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"What do you need toilet paper for?" Lin Xiaomo asked directly to avoid embarrassment.

"Did you see the pens used by the other students next to you?" The teacher pointed patiently.

Lin Xiaomo nodded.

"That's called wiping pens, but beginners can't use wiping pens well, use toilet paper to wipe..."

After Lin Xiaomo learned the truth, he almost cried stupidly, with a face full of shame.

The paintings in his imagination are very delicate and unrestrained, as long as he waved his hand casually, a shocking painting would appear on the paper.

Later, the teacher told him that the first step is to draw lines.

Lin Xiaomo learned from the teacher that there are many types of lines, which are basic skills and should not be underestimated.

Lin Xiaomo listened to it verbally, but he didn't think so in his heart, wasn't it just a line?A piece of cake!

After a short practice, I think I am quite satisfied.

A teaching assistant came over and saw Lin Xiaomo standing motionless against the drawing board, so he glanced at him immediately, "Are you a freshman?"

Lin Xiaomo was a little dazed, but when he realized that he was talking about himself, he nodded quickly, "Well, yes, I just came here."

"Get up." He said.

Lin Xiaomo didn't know what was going on, but he still winked and stood up without too much hesitation.

The teaching assistant is a very young man. It was only later that Lin Xiaomo found out that he was a former student of the studio, and now he goes to school at xx.

In less than 30 seconds, the assistant got up and left without saying a word.

At this time, Lin Xiaomo raised his eyes to look at his drawing board, and beside the lines he drew were drawn by the assistant teacher, it was obvious that there was a stark contrast.

For the first time, Lin Xiaomo knew what it means to be full of ideals and skinny in reality.

My own level is still far behind.

In the following days, Lin Xiaomo continued to practice hard.

I learned later than others. If I didn't study hard, I would definitely not pass the exam.

You don't need talent to study art, but you must have talent if you want to get high scores. If you don't have talent and want to reach a certain height, you have to go through countless trainings.

“What you strive for may be what others were born with.”

Although this sentence is very hurtful, it has to be admitted that the fact is like this.

Everyone wants to be a genius in the eyes of everyone, flashing a dazzling halo of light, but they are hit again and again...

We can't be the protagonists in the eyes of others, but we can completely be our own controllers.

After learning the lines, Lin Xiaomo began to draw geometric figures, still lifes, plaster figures...

At the same time, he also began to practice sketching hard every night.

When others began to paint with paint, Lin Xiaomo was still practicing still life.

The progress of the main force is obviously far behind.

Seeing that more than half of the art training time had passed, Lin Xiaomo barely caught up with the progress.

There are many students in the studio, and the seats are arranged in a row every week. They are evaluated according to the level of painting.

Lin Xiaomo's starting point is the last row, so his daily life is to rush forward all the way.

The art training is over, and the provincial art examination is ushered in.

Lin Xiaomo did well in the exam.

In the last six months, Lin Xiaomo returned to school to take cultural lessons again.

At this moment, Lin Xiaomo heard that Ding Hao had completed the withdrawal procedures, and no one could contact him.

He suddenly appeared and suddenly disappeared... as if he never existed.

After reaching the second model in the third year of high school, Lin Xiaomo still struggled in the culture class, and his grades were not very satisfactory.

It is still difficult to get into Changhai University.

Those who work hard will not have bad luck.

Lin Xiaomo performed exceptionally well in the college entrance examination. After scoring, he is almost certain that he will pass.

Without the slightest hesitation, Lin Xiaomo's volunteer only filled in the first column, Changhai University.

The result is a successful admission.

……

Ding Hao thought that his leaving without saying goodbye would be a kind of relief for Lin Xiaomo.

Ding Hao once asked Lin Xiaomo which university he wanted to go to, and his answer was very definite, it was Changhai University.

At that time, Ding Hao knew that he would never have the chance to see Lin Xiaomo again.

His father had already decided to send him to study abroad, and he had to change his nationality, and he had no right to refuse.

Ding Hao didn't tell Lin Xiaomo about this matter, but chose to keep it a secret, because he didn't want to make himself too sad.

Ding Hao's memory drifted back to his junior high school days.

The school knows that he is a bully, and his notoriety spreads far and wide.

But only he knew that everything he did was to get rid of the control of his family.

He has never done anything harmful to nature, and some inexplicable gossip and heinous framing happened from time to time, but Ding Hao would not explain it.

The only one who felt guilty was Lin Xiaomo.

He bullied Lin Xiaomo for a long time, and he was delayed for a year because of this.

Later, when he learned that Lin Xiaomo had come to No. [-] Middle School, Ding Hao also transferred to another school.

He never dared to ask Lin Xiaomo if he would forgive himself, and he couldn't forgive himself.

Lin Xiaomo's insistence on going his own way had a great impact on Lin Xiaomo.

Ding Hao drew himself into a prison and imprisoned him forever.

Knowing that Lin Xiaomo went to art, Ding Hao undoubtedly wanted to follow him, but it was obviously unrealistic.

He thought he could wait until Lin Xiaomo came back, but in the end he didn't.

His father's words completely shattered his hopes.

Ding Hao went abroad and left the city.

Before leaving, he wrote a letter of apology, addressed to Lin Xiaomo.

Unfortunately, it can no longer be sent out.