thousand cups

Shen Chaowen called Jiang Mo from behind for a long time, but ignored him.

Go up to pull him, and be thrown away.

This person exudes the breath of 'I don't care if I die' all over his body.

Shen Chaowen was one head and two older. This ancestor had no money, no mobile phone, and no ID. Where could he go if he got out of the car in such a prudence.

He was empty-handed, walking so calmly and casually, as if he really didn't care about his situation.

He always does.

You can't just leave your car on the side of the road.Shen Chaowen hurried back to drive... After reaching him, he slowed down to slow speed, kept the car at a walking speed with Jiang Mo, and shouted to the outside of the car while driving: "Get in the car first."

No one cares.

"I was wrong, I was so wrong."

No one cares.

"Come up and let's have a good talk."

Jiang Mo still ignored him, and just walked forward without saying a word, as if he was thinking about something.

have no choice.Shen Chaowen had no choice but to drive with him at such a slow speed.

After waiting for an intersection, he finally stopped, did not go any further, and turned his head to look at Shen Chaowen in the car.

Shen Chaowen received his gaze, immediately stopped the car and walked down to drag the old man into the car, but Jiang Mo held his arm and said, "Let's walk back to Shanghai."

"..." Shen Chaowen was dumbfounded, "What did you say?"

Jiang Mo repeated, "Go back."

Look at each other for two seconds.

"How do you go for more than 400 kilometers?"

"Use your feet."

Shen Chaowen shook his head: "I have to see the client tomorrow and go back to work. Don't think about these unrealistic things, we..."

Jiang Mo suddenly smiled: "Well, it's not realistic."

"No, I mean..."

Jiang Mo interrupted him: "But I am a very unrealistic person."

His eyes seemed to be covered with a layer of fog, looking far away.

After watching for two seconds, Shen Chaowen turned his head a little reluctantly. He didn't like to see Jiang Mo's expression.

There was a moment of silence.

"Road movie." Jiang Mo said suddenly.

Shen Chaowen looked up at him.

"A couple had a quarrel on the road. The quarrel was hysterical. When they were emotional, they even wanted to strangle each other. They used to love each other very much. It was the trivial things in life that separated their relationship. They wanted to find a solution and decided to Leave the car, leave the job, leave tomorrow, leave everything, and walk hundreds of kilometers home slowly, the car, the high-speed rail, and the plane are too fast for them to solve the problem."

Shen Chaowen listened with his head down, thoughtful.

"On the road, they met many people, many shops, rainy days, sunrise and sunset, and some scenery that they didn't pay attention to. They talked about many things on the road, talking about books, music, ants on the roadside, and the weather. Talk about the past, talk about everything. They will have many dreams every night, dreaming about the present, the future, and how they fell in love in the past."

The imaginative space that language can construct is always limited. Jiang Mo gesticulated while speaking, frowning, a little bit unable to express himself, a little aggrieved, and gave up after talking.

"Forget it, it's a boring story."

Shen Chaowen asked patiently, "What's the ending of the story?"

ending.

"They come home, the dream is over, they get divorced, they go their separate ways, that's your reality."

The tone is neither sad nor happy.

After speaking, he shook his hand and continued walking forward.

Shen Chaowen was stunned for a second, stepped forward and followed two steps and felt that something was wrong, quickly turned his head and got into the car, and drove slowly behind him.

I thought Jiang Mo was just walking aimlessly, but when he reached the gate of the ancient town at the foot of the scenic spot, Shen Chaowen realized that Jiang Mo knew the way.

He hurriedly found a place to park the car, trotted behind the other party, and entered this ancient town that he had never been to in a daze.

It is not the peak season for tourism, and there are not many people in this place. The first thing you see when you walk in is a row of quaint archways.

Shen Chaowen walked behind Jiang Mo for a while.

The building is very quaint, and it can be seen that it has been around for some years.There are hawkers selling food along the street, and some students wearing school uniforms laughing and walking past... This ancient town gives people the impression of elegance, simplicity and cleanliness, without too many traces of commercialization.

A quiet and beautiful place.It's not very suitable for quarreling, but it feels more suitable for young people to fall in love.

But this time I was not in the mood to enjoy the scenery.

He walked quickly to Jiang Mo's side and tugged at Jiang Mo's arm: "Don't be angry, be more mature."

Don't be angry.

Be more mature.

"Listen to yourself, how suffocating."

"...Why don't you go and stay here? We always have to go back!"

Jiang Mo sighed, took his hand, and ordered: "Please be quiet, shut up, and walk with me."

"..."

