My baby tamer can't be the leader

The pure black cat crawled into my arms along the hem of my clothes after blowing its fur, and was still meowing, looking terribly wronged, and rubbing its head against my chest desperately. The palm of your hand, even if I'm a little slower, you still have to glance at me with accusing eyes...

Uh, clingy? !How can there be such a clingy cat? !

I managed to calm it down temporarily, and watched it get so angry that its tail turned straight, and it swept my cheeks from time to time, rubbing my hair... But what can I do, not just forgive it.

After swiping the room card and opening the door, it jumped out of my arms and squatted on the side of the coffee table. After I put down the bag, it opened my bag with its front paws. A button-shaped thing came out inside, and then it was crunched and spit out.

Me: ...God damn it again, do Osamu Dazai all over the world like this stuff? ?

After reaching out and rubbing the cat, it suddenly became quiet again, looked at me with big clear eyes, turned over, exposing its belly, and was twisted again and again by the small box on its back.

I couldn't see it, and raised my hand to untie the strap on its back, but it gently pushed it away with the pad of flesh.

How should I put it, that is, it's very strange, I don't know where there is such a little strangeness that cannot be expressed.

Before I frowned and figured out why, the mobile phone, which had slipped half a corner out of the bag due to the cat's movement, suddenly rang.

"...?" I hesitated and stretched out my hand to open the screen of the phone. Looking at the strange number that was not noted on the screen, my heart quickly flashed through the list of people who might call me from my background.

In order to avoid trouble, Dazai designed the background for me to be simple enough, so no one would take the initiative to come to me.

"Hey?"

"Xiao Qi."

The familiar voice rang slowly from the other end of the phone, which made me subconsciously freeze even my breathing.

Dazai of this world?No, he never called me by my name, and this voice...

"Sorry, I... I don't know what to say." He said, "This is a recorded call, so don't answer me. If you are busy, you can hang up at any time."

After these words, there was silence for a long time.

"'I'm sorry, I have to leave you alone to face such an unknown world', this sentence has actually been wanted to say to you in person, but it seems a little difficult for me, in fact, even with In this form, I..."

Dazai chuckled almost self-deprecatingly on the other end of the phone, "Actually, I didn't like to hear people apologize to me before? Because my subordinates almost only tell me with a nervous face after they screwed up. These words, although I barely realized later that 'manpower is sometimes exhausted', I really still couldn't understand it."

"I didn't expect that I didn't understand this truth until this moment." He paused, fell into a moment of silence, and then continued after a while, "Actually, I have thought about what I want to tell you, whether it is a suggestion or something else, Even though I know you don't need it—maybe I'm just selfishly trying to leave a little more trace in your life."

"I've been telling you some horrific stories to scare you... I'm sorry, I was just too worried. Now, let me add something that I think is worth remembering?" Dazai continued in a low voice.

Then he stumbled, as if he had never said similar words, and slowly told me about the fireworks of the festival that he had seen in the building of Mafia in the port, and slipped out to stroll around when others were not paying attention. The temple fair, and the amusement park that he only glanced at from a distance when he was on a mission.

In the end, he was silent for a long time, so long that I almost thought his recording was over, and now he was just idling.

However, I suddenly didn't want to hang up this call, so I put it on the speakerphone and put it next to me. I took out the information in my hand and began to think about what to do next. Then I heard the last message .

"Even if it's a world apart, across a time beyond my reach, I still love you."

"...Huh, so it seems that the word 'love' is not so difficult to use? I will tell you the rest next time."

... Breaking the defense, I broke the defense directly.

If I hadn't been so sure I was just out looking for a gem and I could go back if I found it, I'd be fucking thinking I'd never go back and he was telling me his last words...why make me so sad !It's not life and death!

But... It's been a really long time, at least half an hour has passed between this sentence and the previous one, as if he wasn't going to let me hear it at all.

If it wasn't for my sudden reluctance, according to my previous habit of answering the phone, I would have hung up to do other things when this episode was played.

Especially when the phone call was automatically cut off after this segment was played, and it even seemed to be a little bit of a runaway...

How to put it, this is too much like explaining the funeral to me, right? !That what, is to give a message or a gift to the lover who is left alone in the world every quarter, hoping to support her through the remaining spring, summer, autumn and winter... This sense of déjà vu? !

