daddy is shit

This day is New Year's Eve, Chen Mo finished his night shift at seven o'clock in the morning, and the holiday starts now, but for him it is no different from the past, anyway, from the past until now, he is alone, and firecrackers are fired from time to time in the street No sound, Chen Mo didn't drive, and walked slowly on the empty street. The doors of the shops on both sides were closed tightly, leaving festive red lanterns hanging in front of the doors, swaying in the wind.

Yan Yu's call came at this time.

"Where are you?" Yan Yu's voice was low and hoarse, as if he was suppressing something.

In fact, Chen Mo is very conflicted. The person he most wants to see at this time is Yan Yu, but at the same time, the person he least wants to see is also Yan Yu.

"I asked where you are!" Yan Yu said impatiently.

"Just got off work, go back right away." Chen Mo said lightly.

"I'm outside your house now, hurry up."

"Didn't I give you a spare key?"

"Where do I know where I put it? Don't say anything, come back soon!" Yan Yu hung up the phone after finishing speaking. In fact, the key was in his pocket, but he didn't want to open the door.

Chen Mo came back in about half an hour. His chest heaved slightly, and he seemed to be running over. He took a breath and walked over. Yan Yu sat on the ground and raised his head when he heard his footsteps. Suddenly, Yan Yu's complexion was ugly, his eye sockets were swollen, and the words Chen Mo had prepared along the way disappeared at this moment, and he couldn't utter a single word, leaving only the exhausted Yan Yu in his eyes.

"Open the door." Yan Yu got up from the ground, smelling of alcohol.

Chen Mo frowned slightly, stretched out his hand and pulled Yan Yu's arm, Yan Yu subconsciously stepped back, avoiding Chen Mo's hand, Chen Mo paused, his eyes dimmed a bit, withdrew his hand, and took out the key , and open the door.

After Yan Yu came in, he wobbled and took two steps, then sat on the sofa, smiled and looked at Chen Mo who was standing at the door, and said, "Is there any wine left? Let's have a drink together. It's just Chinese New Year. Neither of us has family members. Let's have a drink together." How nice~”

Chen Mo hung his coat on the hanger, and said in a low voice, "You can't drink any more."

Yan Yu's eyebrows and eyes were originally smiling, but after hearing Chen Mo's words, the smile disappeared, "Why? Are you looking down on me! You all like Yan Li, what's wrong with him? OK!"

Chen Mo knew that Yan Yu was drunk, so he poured a cup of hot water and handed it to him, and said lightly, "You drank too much."

"I'm not drunk!" Yan Yu pushed Chen Mo's hand away, the cup fell to the ground, and it shattered into pieces of glass all over the floor with a "crash", Yan Yu stared at Chen Mo with red eyes, "Tell me honestly, are you Also fell in love with Yan Le?"

Chen Mo pursed his lips, looked deeply, paused for a few seconds and said, "No."

"Don't lie to me, I know you all like him, I, Yan Yu, am just a vague existence, just a piece of rubbish, I'm too self-righteous..." Yan Yu said, tears falling down, almost Years ago in a foreign country, so many things happened, he never cried like this, but last night, Ying Tian could defeat all his pretense with just one question, he felt very sad, he worked so hard for so long, carefully To maintain a relationship, but Ying Tian, ​​for the sake of Yan Li, can doubt him and even send someone to investigate him behind his back.

Yan Yu knew that Ying Tian would know everything he did sooner or later, he was very scared, very scared, even if he and Ying Tian had always been good brothers, he didn't want the two of them to become strangers.

"The person I like is really not Yan Li, you have to trust me." Chen Mo squatted down, put his hands on Yan Yu's shoulders, and said softly.

Yan Yu raised his eyes, his voice choked up, "Then who is the person you like?"

"It's you." When Chen Mo said these words, it seemed as if he had spit out the depression that had accumulated in his chest for a long time, and he relaxed a lot at once. Well, this place does not belong to the two of us."

Yan Yu still had tears in his eyes. His brain is in a mess right now. Under the influence of alcohol, he couldn't listen to Chen Mo's words. He pushed Chen Mo away and said coldly: "If you really like me, you Just help me make Yan Le disappear from this world."

Yan Yu's tone is very calm, and now he feels that his brain is also very calm, yes, only by letting Yan Li disappear, can he be with Ying Tian, ​​Yan Yu wiped away the tears on his face with his sleeve, and looked at Chen Chen coldly. Mo, "Can you help me?"

Chen Mo suddenly felt that the Yan Yu in front of him seemed to be a different person, not the Yan Yu he knew. He shook his head, was about to stand up, and said, "Yan Yu, calm down, this is against the law."

Yan Yu suddenly raised his foot and kicked Chen Mo on the shoulder with such force that Chen Mo bumped into the coffee table when he tilted his body. His eyes turned black and he let out a muffled groan.

Yan Yu squatted beside Chen Mo, and said in a low voice: "Don't worry, I don't want to do anything, as long as Yan Le disappears from this world."

"You, you don't want to, you did something wrong, Yan Yu..." Chen Mo reached out and grabbed Yan Yu's trousers. He guessed that he had hurt his bones and couldn't use his strength for a while.

Yan Yu kicked Chen Mo's hand away, went to the kitchen, took out a rope, walked slowly to Chen Mo's side, tied him up, and said, "Don't be nervous, don't you like me? It has nothing to do with you."

