daddy is shit

That night when Ying Tian was sent to England, Yan Le had been standing outside the ward, Ying Hong didn't allow anyone to let him in, until Ying Tian was pushed out, Yan Le didn't see Ying Tian, ​​he rushed over emotionally.

"Stop him!" Ying Hong yelled.

Several bodyguards in black rushed up and held Yan Le down. Yan Le was pinned firmly to the wall, unable to move.He just watched Yingtian pass by him like this, Yan Le's eyes were red, his voice was trembling, and he called out Yingtian's name in a choked up voice.

"God!"

Ying Tian, ​​who was lying on the stroller, suddenly moved his hand, and then slid off his body. The ring on his ring finger fell to the ground like this, making a crisp sound.

It wasn't until the car disappeared that the bodyguard in black let go of Yan Le. Yan Le ran over, picked up the ring on the ground, and put it on his chest. Tears fell without warning.

In England, Ying Tian suddenly woke up when he was being pushed into the operating room, Ying Hong grabbed Ying Tian's hand excitedly, "Son will be fine!"

Ying Tian smiled lightly, his eyes swept over the people who came up, including Wang Zhi, Li Yu, Li Qian and Wang Yiyun, but only Yan Li was missing. Li Yu understood Ying Tian's meaning and quickly said: "Yan Li Le can’t come because of something, he is waiting for you to come back in China.”

Ying Tian nodded his head slightly, and put his eyes on Ying Hong again, and said in a weak voice, "Dad, don't make things difficult for Yan Le."

Ying Hong was stunned, his eyes were red, he didn't expect his son to remember Yan Li at this time, at this time the doctor began to urge, Ying Tian grabbed Ying Hong's sleeve with the remaining strength, and looked at him pleadingly.

Ying Hong closed his eyes, his lips trembled, and said in a low voice, "I promise you."

Ying Tian let go of his hand, closed his eyes, and was pushed into the operating room.

Yan Le sat in the room of the villa, staring in a daze at the photo of him and Ying Tian in the photo frame. This was the only photo Tang Jun asked them to take together. He never noticed it. Ying Tian stayed by his side all the time. He closed his eyes. , the picture of Ying Tian telling him that he likes it, the man's unnatural expression and slightly red ears appeared in his mind, why didn't he notice it at that time?

Yan Le's eyes were wet, and he was lying on the cold bed with the photo frame in his arms. The layout of the room was exactly the same as before he left. The small things were placed according to his own habits, and he hadn't noticed these details during this time.

When Tang Jun called, Yan Li had just finished packing his luggage and was about to leave City A. He turned on the phone to contact Li Yu and learn about the results of Ying Tian's operation. Li Yu said everything was going well, but he didn't know when he would wake up. After waking up, he will be treated here for a year before he can come back. At the end of the phone call, Li Yu asked him a question.

"Do you want to come and see him?"

Yan Li pondered for a few seconds and said: "Just know that he is fine. During this period of time, I want to go to some places, let myself be quiet, and complete some things I wanted to do before."

"It's good that you can have this kind of thought, because I have been at your stage, and it's a good way to think alone. Can I ask a question?"

"Well, you said."

"Are you coming back?"

Yan Li knew that Li Yu was talking about returning to Yingtian's side, he raised his eyes, looked at the gray sky outside the window, and said firmly, "Yes, I love him, I will come back."

Yan Li came back to his senses, Tang Jun's excited voice was next to his ear, "Why are you planning to quit the entertainment industry? Don't you know that this is the turning point of your career! As long as the movie between you and Li Wuyan is broadcast, you will be able to It's a big hit, not a little red, but a big red!"

"Thank you," Yan Le said in a flat tone, not moved by what Tang Jun said, "but I want to relax myself during this time."

Tang Jun paused, then sighed, "Have you thought it through?"

"Ah."

Tang Jun is not an embarrassing person, he also regards Yan Le as a friend, what happened during this period really hit Yan Le very hard, "Then you have to remember to keep talking on the phone all the time, I don't want to be on TV for a while I saw the news about your decapitation on the Internet."

Yan Le smiled. He knew that this was Tang Jun's unique way of expressing his concern. With a smile, his eyes were hot and his throat was choked up. It took him a long time to say a hoarse sentence, "Thank you."

Yan Li went to the cemetery to collect the woman's ashes, then bought a train ticket back, took the train for four days and four nights, and then spent money on a tractor in the county town. After bumping for an hour and a half, he finally arrived at Qixing Village.

A narrow mountain road bends and spreads forward, and at the end is Qixing Village at the foot of the mountain. It is summer now, the leaves are lush, and the yellow land is covered with green weeds.Yan Le had heard women describe Qixing Village countless times, but he never expected it to be so beautiful. As Yan Le walked into the village step by step, an inexplicable sense of familiarity and belonging came to his heart.

Uncle Li entertained Yan Le. He smiled and told her the funny story of a woman being chased by a dog when she was a child. Yan Le smiled and listened to Uncle Li talking about things he didn't know. A naughty and stubborn woman appeared in his mind. Yan Le knew that a woman Yingtian's death had nothing to do with Yingtian, but he was unwilling to accept the reality at the time, and pushed all his mistakes on Yingtian like a coward. He was very cowardly. The love he once said could not withstand any blows. Li Yu was right. , any trouble can make him give up this relationship.

