fail love

After Tao Zhi's split, his height has risen a lot, but he is still not as good as Yan Shu. In addition, Yan Shu has grown a lot taller in recent years, so Tao Zhi is still a lot shorter standing beside him.

The decoration of Hefengju is elegant and elegant, but it shows low-key wealth everywhere. The crystal chandelier in the hall shines on the bright floor, reflecting the blurred figures of two people side by side. Comparing heights, he was frustrated to find that he could be used as a crutch for others.

Tao Zhi wanted to grow taller for a while, because his two elder brothers were both tall and big, but he looked thin and short. In order to grow taller, he drank milk every day, and his body almost smelled of milk. On the day of the school physical examination, Tao Zhi stood on the height meter and was two centimeters shorter.

Tao Zhi stared at his physical examination report, dumbfounded, and since then he has recognized the reality and no longer struggles with his height.

Yan Shu noticed his small movements, held Tao Zhi's wrist back, tilted his head slightly and asked softly, "What are you doing?"

Tao Zhi shook his head lazily, ashamed to say that he was comparing his height with Yan Shu, secretly looked at the top of Yan Shu's head with his eyes, then looked down again, gliding over the deep eyebrows, and landed on the straight nose, Yan Shu said Every line of the face is like a masterpiece carefully carved by God. Tao Zhi never tires of describing the strict description on the paper, but he can't get the point.

The Creator is the highest creator of artworks, Tao Zhi is not.

During the meal, Wang Siyu might have finished playing a few games. He probably got angry after eating, and frantically bombarded Tao Zhi with news. Ye Zi, took out a hand and typed hard on the phone to deal with Wang Siyu.

Yan Shu filled a bowl of soup and handed it to Tao Zhi. Tao Zhiyun did not pick it up, but hurriedly put down his chopsticks, took the soup bowl with both hands and placed it beside his plate.

"Mute your phone and eat well first." Yan Shu said casually, Tao Zhi said "ah", looked at Yan Shu in embarrassment and said, "But it's impolite not to reply to other people's messages."

And it was his fault that let Wang Siyu go.

As soon as Tao Zhi finished speaking, the message notification sounded again, Tao Zhi bowed his head and returned the message without hesitation.

Yan Shu stared at Tao Zhi silently for a while with an unclear expression. Tao Zhi's facial features had completely grown out, and he had gotten rid of his childishness. , fair skin, and the curved nose tip is also very cute. A few years ago, Yan Shu could face Tao Zhi calmly, but since Tao Zhi split up, Yan Shu began to subconsciously avoid looking directly at this face.

He knew what the reason was, so he also had a short period of confused struggle.

Yu Yanlun got a new girlfriend soon after entering university, probably out of some kind of guilt, Yan Shu occasionally tosses and turns and can't sleep at night, Yu Yanlun sometimes receives a sudden call from Yan Shu in the middle of the night, There was a period of frequent fights, and Yu Yanlun was shirtless on the balcony, smoking a cigarette, and couldn't help complaining to Yan Shu: "Please go to a relationship if you have nothing to do, and torture others, don't torture me."

With Yu Yanlun's words, Yan Shu no longer called Yu Yanlun in the middle of the night, but talked with Tao Zhi at a fixed time on Saturday.

Every time Tao Zhi talked a lot to Yan Shu, the voice was a little distorted through the phone, but Yan Shu could still think of Xiaohualanzi lying on the bed with his legs up and talking with a smile, he might be happy when he said it Fang will still keep his eyes closed, and his eyelashes are trembling when he smiles so crookedly.

Due to family reasons, Yan Shu is a person who is slow to receive happiness, but every time he is with Tao Zhi, Yan Shu can clearly and keenly perceive the full sense of happiness in his body.

But recently, Tao Zhi couldn't answer Yan Shu's phone calls in time. When Tao Zhi returned the call, it was usually past ten o'clock. It was already Tao Zhi's usual sleep time, and Tao Zhi was always yawning While trying to chat with Yan Shu, his voice was low and indistinct, and Yan Shu could only say a few words before ending the call.

