swearing.

"Baby, this...can I ask you a question, just one." Shen Jiuqi seemed to be begging Qi Yihan to ask herself a question, but they could all tell that this was Shen Jiuqi talking to Qi Yihan matter.

Qi Yihan remained silent.Seeing Qi Yihan's state, Shen Jiuqi felt that Qi Yihan knew what she wanted to ask him.

"Captain Shen, are you really going to do this to me?" Qi Yihan still couldn't hold back.

Shen Jiuqi held Qi Yihan's hand, and her tone softened a bit: "Actually, I thought that the two of us would have a good talk when this case was over, but..." Qi Yihan smiled wryly, and put his hand on Shen Jiuqi's hand, and then asked Shen Jiuqi: "Then I have dedicated my life to the case?" Shen Jiuqi didn't know what to say for a moment.

Qi Yihan paid too much.He only has this idea now, and he may not be able to imagine anything else.Shen Jiuqi couldn't understand that Qi Yihan had a different experience from them when he was a child, and he couldn't understand how a noble son like Qi Yihan suffered when he became a policeman. Of course, he couldn't understand being said to be the murderer who indirectly killed his own mother. feelings.Shen Jiuqi realized that what she had done to Qi Yihan was nothing at all. Qi Yihan had done much more to him, and even to the police profession.

Now... is it necessary for him to reveal in front of so many people the things he least wants to mention?

This is really too difficult for ordinary people to open their mouths. Even for a man who has fallen down in business, it is very difficult for him to tell this matter.How about someone like Qi Yihan who has experienced so many things and has such a story?

He might not be able to imagine what Qi Yihan was thinking at this moment, but he could already feel Qi Yihan's mood.

no!There are many ways to solve the case, why use this method that makes Qi Yihan uncomfortable!

Just when Shen Jiuqi was about to speak, Qi Yihan spoke first: "Let me briefly describe it, maybe it will help to find the murderer. Of course, I won't mention anything about my mother committing suicide by jumping off a building."

It seems that he is really sad.Shen Jiuqi thought to herself.

"I don't need to tell you what kind of person Qi Wu is. Although he is a big boss, due to...some reasons, he has become a monster who can only abuse people. I haven't seen it since I was born. Let Qi Wu and my mother have a good day. Speaking of which, they are a good match. One of them has sadism and the other has masochism. That’s right, as you imagined, one is s and the other is m .As long as I can remember, the two of them disappeared out of thin air, and disappeared for a long time. I didn't know what they were doing behind my back all these years until I was seven years old. Here, because it involves me I can’t talk about my mother’s suicide by jumping off a building.” When Qi Yihan said the last sentence, he could hear that he was full of apology, “Later, when I was 11 years old. I began to think about one thing, why fate is so unfair. Give me such a pair of parents? Why did I do nothing wrong and everyone is targeting me? Why can those perpetrators live in the sun openly, but we victims can only live in the dark gutter ?”

"I had extremely serious rebellious psychology at the time, but I didn't think about treating it, but thought about how to use this rebellious psychology to make the lives of those I hate worse than death. But I was young at the time, and I couldn't even hold a knife. What kind of murder. So I started looking for those perverted murderers, invited them to my home, and did...some things for me. After I got familiar with their routines, I planned to improve them a little bit, right? It can achieve a different effect. I can clearly feel that my psychology is distorted little by little. Seeing those people I hate, I want to chop them with a knife, thinking that I am the embodiment of justice, eliminating harm for the people. "

"However, a child is a child after all, and I was afraid that one day I would really kill someone and cause irreversible results. I directly invited a psychiatrist. It was only later that I discovered that I had a mild anxiety disorder. At that time, my psychological reaction Straight into my real life. The people at school thought I was a lunatic, and thought that the next second I would kill them. Looking at the way they looked at me, the only thing I thought at the time was, did I kill you Then you won't look at me like that again."

