between heartstrings

In the sunny room, the heat spreads, the fragrance of flowers floats in the air, and the hug of the lover is very warm.

Chu Jiahe was raised by his grandmother, and his memory of his parents is incomplete and his impression is vague. Therefore, when his relationship with Wei Sizhe changed from a friend to a lover, his view of Wei Qiao would also change accordingly.

Wei Qiao's various actions gave Chu Jiahe a concept of "father". For the first time, he deeply felt the care and love from his father's generation.

After getting into the car and driving towards the city center, the street trees quickly receded in sight. Chu Jiahe tilted his head to appreciate the street view outside the window. After a while, he asked, "Does Mr. Wei have any arrangements?"

Wei Sizhe looked ahead and replied, "Yes."

Chu Jiahe said expectantly: "Let's listen."

"There is something that has been very unbalanced in my heart, and it needs to be resolved today." Wei Sizhe looked sideways slightly, with a smile on his lips, "You already know my past, and your past, shouldn't it take me a long time? understand understand?"

There happened to be a photo agency near Peixin Middle School. Wei Sizhe gave the memory card to the clerk, and Chu Jiahe completed the task of choosing the style of the table. The two took the receipt/receipt, and they could get the photos around six o'clock in the evening.

Peixin Middle School is not ranked in Beichen City, and it is not a key high school.The location of the school is relatively close to Chu Jiahe's home, and the reason why I volunteered to report here was to make it easier to accompany my grandma.

There is a small path between the newly built river and the road. There are few people and trees are shady. Chu Jiahe looked at the fish swimming at the bottom of the river and couldn't help feeling: "When I went to school, this place was still a wasteland. The waste water smells very bad."

Wei Sizhe can probably guess the reason for choosing a place that cats and dogs dislike, instead of walking on the wide road.

Chu Jiahe has no father and no mother. There is no way to hide this matter from teachers and classmates. No one wants to hear others talking about their family, let alone face the long-term and strange eyes among their peers.

"Tell me what's on your mind." Wei Sizhe said, "I'll be a good listener."

Chu Jiahe withdrew his gaze, looked at Wei Sizhenunu's mouth, and said calmly: "I heard a lot of bad remarks when I was a freshman in high school, about me and my parents, I wanted to defend myself, but I No confidence."

"It is very easy to suspect or slander a person. Even a simple sentence can have a huge impact on the person involved."

The swaying branches shattered the light, and the ground was covered with countless tiny spots of light. Chu Jiahe said: "Grandma said that every child's growth is not perfect, and they will be injured more or less by other people's actions. Criticism and exclusion are classmates. They will alienate you, you don’t know how to remedy or resist, you can only learn to relieve your low mood by yourself. Later, I gradually got used to it, and I didn’t care about those things.”

Others may be able to hear Chu Jiahe's forbearance and freedom from this passage, but Wei Sizhe can only feel distressed.

"Staying away from the crowd and being alone for a long time is the way I found at the time to get along with everyone in harmony." Chu Jiahe said, "Actually, I am relatively rational among my peers, but after all, I am a high school student, and sometimes I still control myself." Bad temper."

There was a dull whistle sound in the distance, Wei Sizhe raised his eyes to look into the distance, the loud noise rolled onto the rails, and the train "boomed" across their field of vision.Wei Sizhe said: "I really can't imagine how you lose your temper."

Chu Jiahe sighed briefly, and blamed himself: "I once yelled at my grandma very fiercely when she was nagging me, and vented all the suppressed emotions in my heart to her..."

After a pause, Chu Jiahe stared down at the tip of his shoes and said, "This is the only thing in high school that I deeply regret."

Holding Chu Jiahe's hand, rubbing his thumb lightly on the back of his hand, with warm comfort in his movements, Wei Sizhe said slowly: "From the perspective of family members, grandma must hope that you can unload the burden in your heart and want to help You, resolve your unhappiness."

"I understand." Chu Jiahe whispered, "But Mr. Wei, it's not fair."

"I was angry because of outsiders. I held back my grievances, but let my family bear my negative emotions." Chu Jiahe frowned, "I am always friendly to others, but I am not patient enough with grandma."

"It's all like this." Wei Sizhe continued, "We always have no scruples in front of the closest people, because we know that only they will tolerate us."

