daddy is shit

"This is?" Chen Mo stared at the little girl in Yan Yu's arms. Nan Nan had been suffering from a cold and had a fever. The doctor suggested hanging two bottles of water to get better soon.

Yan Yu raised his eyes, Chen Mo was wearing a white coat, with a gentle and gentle look, he bent his lips and smiled, "Didn't I mention it to you, my child?"

"Oh, I really don't look like you." Chen Mo couldn't see any fluctuations on his face.

Yan Yu felt bored, the corners of his mouth drooped, he glanced at Nan Nan, and said: "It's Zhao Yan's child, Ying Tian entrusted me to take care of it."

Chen Mo sat at the side, and finished hanging with half a bottle of water left, "What? He threw the child to you and went to have fun by himself?"

"Don't speak so harshly," Yan Yu said with cold eyes, "Do you think he looks like you?"

Chen Mo chuckled, his eyes behind the lenses were bottomless, "That's right, of course Mr. Ying is not like me, he is a high-ranking big shot."

Listening to Chen Mo's eccentric tone, Yan Yu felt irritated, and gave him a hard look, "It's good that you know."

In front of Yan Yu, any words that insult Ying Tian are forbidden words, but Chen Mo likes to step into this thunder pool again and again, provoking him and then retreating. Yan Yu can't understand Chen Mo's mind, but he knows one thing Don't let your guard down on this person.

"Tell me, what do you want me to do with this girl?" Chen Mo smiled, since Yan Yu called him to come over, it is absolutely impossible to just chatter, he must be asking for something.

"Help me find a free house and hire a full-time nanny." Yan Yu said coldly.

"Okay," Chen Mo agreed without hesitation, "Then what do you plan to exchange?"

Yan Yu gritted his teeth, Chen Mo's hand touched his inner thigh at some point, making him feel nauseous, "I'll go to your place tonight, take your hand away before that."

Chen Mo smiled, "You're so strange, you didn't care who I was when you wanted to do it? Now I'm putting on an aloof look."

"I just don't want others to see it. If they misunderstand that we have that kind of relationship, then I will be sick for a long time." Yan Yu said coldly.

Chen Mo paused, his eyes behind the glasses couldn't see any emotion, "Ying Tian won't like you looking like this."

Chen Mo's words hit Yan Yu's sore spot, and he said angrily, "That's none of your business!"

Li Qian carried a water bottle and wandered around after fetching water. Wang Zhi was in Li Yu's ward, and he was not in a hurry to go back so early, so he just walked around. The figure, he was curious, so he came closer.

It was Chen Mo and Yan Yu, how could they be in the hospital?Only then did he see the little girl in Yan Yu's arms, and he was even more surprised. When did Yan Yu have such a big girl?Just when his brain was in a mess, his cell phone rang untimely. He didn't know why, so he hurriedly hid behind the pillar and hung up the phone. In fact, he knew Yan Yu, Chen Mo, and there was nothing wrong with them being together. , but Li Qian subconsciously felt that there was something wrong, like modifying a wrong sentence. At first glance, the four options were all right, but people who read too many questions would have an intuition to see which ones were wrong at a glance.

Before Li Qian finished tangling, the phone rang again, and he was angry, who doesn't have eyes?Did you call and didn't see anything wrong with him? !

Li Qian pressed the answer button and walked outside the door, "Who is it? The teacher won't answer questions after get off work."

"Does the teacher accept tutoring? If it's paid, how about a physical promise?" Yu Liji's provocative voice came from the phone.

Li Qian blushed suddenly, almost dropped the water bottle on the ground, and stammered: "You, don't talk nonsense!"

This Yu Liji always speaks rudely, saying some obscene jokes that he didn't know where he heard, which made him blush and wish he could throw his phone on his face.

"When will you come back, little teacher? Do you want me to pick you up?"

"Don't call me that, I'll drive back by myself later, I don't need you to pick me up." During Li Qian's repeated resistance, Yu Liji finally changed Xiao Qian's address to "Little Teacher". Look more ashamed, okay? !But Li Qian was afraid that Yu Liji would change to another name, so he reluctantly acquiesced, but every time he heard it, he would blush and feel very ashamed.

"Okay, then I'll wait for the little teacher to help with homework~"

"roll!"

Li Qian opened the door, and Wang Zhi was standing beside him, looking pitiful, like a trained wolf dog, while the dog's owner, Li Yu, sat on the hospital bed with a cold face, ignoring him.

Li Qian coughed and stepped forward, "What's wrong? Didn't you feel fine just now?"