"My psychology has been distorted to such an extent that it is reasonable to seek medical treatment in time. But when I was about to do something, a person in our school suddenly died. That person was the one who used to look at me with mentally ill eyes. Man. I was the first to find him, and it was one night. It's not bad for a small child to find a dead body in the woods that hasn't had time to be buried at night. It's not bad to cry. I looked at the man Lying there, with the dirt covering his body, he felt an inexplicable ||feeling of pleasure in his heart."

"I went up to check his breath, and after confirming that he was dead, I covered his face with a piece of earth. Because his face was so disgusting to me, it disgusted me to the extreme. I imagined that I wanted to torture him again. But before I had time to do it, or I just wanted to do it, the gardener from the school came. This is my second contact with the police. Since then, my heart Even if I wanted to kill someone, I didn't do it."

"Having said so much, I think the most beneficial thing for us is to see what 'those people' were thinking." Qi Yihan summed up what he said, "The so-called 'those people' here are Those people who once called me a 'crazy'. Their faces were the ugliest in my opinion at that time. I wished I could rush up and tear their faces apart, eat their flesh and drink their blood, and make their lives worse than death. Maybe... I won't even touch them. Because they are all 'people' who are inferior to the lowest animals in my opinion. Maybe I won't tear their faces off, or maybe I won't eat them The meat drinks their blood. They are too dirty for me, the face is dirty, the flesh is rotten, and the blood is dirty blood. I will not be so cheap about them, I was... the best thing to do is let them taste Things I tasted once. For example, pointing at the nose and being called a 'lunatic', for example, you did nothing wrong but were rejected by your family and scolded by outsiders. I will taste what I have tasted and give them to taste in turn. Again. Like the first one I mentioned just now, this may be an ordinary way of venting, which does not constitute a level of psychopathy at all. On the contrary, the second one I mentioned is to let others taste the pain I have tasted. This may be my psychology. What a perverted person can do."

After Qi Yihan finished speaking, everyone present didn't feel horrible, but felt a little sympathetic... no, it should be said that they felt distressed.

Shen Jiuqi held Qi Yihan's hand tighter, and asked: "You said... If you didn't restrain yourself at that time, what would you be like now?"

Qi Yihan smiled and said: "I didn't restrain myself at the time, but my consciousness was still clear. Maybe...you didn't have a 'hero save me' at the time, and I might become what I said." Qi Yihan paused , "Didn't I tell you that I have fallen in love with you since you rescued me, and I thought it would be fine to be a colleague from the beginning, but I didn't expect...it turned into this kind of relationship."

"Wait a minute, I suddenly feel something is wrong." Kong Yan said suddenly, "Young Master Qi, can you..."

"If my experience can advance the case, you can guess whatever you want." Qi Yihan said to Kong Yan before he finished speaking.

"That's good. Let's make a conjecture. If Mr. Qi was not born in this environment, but an ordinary family, what would he become?" Kong Yan finished speaking, and everyone's eyes turned to Qi Yihan. .

Since Qi Yihan is used as a guess, then of course the rightful owner has more right to speak.

"No one can think of this, it depends entirely on the development of the individual. But one thing is certain - 'everyone is not a devil at birth, but is transformed into a so-called devil by those who pretend to be righteous'. No one can I don't know who you will meet and what you will experience in your life, it all depends on your own character." Qi Yihan felt that he had really risked everything, and he had finally realized the truth of life.

"But what happens around him and the people he meets will change their own disposition." Shen Jiuqi then said to Qi Yihan, "It's like you baby, if you hadn't experienced those things at that time, you might not It became like this, but what happened later may make you become like that. The most important thing is that you would not know that you met me at that time. If I did not save you at that time, you may be the same as now It's very different. But, you still met me, so you didn't become like that."

"So, Captain Shen, what do you mean... the environment and the people you meet can really change a person's heart?" Xi Yun summed up a lot of things Shen Jiuqi said.

