fail love

The boat floated swaying on the water, Tao Zhi let go of his legs, and fell into Yan Shu's arms, Tao Zhi finally realized that he was a little too bold just now, he panicked and put his hands on Yan Shu's shoulders, He wanted to stand up, but he was locked too tightly. After a few hard pushes, the distance between the two of them got closer and closer.

Tao Zhi didn't dare to look into Yan Shu's eyes, he turned his head aside and buried it low, and said sullenly, "Don't pull me."

Yan Shu forced Tao Zhi to turn his head to face him, Tao Zhi blushed from holding back, and complained incessantly, but Yan Shu asked him relaxedly, "What do you want to try, huh? Tao Tao."

Tao Zhi's mouth moved a few times, but he didn't make a sound, only made a few weak air sounds. Finally, under Yan Shu's relentless gaze, Tao Zhi smashed the jar, closed his eyes and said, "Kiss, kiss!" Son."

"Just, mouth to mouth, slap, slap, don't you know?" Tao Zhiyue said, feeling his courage begin to swell slowly again, after all, he was a little shameless, and looked at Yan Shu boldly again, "What's the matter? Isn't it just a kiss?"

Yan Shu didn't say anything, but silently pinched Tao Zhi's chin with his fingers. Tao Zhi blinked nervously, with the corners of his mouth pursed straight. Seeing Yan Shu's face getting closer and closer, he felt that his throat was slowly getting tighter. Dry, let him continue to use the way of swallowing saliva to relieve the thirst of his throat.

He wouldn't really want to kiss him, would he?Tao Zhi's eyelashes fluttered, and he had everything on his mind. If Yan Shu really kissed him, would he be responsible for Yan Shu?

He should be responsible, Tao Zhi thought solemnly, after all, this was Yan Shu's first kiss!

When the distance between the two was so close that Tao Zhi could clearly see the fine hairs on Yan Shu's face, Tao Zhi suddenly thought of Yu Yanlun's face, and Yu Yanlun's repeated warnings, blowing his beard and staring at Tao Zhi: "You can't hold hands and hug , let alone kiss!"

Tao Zhi suddenly panicked, feeling that he was doing bad things behind others' backs. Although he didn't feel much guilt for his actions, and even looked forward to what might happen soon, he couldn't help exerting some strength against Yan Shu's hand, trying to Preventing Yan Shu from approaching, he called out tremblingly: "Yan Shu..."

Yan Shu stopped, his eyelids drooped, Tao Zhi didn't know what he was looking at, first he closed his eyes slowly, and then sighed.

Tao Zhi could see a few faint blood vessels on Yan Shu's thin eyelids, but it was not very obvious. Tao Zhi touched Yan Shu's eyebrows, and then touched Yan Shu's eyelashes. Yan Shu's eyelashes were like two rows of small brushes The same, let Tao Zhi feel very novel.

Both of them were speechless for a while, Yan Shu let Tao Zhi's hand touch his face, without further movement.

"Where did you learn it?" Yan Shu buried his head into Tao Zhi's neck and asked him softly.

Yan Shu's hair tickled Tao Zhi, and Tao Zhi looked around the lake a little nervously. There were more boats on the lake, and the people who came here were just for fun, and no one noticed them.

Tao Zhi felt strange, he is already in his 20s, isn't it normal to know "kissing"?

Yan Shu's head arched in Tao Zhi's arms, Tao Zhi was almost pushed down by him, he giggled heartlessly a few times, and felt that Yan Shu was like some kind of big dog that likes to burrow into people's arms .

Yan Shu didn't wait for Tao Zhi's answer, and asked after a while: "Do you know what it means after kissing?"

Tao Zhi was a little annoyed by Yan Shu's question. He didn't know why people around him still regarded him as a child. He was obviously a sound adult in appearance, body and mind, although the doctor said that his ability to perceive emotions was better than normal people. It is weaker, but Tao Zhi is not ignorant of it.

"Of course I know, I know you think I'm a fool," Tao Zhi deliberately used a louder voice than usual to express himself, and said every word, "However, love does not need to be learned. "

Yan Shu raised his head, his eyes moved, Tao Zhi was embarrassed by his stare, cleared his throat and said, "Love comes from instinct!"

"I know a lot," Tao Zhi said triumphantly, his tail almost raised to the sky, "Unlike you, you are a fool."

Yan Shu couldn't help but kissed Tao Zhi's cheek, Tao Zhi was quite good, he didn't refuse, he obediently was kissed on the cheek a few times, the thought of trying kissing came up again in his heart, his heart was itchy , and didn't dare to say it again, so he could only look at Yan Shu helplessly.

