My nemesis begged me after my death

Too caught off guard.

If it was a normal step-by-step process, when Xie Guici noticed the signs, he would have figured out how to deal with it and the words of rejection, so that everyone could end their confusion decently.

But Xue Zhaowei didn't play his cards according to common sense.

Xie Guici was caught off guard, before he even felt the signs of "admiration" in Xue Zhaowei's mouth, he was poured over by all the "admiration", which made him unconscious.

He even began to think that he had hallucinations and auditory hallucinations, otherwise, why would Mr. Cangxue, who has always been honest with him, say such absurd words?

Maybe Xue Zhaowei was taken away?Shaking his head to get this thought out of his mind, who has the ability to play tricks on Xue Zhaowei?Could it be Xue Zhaowei's brain is broken?

His expression became extremely strange for a moment, Xue Zhaowei looked at the changes in the expression on his face, and could probably guess what he was thinking.

Xie Guici didn't have those memories of the past, and Xue Zhaowei who said these words suddenly, in his eyes, might not be much better than a lunatic.

But how can you restrain yourself if you regain what you lost?

He has waited for too long and suppressed it for too long, now tell him that the moonlight on the edge of the sky that he has never been able to reach has already quietly fallen into his palm.

How can we not hurry up.

Xue Zhao said in a low voice, "I don't mean to be joking, I really admire you."

When this word came out of Xue Zhaowei's mouth, there was an inexplicable sense of tenderness and piety.

Xie Guici hesitated for a moment, because his words were shaken.

This is a rare situation, at least it is very rare to happen to Xie Guici.Reason told him that what Xue Zhaowei said was groundless, but there was a voice deep in his heart saying to him, Xue Zhaowei would not lie to you.

——No matter how the world changes, Xue Zhaowei will always be the same.

He deserves to be trusted.

The thought just flashed by, Xie Guici immediately smiled.

"I didn't know Mr. Cangxue liked to make such jokes."

Understatement, to expose Xue Zhaowei's intentions - at the same time, he avoided Xue Zhaowei's sight.

"It's not a joke." Xue Zhaowei looked at him seriously, and repeated in a low voice, "It's not a joke."

But this is much more serious than a joke, Xie Guici would rather it was a joke.His long and slender eyelashes fluttered like butterfly wings, and when they trembled, they seemed to caress the eyelids, and they opened immediately.

"Then why does Mr. Cangxue like me?"

He seems calm and has an ordinary posture, but the slightly curled fingertips under the wide brocade sleeves indicate that he is not completely indifferent.

Heyuejun, a young man in Jiangdeng year, attracted countless young admirers, and it was not that no one had expressed their feelings to him enthusiastically, but he had always laughed it off, and had never been so restless as he is today.

He exhaled lightly.

Xue Zhao looked at him steadily: "...we have met before."

It's just that you forgot.

Hearing this, Xie Guici blinked his eyes in surprise, and suddenly realized the turbulent waves hidden behind Xue Zhaowei's words - what he had seen before was definitely not the nameless Xie Guici on Duyue Mountain, but the crane The Year of the Moon and River Lantern.

This meant that Xue Zhaowei already knew the truth, and the only thing worth discussing was how much he knew.

The curled fingertips moved, and then let go. Xie Guici suppressed the uneasiness and horror in his heart. No matter how Xue Zhaowei found out, the matter had already happened, but the anxiety of suddenly revealing his identity still made him ignore what Xue Zhaowei said. The secret voice was used to transmit these words.

Xie Guici raised his eyes: "So that's the case. But I don't remember it." There was a very light smile on his lips, "But I shouldn't be very familiar with Mr. Zangxue before, right?"

"..."

He managed to get Xue Zhaowei away in anger, and it can't be said that he was angry. It can only be said that Xue Zhaowei sensed his intention to escape and chose to indulge.

If Xie Guici wanted to treat this incident as if it never happened, Xue Zhaowei would follow his wishes and bury his thoughts as if everything today had never happened.

It's a pity that Xie Guici couldn't calmly leave Xue Zhaowei behind. Once the emotional waves were stirred up, it was not so easy to restore calm.

So much so that he was a little irritable for no reason.

Xie Guici couldn't tell where this emotion came from. It was not difficult for him to calmly reject a relationship. He shouldn't have let the situation between him and Xue Zhaowei end in embarrassment—but he just didn't use those superb and clever words .

The phoenix smiled meaningfully, the flame-like red phoenix pattern bloomed from the end of her eyes all the way, and the golden streamer shone, reflecting layers of streamer in her eyes.

