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Tang Ling went directly to Yan Le's crew after taking the photos.

"There will be a banquet in two days, which will be attended by some big directors. Then I will take you to meet with them. Let's talk about it. Maybe I can get you a good role."

Yan Ling ate the fruit platter brought by Tang Ling, and nodded in agreement while reading the script. Tang Ling went to discuss with the director, and arranged Yan Ling's role in the day after tomorrow, which happened to be a free day. The director and Tang Ling knew each other well. , readily agreed.

Three days later, at the banquet, Yan Li wore a formal gray suit. He didn't wear formal clothes very much, and he was not used to it. Tang Ling took him to meet a few directors and exchanged some pleasantries. Tang Ling could see that Yan Li was not very good. If you like this kind of occasion, let him wander around, and then he will find a few directors to chat about whether there are new roles.

Yan Le casually wandered around the hall, ate some dessert, felt that the air was a little stuffy, so he went to the yard to get some fresh air.

"Yingtian, are you okay? Why is your face so ugly?" Yan Yu worried, "Why don't you sit over there and leave this place to me."

Ying Tian pinched his eyebrows, his vision became clear, and he said weakly: "Well, thank you for your hard work."

"It's okay, what can we say to thank you?" Yan Yu smiled.

Ying Tian smiled faintly, put down his wine glass, and walked out of the hall.

The wind in the yard was very cool, Ying Tian felt a little more comfortable, sitting on the chair beside the fountain, lowered his head and closed his eyes to rest.Suddenly a voice rang in the ear.

"Sir, are you all right?"

Ying Tian was stunned for a moment when he heard this voice, the tone was so familiar, even the accent was exactly the same, he raised his head in disbelief, and Yan Le, who was wearing a gray suit, stood in front of him.

Yan Le was wandering in the yard before, when he suddenly saw a man sitting on a chair in front of him, he looked very uncomfortable, so he went up to ask about it out of concern, unexpectedly the man raised his head, showed a familiar face, and froze for a moment The ground was motionless, all the cells in his body were clamoring for him to leave here and this man, but his feet remained motionless as if rooted.

Ying Tian grabbed Yan Le, stood up, held the back of Yan Le's head and kissed him, Yan Le's dull brain came to his senses when Ying Tian bit the tip of his tongue, and pushed Ying Tian away in horror, as if fleeing for his life Ran.

Ying Tian staggered and sat on the chair, he rubbed his head, no emotion could be seen in his eyes, a bitter smile appeared at the corner of his mouth, and he murmured: "Even hallucinations resist me so much."

Yan Le ran to the bathroom, rushed into a cubicle at random, retched into the toilet, and vomited out all the little dessert that he could eat. Panting, he clutched his chest tightly, the pain was so painful that he was about to suffocate, he took out the medicine bottle from his pocket with trembling hands, poured a few pills into his mouth.

Yan Le never thought that he would meet Ying Tian so suddenly, he was prepared to never have any contact with him again in his life, but fate likes to play jokes, let him meet Ying Tian so unexpectedly, without warning.

Ying Tian drove the car and returned to the villa. The hallucination just now was so real that he saw Yan Le very much now, but Yan Le's face was blurred in his mind, he couldn't think of it no matter what, his head throbbed.

Back at the villa, Ying Tian rubbed his forehead, staggered up the stairs, walked into Yan Le's room, picked up the photo frame on the table, Yan Le in the photo frame was standing by the sea in red flowered pants, and compared scissors Hands, grinning with bared teeth, eyes are gone.

This was taken in Hawaii in the summer before, Ying Tian stared at Yan Le in the photo frame, the panic in his heart gradually dissipated, he stretched out his hand to caress Yan Le's face, as if Yan Le was right in front of him, he rubbed his hand obediently, grin at him.

Ying Tian felt that his condition was serious. Although he often saw Yan Le's hallucinations in the past two years, he had never been able to actually touch him, but today's touch was so real, he kissed that lip, and his heartbeat almost stopped. .

Tang Ling received a call from Yan Li and went to the bathroom to look for him. Seeing that his face was so bad, he hurriedly helped him into the car, and sent him home regardless of the banquet.

"Do you really need to go to the hospital?"

"It's okay." Yan Le smiled weakly, "It's just a little hypoglycemia, just sleep for a while and it will be fine."

Tang Ling cooked some jujube porridge for him, and watched him finish before leaving in peace.

As soon as Tang Ling walked away, the smile on Yan Li's face couldn't be maintained anymore, as if all the strength in his body had been sucked out in an instant, and he was paralyzed on the bed in an instant. Now he was in a mess, those memories hidden deep in his heart It was as if the seal had been lifted, struggling desperately, screaming, wanting to rush out and devour him.

Yan Li was lying on the bed trembling all over, trying to suppress his thoughts, not paying attention to those terrible voices, when the cell phone beside him rang, it was Chen Mo calling.

Yan Le suddenly felt a little at ease, and connected the phone.

"Is Yan Xi asleep?" Chen Mo's voice was very gentle, listening to Yan Li's restless heart gradually calming down.

"Not yet." Yan Li's voice was weak.

"What's wrong with you? Are you feeling unwell?" Chen Mo heard something was wrong and asked worriedly.

Yan Li shook his head, and then realized that Chen Mo couldn't see it, and said, "It's okay, it's just a little hypoglycemia, I drank some porridge just now, and it's much better now."

"That's good." Chen Mo breathed a sigh of relief, "What do you want to eat? I'll go to the set to see you tomorrow, and I'll take it with me when I'm ready."

"Whatever, I'm not picky, as long as there's meat." Yan Li's mood was completely calm now, he was lying on his back, staring at the exquisitely carved lantern.