"I feed him apples but he won't eat them." Wang Zhi said aggrievedly.

Embarrassed, Li Qian smiled, walked to Li Yu's bedside and said, "Li Yu, don't be like this, Wang Zhi is also kind, isn't he? Although the apples are quite cold to peel, they can still be eaten~"

Wang Zhi was upset when he heard that, is this helping him or hurting him?But thinking that Li Yu was still angry, he curled his lips and didn't speak.

It's no wonder that Li Qian said that Wang Zhi, a tall and thick man, hadn't done any fine work in his life, and the apple was peeled with a missing piece in the east and a piece in the west, which looked like an irregular polyhedron.

"I don't want to eat, you let him go." Li Yu said weakly, he turned his face away, not looking at Wang Zhi.

Li Yu's words were like a bomb exploding in Wang Zhi's heart, "Is it interesting for Li Yu to always talk like this? I've been humble enough for the past few days. It's not because I'm afraid you won't think about it. You're better off now. Li Qian chased me away, what do you think I am?!"

Li Qian raised his forehead, can this second idiot get angry when the time comes?There was nothing he could do to save him.

Li Yu looked at Wang Zhi in disbelief, and said with trembling lips, "You sympathize with me? What makes you think you are qualified to sympathize with me? Get out! Get out of here! Get out with your sympathy! I'm not a f*cking rascal !"

Li Yu was trembling with excitement. After he said this, his brain was starved of oxygen, he couldn't catch his breath for a while, and his face was pale as he clutched his chest.

Wang Zhi was frightened, rushed over and hugged Li Yu in his arms, pressed the siren next to him, and said to Li Qian with red eyes, "Go and call the doctor!"

Li Qian thought it was just a quarrel, but Li Yu didn't expect such a big reaction, he also panicked, turned around and rushed out of the ward.

Li Yu was held in Wang Zhi's arms, trembling unceasingly, and repeated a word in a breathy voice, "Get out, get out..."

Wang Zhi slapped himself on the mouth, tears streaming down his face, what a bastard he is, to say such hurtful words!

The doctor rushed into the ward with several nurses and gave first aid to Li Yu. After a few minutes, Li Yu calmed down and returned to normal. Li Qian hurriedly stepped forward and asked the doctor, "Didn't you say you're fine? Why did the situation just now happen?"

"He has inhaled too much gas, and the brain needs time to recover. During this time, you should not be too emotional. You must not stimulate him, or it will not be good to leave sequelae."

"Thank you doctor."

The doctor and nurse left, Wang Zhi stood by the bed and stared blankly at Li Yu, Li Yu closed his eyes, tears flowed down from the corners of his eyes, soaking the pillow towel, Li Qian sighed, and whispered to Wang Zhi: "You still have to go to bed?" Go back first, Li Yu doesn't want to see you for now."

Wang Zhi's eyes were red, his heart hurt like being pricked by a needle, he gave a low "um", took a deep look at Li Yu who was on the bed, turned and left.

"Yan Le..." Ying Tian hugged Yan Le, he hadn't slept well for the past few days, now all the drowsiness swept over him, he couldn't open his eyes, he just wanted to hold Yan Le and have a good sleep.

Yan Le was lying naked in Yingtian's arms, covered with Yingtian's overcoat, he was panting slightly, he hadn't recovered from the aftertaste, he still didn't have a sense of reality, just now he was too crazy Now, since he decided to bid farewell to the past, he gave up the arrogance in his bones, but just now, they came back again, as if the seal was lifted because of the existence of Ying Tian, ​​gushing out from the deepest part of his body, at that moment The trembling that went deep into his bones made him feel terrified, but what made him crave more than the fear was the pleasure that followed.It was a sigh from the depths of the soul.

Yan Le turned his head and glanced at the man beside him. He had already fallen asleep, his brows were tightly frowned, his eyes were black and blue, he thought of Yu Xiaoxiao's words, his heart moved, he reached out his hand to touch Ying Tian's brow, and slowly stroked him. Ping, Ying Tian suddenly opened his eyes, his dark pupils were bottomless, staring straight at him, Yan Li's heart beat suddenly, he wanted to pull his hand away but was stopped, Ying Tian closed his eyes again, Whispered: "That's it, very comfortable."