Uncle Li organized a funeral for the woman. Many villagers with strange faces gathered in the yard of Uncle Li's house, drinking and chatting. The next morning, the sky was bright and it was still drizzling. Yan Li went up the mountain with the woman's ashes in his hands. Uncle Li said that the custom of burial here is called going up the mountain, because people here have been sleeping on that mountain for generations.

When burying the soil, Uncle Li, who had been smiling all the time, cried. He wiped away his tears and said, "It's okay, it's a good thing I came back at last."

Yan Le's heart throbbed like a needle prick. He raised his eyes and saw the Seven Star Lake in front of him. Surrounded by lotus leaves, the lotus flowers were blooming vigorously there. The red ones were delicate and the green ones were gorgeous.

That is the Seven Star Lake that women often mention. In summer, the lotus is in full bloom and the lotus leaves are in full bloom, which is very beautiful.

"It's really beautiful, Mom." Yan Le whispered.

After staying in Qixing Village for three days, Yan Le set out to leave. Uncle Li reluctantly brought him a lot of souvenirs and repeatedly asked him to be careful outside and remember to come back. Yan Le nodded with moist eyes.

Two months later, Yan Le came to Japan. He went to the Song residence where he used to live. In his heart, he always felt that Yu Xiaoxiao was not dead. This thought was like a seed, which germinated in his heart and made him Decided to come and make sure.

The branches of the cherry blossoms on both sides of the road are bare, and Yan Le still remembers the scene of cherry blossoms on the trees when he left. A year has passed so quickly, time is like gray clouds and white dogs, always slipping away inadvertently.

"Yaya, stop for me!"

Suddenly a familiar voice sounded behind him, Yan Li didn't dare to turn around, his eyes were flushed, and he was trembling all over, he was afraid that this was a hallucination, and there would be nothing when he turned around.

"Little Mom, look at that person in front! Does it look like Brother Yan?"

"What nonsense are you talking about..." Yu Xiaoxiao was stunned, the rest of the words were blown away in the wind, he saw the man turn around, looking at him with red eyes.

"Yan Li..." Yu Xiaoxiao didn't expect to see Yan Li here, his eyes were red, and he walked over.

Yan Le's strength for so many days collapsed the moment he saw Yu Xiaoxiao, Yu Xiaoxiao hugged Yan Le with distress, Yan Li sobbed suppressedly at first, then the crying became louder and louder, and finally burst into tears, as if to Vent all the grievances and anxiety of so many days.

He wanted to talk to Yu Xiaoxiao about Yingtian's illness, about the lotus in Qixing Village, about his quitting the entertainment circle, and about a lot, but all of them turned into tears, rushing out.

Yan Li cried for four hours, until it was dark, and then gradually calmed down. He and Yu Xiaoxiao sat in Yu Xiaoxiao's room.

"Look at you, is it ashamed to cry when you're an adult?" Yu Xiaoxiao was also crying, not much better.

"I hurt Yingtian," Yan Le said hoarsely, and the tears that had just stopped flowing out again, "I didn't intend to do that, I just wanted to make him suffer, but that kind of thing happened, that man cheated I, but, this is indeed what I caused, I caused him to become like this..."

Seeing Yan Li who blamed herself like this, Yu Xiaoxiao felt very distressed, "It's not your fault."

"It's all my fault." Yan Li covered his face, his voice choked.

"Yes, it's all your fault, so what are you going to do? Just run away like this?"

Yan Li was stunned, raised his head, his eyes were red and swollen, he shook his head, "I will not run away, even if he beats me and scolds me, I will stay by his side."

"Yeah, you've thought it through, so what are you still struggling with? Since you like him, don't be afraid of getting hurt. If you're cheap, you're cheap. This is your love. No one has the right to blame you. If you make mistakes, make up for it. The world There is no one in the world who has not made mistakes." Yu Xiaoxiao looked into Yan Li's eyes and said.

Yan Li suddenly felt relieved, yes, even if Ying Tian didn't forgive him, he still wanted him to forgive himself, and tried his best to make Ying Tian fall in love with him again. Anyway, it's not a day or two for him to be cheap.

"What happened after you jumped into the sea?"

"You are lucky, you were rescued by a fisherman," Yu Xiaoxiao grinned, "Because I have been recovering from my injuries and there are policemen hiding in China, I haven't contacted you."

Yan Le stared deeply at Yu Xiaoxiao, and after a few seconds, he said, "It's good to see you."

"Well," Yu Xiaoxiao's eyes were hot, "Me too."

"Xiaoxiao, which guest is here?" Song Yan's voice sounded from outside the door.

Yu Xiaoxiao quickly got up and opened the door, "Yan Le is here!"

"Why are your eyes red?" Song Yan reached out to caress Yu Xiaoxiao's eyes.

"Hello, Brother Song." Yan Li stood up quickly, and when he walked to the door, he saw Song Yan sitting in a wheelchair. He paused, "This is..."

Song Yan nodded his head slightly, bent his lips and said with a smile: "It's nothing, it's just a broken leg."