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"Since I became a doctor with great difficulty, why do I have to give up now?" Xiao Indium's muffled thunder sounded firmly in Yin Qianyan's ear.

Xiao Indium used to have his own dream. Before he was 13 years old, he always thought that he would become an excellent painter.Because every time he saw his mother's concentrated expression when playing the piano, he wanted to create the most beautiful oil painting in the world on canvas.

However, when his mother burned all his paintings with her own hands, he knew from then on that his only dream in this life would never come true.Because he didn't have the courage to pick up the paintbrush, and because he never had the chance to see his mother's gentle and quiet smile again.

Although this dream has almost become a delusion that can never be realized for Xiao Indium.But even so, he never thought of giving up for a moment.But Yin Qianyan, since he was so lucky to fulfill his dream, now he smashed them up and discarded them with his own hands.

Seeing the sudden surge of anger on Xiao Indium's face, Yin Qianyan didn't understand what was going on at first, but after thinking about what he said, he probably regarded himself as the kind of vulnerable deserter.He was a little anxious.

"Do you still have me to tell you about the psychiatrist?" Although he considered the consequences of telling the truth, he still decided to confess the truth to Xiao Indium, confessing his deepest fear.Even though he might be underestimated by Xiao Indium, compared to this, he is more unwilling to let Xiao Indium misunderstand

"Actually, I'm not a good doctor, because I once killed a patient." After Yin Qianyan finished speaking, he took a peek at Xiao Indium. Sure enough, after hearing this sentence, the anger on his face was obviously less, replaced by But a little more surprised.

"He died on my operating table. Although everyone told me later that it was just an accident, I really watched a life disappear before my eyes. After that time, every time I picked up Scalpel, I will always think of how that patient died tragically on the operating table. The doctor diagnosed me as having a serious psychological disorder, but even the doctor couldn't help me, so I can no longer operate on others, but tomorrow the hospital is closed. An operation was arranged for me. I know that as a surgeon, surgery is the most basic requirement, but I don't have the courage to stand on the operating table at all. I can't risk the patient's life just because I want to overcome my demons. , there is no other way but to resign."

"Accident? What kind of accident?" Hearing such a sensitive word, Xiao Indium hurriedly asked.

Yin Qianyan thought that he would tell Xiao Indium all about his illness anyway, so there was no need to hide the rest, so he told Xiao Indium the cause and effect of the matter carefully and without reservation.

After carefully listening to every word Yin Qianyan said, Xiao Indium frowned slightly but did not answer. Yin Qianyan thought that he was frightened by what he said, and couldn't help regretting the impulsive confession just now.

Xiao Indium lowered her head, looking at the happiness and blossoms in the bag. The two little guys, one staring at Yin Qianyan and the other at herself, were also silent.

"Is there any place here where you can keep happiness and blossom temporarily?" Xiao Indium suddenly raised his face, and Yin Qianyan was puzzled by his nonsensical words.

"What do you want to do? Could it be that you sent me a cat today? You don't want to raise it anymore?"

"You think beautifully, and I will give you a cat. This cat is mine in the first place, why should I give it to you?" Xiao Indium hugged the backpack tightly to his chest.

"Then you are?"

"I heard that pets are not allowed to be brought into the ward in the hospital, so help me find a place for them to settle down temporarily, and I will come back to pick them up when I get out of the ward"

"You're going to the ward, so you're here to visit a doctor today, I thought you were here to see me." Yin Qianyan wanted to use this expression of sudden realization to cover up his amorous annoyance.

Hearing what Yin Qianyan said, Xiao Indium was at a loss for words for a moment, thinking that he had gone through untold hardships to come to the hospital to find him, but in the end he completely misunderstood his kindness and played the piano to Niu.

"Yes, I'm here to visit the sick, hurry up and find a place." Xiao Indium deliberately bit the word "visit the sick" very hard, but Yin Qianyan wanted to say, "Are you here to visit the sick or to collect debts?"

"There is my dormitory upstairs here. I usually live alone. You can put the cat there first." Yin Qianyan turned and walked towards the corridor, Xiao Indium followed behind with a cold face.

Pushing open the door, Xiao Indium was shocked by a terrifying scene. All kinds of books and classics were scattered on the floor, and the spring, summer, autumn and winter clothes in the closet were discarded in every corner of the room. In the corner, hundreds of "partial close-ups" of bloody organs are plastered on the wall, and there seem to be several actual organs on the table, all kinds of things, as if they came to the real scene of a medical horror movie.

Xiao Indium's eyes were fixed on his feet, and he walked every step with his toes in mind, fearing that a bloody hand would reach out and grab his ankle at some point.In the end, his head accidentally bumped into a pair of pants that Yin Qianyan was hanging on the ceiling lamp, and the two trouser legs were dangling on the roof. At first glance, he thought someone had hanged himself here.

"The room is a bit messy, I haven't had time to tidy it up yet." Yin Qianyan raised his hand and took off his pants, then put them on the chair, raised his legs and strode in, pushing all the quilts on the bed to the foot of the bed , put away a few more books, barely vacated an area, and motioned for Xiao Indium to sit down.

Although Xiao Indium didn't have a cleanliness fetish, he ran as fast as he wanted to, until he was even more stimulated than usual.Faced with such a scene, Yin Qianyan could still say that it was just a bit messy without shame. From this, it can be known that his face is really not thicker than ordinary people.

"I didn't expect the living environment of your doctors to be so harsh."

"It's okay, just get used to it." Yin Qianyan didn't realize at all that Xiao Indium was trying to squeeze him out on purpose.

"Okay, then I'll put the happiness and flowers here first, let's go, you can accompany me to see the patient." Xiao Indium reached out and closed the windows in the room to prevent them from running outside.

Before going upstairs, Xiao Indium was still worried about whether he would cause trouble to Yin Qianyan. He was afraid that Kaixin and Huahua would make trouble in the room. What if they made a mess like the last time they fought at home? No, now it seems that what he needs to worry more about is whether Kaixin and Huahua will get lost in it, and what worries him even more is whether they need psychological counseling after seeing so many bloody scenes.