My baby tamer can't be the leader

Although I didn't find Pandora there, I didn't get nothing in the end.

One of the participants inadvertently said that there is a very famous local collector, but the other party is not short of money, and he doesn't sell his collection much... If it's just like this, it's fine, but this person The name of Dazai and the objects that Dazai told me to focus on besides the port Mafia also overlapped at the same time, so I left a little more attention.

I don’t know why Dazai Osamu, who was too lazy to talk to me before, suddenly changed his attitude, and lazily added, “Recently, a batch has flowed from overseas...it should be from Europe? Most of them were taken down by him, But he is following a formal procedure, and the port Mafia will not intervene in normal transactions in this regard."

"Hey? Don't you?" I asked subconsciously.

After all, according to what Dazai said, the jurisdiction of the port Mafia... But that's right, you can't use his experience to judge the world of the main storyline.

Osamu Dazai paused as he folded his hands in front of him, looked at me with eyes like amber stones, and spread his hands with a half-smile, "Boss Mori is thinking about it, but, won't the Supernatural Secret Service Division ignore it?"

But to be honest, his attitude changed a little too quickly, right? !It's completely changed from "Because of the leader's order, I have to talk to me" to even offering to send me back to the hotel!You must know that I am already ready to find an excuse to rub someone else's car... After all, as far as I know, no matter who Dazai is, he is not the type who will wrong himself because of a little favor.

Because of this, even if he just left me here, I can understand it, and I understand it completely... After all, that kind of embarrassing incident happened just now!

So, he shouldn't have heard it?

Same as when he came, Osamu Dazai kept looking at Yokohama outside the window with cold eyes.

It's just that this time he talked a little more, and briefly introduced to me the situation of other similar 'middlemen' besides those who were present just now.

I compared the information he said with what Dazai told me earlier, trying to determine the specific progress of the current plot, but unfortunately, the information does not match the timeline very well, and at most it can only be sketched Just for reference.

"It's really strange how much you know about the Mafia port, miss?" I turned my head instinctively, and through the reflection of the car window, I was caught off guard by the autumn leaf-colored eyes.

He didn't mean to look away, but propped his chin with one hand in a rather puzzling manner, "I seem to understand some details, but I don't know anything about other places? No, to be precise, Is it 'only those who should know'? There is no need for those outside the organization to know...is that so?"

I always felt that the tone he used when he said this was a little strange... But I couldn't figure out why it was so strange for a while. ? ?ah? ?

How did the matter develop to this point? Could it be that he is sympathizing with me for my bitter obsession with him? ?this……

As if seeing my confusion, Osamu Dazai simply turned his head and looked at me, a flash of disgust that was not aimed at me flashed across his deep eyes, his light-colored lips opened and closed slightly, and his voice was so soft that it was almost He said to himself, "What an inferior guy..."

He didn't give me time to react, and asked bluntly, "Even if you know it's not feasible, do you still have to keep looking? Maybe it would be better for you if you can't find it?"

"……why?"

"Do you want to live a life of being controlled all your life?" he asked, "Although I know some people may not mind... But you are not that type, are you?"

I was really stunned for a moment, and then I realized that Osamu Dazai was talking about Dazai who was waiting for me in another world... Wait, how did he know, Zaike biology is too unscientific point? !

But Dazai never said about this situation, can I tell him in this world?

That would be when I asked Dazai that since he was so worried about his other self, what should he do if the other party asked me if I came from another world, or asked about the situation on our side, he was just indifferent He hooked his lips, "Can you answer the former directly? For the latter...he won't."

"Why so sure?"

"Ah, because of the rebellious psychology...and, at that time, 'I' couldn't figure it out by myself?" Dazai said with a little sarcasm, "Don't worry, I'll let him stay away from you of."

"What if?" I asked casually.

Dazai's eyes suddenly darkened, and after a short silence, he smiled softly with an expression that made me feel hairy all over, "In that case, there is no other way..."

After a pause, he added lightly, "If he really asked, you can answer whatever you want? Anyway, the result is the same... Don't worry, I will clear all obstacles for you."

Just, this answer is really subtle!What exactly is that 'other way'? !Why do I feel that it must not be a serious way? !

After all, if it is serious, there is no reason for Dazai not to reveal a word to me!

"He won't do that?" I tentatively replied with a little luck.

"How can you be sure?" Osamu Dazai crossed his legs and said softly, "Or, it doesn't matter if you cover your ears and steal your bell."

Because apart from a few things that poke Dazai's nerves, he doesn't seem to care about anything else?The cat said it was difficult to raise, it was indeed difficult to raise, but it said it was easy to raise, but it was surprisingly easy to raise...

He has almost no material requirements, and all he wants is to leave him a large enough habitat in the spiritual space, so that he can hide himself enough, so that he doesn't have to wander alone in the gap between people's hearts.

"Because I know." I sighed. "He's not like that."

Osamu Dazai fell silent, turned his head coldly, stared out of the window, and kept silent.

