The villain cannon fodder has awakened his consciousness

Lin Tui stood under the shower, letting the rushing jet of water wash over him again and again.

After staying in the bathroom for an hour, Lin Tui used half a bottle of shower gel before getting out of it, but the nausea in his heart still didn't subside.

Lin Tuihui has never been in close contact with such a small thing after growing up so big, and the plush touch seems to be still in his ears, he can hardly resist going to the bathroom to take a good wash.

Yu Chu was not in the room, and Lin Tui was not in the mood to pay attention to where he went, so he took out two disinfectant tissues and wiped his left ear carefully.

Half an hour later, Yu Chu came back from the outside. Lin Tui sat on the sofa and had already used a whole pack of disinfectant wipes, and his left ear was so red that he could bleed.

Lin Tui reopened a new pack of wet tissues, just as he pulled out a tissue from inside, a hand reached out and grabbed his wrist.

Lin Tui raised his head, facing a handsome face with a paralyzed face.

Alpha's bones are superior, the lines from the eyebrow arch to the root of the mountain are neat and smooth, the flat height makes the eyes look extremely deep, and the facial features are three-dimensional and stern.

When Lin Tui looked over, Yu Chu let go of his hand naturally, and said, "The carriage has been cleaned."

Lin Tui glanced at the bionic robot standing at the entrance. It was holding a big bucket in its hand. It seemed that Yu Chu and it were cleaning up just now.

But even if they cleaned that train car, even if they repainted it, turning the old car into a new Lin Tui would not go to sleep again.

The reason why he can sleep well in the train compartment is because he feels safe.

As long as he stays there, no one will find him except Yu Chu, and Yu Chu will not bother him like everyone else.

No one can disturb him, no one can find him, let alone hurt him, he is safe inside and can sleep peacefully.

Now that layer of safety barrier was shattered by a mouse, it was no longer Lin Tui's 'safe house', because he was afraid that another one would appear when he was lying in it.

Once safety concerns arise, it should not be called a safe house.

That disgusting feeling came back to his heart again, and Lin Tui's hysteria started, and he wiped his ears vigorously with a wet towel.

Yu Chu grabbed Lin Tui's hand again, and asked him, "Have you not relieved your anger yet?"

Lin Tui looked at Yu Chu, he couldn't answer this question.

He hated that mouse very much, it ruined his last resting place, but he had to admit that seeing its tragic end made Lin Tui feel uncomfortable.

As long as Yu Chu kills it with a knife, Lin Tui will not do the same. After all, he is not a violent man like Bai Yuan, and he will be excited when he sees bloody scenes.

The person in front of him is not only weird, but also cruel. If Lin Tui had known him four months ago, he would have felt that he had the potential to be a perverted murderer, and would have stayed away from him.

Of course, he now also felt that this person was a perverted violent criminal. Normal people would not do such a thing. Even if Lin Tui hated this mouse, he would never think of such a way to end its life.

Reason told Lin Tui that the person in front of him was very dangerous.

But he probably didn't care about anything anymore, including his own life, so he gave up thinking.

Lin Tui shook his head, lowered his eyes and said in a low voice, "No."

"Not relieved?"

"No, I'm not angry anymore."

Lin Tui threw the tissue in his hand into the trash can, and lay down on the sofa after saying this. He didn't communicate with Yu Chu again.

Yu Chu didn't bother Lin Tui either.

Lin Tui lost his 'safe house', so he searched for a place where he could live, and then closed his eyes.

Early the next morning, an unfamiliar number called, Lin Tui just glanced at it and hung up.

This is an old-fashioned mobile phone, which Lin Tui bought to use here, so that he can contact the outside world without worrying about others tracking him here through GPS.

Since falling out with Lin Yiwan, the other party has made several phone calls every day. Lin Tui blocked her mobile phone number, and she changed to other numbers to continue calling.

Lin Tui was so tired of her attitude of not giving up until she controlled him. If possible, he didn't want to be born in this world and become Lin Yiwan's son.

After cutting off Lin Yiwan's four or five phone calls, when Lin Tui was completely impatient and about to turn off the phone, the phone vibrated and a message popped up.

The person who sent the message was from the nursing home. She said that Lin Yiwan was critically ill and was currently in the operating room.

Lin Tui's brain went blank for two seconds when he saw this message. Lin Yiwan has mental illness, but his body has always been in good health.

While he was in a daze, the number called again.

Lin Tui mechanically swiped the phone screen, and soon a slightly anxious voice came from the phone, "Is this Mr. Lin? Can you come to the hospital..."

He immediately hung up the phone when he heard the other party say that Lin Yiwan had cut his wrist and that Lin Tui's eardrum had been stabbed by something sharp.

Lin Tui couldn't breathe for ten seconds, his hands and feet were cold, he pursed his lips and turned off the phone, threw the phone aside, and fell headlong into the sofa.

Lin Tui knew that Lin Yiwan was using this method to force him to bow his head. Once he went back, what awaited him was endless mental oppression.

He used to be locked up by Lin Yiwan in a very narrow room. There was no light, no sound, and he couldn't lie down or stand up. Every time Lin Tui was disobedient, the other party would let him in to meditate.

As Lin Tui grew up, the little black house lost its deterrent power.

Now Lin Yiwan started to use her own life as a bargaining chip, trying to control him again and make him obedient.

Lin Tui didn't know how many mothers like Lin Yiwan used their sons as weapons. At least the mothers of Shen Mogui and Yu Huaiyan loved their children very much.

