fail love

Tao Zhi's cotton coat was too wide for his figure, and he huddled in Yan Shu's arms, and was set off by Yan Shu's tall figure, making him a little smaller, making him appear very well-behaved.

Tao Zhi's thin chin was buried in the scarf around his neck, and he took the initiative to wrap his arms around Yan Shu's neck, sticking to him very dependently, and after a long time he said dully: "It hurts."

Tao Zhi's skin was already fair, and the bruises from the blows were particularly clear on his face. Although the white gauze covered part of the wound, it could not cover all of it. In addition, Tao Zhi's left cheek was slightly swollen, even After treating the wound, he still looks distressed.

The person concerned has not yet realized the seriousness of the matter, he wholeheartedly enjoys Yan Shu's not-so-warm embrace, even though Yan Shu's body is still chilled by the cold wind outside, he still tries to squeeze himself into this cold embrace inside.

Yan Shu didn't speak, he gritted his back molars silently, his jaw line tensed for a moment and then relaxed quickly, his face was gloomy.

Wang Siyu is not a master who can read people's faces, and Yan Shu's expression has always been like this. He didn't notice the slightest change, and he said to Tao Zhi in a daze: "You deserve it if you hurt."

Tao Zhi grabbed the collar of Yan Shu's coat with his fingers, and his expression became sticky for a moment when he heard Wang Siyu's words. It seemed unbelievable that Wang Siyu would be so cruel, and would sneer at him, an injured person. He moved his mouth and kept shouting: "Damn, Lay eggs, lay eggs on your head!"

Tao Zhi, who had calmed down, suddenly became excited. Yan Shu held down the thumping people, and Tao Zhi's mouth was still whispering softly. Wang Siyu felt that Tao Zhi's current behavior was very amusing. I still want to tease him like teasing a child.

Yan Shu raised his eyes slightly, his dark pupils narrowed slightly, his eyes were not harsh, but clearly showed his master's displeasure.

"Don't irritate him, he needs to be calm." After all, Yan Shu didn't completely vent his emotions, but quickly restrained the leaked emotions. During the whole process, even his pheromones were stable, There is no slight fluctuation.

Yan Shu's face reveals the calmness and maturity of a person who has been in a high position for a long time, calm, introverted, calm, and calm, and even the clothes on his body are ironed until straight. The milk smell is not dry.

In normal times, Wang Siyu's competitive personality would not let him miss such a provocative opportunity, but now he has other more troublesome things and the effect of alcohol, which makes his thinking dull, and it took a long time to catch up. Behind Yan Shu, he called out: "What do you mean?"

Wang Siyu felt aggrieved, he was just joking with Tao Zhi, and Yan Shu even took care of this.

In the past, Wang Siyu thought that Yan Shu had too much control over Tao Zhi's life. If he had a father who controlled Tao Zhi so much, he would have been killed by his mother-in-law, so he couldn't get used to Yan Shu.

Yan Shu didn't talk to Wang Siyu at first, but Wang Siyu followed closely and kept yelling, Yan Shu suddenly stopped and turned to look directly at Wang Siyu.

"This is again." Yan Shu took a step closer to Wang Siyu. Yan Shu was extraordinarily tall, coupled with years of fitness, Wang Siyu was a little shorter in front of him. When Yan Shu approached him straight At that time, feeling full of oppression, Wang Siyu took a step back guiltily, and said stiffly: "What again? I don't understand what you mean."

"The last time was Tao Zhi's third year of high school. At twelve o'clock in the middle of the night, Tao Zhi's family and I were still looking for Tao Zhi who suddenly disappeared. We have already discussed calling the police." The anger was suppressed a little, but it was useless. The anger made his eyes fierce, like a wolf protecting food, "Fortunately, Tao Zhi came back with a full beard. It was you who had a sudden whim to race the motorcycle that day. It just so happens that there is a deskmate next to you who never dared to commit crimes, and you took him away without even thinking about it."