Forget it, I won't complain about him at this time.

...How could it be possible to bear it?Please give me enough time for youth pain literature!

I sighed tiredly, the feeling of being touched was intertwined with the speechless feeling brought by reason, which made me experience the "middle-aged men's choice between family and work and the Game' such a painful alternative...

As for why it is a middle-aged man, it is mainly because from an emotional point of view, I think Dazai is more like a wife, right? ?Although I also want to show some tenderness, the problem is that I feel that I can't even play the sensitivity and suspicion of Sakura girl...especially the kind after divorce...well, it's still more like a widow, I said Sure enough, it is indeed me.

I thought about it, and seriously said to the cat who was sitting upright and staring at me with those opal-like clear eyes, "Dating makes people stupid, this sentence is indeed true."

……

When Osamu Dazai just heard the familiar voice in the headset, he jumped up from the sofa with a whoosh, changed his original lazy demeanor, and his whole body tensed up, as if he had encountered a small animal that was a natural enemy. He pursed his light-colored lips hard, and his iris-colored eyes were filled with 'what is this? ? ','This is impossible? ? ' A kind of shock emotion.

This made Zhong Yuanzhong, who was shocked by his sudden movement just now, also bewildered for a moment, he hesitated, "You—"

As a result, as soon as he uttered the syllable of the first word, Osamu Dazai turned his head, didn't even give him half a look, and rushed out of the lounge as if he had seen a ghost.

He didn't even have the heart to make a few sarcasm about Chuya Nakahara, who was obviously scared by him and was a little dazed. He just barely maintained his expressionless face, walked straight into his office, locked the door behind him, and leaned against the cold Above the solid wood door frame, there is a rare emptiness in the mind.

At the moment when the first bug was destroyed, he was still casually checking the information in his hand, thinking that he would probably return in vain this time.

After all, the other party has already checked the bug in the hidden corner of the handbag, so it makes no sense to miss the one he casually put on the outside of her coat.

Although Osamu Dazai seldom made similar redundant actions, he always did whatever he wanted, but he suddenly felt that he could try to put a second one, so he added it... Of course, putting such an obvious position may be considered provocative?That's really great, it's easier for people to show their true purpose when they are provoked?

But what did he hear now?

Is it ridicule from the other party?Was it the other way around trying to piss him off?

No, this can't be a poor imitation, even after two conversions of electronic signals, he can still hear that it is completely his own language habits.

Words, sentence breaks, endings...

The more he wanted to prove the falsification, the more he fell into an indistinguishable daze, what the hell, how could he say such a thing?Even to Oda Tsukuru, he couldn't imagine himself stuttering and saying so-so words that made him sick to the point of goosebumps just listening to them.

what are you doing...

Osamu Dazai's fingertips clenched the earphones once, and his slender knuckles were so hard that the knuckles turned white, even when he exhaled, he trembled unconsciously.

But after all, he didn't completely leave the device far away, but just moved a little distance away, listening to the sound coming from the earphone intermittently.

The words from the earphones stopped for a moment, or a few minutes later, there was a slight sound of cloth rubbing caused by the other party's movements.

"I want to hear him say that a little bit?" A female voice sounded as clear as a stream, and she chuckled, "But...it must be very difficult."

She didn't continue to speak, but there was a distinct feeling of loss in the ending, and it was also full of nostalgia without any falsehood.

Osamu Dazai didn't even notice that his own heartbeat accelerated uncontrollably—this was almost a completely impossible thing for him. look.

……How can this be?How could such a thing happen...

Dazai Osamu's pupils shrank suddenly after hearing the words from the other end of the phone ringing again, and a guess that he had deliberately avoided since the beginning of the phone call instantly occupied all his thoughts.

The young man, who had never experienced such violent emotional fluctuations, leaned against the door behind him, tightly clutching the skirt in front of him, ignoring that the expensive shirt inside was crumpled by himself. Yes, no longer the aura of the past.

Osamu Dazai wanted to tell Mori Ogai almost immediately that he couldn't complete this task, and he had better hire someone else... However, at such an opportunity, Mori Ogai couldn't let go easily, just thinking about it would make it impossible Preparing to mention it will definitely be denied, and the other party will definitely try to find out why he is unwilling to continue this task.

not to mention……