"I'm sorry, Tao Tao." Yan Shu felt that his entanglement was a bit ridiculous. He always thought that he was different from other people, and that other people would treat Tao Zhi differently from ordinary people more or less because of his illness. , whether benevolent or malicious.

Yan Shu hopes that Tao Zhi can grow up carefree under his arms. Tao Zhi's illness is very troublesome, and it is not easy to take care of a schizophrenic person, but no matter what, in the small world that Yan Shu circled for him , Tao Zhi can be free and unrestrained, visual hallucinations and auditory hallucinations are not terrible, Yan Shu will take every word Tao Zhi says, even if it is a sick nonsense.

Unexpectedly, in the end, he still fell into the cage of his own thinking. He didn't realize that Tao Zhi also had his own normal emotional needs. The liking and love in his mouth were not illusions brought about by other feelings of dependence. He could clearly tell them apart. What is clear is the strict statement that he trapped himself in the same place.

Although Tao Zhi didn't quite understand why Yan Shu suddenly apologized to him, there were many things he didn't understand, so he accepted it frankly and comforted Yan Shu: "It's okay, I won't angry with you."

"Then...then try to kiss... kiss and kiss?" Tao Zhi looked at Yan Shu expectantly, but Yan Shu remained motionless, just smiled and rubbed Tao Zhi's head without moving.

Tao Zhi had no choice but to give up, Yan Shu didn't lock him anymore, Tao Zhi climbed off Yan Shu, sat back on his pony saddle, stared at the fishing rod that hadn't moved, if he wanted to say what Tao Zhi had in mind He didn't have the idea of ​​turbulent waves, but he just thought of Yu Yanlun's stern warning to him again, thinking that Yu Yanlun is an idiot, Yan Shu would not care to kiss himself.

Thinking about it like this made me a little lost, Tao Zhi thought, why didn't Yan Shu try it out with him?You know, amnesia is rare!It is even rarer to think someone is his wife after losing his memory. If he misses this opportunity, Tao Zhi will have no chance in the future!

Tao Zhi, who was troubled by this incident, couldn't help but tugged at the corner of Yan Shu's clothes standing aside, raised his face and whispered, "Let's try it, I won't sue my brother."

Yan Shu found out that Tao Zhi might really want to try, and he had already reached the point where he planned to deceive Yu Yanlun.

Tao Zhi's eyes were bright, shining jewel-like luster in the sun, making him look extraordinarily dazzling, Yan Shu silently lowered his hand and touched the back of Tao Zhi's head, messing up the ends of his hair.

Yan Shu bent down, Tao Zhi naturally raised his hand and put his arm around Yan Shu's neck, intentionally or unintentionally pulled Yan Shu down a bit, first sticking his mouth to Yan Shu's nose, not daring to put his mouth directly Kiss, just kiss and kiss on the chin.

Yan Shu put his hand on the back of his head, Tao Zhi stopped his movements, and waited quietly, Yan Shu also kissed him on the nose first, then the kiss fell on his chin, Tao Zhi's head shook restlessly After a few strokes, Yan Shu's hand resting on the back of his head exerted some strength to restrain Tao Zhi's movements, his lips moved to the corner of Tao Zhi's mouth, and his breathing became a little messy.

"Don't be afraid." Yan Shu said softly.

Tao Zhi closed his eyes, feeling a little reluctant, opened them again tremblingly, stared at Yan Shu closely, and unconsciously crumpled Yan Shu's back collar with his hands.

Two warm lips touched Tao Zhi's lips lightly, and Tao Zhi's brain was short-circuited with a "buzz" for an instant, and he lost all thoughts, only the soft and warm touch on his lips and the fullness in his heart remained. Swelling satisfaction.

Yan Shu still wanted to kiss more forcefully, but Tao Zhi ran away in a panic. He covered his mouth, looked at Yan Shu with his face flushed, and then at the back of his shoe, stammering, "Good, good, good Already, kiss... kiss, just kiss and kiss..."

Tao Zhi was so ashamed that he wanted to swim across the river as a fish, he thought, is this the feeling of kissing?This is too powerful!

Yan Shu couldn't stop, he still wanted to kiss, the person who was reserved and dignified at the beginning became dissolute after only one kiss, chasing after Tao Zhi's lips, Tao Zhi hurriedly covered Yan Shu's chin with his hands, Shaking his head desperately: "No, I can't come again!"

Once again, he almost forgot how to breathe!

The author says:

Brother Yu: You are terrifying!You can still kiss people with your mouth! (╬￣dish￣)＝○＃(￣＃)３￣)