thousand cups

During the few minutes when Jiang Mo scrambled and climbed out of the car to support the tree to vomit, Shen Chaowen was very desperate.

Since we met, Shen Chaowen has watched Jiang Mo get drunk countless times, but this is the first time he saw Jiang Mo vomit.

Jiang Mo has a good drinker, and his wine taste is also very good.He is very clear about his own quantity, and he can decide what state he wants to drink as he likes. Others will do some inexplicable things after drinking, but he has never lost his temper. At most, he is lazy and asks you to pour a glass of water. If you give him a hand, he won't make a fuss even if he gets drunk, and he will let you carry him back quietly.

Shen Chaowen has known him for so long, and he has never been drunk, nor has he vomited once.

But he threw up today.

I don't know if it's because of the wine or because of myself.

Shen Chaowen stood beside him numbly, patting his back lightly.Jiang Mo vomited for a long time before stopping. Shen Chaowen handed him a wet tissue and asked, "Are you still sick?"

Jiang Mo remained silent, lowered his head and wiped his mouth.He didn't stand up immediately, just squatted down and thought for a long time, and remained silent for a long time.

When he didn't speak, the courage in Shen Chaowen's heart retreated a bit.

Normally he is a person who is full of confidence in himself, but in front of Jiang Mo, he is still timid.

After Jiang Mo vomited for a while, he stood up tiredly while supporting the tree.Shen Chaowen reached out and touched his shoulder, trying to help him, but Jiang Mo avoided his hand.

Sometimes a breakdown is an instant, all it takes is a mental activity or an act of resistance.

Shen Chaowen's always straight shoulders suddenly collapsed.

But only for a moment.

He adjusted himself as quickly as possible, and asked, "Is it so disgusting?"

Jiang Mo remained silent, rubbing his stomach against the tree, frowning.

"You told me yourself that there are many people in this world. They have their own way of life, sexual orientation, and hobbies. You don't need to understand or like them, but you should respect others." Shen Chaowen forced himself to finish the passage calmly. "Obviously you told me, why are you still disgusted?"

Not wanting to sound too aggrieved, his tone was a little cold.But my heart is still in a mess.

After vomiting, Jiang Mo was fully awake.

He lowered his head to ponder for a while, then asked strangely: "Is this why you've been depressed all this time? Don't tell me, are you afraid that I might have something to say to you?"

what?

Shen Chaowen was stunned, a little confused.

Jiang Mo's expression changed: "Shen Chaowen, am I so feudal in your heart!?"

Shen Chaowen: "..."

He seldom speaks in this tone. Shen Chaowen was stunned by the yelling for a while, so he just stared blankly at him getting angry, thinking a little out of place, why does this person look good when he is angry?

Jiang Mo stared at him: "I said, why do you always look so preoccupied, just because of this thing? Is it just because of this shit? Is it shameful? See what I am doing, I ask you to lose Not ashamed? Promise!"

...What the hell is he thinking? ?

...And why can he always turn the topic to strange places?

Shen Chaowen was speechless immediately, and replied angrily: "That person doesn't like me, so I can't be bothered?!"

"Don't like you? Who doesn't like my brother?" Jiang Mo patted the tree and said angrily, "You tell me, I'll tie him up and send you to bed."

"..." Shen Chaowen took a deep look at him: "It's fine to tie him up, illegally depriving others of their personal freedom is against the law. I'll chase it myself, don't bother you."

"So who is it?"

Shen Chaowen stared at him: "I advise you not to ask."

"Oh."

They walked side by side into the alley.Jiang Mo still draped his shoulders, looking back to normal.

He was normal, but Shen Chaowen became dejected instead.He felt powerless and wondered if today was the best time to speak out.