Obviously, it was Tao Zhi's new friend Wang Siyu who squeezed Yan Shu out of Tao Zhi's time.

In principle, Yan Shu can’t interfere with Tao Zhi’s making friends. It’s a good thing that Tao Zhi can get out of the shadows and take the initiative to make friends, but Yan Shu is selfish and can’t feel sincerely happy about it. His happiness is hypocritical, floating on the surface of lies Above, made a fig leaf for his selfishness.

Yan Shu took Tao Zhi's cell phone silently, Tao Zhi hadn't finished typing a sentence, he raised his head blankly, his eyes still glued to his cell phone, "I haven't finished typing yet."

"I taught you before that you can't look at your phone while eating." Yan Shu muted the phone and put it in his pocket. Tao Zhi saw Yan Shu's expression was a little serious, so he didn't dare to speak. He stuck out his tongue and lowered his head Focus on eating.

After dinner, Yan Shu returned the phone to Tao Zhi. Tao Zhi turned on the phone and began to answer messages with his head down. Yan Shu looked down at the chat interface on Tao Zhi's screen, feeling a sense of irritability in his heart for no reason.

It can't be said that there is no reason, Yan Shu knows the reason, but he can't admit it openly.

When Tao Zhi lowered his head to check his phone for the third time, Yan Shu held a picture album in his hand and stared at Tao Zhi for a particularly long time. When Tao Zhi raised his head and met Yan Shu's eyes, he was startled.

"What are you doing?" Tao Zhi timidly took the album in Yan Shu's hand, patted the book cover lightly, and muttered softly, "I was shocked."

The lighting in the bookstore is soft and warm. Tao Zhi's pupils look clearer because of the light covering a layer of light yellow spots, but this kind of lighting does not make Yan Shu's pupils look softer, they are still cold and hard of.

Because of the high heating, Tao Zhi took off his down jacket and put it on Yan Shu's arm. He squatted under the bookshelf in his school uniform, like a fluffy rabbit, and Yan Shu on the opposite side couldn't get along with this cute little boy no matter what. Thinking of animals, even if his facial features are not sharp, they still give people the feeling of a ferocious predator like a wild wolf.

"Whoever keeps sending you messages doesn't concentrate on choosing books." Yan Shu asked the question knowingly, and Tao Zhi answered honestly, "It's Wang Siyu."

"Is it important to reply to his message?" Yan Shu frowned slightly, "You've been looking at your phone."

It was only then that Tao Zhi realized dully that he seemed to have neglected Yan Shu unintentionally. It took Yan Shu a long time to come back. Quickly admit the mistake: "I didn't mean it, brother, I made a mistake and I stopped looking at my phone."

Yan Shu didn't speak, he didn't seem to intend to talk to Tao Zhi, and focused on the bookshelf next to him.

Tao Zhi hugged his legs and moved a short distance, squatting closer to Yan Shu, put his hands to his mouth, and whispered in Yan Shu's ear: "Brother, brother, brother, you won't Be so stingy."

"Brother, talk to me, I'll be sad if you don't talk to me." Because in the bookstore, Tao Zhi didn't dare to speak loudly, his voice was soft and hoarse, but Yan Shu's earlobe was knocked out by the low voice. Flushed, he glanced at Tao Zhi with a bit of shame, Tao Zhi held the book to cover the lower half of his face, and smiled embarrassedly.

Tao Zhi usually called him "Yan Shu, Yan Shu", and only called him "brother" on special occasions. Tao Zhi was not smart, but Yan Shu saw that he was really smart and knew how to handle people's hearts best.

Yan Shu stood up to leave, Tao Zhi immediately stood up and followed him, and threw himself on his back, "Brother, you promised to buy me a picture book! You can't just keep your word."

Yan Shu jumped a few steps with a huge reaction like a stress. Tao Zhi was frightened by his big reaction and froze in place. Both of them were embarrassed for a moment. The thing, "buy, you pick."