Chen Mo struggled, "He's my friend, Yan Yu, you're drinking too much now, that's why you have such absurd thoughts."

"I'm not drunk! I'm very sober now!" Yan Yu's eyes flashed fiercely for a few seconds, and then he bent his lips and smiled, "Look, didn't you say you like me? Why are you still protecting me now?" Are you talking about Yan Yu? All of you are talking about Yan Yu as a fool!"

"Yan Yu!" Chen Mo raised his voice, "You will regret it!"

Yan Yu took a ball of cloth and stuffed it into Chen Mo's mouth, his eyes began to turn red, and the tears that had just stopped flowed out again, "I don't know if I will regret it, I only know that if Yingtian knows what I did Things will definitely cut off contact with me, I will not let such a thing happen, as long as Yan Li disappears, it will be fine."

Chen Mo looked at Yan Yu with sad eyes. It was wrong for him to choose Yan Yu to come back. He thought it was for his own good, but in the end it would only drive him into a desperate situation.

Yan Yu closed his eyes, gritted his teeth, and punched Chen Mo hard in the stomach. Chen Mo collapsed on Yan Yu's body as soon as his eyes darkened. Yan Yu hugged the unconscious Chen Mo, bowed his head and kissed his hair, choked up and said :"sorry."

Yan Le was already prepared that Ying Tian would not accompany him during the Chinese New Year, but when he woke up and found himself alone, he felt a little disappointed. He casually put on a coat, and went into the kitchen to cook a pot for himself. Boiling water, when the water was sizzling in the pot, the mobile phone in the living room rang, and he hurried out.

It was a text message from Chen Mo, the content was: Can we have a meal together at noon?There is only one person in the family during Chinese New Year, so I feel quite deserted.

Yan Le raised his eyes and looked around, indeed, the room was very deserted when he was alone.Ying Tian must celebrate the New Year with his parents, and it is impossible to celebrate the New Year with him, an outsider. Thinking of this, Yan Li became depressed. He suddenly felt that Chen Mo was the same kind of person as himself. Staying alone in the huge room, deserted, miserable.

Although Chen Mo expressed other meanings to himself a few days ago, he still took good care of himself before, and still regarded him as a friend in Yan Le's heart.

"Okay, I'll go later." Yan Le replied the text message after thinking for a few minutes.

"Well, I'll wait for you." Chen Mo's message was replied very quickly, Yan Li only thought that Chen Mo had been waiting for his reply, and for a moment felt that he was a bit of a villain in struggling for so long just now.

Yan Li soon arrived at Chen Mo's residence. He knocked on the door and waited for a few seconds before he heard a rustling sound coming from the door, and then the door opened.

"Happy New Year." Yan Li bent his lips, and when he saw the person standing in the door, his smile disappeared immediately, "Why are you?"

"Aren't you welcome? I'm the one who celebrates Chinese New Year, and of course I want to celebrate Chinese New Year with you~" Yan Yu narrowed his eyes and laughed.

Yan Yu's smile made Yan Li feel cold, and he took a step back. Just when he was about to leave, he suddenly felt a pain in his head and fainted. In his last sight, Yan Yu was holding a stick in his hand, smiling looking at him.

"Since you plan to get married, you have to be responsible to each other, especially you, Ying Tian, ​​did you hear that?" Ying Hong raised his voice seriously.

Ying Tian has been looking down at the phone just now, he was called by Ying's father early in the morning and asked him to take Zhao Yan home for a reunion dinner, and he has not spared time to contact Yan Li until now.

"I heard it." Ying Tian immediately put the phone back into his pocket and raised his head.

Ying's mother patted Ying's father on the back of his hand, and said: "Why are you so cruel to your child when the Chinese New Year is born?"

Zhao Yan hugged Xia Xia and didn't say a word, she just focused on picking up food for the child, Ying Tian glanced at her lightly, and said, "Dad, we are all adults, we all know what you said."

"If only I knew, I don't need to worry about it."

Ying Tian knew what his father meant, but he could only bow his head and respond with silence.

Yan Le woke up in the darkness, his whole body was sore, he found that his eyes were covered with a layer of black cloth, and he could only see the light and shadow outside through a small gap.

"Yan Li, are you awake?" Chen Mo deliberately lowered his voice. He is now lying in his study with Yan Li, and the two are far away.

Yan Li recognized Chen Mo's voice, and quickly said: "Chen Mo, are you here too? What happened? Help me untie the rope!"

"Be quiet, he's sleeping outside." Chen Mo whispered, "I can't move for the time being, you move to my side, I will try to untie your rope."

Although Yan Li didn't know what happened, he chose to trust Chen Mo, followed the direction of the voice, and moved there bit by bit, making no sound in the middle, for fear of waking Yan Yu up.

Chen Mo untied the black cloth from Yan Le's eyes with his mouth, and the light shone on his eyes. Yan Li squinted his eyes subconsciously. When he opened his eyes, he saw the haggard Chen Mo's heart tightening, and said nervously: "He What's wrong with you?"

"It's okay." Chen Mo smiled wryly, "He's just drunk. He should be fine when he wakes up. I'll untie the rope for you first. Don't call the police after you run out, okay? Give me face."