Walking into the yard, Mei Qing was sitting around eating and chatting with her little sisters.Seeing them walking in, Jiang Mo still looked like his footsteps were sloppy, he must have been drinking.Mei Qing smiled, and teased Shen Chaowen: "I said Xiao Chaowen, what do you care about him, let him drink outside, let him drink until dawn and then go home, the best thing is that he won't be able to catch the plane tomorrow... "Jiang Mo was not annoyed, and walked over to give her a hug with a smile: "Go to France tomorrow, it won't hurt your eyes." Mei Qing twisted his ears: "Go to bed early, don't even catch the afternoon plane If you can’t keep up, you’ll lose yourself.” Jiang Mo nodded: “Chao Wen slept with me, I can’t possibly fail to get up.” Mei Qing scolded him with a smile: “Being polite is a blessing, you still have the face to say it. Who is the elder brother? Is it my younger brother? How about letting Chaowen be my son? Chaowen’s cooking is also delicious.” Jiang Mo was too lazy to deal with her, and walked upstairs with Shen Chaowen’s shoulders, leaving a sentence: “Good night Mom." Shen Chaowen remembered something, turned his head and asked: "Godmother, do you want me to get up and make you breakfast tomorrow?" Mei Qing replied with a smile: "No tomorrow, I made an appointment with my friend to get up early for coffee, remember to call me Jiang Just keep silent." Shen Chaowen nodded: "Don't worry."

After sending Jiang Mo to the room, Shen Chaowen thought about it and said to him, "I'll go back to school."

Jiang Mo glared at him while taking off his shirt: "What time are you going back? Do you want to deduct credits! Sleep with me and wake me up tomorrow."

"..." Shen Chaowen watched him take off his clothes naturally, was speechless for a while, and turned his face away.

Jiang Mo patted his head again: "Okay! Even if you like men, you are still my younger brother. What should we do? Don't be hypocritical."

The tone was light as if trying to cover up.

Shen Chaowen sighed: "...Don't you find it awkward to sleep with me?"

"Why am I awkward?" Jiang Mo seemed to want to prove that he would never discriminate against him, and he said it righteously, "As long as you are not awkward, I don't think it's okay anyway, what is the relationship between us!"

Shen Chaowen looked at him quietly for two seconds, bowed his head, and remained silent.

Seeing that he was silent, Jiang Mo thought about it for a while, and suddenly remembered: "By the way, I bought you clothes." As he spoke, he went to the closet and rummaged through it, and took out a big bag, "Go shopping with my mother." I saw it in the mall, and it looks pretty good. You wear clothes similar to mine, and I bought it after trying it on. You try it! I'll wash it first."

Shen Chaowen took it, opened it and looked at it. It was a suit with complete matching accessories, including cufflinks.Shen Chaowen frowned and looked at the label of the clothes, and said helplessly to the bathroom: "It's too expensive, why do I wear such expensive clothes at school? I don't want it."

Jiang Mo's voice came out with the sound of water: "Didn't you always go to debates? I think that those big competitions are very formally dressed. If you want to play international competitions in the future, you must wear formal attire. Will it be difficult for you then?" Still want to borrow a suit?"

Shen Chaowen raised his voice and said, "It's too expensive, I really don't want it, you can take it to France to wear."

"Beep again, I'll come out and beat you, believe it or not! Try it now!"

"..."

Shen Chaowen sighed, and resignedly began to take off his clothes and try on the formal suit.

It fits nicely, but the mirror is in the bathroom and he doesn't know how it looks.

Some things probably have a reason why they are expensive, Shen Chaowen felt that the clothes were very comfortable to wear.When he went to Beijing to play a game before, he rented a formal suit, which cost 300 a day. He was afraid that it would get dirty.That dress is completely incomparable with the one Jiang Mo bought, neither in fabric nor design.

In the past, Jiang Mo would give him some things from time to time, and his attitude was very similar to that of a wealthy brother who bought things for his younger brother, but Shen Chaowen basically never asked for it.

But after putting it on, Shen Chaowen felt...he really wanted this suit.For the first formal suit in his life, he very much hoped that Jiang Mo would buy it for him. It was something meaningful and had nothing to do with money. No amount of money could buy this kind of meaning.

After putting on his shirt, he began to tie his tie.Shen Chaowen actually knows how to wear a tie, he learned it once before and memorized it.But after he tied it, he suddenly thought of something, thought about it, took off the tie again, and held it in his hand.

Jiang Mo came out of the shower and saw Shen Chaowen sitting at the desk.Hearing movement, he turned sideways.