"That's fine, I'll let you eat enough tomorrow, then I won't bother you, take a good rest."

Yan Le opened his mouth. In fact, he didn't want to hang up the phone, just chatting casually like this, but he didn't say anything in the end, hummed in a low voice, and hung up the phone.

The next day, Chen Mo came to the set at noon and brought a thermos with delicious food inside.

Tang Ling squatted aside, gnawed on the chicken leg, spat out the chicken bones, and praised: "You are such a good friend!"

Chen Mo smiled and said, "Thank you for the compliment."

Yan Li drank two mouthfuls of chicken soup, looked at Chen Mo sincerely, and said, "Thank you."

Chen Mo smiled slightly, "It's okay, aren't we friends?"

Tang Ling raised his hand and said excitedly: "I, I, I! I want to be friends with you too!"

Ying Tian came out of the elevator, a female employee ran past him holding a pile of documents, because she ran too fast, the documents were scattered all over the floor, the female employee turned pale when she saw Ying Tian, ​​and hurriedly nodded and bowed.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, Mr. Ying, I really didn't mean it, I will definitely pay attention next time!"

"It's okay, just pay attention next time." After Ying Tian finished speaking, he glanced at the documents on the floor. At the top was the introduction information of the company's celebrities, and the column for the photo was a familiar face. With a few strands of broken hair scattered, she pursed her lips and stared at the camera.

Ying Tian was stunned for a moment, he closed his eyes, squeezed his brows, and when he opened them again, Yan Li's face in the photo stood there motionless. Fill in the word Yan Xi.

"Is this a newcomer to our company?"

The female employee froze for a moment, then nodded quickly: "Yes, the movie "Godberry" that I starred in recently is very popular!"

"Godberry" is a movie made by Yu Liji, which means that the little boy Yu Liji said he would introduce to him that day is Yan Li.Ying Tian's face was uncertain, so he turned around and walked to the office at a faster pace, rummaged in the drawer, and took out a box of CDs, which was given to him by Yu Liji, but Ying Tian never had time to read them.

Ying Tian's heart has been hanging high since the beginning of the movie when the music started.

"That was the first time I met love. Until now, I can still remember the feeling at that time. I often return to that age in my dreams. It is as sweet as a wolfberry but also bitter. I can do anything for love." An old man The voice sounded slowly, the camera turned from the blue sky to the green forest, and then slowly zoomed in, aiming at the medlars floating in the wind on the roadside, at this moment a white hand appeared in the camera, and skillfully picked it off. Ripe medlars, the camera follows the hand to the youthful face.

"Gouba, I'm going to school in the city this year!" Lin Hai's loud boyish voice sounded, his slender eyes narrowed, and he smiled happily, "I don't know what people in the city look like, do you think I should take them with me?" Give them goji berries as a gift?"

"Bullshit!" The one called Gouwa was a dark-skinned boy with a straw in his mouth, poohed it, and said disdainfully, "Forget it, people in the city will definitely look down on you as a countryman! Lycium barbarum, what I drink is top-quality red wine!"

"How do you know that people don't drink tea made from goji berries? I think it's delicious!" Lin Hai was a little unhappy, pouted his mouth slightly, and glared at Gouwa.

"You don't know that, do you? I saw it on TV!" Gouwa said triumphantly, "Don't be convinced, everyone in the city is holding a glass of red wine in their hands, holding A beautiful woman, that taste ~ tsk tsk tsk, it's so beautiful!"

Lin Hai glanced at Gouwa in disgust, "Vulgar!" He ran home with a small basket of wolfberries on his back.

As soon as the camera turned, Lin Hai was sitting on the carriage, with a sack of rice and a large bag of cotton shoes and cotton clothes behind him. The whole village stood at the entrance of the village, copying their pockets and watching him leave. Lin Hai's old mother kept holding him The hand repeatedly urged.

"When you get there, you have to study hard. Don't be reluctant to spend money. If you need to write a letter, I'll ask your dad to send it to you!"

Lin Hai's eyes were hot, and he choked up and said, "I will, don't worry!"

Later, Lin Hai fell in love with Li Qing, the head teacher who took care of him all the time, a man ten years older than him. This taboo love sprouted in Lin Hai's young heart and branched out until it grew into a towering tree.

……

The ending of the movie is tragic. The relationship between the two was exposed by people who were jealous of Li Qing. Li Qing was imprisoned for molesting students, and Lin Hai was also rejected by all universities. He found a place to live quietly. Waiting for Li Qing to come out, who knows that two years later, news came from the prison that Li Qing died of illness. Lin Hai was picking goji berries on the mountain at that time, and Gou Wa ran over panting and shouting.

"Haizi! Li Qing, he's dead!"

There was a stream between the two of them, Lin Hai picked the goji berries with trembling hands, put them in the basket, and said with a smile, "What nonsense are you talking about?"

Gou Wa wiped away his tears, choked up and said, "It's true, I didn't lie to you, the corpse is still warm."

Lin Haichao took a step back, took a deep breath, staggered forward, stepped into the creek that didn't reach his calf, ran faster and faster, tears fell one by one, he threw away the back basket, and went madly towards the Running in the direction of the prison, the camera slowly rises and turns to the stream, where the scattered goji berries in the clear water are bright red, like the color of blood.

"Many times I dreamed that I saw him sitting on a chair, drinking the wolfberry tea I made, but when I woke up, I found myself alone in the room, and the cup of tea on the table was gone. It's hot."

A cup of tea appeared in the picture, and an old hand appeared in the camera. He picked up the teacup, and the camera followed the hand and turned to the face of a gray-haired old man. He closed his eyes, raised his head and drank the cup. Cold wolfberry tea.