Tao Zhi was not in the mood to pick any more, he casually picked up a few books in his mind, and hurriedly dragged Yan Shu to pay the bill with the books in his hand.

Yan Shu felt sorry for his reaction of jumping away. When Tao Zhi rushed forward, there was a piece of warmth and softness on his back. Yan Shu pushed away almost subconsciously. His intention was not disgust, but a moment of panic. .

He is afraid of exposing his mind.

On the way back, Tao Zhi kept circling the corner of his clothes with his fingers, with a hesitant expression, Yan Shu helped him open the car door, Tao Zhi touched the seat belt for a long time before he unbuckled it, Yan Shu kept quiet waiting for him.

Tao Zhi lowered his head and got out of the carriage, held his schoolbag and summoned up the courage to ask Yan Shu: "Yan Shu, am I so close to you?"

Tao Zhi remembered that Yan Shu had always taught him to pay attention to the distance in junior high school. He would always forget that he had differentiated into an Omega, and Yan Shu was an Alpha, and they needed a distance.

"No." Yan Shu quickly denied, Tao Zhi's expression fell into a momentary confusion, he looked down at his toes, and rubbed them against the sand on the ground, Yan Shu let out a breath slowly, and opened his eyes to Tao Zhi hand, "You can come here and give me a hug now."

Tao Zhi raised his head in shock, and looked at Yan Shu in disbelief. He only hesitated for a few seconds, and then threw himself into Yan Shu's arms excitedly. chest.

Yan Shu's embrace was wide and warm, his arms were also very strong, and there was a pleasant and elegant fragrance of flowers. Tao Zhi smelled it in Yan Shu's arms for a long time, and only when he smelled his little head was dizzy, did he come out of Yan Shu's arms Lift up your face.

Under the light, Tao Zhi's face was faintly red, which made people's heart flutter. Yan Shu's heart became hot, and he lowered his head uncontrollably. Their eyes were locked, but Tao Zhi jumped out of his embrace first, leaving only the embrace full of hugs. The youthful peach fragrance waved to him: "Bye, brother."

Tao Zhi ran to his room in a fit of anger, quickly closed the door, covered his beating heart, lay on the desk, twisted his body and screamed softly, he couldn't help looking down through the window, Yan Shu hadn't Walking, Tao Zhi pinched the curtain, feeling his face flushed inch by inch, until his neck was red.

Also that night, Tao Zhi had a bad dream, and he didn't know if it was a good dream. Subconsciously, he felt that it seemed wrong, because the teacher mentioned this in the physiology class, and some bold and mischievous students in the class Will boo or chuckle softly.

And the worst part of this dream is that the other object is Yan Shu.

As a result, when he saw Yan Shu who came to pick him up to school the next morning, Tao Zhi climbed into Yan Shu's car with a guilty conscience, sat carefully with his legs crossed.

When getting out of the car, Tao Zhi was reluctant to part with Yan Shu. With Yan Shu's initiative yesterday, Tao Zhi became more courageous. He hugged Yan Shu at the school gate and did not let go. He repeatedly asked Yan Shu if he would come to pick him up next week.

After getting Yan Shu's guarantee, Tao Zhi happily tiptoed to kiss Yan Shu's face, but Yan Shu didn't refuse, but was slightly stunned for a moment, Tao Zhi looked at him cautiously with his chin up, Seeing that Yan Shu also lowered his head and kissed him on the cheek, he showed a small smile.

"See you next week, Tao Tao." Yan Shu's voice is low and deep, very different from Tao Zhi's voice. He has passed the voice change period, and his voice sounds mature and magnetic. If Tao Zhi has a tail, it is estimated that his voice is now The tail is almost twisted into a spiral.

Wang Siyu, who happened to see this scene not far away, squinted his eyes fiercely, and the milk in his hand was squeezed hard by him, and the warm milk dripped down the ground along his hands.

The author says:

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