Shen Chaowen raised his eyes in a panic to look at the people around him. An old lady walked by them slowly with a cane and gave them a strange look.

Although he was a little flustered, Shen Chaowen still subconsciously opened his hand to let Jiang Mo's fingers slide in... The habitual movement is really irreversible.

With his hand being pulled like this, Shen Chaowen's mind was messed up, and he was a little distracted.

Many students in blue uniforms passed them by.Substituted into the environment, I also seemed to have returned to my student days in a second, excited and a little nervous.

Jiang Mo didn't care about other people's gazes, he dragged people forward slowly, wandered aimlessly, and forbade Shen Chaowen to speak.

Shen Chaowen was full of opinions and couldn't output them, and was very dissatisfied.But because of Jiang Mo's serious expression and repeated emphasis on shutting up, he could only walk with his head down, trying to ignore the strange eyes of passers-by.

Walking through a street, my heart is also quieter.

"Do you feel tired?" Jiang Mo asked suddenly, "Stay with me."

Being so familiar, there is no need to be polite, Shen Chaowen nodded honestly: "Occasionally there will be a little bit."

"Do you want to break up?"

The tone is calm.

Shen Chaowen tilted his head and stared at him with some displeasure.

Jiang Mo quickly answered: "I mean, we can break up once, and then you chase me again, start again, and keep it fresh."

"……I object."

"think about it."

"I don't think about it." The tone was cold and firm, "I will not help you shovel the cat's shit next month, you should think about it carefully."

"..."

All right.Jiang Mo let out a breath slowly, pulled him to sit on the long bluestone steps, and said, "I have learned a way to restore feelings during this time, and I want to share it with you and use it together."

?

Strange, he actually wanted to take the initiative to solve the problem.

Shen Chaowen nodded and encouraged him, "Speak."

Jiang Mo opened the notebook in his hand, tore off a blank page and handed it to him, saying: "If you have any dissatisfaction with me, please write down what you think I need to correct, and write down what you are satisfied with. Write with your heart. We cross-read and discuss with each other after writing.”

Shen Chaowen frowned: "Who taught you the method?" Why are you so childish.

"No matter who taught it, it is said that it is very useful." Jiang Mo said, "You might as well give it a try."

Shen Chaowen didn't really want to cooperate with this childish game: "Could it be that if I write down your shortcomings and problems, you can correct them?"

Jiang Mo said calmly: "Think about it from another angle. Maybe the writing is not for the other party to read, but for yourself."

After thinking for a few seconds, Shen Chaowen took the pen reluctantly, "Then do you want to..." After a pause, the volume suddenly turned up, "Jiang Mo!! Where are you going again!!"

Jiang Mo waved at him as he walked: "I'll go over there and come back later. Please don't run around, I don't have a mobile phone, or I won't be able to find you later."

After speaking, he strode away again, looking very anxious.

"..."

always run.

Suddenly, I really want to drag him home and tie him up, to see if he can still run... Isn't it perverted to think this way?

Shen Chaowen watched him walk away helplessly, and prepared to write in aggrieved manner.

His flaws?That is too much, too many to count, and this paper is simply not enough to write on.

"—Emotional, lack of rational thinking, no awareness of financial management, will trust friends' nonsense and lend out tens of thousands of yuan without listing the IOU."

This fact is worth noting.

What was even more frightening was Jiang Mo's evaluation of this matter at the time - I knew that he might have lied to me, but I thought he might have encountered some difficulties, which is understandable, and I can figure it out if I don't pay back the money, it doesn't matter .Don't scold me, people are not like this, it's rare to be confused.

Rarely confused?

No, stupid ass.After recalling, Shen Chaowen shook his head, feeling that it is a miracle that Jiang Mo can live safely to this day...

"—I don't like to do housework, I don't like to tidy up, and I put things in a mess, which leads to his various books, CDs, and pens scattered all over the house, and I seldom tidy them up. I still think it is his order, and it is 'there is chaos in the chaos. sequence'."

After finishing writing, Shen Chaowen pondered for a moment, and began to think about whether what he wrote would be too hurtful, and whether Jiang Mo would be sad after reading it.

No one is perfect, he has shortcomings as well as advantages.

For example, although Jiang Mo doesn't like to tidy up, but...

But he will never come to your place to make trouble.

I will also wash my cup seriously.

This one is worth mentioning.Jiang Mo collects a whole wall of cups, he will remember which kind to drink water, which kind to drink, which kind to drink tea and coffee, which kind to use when friends come... never make a mistake.In this regard, his order is breathtaking.

On the other side, Jiang Mo searched along the street, he walked very fast, a little anxious.