The visual impact is so strong that Jiang Mo even froze for a few seconds.

It is true that good clothes complement the appearance, and people depend on clothes.The person in front of him...is completely reborn, he has no student spirit at all, black is too suitable for his cold temperament, plus he has a good figure, wide shoulders, long legs, narrow waist, this suit brings out all the advantages of his figure, Look mature and handsome.

Not a teenager anymore.

Seeing him stunned, Shen Chaowen stood up unconfidently: "...isn't it pretty?"

"It's very pretty and fits you well." Jiang Mo came over and patted him on the shoulder, "I didn't expect you to look so good in a suit."

Shen Chaowen snorted, and handed over the tie in his hand: "Brother, I don't know how to tie it, you teach me."

This must be taught to him.Jiang Mo nodded and said yes, put the towel on his shoulders, and took the tie in his hand: "There are many ways to tie the tie, I will teach you how to tie the Windsor knot directly, look at it, press the wide side to the narrow side, and wear it from below come out……"

He moved closer, lowering his head slightly.Shen Chaowen didn't look at the movements of his hands, but just stared at Jiang Mo's drooping eyebrows, inch by inch.

Jiang Mo pushed the tied knot to the neckline, adjusted it and asked, "That's all. Do you understand?"

Shen Chaowen tried it again, then shook his head: "You moved too fast, I didn't understand."

"... soon?" Jiang Mo was puzzled, "Okay, I'll tie it again, please look carefully."

After the second teaching, Shen Chaowen still shook his head and pretended to be very confused: "It's so difficult, I don't understand."

Jiang Mo pulled his tie and shook him: "Did you drink alcohol or did I drink alcohol? What did you use to get No.1 in the school test? You are so stupid!"

Shen Chaowen calmly said: "You teach it again." After a pause, "I will definitely know it after reading it again."

Jiang Mo patted him on the head speechlessly: "I still can't learn how to beat you to death!"

He impatiently began to teach the third time, Shen Chaowen still didn't look at the essentials of the movements, but just stared at him.After Jiang Mo finished tying, he took out the tie and handed it to him again, asking him to tie it again.

This time, Shen Chaowen didn't dare to say that he didn't understand, and he wouldn't say that the old man was about to explode, so he bowed his head obediently and tied a beautiful Windsor knot.Jiang Mo was very satisfied, patted him on the shoulder and said: "Very good! Very beautiful."

After washing and lying down, Jiang Mo explained that he was leaving tomorrow and wanted to sleep with him tonight.He said that he slept like this before, and he couldn't sleep in a separate bed just because he knew his brother's sexual orientation, then what kind of person would he be.He also said that when Shen Chaowen has a partner in the future, he will naturally roll away, and he will never lose his wink.

This person's brain circuit is still so extraordinary, it is speechless.Can a normal person be so calm knowing that the brother who always sleeps with him is gay...

Shen Chaowen said in his heart that if he doesn't mind, he doesn't mind. Some people just want to send them to your door, and you can't help it, right?

What made Shen Chaowen speechless the most was that Jiang Mo not only didn't mind, but was also very curious about it.

"Tell me." He said in a mean tone, "Is he that cute little boy? What type?"

Shen Chaowen crossed his hands on his chest, lay down peacefully, thought for a while, and replied, "It's not a little boy, but he's really cute."

Jiang Mo loved listening to stories since he was a child, and he was very excited when he heard the words: "Tell me about it."

"There's nothing to say." His tone was indifferent.

"Don't be stingy, tell me!"

Shen Chaowen couldn't stand him: "What do you want to hear?"

"For example... Is there such a heart-warming thing?"

Very exciting thing?

Shen Chaowen thought for a while, and replied: "There are too many, too numerous to enumerate."

"Choose the one that impresses you the most and listen to it."

What impressed me most?

"I can't choose, but the impressions are so deep that it's hard to compare." Shen Chaowen said, "I'll tell you when I have a chance."

Jiang Mo clicked his tongue.

A few seconds later, he yawned and said he was going to sleep, good night, remember to wake me up.Shen Chaowen hummed and said, good night.