Yan Li didn't withdraw his hand, he pursed his lips and stared at Ying Tian. After seeing it this way, he realized that he hadn't looked at Ying Tian so carefully for a long time. Thin and serious looking, just like Ying Tian's father, although Yan Li just glanced at him, he was afraid of that old man from the bottom of his heart, Ying Tian estimated that he would become such a staid and silent person in the future, and then give birth to a young and mature boy , Thinking of Yan Li, he laughed, his eyes turned red again halfway through the laugh, yes, no matter how obsessed Ying Tian is with him now, in the end he will marry a wife and have children, and embark on a normal path, while He is nothing more than an obsession that cannot be obtained. After a long time, he will forget it completely.

Suddenly Yan Li felt a chill on his shoulders and touched some cold metal. He looked down and was stunned. He didn't recover for a while. They were two rings, which were tied around Yingtian's neck with a black rope. , the other ring Yan Li had looked for before, but he couldn't find it at all. Unexpectedly, at Yingtian's place, he suddenly panicked. The truth was clearly in front of him, waiting for him to reveal it, but he was timid and wanted to shrink back. .

Yan Le was afraid, afraid that the truth would be too cruel. The wound he had just sutured could no longer withstand any devastation and blows, but he was unwilling not to look at Yan Le. His persistence in the past was like a joke. In the dream, he was tortured sleepless all night.

Let him be brave again, and he can do whatever he wants after seeing it, anyway, he is no longer the incompetent Yan Li he used to be.

Yan Le stretched out his hand, picked up the pair of rings carefully, and turned to the back of the lettering.

Two different capital letters on the two rings come into view, one is Y and the other is L.Yan Le threw away the ring as if being scalded.

Ying Tian was startled, woke up from the dream, opened his eyes, and saw Yan Le staring at him with tears all over his face, his heart twitched, and he hurriedly pulled Yan Le's hand, Yan Le shook off excitedly.

"Don't touch me!" Yan Li reacted very violently, his chest heaving violently.

Ying Tian's heart throbbed with pain, he stretched out his hand to hold Yan Li's hand again, and said in a low voice, "What's wrong?"

"Why?" Yan Li cried and trembled all over, "If this is the case, why did you treat me like that in the first place!"

Ying Tian was shocked, all kinds of feelings rushed into his heart, and there was only one thought in his mind, that was to hold Yan Le in his arms, thinking of this, he did the same, hugging that trembling body tightly, Yan Le It's as if I want to shed all the tears of these years.

He gritted his teeth, trying not to make a sound, Ying Tian's throat was dry, his eyes were dry, he wanted to say sorry, but he opened his mouth and finally said nothing, what's the use of simple sorry?Hurt is hurt, no matter how many reasons are excuses.

"Why? Why did you do that? Do you know that I am also a human being? Have you ever seen me as a human being?" Yan Li's teeth chattered, and he trembled from crying. He didn't do this during the two years when he suffered from depression. After crying, no matter how much pain he suffered, he gritted his teeth and survived, like a body that lost his soul, living a life like a walking corpse, without pain or happiness, as long as he was alive, he didn't care about anything else.

"I hate you!" Yan Le bit Yingtian's shoulder fiercely, tears dripped down his cheeks on the wound, and he saw blood in a short while, but he didn't let go, and bit even harder, as if he was going to bite the piece. The meat was torn off and swallowed.

Ying Tian pursed his lips, sweating on his painful forehead, but he didn't groan, he hugged Yan Li tightly, and let him bite his shoulder, the more painful the wound on his shoulder, the better he felt.

Yan Lisong opened his mouth, the wound on Ying Tian's shoulder was bright red and conspicuous, the blood soaked the white shirt, that piece of red was bright, Ying Tian never moved, pursed his lips, staring at him deeply.Yan Le caught a glimpse of the white hairs on Ying Tian's temples, and suddenly his heart softened. Can he trust Ying Tian this time?Just this time, let him commit the last scumbag, regardless of the past and the consequences, as long as the two of them are together is enough.

Yan Le grabbed the wound on Ying Tian's shoulder with one hand, and stirred the wound with his fingers, Ying Tian's face turned pale from the pain, and he still pursed his lips and remained motionless.

"Does it hurt?"

"It hurts." Ying Tian's voice was cold, like his people, he was always calm, nothing could break this peace, and Yan Le was the one who wanted to break this peace, even though he had failed in the past , but he couldn't help but try again.

"Remember, what you gave me hurts more than this."

Yan Le grabbed Ying Tian's collar and kissed it, showing his sharp and hard teeth, biting those cold thin lips.

Ying Tian maintained this posture, motionless.He didn't dare to move, he was afraid that this was a dream, just like the countless dreams he had in the past two years, he would eventually wake up, and the bleeding wound on his shoulder, the pain in his mouth, and the coldness falling on his face They are reminding him that this is reality, not a dream.