"Then what's the matter? If I don't protect him, what could happen?" Wang Siyu got angry at Yan Shu, thinking that Yan Shu's turning over the old score at this time is really inexplicable, "You keep him like a flower in the greenhouse, so there is something wrong. Does it make sense?"

Tao Zhi lay in Yan Shu's arms in a daze, smelling the obvious scent of white camellia, he twitched his nose and sniffed hard, the smell of pheromone fluctuated violently, floating and sinking like sea waves in the cold winter wind , Tao Zhi heard the sound of arguing in his ears. He has so many voices in his brain now that he can't tell what the two are arguing about, but he can't stop him from whispering: "Don't quarrel, it's not good to quarrel, don't quarrel."

Yan Shu covered Tao Zhi's ears with his hands. Although the cold wind was raging outside, Yan Shu's embrace was safe, which made Tao Zhi's nerves slow down.

"He's not you, he's not you, Wang Siyu!" Yan Shu gritted his teeth emotionally and said to Wang Siyu, the whites of his clear eyes were obviously red bloodshot, "You are a healthy person, your young body is full of energy, and you are still young." If you haven’t suffered from any illness, you can pursue excitement and everything you want in life, but he can’t.”

"It's already very difficult for him to maintain himself up to the standard of a normal person." Yan Shu managed to suppress his anger. He also knew that Wang Siyu had no bad intentions. No one wanted to see what happened today. Arrived, but he is not a saint, it is impossible to have no mood swings at all.

Yan Shu adjusted his messy breathing, and when he spoke again, the emotional ups and downs in his voice were not so great, "Back then, you lied to me that you and Tao Tao had an appointment to go to country D together, and I quit voluntarily."

"But you didn't take good care of him. You went to other places to have fun. I don't know what's the point of you lying to me. Maybe it was because of your childish anger, but you never considered how your decision would affect Tao. Whatever the consequences of ranking, you always think only about yourself."

"Yes, it's just you!" Wang Siyu's face was flushed, Yan Shu kept counting him down so much, he couldn't hold back his face, although he felt guilty in his heart, he still stared at Yanshu, "Counting old accounts is addictive, right?" Right? I'm just not good to him, okay!"

Jian Weisu just walked out a few steps late, but unexpectedly the two of them were at war. She bit the bullet and went up to pull Wang Siyu, but was thrown away by Wang Siyu.

"I'm really convinced, I don't want to be like this, I'm really good to him." Wang Siyu was so excited that the tear glands couldn't stop the tears from leaking out, and he would slip down if he said a word, Wang Siyu felt ashamed, His first love was also in a muddleheaded way. He lived so richly and luxuriously for so many years, but he failed to achieve anything.

Wang Siyu lowered his head and didn't want others to see his tears, turned around and strode away without saying a word, just like the days he had lived for so many years, even if he walked in the bleak night, there was always only one person.

Jian Weisu glanced worriedly at the direction in which Wang Siyu left, Yan Shu pursed his lower lip, and apologized to Jian Weisu: "Sorry, I lost my temper."

Jian Weisu smiled helplessly, "I should apologize, today is all because of me, the two of you should not quarrel, you should be angry with me."

Wang Siyu and Yan Shu's quarrel today is definitely not just about today. Their grievances are too deep, and they will explode sooner or later.

Yan Shu said goodbye to Jian Weisu, and walked towards the car parked on the side of the street with Tao Zhi in his arms.

The Rolls-Royce Phantom has smooth lines, giving people a low-key, calm and solid feeling. Yan Shu opened the rear-opening carriage-style door, put Tao Zhi on the seat, and bent down to pack him up Tao Zhi stared at the roof of the car for a long time, and let out a small "wow".

"Pumpkin carriage!" Tao Zhi said excitedly, "There are also stars."

"Yes." Yan Shu didn't know if Tao Zhi could hear himself clearly now, but he still habitually agreed with him, "Don't catch the stars, sit down first."

Tao Zhi calmed down obediently when he heard the words, Yan Shu reported the address to the driver in the driver's seat, thought for a while, and pressed the button to raise the rear partition.