"So you're annoyed at rejecting Mr. Cangxue?"

"…It's not like this."

"You are tempted by him." Fenghuang said firmly.

"No." Xie Guici drooped his eyelashes, his hair like a crow's feathers scattered a little, half covered his eyes, and said in an understated voice, "...I just think that the fact that Xue Zhaowei likes me is a bit embarrassing. Surprised. I used to suspect that he had any grudge against me. "

Fenghuang rubbed his chin and guessed: "Maybe it's because of chaos at first and abandonment at the end, from love to hatred."

"...I won't."

Fenghuang believed in his guess, and said to Xie Guici meaningfully: "Since you lost a memory, how do you know what you did in that memory? Maybe you really liked him."

"If—" Xie Guici's voice was very soft, "I loved him before, even if I have forgotten it, when he appears again, I will remember my feelings again."

"But you didn't? So you think you didn't like him before, maybe you didn't even know him at all?" Fenghuang, who had lived for tens of thousands of years, easily saw through her naive thoughts at this moment, showing a condescending subtle smile: " Do you know what it means to like?"

"If you didn't like him, you wouldn't be standing here thinking about these things at this moment."

Fenghuang spoke to him softly, but each word carried an unavoidable force, which made it impossible for him to avoid it.

... What his master said was not wrong.

Xie Guici had to admit this.

Xue Zhaowei is not dispensable in his heart, because he cares enough, so he thinks too much.

Xie Guici gave a wry smile, rubbed the center of his brows, and after hesitating for a long time, he finally revealed the deepest worry in his heart: "But is He Yuejun Jiang Dengnian the one he likes and admires, or the useless Xie Guici on Duyue Mountain?"

"Isn't it all you?" Fenghuang raised his eyebrows.

"It's different." Xie Guici sighed in a low voice.

Everyone in the world loves Heyuejun Jiangdengnian, but no one knows Xie Guici.

Do they love Jiang Dengnian's fame, or Xie Guici?Xie Guici could not explore other people's plans, but he could not ignore Xue Zhaowei's opinion.

Fenghuang obviously didn't understand where his worry came from, "Then you can just ask him."

"Is there anything I can't say clearly?" Fenghuang snorted, "He likes you, and you like him too. Since that's the case, what is the danger?"

Xie Guici turned his face away, tightened his fingers resting on the railing, his expression was a little inexplicable, and he didn't speak.

He really has the worry of being inhuman - in case, if he really loved Xue Zhaowei, but he can't remember the past with the other party.

Wouldn't it be unfair to both of them?

After a long time, he answered in a low voice: "I will ask him." Some things must be explained clearly.

Fenghuang didn't bother to pay attention to his thoughts. Although she had heard that human beings were prone to many hesitation when facing relationships, such as whether they could stay together for a lifetime or not, she still didn't feel that these should be the factors that hindered them from finding a partner.

She waved her hand, "If you think about it, go and talk to him."

Fenghuang walked easily, but it was far from easy for Xie Guici to unravel the wonderful relationship between him and Xue Zhaowei.Fortunately, Xie Guici adjusted his mentality after a while, and treated Xue Zhaowei with the same attitude as before.

He told the other party frankly: "I'm sorry that I can't give you any answer now. I have forgotten a lot of things in the past, so I don't know exactly what the relationship between you and me was like in the past."

Xie Guici understood that the other party already knew his identity, so he didn't intend to hide it on purpose, so he directly made the conversation clear.

Xie Guici thought for a while and then told him: "I didn't mean to hate you, but if I liked someone else before and forgot to be with you, wouldn't it be bad? How about giving you an answer?"

The reason he gave was hard to find fault with, but it was also very polite, as if deliberately delineating the boundaries between Chuhe and Han.Xue Zhaowei gave a deep "hmm", as if he agreed with his words.

Xie Guici breathed a sigh of relief in his heart, but he hadn't actually figured out what was going on in his heart.Xue Zhaowei caught him off guard before, and he found that the memory he had lost might be quite important, which made it difficult for Xie Guici to make up his mind.

He used to think that even if he forgot everything about his past, it would not affect his decision.It was not until today that Xie Guici discovered that he was not calm and indifferent to everything.

Fortunately, Xue Zhaowei didn't push too hard.Xie Guici still had time to think about it.

——In fact, he didn't know that no matter what reason he gave or what request he made, Xue Zhaowei would agree without hesitation.

Mr. Zangxue's bottom line, in front of him, has always been retreating again and again.