"—I have no patience. I have no patience to listen to you about the trivial things in life, I have no patience to listen to my partner's thoughts, I have no patience to adapt to others, I just want to stay with what I like, live too much on my own, and often forget the existence of my partner, and I don’t think I need to change.”

but.

But occasionally he is willing to set aside a little time to go for a walk or shopping with Shen Chaowen.This is rare, after all, Jiang Mo doesn't like dating, he thinks such activities are a waste of time.He is more willing to spend time traveling far away to learn Yi language, tie-dye, and restoration of cultural relics... and then carry some messy "gifts" back home to his boyfriend who is not interested in art.

After walking down a street, I still couldn't find the store I was looking for.

There was no way, Jiang Mo finally stopped a passing student and asked, "Student, do you know where there is a cake shop?"

"——is very arrogant towards certain things, doesn't know how to objectively look at things that others like, will unabashedly express disgust for certain film and television dramas, and refuses to let his relatives and friends watch them."

but.

But Jiang Mo occasionally let go of his arrogance and is willing to accompany Shen Chaowen to the cinema to watch the kind of unnutritious movies he said.Although I would keep pinching Shen Chaowen's hand while watching the movie, silently venting my anger and expressing my dissatisfaction...

The student who was pulled to ask for directions said, "Is it a cake shop? Go to the end of this road, turn right and enter an alley, just walk two steps and you will be there."

Jiang Mo smiled: "Thank you."

"—When we quarrel, we always make trouble for no reason and are unreasonable. I don't know if I disdain to quarrel with you or I don't want to quarrel with you. I will run away in the middle of the quarrel and refuse to solve the problem head-on."

but.

But Jiang Mo would not attack personally when quarreling, he would only be angry like a child... silently avoiding the problem, as if he was afraid that the dispute would hurt you.

Turn right and there is an alley, and go straight for a hundred steps, Jiang Mo finally saw the cake shop that the student mentioned, it was really hard to find.

The old-fashioned pastry shops in small places mostly display Chinese-style pastries, but probably in order to cater to the times, they still put some Western-style pastries.

Jiang Mo bent down and began to look at the cakes in the freezer.

"—Confused, absent-minded, poor memory. He always forgets to bring his keys, and asks his boyfriend who is in a meeting to ask for leave in a hurry and run back to open the door for him. He forgets to feed his cat, and forgets to wash the laundry in the washing machine. Take out the clothes to dry, forget to eat, forget to answer other people's calls, forget to reply to text messages, and even forget your boyfriend's birthday."

but……

This one has no but.

After writing this, Shen Chaowen suddenly felt a little sad.

He crossed out the line 'I will forget my boyfriend's birthday' irritably, thinking that there is no need to write it down, as the thing has already happened, and it is meaningless to mention it again.

Jiang Mo opened his notebook, which contained the only cash he had left.

Not much, only more than 20 yuan.

Too bad, buying a cake doesn't seem like enough.

After hesitating in front of the freezer for a while, he took out the money with some embarrassment, and asked the clerk looking at him in some embarrassment: "... Can I buy a cake for twenty?"

The clerk smiled knowingly, and asked, "There is a small one, do you like the one with the rabbit?"

"—he is extremely addicted to alcohol. Occasionally he drinks without restraint, but most of the time he needs his unlucky boyfriend to restrain him before he knows how to restrain himself. He doesn't think that drinking is harmful to the body and mind, and always says that his grandfather is still alive when he is eighty years old. To support his drinking philosophy. Indulging in the hallucinations brought about by alcohol, living an illusory life of being drunk now."

but.

But Jiang Mo didn't make any noise when he was drunk, and he never went crazy. The wine was excellent, which was amazing.After drinking, his eyes will become brighter, his thinking will become quicker, he will talk to you about many interesting things, and he will look at you and smile intently...

His flaws are extra endearing at certain moments.

Jiang Mo handed the money to the cashier, and strode out carrying the little bunny cake in a hurry.

He was afraid that Shen Chaowen would not listen to his words and run away, and he would not be able to find anyone when he returned.

Shen Chaowen checked what he had written, and after confirming that it was correct, he began to write a summary for Jiang Mo objectively.

"—In short, Jiang Mo has many unbearable shortcomings, and his shortcomings will cause a lot of trouble in life."

Although he has many shortcomings, but...

Shen Chaowen subconsciously followed a sentence pattern with the word 'but' in his mind.

Every time he was disappointed, he used this sentence pattern to explain himself - but, but, but.

However, although.

This sentence is amazing.

The helpless "but".

Just can't escape.

The pen moved again.

—but most of the time, I'm glad I'm the only one who can handle the troubles.