My baby tamer can't be the leader

"'They were brothers, and after parting ways briefly, soon they'll be embracing each other again'... well, if there's a question, it's 'what's coming.'"

As Dazai unhurriedly uttered his question in a gentle voice, I shivered slightly for no reason... In a trance, I always felt that there was an unspeakable malice overflowing from between the lines of these short words.

As if he noticed my movement, Dazai, who was kneeling beside me, stretched out his hand and held my wrist, coaxing me in a childlike tone, "It's nothing scary, the answer doesn't involve horror elements, nor does it involve Mental illness?"

Those kite-colored eyes turned slightly sideways looked at me alternately, and the smile on the smooth lips gradually deepened, "Besides, this is just a half-finished story."

"This is even more terrifying, okay?! Thank you so much for your explanation!" Angrily, I picked up the mosaic cube pillow on the side of the game blanket with one hand and hammered Dazai, "Let go of my hand immediately and leave me Thank you for staying away, you are the one who has been scaring me since just now! Stop now, even if I am scared, I will not hug you and cry!"

"Huh?" Dazai uttered a syllable that symbolized doubt with a regretful expression on his face, and then answered me briskly, "But Xiaoqi, you used to lean towards me when you were scared?"

I was speechless for a while, but this is a normal reaction, right?No matter who is by my side at that time, I will stick to each other... Just like that time in the art museum, I was very close to Miyazaki Yuna...

But as expected, forget it, I always feel that I am cheating her by citing her in this situation... Although my reason tells me that Dazai will not even be jealous of girls... But the problem is that he just saw me on the first floor The expressions when posting with friends are not very friendly!

Anyway, I'm not so heartless!

"Ahem, back to the topic!" I took the mosaic pillow back from Dazai's arms, and held it for a while, thinking about it, "Does your so-called 'happening halfway' have something to do with time? The current time point is a special time?"

He turned his head slightly, as if casting a glance at the side that was killing the script, "Yes, yes and no."

In situational reasoning, yes or no means half right and half wrong... But the question is how can this 'special time point' be half right and half wrong? ?

"How many hours will this be going on? A few days? Or longer?"

"Neither." Dazai glanced at the time displayed on the phone screen, "Well, it's only half an hour at most."

I suddenly had a bad premonition, "Wait a minute, isn't this what is happening in reality?"

"Yes, that's true." He answered me with a smile, "However, let's take it as an extra reminder. If you know the whole picture, Xiaoqi, you should also want it to continue to happen."

"...This matter has something to do with the brothers who you just told me upstairs?"

"Yes."

"That's why you left suddenly before?"

"Yes."

"Are you saying I would want this to go ahead... Is it based on my values? Or morals?"

"It is not."

I fell into a moment of contemplation... how to put it, the amount of information is too little!But it unexpectedly added elements of reality, which is completely different from the normal turtle soup!This information has been raised directly from situational reasoning to a comprehensive analysis of the case at the three-dimensional level, right? ?

... Wait, case? ?

"Well, I mean... no one has been... killed, right?" I lowered my voice with a bit of pressure, and even laughed at myself twice after I finished saying this. After adding the sentence 'but how is this possible', Dazai laughed as if he couldn't help it.

He said, "What a sharp question, Xiaoqi."

"Yes."

I was looking forward to the sincere smile on the corner of the other party's lips, and suddenly I was stunned... At this moment, I suddenly realized that there was no trace of gloating in the meandering smile of those delicate eyes staring at me, nor With a tinge of negativity, he's just having fun with 'this is a topic that interests me'...

This is obviously quite a distorted and weird reaction... He neither feels sorry for the life that has passed away, nor does he just say that this is based on me, that is, "from the moral point of view of ordinary people, it is something that should continue to be let go." It's going on' sneer or disdain...

It was a complete disregard, as if a person saw a cocoon chrysalis that failed to transform into a butterfly and died halfway while walking, and casually used it as a conversation piece with a friend...

I couldn't tell what mood I was in at the moment, I just looked at him wordlessly and fell silent.

If it were any other person, I would immediately distance myself from the other person, and consciously reduce contact with the other person... This kind of mentality is too abnormal, as if the lives of other people are not in the eyes of the other person. It's worthless, not even a little bit more mood swings... It's something that will definitely make people feel cold when you think about it.

Although I have always claimed to be an indifferent person... But it is obviously impossible for me to achieve this level, at least I can still empathize.

Dazai seemed to be aware of the meaning of my sudden silence. He lowered his eyes slightly, covering his eyes, and told me softly as if sighing, "Yes, that's the kind of person I am? Although if I try hard It seems that it is not impossible to care a little bit about the life and death of ordinary people... But it seems a bit late now."

"Besides, there's no need for that." He paused, then continued, with the same clear voice as before, "I've already done both what I should do and what I shouldn't do~ After trampling on the rules of the world like this, I hypocritically say that I can abandon all my past and convince myself to embrace the light...Maybe someone can be so shameless? But I still can't do it."

"It doesn't matter if you can't accept it, as long as you continue to use me as a tool—"

I raised my hand and patted Dazai's shoulder, leaned slowly on his shoulder, and said helplessly while he was subconsciously holding his breath, "Then don't show such an expression... Really, it's a pretty set of words It's a set, but what's the matter here with the expression of being scummed by me?! Wait, if you squeeze two more tears, tomorrow I'll be a scumbag, and your stupid rumors will spread all over our school !"

... This expression of loneliness that made me almost cry along with it... It's been a long time since.

And they all grew up together, I'm pretty sure he hasn't done anything really out of the ordinary!There is no such thing as constantly exaggerating one's bad deeds... What kind of eccentricity is this, can it be regarded as a kind of mental problem...

Damn it, I don’t know if I have any friends who know a reliable psychiatrist, and I want to see him again!What's the matter with this kind of operation of sprinting backwards into the game to create something out of nothing? ?

"...Do you really not care?" He asked me little by little, almost word by word, "Maybe this is the last chance? Are you going to push me away while I can still control myself?" ?”

I sighed extremely sadly, "Forget it you, you even want to be jealous of my same-sex friends, you should save such words to coax other unlucky people."

As a result, this pussy cat, who regained his energy immediately after realizing that I had shown my resignation to fate, posted it stickily again, and even made things difficult for me with great interest, "Xiaoqi is too good, how can you say that , where is the bad luck?"

"It's unlucky everywhere...and you are so heavy, don't press me, I'm just a soft and boneless beautiful girl, I can't bear your weight of more than 100 catties!" I pushed Dazai to come over head, "Don't push yourself too hard, you bastard!"

"Hey? Then, if I really cry, will Xiaoqi stay with me because of public opinion?"

"Why don't you say such a horrible thing in such a cheerful tone?! Absolutely not! I will admit quite frankly that I am a scum, as long as I have no morals, I will not be kidnapped! Give up!"

As a result, he even looked at me with longing eyes for a long time, as if he had drunk fake wine. Touching the skin on my wrist, it made my hair stand on end.

"Then, can I kiss you?" Dazai seduced me with a slightly bewitching tone, "It's just... the face... is that okay?"

I looked at him blankly for a while, and slowly covered my face with the coat on my shoulders, "I have killed fish in RT-Mart for ten years, and my heart is as cold as the knife in my hand, Get away from me!!"