daddy is shit

Yu Xiaoxiao and Yan Li had dinner and Song Yan drove him away. After hearing Yu Xiaoxiao's complaints during the day, Song Yan might have encountered troubles these days, and he was not in a good mood. The two of them could not see each other several times a day.

Yan Li had no choice but to temporarily cancel asking Song Yan about what happened two years ago. Tang Ling stayed next door for a while and then went to sleep in the next room. He was the only one left in the room for a while.This is a hotel close to the production crew. Yan Li has only stayed here for a few days, and he is not very used to the environment here. He squatted barefoot on the sofa to read the script, and when he saw the place where Chen Mo was rehearsing with him that day, Yan Li stopped. Come down, stare at the paper, lost in thought.

He and Chen Mo hadn't been in contact since that day. Yan Li knew in his heart that a gentle person like Chen Mo must not want to hurt him, so he chose not to contact him.

Yan Le smiled, turned over the page, he was just too greedy, he wanted a hug when he got tenderness, and wanted to have a home after getting a hug, it was a very simple thing for others, but for him But it is a luxury.

Yan Le leaned on the sofa and fell asleep. He slept very lightly, and was awakened by the slightest sound.The phone screen showed that the caller was Ying Tian, ​​and Yan Le stared at the screen for a long time, the screen brightened and went dark, went dark and then turned on again and again, the person on the other end of the phone dialed tirelessly, Yan Le sighed, He knew that Ying Tian would not compromise easily, so he pressed the answer button.

"What are you doing?" Ying Tian always cut to the chase and went straight to the point.

"Sleeping." Yan Le reluctantly said.

"Open the door."

"What?" Yan Le was very surprised, how did Ying Tian know which room he lived in?

Ying Tian's voice was faint, and he couldn't tell if he was angry, so he repeated, "Open the door."

Yan Li pursed his lips, weighed it in his heart, and finally said "um", which was considered agreed.

Hanging up the phone, Yan Le put on his slippers and walked to the door. He stood on tiptoe and looked outside through the cat's eyes. Ying Tian stood at the door with a tired face and drooping eyes. He held a cigarette between his fingers and smoked it with a slight frown. After taking a sip, a lot of soot was scattered under his feet, it didn't look like he had just arrived, Yan Li didn't know why his heart felt like being pricked by a needle, and there was a stabbing pain, although it was only for a moment, it was very familiar.

Yan Le took a deep breath, calmed down his emotions, and opened the door. Ying Tian heard the sound and threw the cigarette butt into the trash can beside him, looking up with an indifferent face.

"It's too slow." He said calmly, and after he finished speaking, he passed Yan Li and entered the room.

Yan Le was angry with Yingtian's attitude, but he couldn't get angry, so he closed the door.

Ying Tian took off his coat and put it on the back of the chair, then sat on the sofa, picked up Yan Le's script and read, "Did you sleep here just now?"

Yan Le remained silent, sat across from him, Ying Tian frowned, raised his eyes to stare at him, his eyes were indifferent, "Speak."

Yan Le trembled for a moment, turned his head immediately, and said "um", "I fell asleep after reading the script."

After shopping with Zhao Yan and Xia Xia in the afternoon, Ying Tian went back to the company to deal with official business when he was not in the mood to have dinner. He didn't finish his work until around ten o'clock. After he finished his work, he looked up at the empty office. Came here by car.After asking Tang Ling Yan Li's room number, he hesitated again, standing at the door smoking one cigarette after another, Ying Tian knew that there was something wrong with himself recently, ever since he hit Yan Li with his car that time, he was always afraid of Can't control himself, really hurt Yan Le, but it's impossible to let him leave Yan Le, he almost lost Yan Le once two years ago, this time, even if he dies, he still wants to keep Yan Le around.

As Li Qian said, Ying Tian was too clumsy and didn't know how to express his feelings, so he hurt Yan Li time and time again, but he grew up so big, no one taught him how to love, he I only know that if I like it, I will hold it tightly in my hand.Just like those toys when I was a child, they were thrown into the trash can by the nanny in the end.

Ying Tian glanced at the dining table, on which was the rest of Yan Lenahui and Yu Xiaoxiao's dinner, he looked away, and said: "Hot food, eat with me."

Yan Le was surprised, and raised his eyes to observe Ying Tian. There was no emotion on Ying Tian's face, but his exhausted expression revealed that he hadn't had a good rest these days.

"There are only some leftovers, Mr. Ying, are you sure you want to eat them?" Yan Le's tone was obviously provocative.

Hearing Yan Le's hostile words, Ying Tian suddenly felt thirsty and wanted to smoke a cigarette. He reached out and touched his pocket, but there was only one pack of empty cigarette casings. He paused, and said, "Yeah. , get me a pack of cigarettes."

Yan Le feels that Yingtian tonight and the daytime are different, like a hedgehog that has shed its hard shell and exposed its soft parts.

"No cigarettes, I quit." Yan Li felt that the arguing was boring, so he stood up and went to the kitchen to warm up food for Ying Tian.

Yingtian panicked for a moment when he heard Yan Le say that he quit smoking. Back then, he never let Yan Le smoke, because Yan Le smoked too hard, his throat was damaged, and his speech was rustling, so he forced Yan Le to quit. It took a while. Three years didn't work, but Yan Le quit after two years away from him.

Yingtian didn't know what was going on in his heart. He didn't close his eyes for two days and nights, didn't eat, and only drank some water. His body couldn't take it anymore. He fought all the way just to see Yan Le, but he was sneered at. He imagined the past Same, lost his temper, and used the chips in his hand to threaten Yan Le to give in, but tonight he was too tired to do anything, a deep sense of powerlessness spread from the bottom of his heart, he didn't know how much road ahead he had. He only knew that he wanted to see Yan Li at this moment, even if he was indifferent and without a smile, that was enough.

"It's ready." Yan Li put the food on the table, then sat on the sofa to read the script.

Ying Tian sat at the dining table, took a bite of the dish with chopsticks and put it in his mouth, tasteless, like chewing white wax.

"Crack" Ying Tian put down his chopsticks and made a sound, Yan Le trembled a bit, raised his eyes to look at Ying Tian, ​​just in time to meet Ying Tian's gaze, different from the previous indifference, mixed with complicated emotions, Yan Le's heart tightened, He quickly turned his head away from Ying Tian's sight.

"Come here." Ying Tian opened his lips and said that he could not refuse.

Yan Li froze for a moment, and said, "I've eaten."

"Didn't you hear that I asked you to come here?" Ying Tian raised his voice, his eyes were cold.

Yan Le pursed his lips, stopped talking, stood up and walked over.

Ying Tian served Yan Le a bowl of rice, put it in front of him, and ordered: "Finish."

Yan Li didn't know what Yingtian wanted to do, he seemed to be finding fault on purpose, he had already eaten dinner, but Yingtian's aura was too terrifying, he had no choice but to pick up the rice and put it in his mouth, he didn't know that he ate it into his stomach What is in it.

From the beginning to the end, Ying Tian just stretched out his chopsticks to pick up food for him, without eating anything.