I don’t know why, but I always feel that in his heart, I may have been reduced to the active role of the love brain who has been cheated around... Although there is no big problem, I usually don’t bother to explain this kind of unnecessary problem .

But for the sake of Dazai's reputation, I think I have to explain to my cat, otherwise he will be injured if he lays down for no reason!

"In fact, I wanted to come here, and he didn't want me to do that?"

"Ah." He said lazily, "A usual trick."

I can't talk to this guy at all!

As if he noticed my speechlessness, Osamu Dazai asked suddenly, "Since you are so sure, what about the ring?"

"..."

This, to be honest, I didn't even think about it... The main reason is that since he took off the vest, both of us have been overwhelmed with things, and I just memorized the materials until I was in the dark - no, we are not engaged at all, are we? !Why have a ring? !

What the hell is this guy thinking about? ?

"Well, there is no engagement." I replied under pressure.

As a result, just as I finished speaking, it came again, with that kind of incomprehensible eyes with a bit of hatred!

I was almost annoyed by him too, "Please don't doubt my lover casually, you have never experienced—"

It was only when I noticed his widening eyes that I realized my slip of the tongue... And, that, although it sounds strange, he was kind of reminding me, right?Uh uh, the kindness of Zaike creatures is usually quite strange.

"Sorry, I was too aggressive." I said frankly, "It is true that he may not be that perfect, but he is definitely not that bad...Since you are all, to some extent, the same person, I miss you You should be able to understand my point of view, please don't underestimate yourself... On this point, it doesn't matter which one it is."

Osamu Dazai looked at me with eyes that gradually turned into puzzlement and confusion as if looking at an alien creature, "...do you really know what you are talking about?"

"Although Japanese is indeed not my mother tongue, at least this meaning is not wrong." Now the person who regained his leisurely demeanor was replaced by me, "At least in this regard, please be more confident."

I thought for a while, and then added, "Believe it or not, Mr. Dazai is one of the most self-reliant people I've ever met. This quality really... shines at all times."

After being stunned for a moment, he turned his head almost instantly, and the force was so great that I almost doubted whether his cervical spine could bear such a force.

...Ah, I forgot about Osamu Dazai's character of that incomparable Sakura girl again!Did I say that too directly? ?

But I really can't help but brag about my cat's strong intentions!Especially since he has been doubting himself so much... Damn it, the cat owner's desire to boast about his cat is not so easy to suppress!I'm already very restrained!

After a long while, Osamu Dazai, who had his back turned to me, spoke again, with a nonchalant tone, "That's just... a half-knowledgeable speech, right? He didn't show you what he did at all?"

"Ah, I know."

He laughed softly, clasped his pale fingertips on the window frame, and his knuckles turned white with force, "Is there a difference between knowing and witnessing with your own eyes? In this case, you should also have some understanding of the way Mafia handles traitors at the port Bar?"

Dazai Osamu didn't mean to stop and wait for my answer, he looked straight at me, his originally bright eyes were like dead leaves at the moment, the life was covered up, only the silence of decay was left, so empty that it was so depressing Shocking degree.

"Then, do you want to take a look?" He said in an uncompromising tone, "You...haven't seen blood before? Ah, maybe it's just a glimpse? That's not considered seeing—wailing, begging, pain , longing, nostalgia... the lack of a little bit is not considered to have witnessed the real 'death'."

"If you want to say such big things to me, it would be too superficial if you can't even do this?" He raised the corners of his lips without a smile, "There is no need to argue, since you can know the existence of that thing, then It means that 'Osamu Dazai' must have experienced the deepest darkness... As far as my past is concerned, it is impossible for people who don't go to the other side to know its existence."

As if standing at the end of a certain boundary, I suddenly realized that I might be standing on some kind of intersection—the road in front of me only diverged into two branches, one leading to an unknown distance, The other is to part ways and lead to the doomed path of sorrow.

...Yes, if I refuse, the relationship between me and Dazai will inevitably be covered with a layer of haze from the past.

Human beings are such contradictory creatures... When there is no condition to know the whole picture of the incident, and only a half-knowledge is available, you can laugh it off, but if you hesitate to refuse the opportunity once you have such an opportunity, there will inevitably be a gap.

Maybe some people can use other methods to make up for this kind of mistake, but Dazai can't do it, or in other words, for the existence of 'Dazai Osamu', it can't be done.

There is such a kind of pessimism in his nature. Once there is a gap, he will stop because he foresees the possibility of expanding the gap, and will not get closer... Sensitive and suspicious, he can completely ignore others and go his own way , but will shrink back and tremble because of a little doubt or hurt from someone who cares.

I was silent for a moment, lowered my eyes, and smiled, "Why do you ask me? From the moment you made this proposal, you should know... I can't refuse you."

Seeing that Osamu Dazai, who said that kind of words with malice, showed a bewildered expression in turn, I forcibly suppressed the idea of ​​touching the top of his hair, and said softly, "There is no need to put yourself Being different is a flaw...to me, that's what makes you unique."

"Since I choose to accept him, of course I will try my best to accept all of him. There is no doubt about it."