"No." An Cixi's cold female voice suddenly came, "A person's character is completely determined by himself. Here, let me say to Comrade Qi Yihan, 'I'm sorry to offend'. How can one prove a person's character? It is entirely up to you, there are many ways, but the best way is to compare people with the same case and the same experience. At that time, Qi Yihan had already met the boss, but the idea of ​​killing in his heart still did not disappear. Just Let’s take the murderer of so many cases as an example. Liu Longqing and Liu Longyan have a miserable life experience, but what about anyone who has a miserable life experience? Why didn’t they kill but the two of them did? And Wang Jing, His experience is also miserable, but chemicals have become dangerous items that threaten and harm people. However, it may be a scientist who has not had a good experience and wants to use chemicals to provide convenience for the people. The items in his hands may be items that can provide convenience to the people. Gao Ming, who has experienced the same miserable life experience, but why can his peers who have experienced the same miserable life experience be admitted to university and have a good future? It's not that he has dealt with drugs like him. Liu Huan has a miserable life experience and experience. What would they think if there were people with congenital heart disease like him. They would want to live every day well, maybe It's not like Liu Huan who is not doing well, so he can't let others live as badly as himself. Xiao Mou... I won't say more. To sum up, a person's character is completely determined by himself .Maybe the environment and the people you meet have a certain influence, but your heart grows on yourself, and what you do is up to you.”

After An Cixi finished speaking, Shen Jiuqi looked at Qi Yihan who was sitting next to her.Qi Yihan was probably the only one who had the right to speak.

He finally knew why he imagined the murderer's mind so clearly and accurately, not because he had a mind different from that of ordinary people, but because he himself had experienced it before.

Shen Jiuqi really couldn't imagine how difficult it would be for an 11-year-old child to maintain a complete mind after going through so many things.

But he thought, fortunately.

Fortunately what?

Fortunately, I saved you; fortunately, you remembered me; fortunately, I lived up to your love and fell in love with you.Shen Jiuqi thought so in her heart, from now on, you don't have to live that kind of life anymore, because I'm by your side.

Qi Yihan saw Shen Jiuqi's eyes, thought for a while, and said, "An Cixi, may I ask you why you have such a judgment?" He was not in a hurry to follow what An Cixi said. Judging whether this is right or not, after all, everyone understands the truth that people's hearts are always unpredictable, so Qi Yihan simply shifted his target to An Cixi.

Of course, An Cixi can't say that because people around me have experienced it, I can only say: "In psychology books, there are more or less here." Of course, Qi Yihan knew that An Cixi was prevaricating himself, but he was not in a hurry to expose it. Instead, he said "Oh" as if suddenly realizing it, and then added a sentence "So that's how it is".It may be that Qi Yihan's acting skills are too good, or it may be that Qi Yihan's acting skills are too bad. Anyway, they all think this is a very good explanation.

"I seem to understand." Shen Jiuqi seemed to be talking to herself, "Could it be that the purpose of the murderer's arrangement is to watch 'myself' kill 'myself' and then kill 'myself'. And when he finds these people who have the same experience as himself, his ideal may be..."

"I want to 'kill' my former self with my own hands." Qi Yihan continued slowly.

It's unbelievable!They really had never encountered a murderer with such a serious obsession with details.Now all of their thoughts are following the thoughts of the murderer, so the only thing that can explain this situation is "wanting to 'kill' the previous self."But why did he kill his former self?

"Because he is very satisfied with the current self, and full of disgust for the previous self. So he wants to end the previous 'self' with his own hands. He can only be the current self, not the previous 'self' '." Qi Yihan expressed this impossible thought.

After all, although he is mentally abnormal, he is not abnormal enough to let...others suffer for him?

Well, he admits he can't.Of course, it is also possible that he is still too kind, after all, they rarely encounter a murderer with such unique ideas.

After a group of people analyzed the psychology of why the murderer did this, it seemed that the clues were blocked again.

They all thought that since they want to cure the disease, they must find the root of the disease.But the root of the disease is too hard to find!Although they have deduced the psychology of the murderer, where is the murderer most likely now?