The night was very quiet, Shen Chaowen closed his eyes, trying to remember Jiang Mo's smell with his nose.

This person is leaving tomorrow, to a faraway place.Shen Chaowen didn't want him to go, but he couldn't tell him like a fool, I like you, I don't want you to go, it's too stupid.

tell him?

After talking about it, what will happen to them?

Shen Chaowen thought endlessly, without a clue.

That night, Shen Chaowen, who had a very accurate biological clock, suffered from insomnia again.

He lay next to Jiang Mo, tossing and turning and thinking wildly for a long time, but couldn't fall asleep.The pillow was full of the smell of Jiang Mo's body. He smelled restless, ready to move, and wanted to do something.

Want to leave something behind.

After a difficult mental exercise, Shen Chaowen turned over and tentatively touched Jiang Mo's shoulder.

no response.

When the hand goes up, it should touch the cheek.The temperature passed, and Shen Chaowen felt that his hands were shaking from nervousness.

That feeling was too hard to suppress... As if driven by instinct, he slowly moved his face closer.

The first time he committed a crime, Shen Chaowen, with a nervous and desperate pessimism, selfishly thought of just kissing once, quietly, and confessing before Jiang Mo got on the plane tomorrow.After all, after talking about it, they may never have the chance to sleep in the same bed, never have the chance to be so close again, and he will never have the chance to do this kind of thing again.

He didn't even dare to really kiss, let alone where he kissed, his lips moved closer, and quickly retracted after a light touch like a dragonfly touching water.

Even if it was just like this, Shen Chaowen was so nervous that his brain was numb, his blood was boiling, and he felt that he could rush out and run 800 meters.

The next second, Jiang Mo bounced up from the bed like a corpse——

Shen Chaowen was so frightened that he almost rolled out of bed.

Before he had time to react, Jiang Mo had already clasped his shoulder firmly.

Shen Chaowen managed to calm down and said, "...you didn't sleep?"

Jiang Mo stared at him: "Can I sleep while you toss and turn?"

"I thought you were asleep."

"Can you kiss me when I sleep?!"

There was only a very faint moonlight in the room, but it was enough for them to see each other's expressions, one panicked and the other dead silent.

Jiang Mo stared at him intently, and after staring at him for a while, his face became hot for no reason.

He was very angry because Shen Chaowen kissed him on the mouth just now, it was his first kiss.

To be honest, Shen Chaowen was actually relieved at that time, and even felt like the dust had settled.

Regardless of the outcome, the day has come.

Once it comes, settle down and deal with it calmly.

"Do you feel sick?" Shen Chaowen said sincerely, "You can hit me, but I don't want to apologize."

There was a few seconds of silence.

Jiang Mo was really speechless, and was thinking whether it would be better to beat him up or kick him down... Can this kid wake up better after being beaten up? ?

Before he could figure out what to do, Shen Chaowen spoke again——

"I thought you could feel it."

Jiang Mo: "..." No, I didn't feel it, not at all.

"I always pick you up in the middle of the night because I'm worried about you, because I have selfishness, not because I want to play brother and brother games with you. I like you, so I want to be alone with you, I want to treat you well, I want to kiss you, I want to hug you, I have thought about everything. You regard me as a younger brother, but I regard you as someone I like, and I cherish you in my own way. Do you really not feel this at all?"

Jiang Mo didn't say anything, but his face became hot because of these words.

He has no master in his six minds and is in chaos.

"Do you want to fight?" Shen Chaowen asked, "If you don't fight, I will kiss you."

disaster.Jiang Mo thought blankly, this is a disaster.

Still hesitating, hesitating, his wrist was clasped.Shen Chaowen's hands are always cold, but today his hands are very hot.The ice melted and started to flow.

In fact, there is a chance to push it away.

But Shen Chaowen's kiss was heavier and more imposing than his words.That face was approaching in an instant, so close that his eyes lost focus and his heart beat out of control.

The moment the lips touched, there was a heavy muffled sound from the heart.Jiang Mo clearly felt that something in his body was exploding, boiling, and sinking...

No blockbuster film can capture the turmoil in Jiang Mo's heart at that moment.