He was lying on the sofa, staring blankly at the ceiling, thinking about the picture of him getting along with Lin Yiwan, and fell asleep vaguely.

Lin Tui had a dream about Lin Yiwan and that small black room.

In the dream, Lin Yiwan's face was very blurry, whether it was teaching him or scolding him, that face was always covered with a shadow, but he could vaguely feel Lin Yiwan's emotions, it was by no means happy.

Their mother and son rarely have warm moments, and most of the time Lin Yiwan always reveals his disappointment with him, thinking that he is not good enough, nor cruel enough.

Lin Tui's dreams were chaotic and illogical, some of them happened when he was a child, others were surreal, and sometimes the memory fragments were mixed with Lin Jingshu.

Since Lin Jingshu lived in the Lin family, the number of times Lin Tui was locked in a small black room became more frequent, which made him have complicated feelings about Lin Jingshu.

This boy, who was his age, was not only his father's illegitimate child, but also his competitor.

But the child looked thin, pathetic, and well-behaved.

At least Lin Tui felt that Lin Jingshu was well-behaved at first, but he was still unable to get close to Lin Jingshu. Every time he softened his heart, he felt that he was betraying Lin Yiwan. He had to unite with his mother to make Lin Jingshu Put it on the opposite side.

But he couldn't help but feel that the other person was also a victim because he couldn't choose his own birth.

Whenever this thought comes up, Lin Tui will feel guilty, that guilt is for Lin Yiwan, and at the same time, he will deeply doubt himself.

Is it true that he has no potential to be an heir?

Just like what his mother said was not decisive enough, always vacillating about one thing, such a person would not be able to accomplish great things.

Lin Tuihui dreamed that he was eleven or twelve years old. He was sitting on a high chimney. On the left was Lin Jingshu holding hot milk, and on the right was Lin Yiwan, who was full of disappointment. among them.

This was a dream he used to have often, but now Lin Jingshu has disappeared, replaced by Lin Yiwan covered in blood, her left and right wrists were cut open by a knife, and the wound turned ugly, revealing blurred flesh and blood.

Lin Yiwan on the right has no expression on her face, her eyes are like two black holes that can swallow everything, she looks at Lin Tui, as if she wants to swallow him.

Lin Tui was still 11 years old. Under this silent gaze, he felt his blood congeal and his limbs became stiff.

With one foot in the air, Lin Tui fell down the tall chimney, like a thin piece of brittle ice shattered into pieces.

Lin Tui opened his eyes suddenly, cold sweat dripped from his forehead, and his chest heaved violently.

Lin Tui gradually calmed down and broke free from the nightmare until he met a pair of dark and silent eyes.

Yu Chu looked at Lin Tui lying on the sofa, and suddenly said, "It's evening."

Lin Tui opened his mouth in a daze, he didn't expect the time to pass so fast, and he didn't understand what he meant by reporting at this time.

Yu Chu said, "Usually you will cook for me at this time."

Lin Tui didn't speak, and glanced at the mobile phone that he had thrown aside, he didn't choose to turn it on to inquire about Lin Yiwan's situation, but got up and went to the kitchen to cook.

there's something under the counter

Lin Tui flipped through it quickly, and then picked out a few things that Yu Chu could eat.

Because of his unique way of eating, he can't eat soup with too much water.

The kitchen has added a lot of utensils this time. Lin Tui cooked two servings of pasta, took out a plate from the cupboard, and rolled the pasta into sushi-sized rolls with a fork.

The plate could only hold seven noodle rolls, and they were rolled like this for the convenience of Yu Chu. Lin Tui poured the soup on it, cut four pieces of sausage, put them in, and served the dinner to Yu Chu.

He still eats at the coffee table in the old place, because dogs that are not smart can't serve it.

Lin Tui heated up two servings of cream soup in the microwave, inserted a straw and placed it on Yu Chu's right hand side.

Yu Chu glanced at the glass straw inserted into the thick soup, and then said to Lin Tui, "I can't use a straw."

Without asking the reason, Lin Tui took a slightly deeper plate from the kitchen and poured the soup into the plate for Yu Chu.

Yu Chu stopped talking, bowed his head and started eating.

Lin Tui sat back at the dining table, eating the pasta in front of him without any appetite.

After finishing dinner, Lin Tui put the dishes in the cupboard and lay back on the sofa.

He fell asleep intermittently during the day, but didn't feel sleepy at night. Lin Tui continued to stare at one place in a daze.

I don't know how long it took before a shadow fell, and even if he didn't look up, he knew who it was. Lin Tui didn't respond.

"stand up."

Hearing this, Lin Tui didn't move, but raised his eyes to look at Yu Chu.

Yu Chu looked down at Beta on the sofa, and said again, "Get up."

Lin Tui didn't know what he was going to do, but he stood up anyway, and followed him into the bathroom.

The pale light above the bathroom was turned on, coating Beta's already fair face with a layer of delicate glaze, he pursed his lips and looked at Yu Chu, doubting what he had just heard.

Until the other party repeated again, "Take off your clothes."

If anyone said this to Lin Tui, including Shen Mogui, he would immediately turn around and leave.

But when these words came from Yu Chu's mouth, especially in such a calm tone, Lin Tui would only suspect that there was something wrong with his ears.

Seeing Lin Tui standing still, Yu Chu came over and stretched out his hand to unbutton Lin Tui's shirt.

The hand was slender and well-proportioned. He quickly unbuttoned Lin Tui and helped him take it off.

Lin Tui froze on the spot, completely unaware of what he was going to do, this man always did things that eluded him.