There was plenty of space in the back seat, and Tao Zhi leaned against Yan Shu after sitting for a while. He didn't seem to have any abnormality in his body, but Yan Shu's tense nerves never relaxed.

He thought of many things, but they were not good memories. When facing Wang Siyu, Yan Shu was always strong, but now facing Tao Zhi alone, Yan Shu became the weakest person again.

Yan Shu's thoughts were difficult to calm down, and all kinds of thoughts were mixed together and urgently needed an outlet. He watched Tao Zhi's little whirling, and it was rare for him to feel an emotion similar to complaining towards a patient.

However, Tao Zhi didn't know, relying on it was no longer enough to satisfy him, and Tao Zhi still wanted to tell him personally.

Yan Shu kept his face cold and refused to let him kiss, Tao Zhi was in a daze, and couldn't tell whether it was Yan Shu he imagined or real Yan Shu, so he curled his mouth unhappy.

"You said you want us to calm down, have you forgotten? Or, can you give me an answer now?" Yan Shu felt that his actions were quite meaningless, and Tao Zhi couldn't respond to him at all.

"Then it's okay to not calm down for the time being." Unexpectedly, Tao Zhi could express his rascal clearly in words, Yan Shu still didn't let him approach.

Looking at Tao Zhi who was messing around, Yan Shu didn't waver at all, and insisted, "No."

"Then has your memory recovered?" Tao Zhi blinked and looked at Yan Shu, his mind was gradually clearing up now, and his speech was much more organized.

Yan Shu looked back at him silently, the back seat of the car was too dark, Tao Zhi didn't notice the deep sadness in Yan Shu's eyes, he whispered: "Forget it."

Yan Shu was not happy, he knew it was not a good time to communicate, but he couldn't stop his behavior, Tao Zhi's "forget it" severely stimulated his already sensitive nerves, Yan Shu watched helplessly as he couldn't control himself. Zhuji let his emotions slip into the abyss, approaching and pressing a patient, "Is it the same as before?"

"What?" Tao Zhi felt that Yan Shu in front of him was a little strange, and he couldn't tell whether it was his hallucination or reality, he hammered his head twice, shook his head and muttered, "Get out, don't be in my head. "

"Like in Country D, you told me you wanted to think again, and then you blocked me." Yan Shu held Tao Zhi's wrist, rubbing his fingertips carefully, he couldn't tell what he said The mood of these words did not expect Tao Zhi's response, no matter how turbulent and painful emotions had passed at that time, talking about it now, it was just a faint pain that tore open the wound, "Is the cake delicious?"

Tao Zhi's brain suddenly throbbed like being pricked by a needle. He let out an "ah" and was extremely sensitive to the word D country. He thought of everything that happened in that country, sweet love and bitter medicine, bondage belts and tranquilizers , causing his whole body to sway.

He quickly grasped the key words, stared blankly at Yan Shu and asked, "What, what cake?"

Tao Zhi became completely confused. He frantically touched Yan Shu's face, and he calmed down a little when he found that he could touch it. He asked him repeatedly: "Are you real? Are you fake or real?"

"I'm real." Yan Shu didn't know why he asked this question, but firmly held Tao Zhi's hand and answered him, Yan Shu looked at Tao Zhi in front of him with sad eyes, "Do you really love me? "

Tao Zhi's teeth chattered, he doubted Yan Shu's identity in front of him, and made him afraid, but Yan Shu misunderstood his silence, and asked the next question with a distorted expression and pain: "You said you like me very much, love me very much, but you confessed Who were you calling that day?"

Tao Zhi let out a tiny word "no" from his throat, Yan Shu pulled his hand and pressed it against his cheek, Tao Zhi's palm was soft and warm, it was what he crazily longed for, so that he would not be heartbroken in his own Say the next sentence.

"You don't call me by my name, Tao Tao, you call me Wang Siyu."

The author says:

Xiao Wang: I am not afraid of Yan Shu this guy ψ(*｀ー′)ψ (I cried when Yan Shu said it)

For fear of being misunderstood, Tao Tao doesn't like Xiao Wang, he just got drunk...