Taking a deep breath, Chu Jiahe said in a steady tone: "So I think one of the manifestations of 'maturity' is 'when you can cherish and value those who are really good to you'."

The track is close at hand, and there are two rows of straight boxwood trees planted around it. Chu Jiahe looked far away and shook his hands with interlocking fingers: "In another year, this railway will be demolished. I can’t bear it, I often used it to decompress when I was in school, and it took away a lot of my troubles.”

The words were vague, and the next freight train was already approaching, Wei Sizhe tilted his head in the distance: "Demonstrate again?"

"Okay, but you have to promise." Chu Jiahe touched the tip of his nose, "Don't laugh at me."

Wei Sizhe said softly, "Okay, I promise."

The noise is from far to near, the moving train disturbs the airflow, and the roar is deafening.When the front of the car passed in front of the two of them, Chu Jiahe puffed up his chest, raised his shoulders, and yelled at the train without warning. Half a minute later, the rear of the car was far away from sight, and the world was instantly silent.

It seemed nothing had happened, but Wei Sizhe's expression was slightly shocked.

Seeing this, Chu Jiahe suddenly said nervously: "...Did I scare you?"

After a few seconds of stalemate, Wei Sizhe suddenly turned his face away, with the corners of his mouth sullenly shaking his shoulders wildly.

Chu Jiahe was slow to react, took a step forward and turned to Wei Sizhe, with a helpless expression: "Stop laughing, how did you promise me that?"

"If you swear in a normal tone, I won't be surprised how bad the swearing is." Wei Sizhe said with his forehead raised, "I thought you just wanted to yell loudly. Who would have thought that such a sudden swearing would not only scare you, but also Many are..."

Wei Sizhe suddenly stopped talking. Chu Jiahe blinked his eyes and looked left and right. He didn't wait for an answer for a long time, and said depressedly: "Okay, Mr. Wei, you are really bad."

Leading Chu Jiahe back the same way, Wei Sizhe pursed his lips and said, "Did you know?"

Chu Jiahe said unhappily: "Half-talking, it's tempting."

The flowing rivers and narrow paths were engraved into Wei Sizhe's eyes one by one. Here was Chu Jiahe's past, and he refused to remember a single plant or tree by mistake.Sensing a fiery gaze from his side, Wei Sizhe turned his face knowingly, and caught Chu Jiahe's searching eyes.

Chu Jiahe: "Are you really going to tell me?"

Wei Sizhe answered irrelevantly, and returned to the previous topic: "I agree with what you said just now."

"However." Wei Sizhe said, "The attitude towards family members and outsiders cannot be measured objectively and rationally by 'fairness'."

"Because you are the closest person, you want to take off the disguise and show your true self in front of them. It doesn't matter if you can't hold back your temper, just apologize seriously afterwards, communicate calmly, explain sincerely, and make up for it. .”

"Family is the people in this world who will never hold grudges." Wei Sizhe said, "Grandma won't remember that you got mad at her, she only cares about whether she can be your inner support."

Wei Sizhe changed his mood with a few words about a past event that would occasionally make him feel regretful.Facing the warm and bright light, Chu Jiahe took a deep breath and smiled: "Yes."

"Thank you Mr. Wei."

His palms were clenched even tighter, Wei Sizhe lowered his eyes a little, and his eyes naturally fell on Chu Jiahe's lips.Sunshine and love mingled, Wei Sizhe called softly: "Chu Jiahe."

The wind in late spring brings the heat of early summer, and the temperature on the lips is hotter than that in midsummer.There were two close people hiding under the boxwood tree. Chu Jiahe opened his eyes wide, and after a moment of panic, he raised his head to meet Wei Sizhe's rhythm.

The soft touch/feeling softens the heart, the limbs are numb, and the soles of the feet seem to be empty. Chu Jiahe adjusted his slightly chaotic breathing during the breath exchange, but Wei Sizhe took advantage of the loopholes and spared no effort to plunder/rob/mouth/mouth , Invade/occupy and control/control as much as you want.

Lips/tongue separated, the brief kiss ended, both hands cupped Chu Jiahe's blushing face, and rubbed his fingertips against the skin under his eyes, Wei Sizhe clearly completed what he said just now: "It's more about feeling that in high school Chu Jiahe, very cute."

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