The villain cannon fodder has awakened his consciousness

Lin Yongting mentioned twice that he would visit his mother, and although he promised, Lin Tui kept delaying.

It's been a long time since he visited her in the nursing home. Lin Tui forgot whether it was two months or three months.

This time he couldn't escape, so Lin Yiwan called Lin Tui himself.

On Sunday morning, Lin Tui went to the nursing home by car, saying that the nursing home only lived in his mother, and it was specially built for her.

When Lin retreated, Lin Yiwan was trimming the branches and leaves in the glass greenhouse. She has always liked to take care of flowers and plants.

Lin Tui approached her, "Mother."

Lin Yiwan raised her eyes. Lin Tui inherited Lin Yiwan's eyes, but the lines at the end of her eyes are softer, but the calm and indifferent look when looking at people is exactly the same as the mother and son.

Lin Yiwan said, "Tea is brewed on the table."

Lin Tui didn't like drinking tea very much, but he still picked up the teacup and took a few sips.

Lin Yiwan lowered his head and continued to trim the excess branches and leaves, "I heard that you got very close to that child from Pedro's family recently?"

Lin Tui put down his teacup and said truthfully, "It's not close, it's just acquaintance."

Lin Yiwan stopped and looked at Lin Tui, "You are classmates, or the same class, it's better to get closer, what do you think?"

Lin Tui rolled his throat, and slowly let out an 'um'.

Lin Yiwan looked away, "Rongzi Technology has done a good job."

Lin Tui did not relax his nerves because of the compliment, he looked down at the pattern on the teacup.

"No matter how deep Lin Jingshu hides, he is also an alpha, with a strong aggressiveness in his bones, and what you lack is the courage to take the initiative."

Lin Yiwan raised his wrist and cut off the branches and leaves of the potted plants. The crisp sound of the branches breaking stimulated Lin Tui's nerves.

He suddenly felt bored, and uncontrollably remembered the bickering between their mother and son when they were guests at Shen Mo's home, as well as the laughter at the dinner table.

Before meeting Shen Mogui, the only friend Lin Tui had was Sophie.

Sophie's mother died when he was very young, and his father remarried later and gave birth to two younger brothers.

The atmosphere in their house was not very good, and the three children were fighting for favor every day, but it was always Sophie who hurt Fairlie the most.

Lin Tui always thought that all families were not perfect, but now he began to have doubts.

Now he is more and more repulsed to hear Lin Jingshu's name from Lin Yiwan's mouth. He hates that she always compares him with Lin Jingshu. Why can't their mother and son talk about some warm topics?

Lin Tui picked up a teacup and squeezed it hard.

Lin Yiwan's topic was still on Lin Jingshu, Lin Tui finally couldn't help it, restrained his trembling and said in a low voice, "Actually, I don't think... there's nothing wrong with being a beta."

After Lin Tui finished speaking, the greenhouse fell silent, only the hissing sound of the automatic sprinkler.

Lin Tui's heart was beating wildly like it was out of control, and he slowly looked towards Lin Yiwan.

He just raised his head and received a slap in the face.

Lin Tui's face was knocked to one side, his ears were temporarily deaf, and confused shadows flashed in front of his eyes.

Lin Yiwan stood in front of Lin Tui and asked in a cold voice, "When did you have such a self-willed depravity?"

Lin Tui couldn't say a word, he was shrouded in the shadow cast by Lin Yiwan, like a flying insect stuck to a spider's web, struggling helplessly and full of despair.

Lin Yiwan's disappointed eyes cut Lin Tui, "You have already separated from alpha genetically, and you still lag behind others in terms of effort?"

Lin Tui's shoulders slowly slumped, as if he was overwhelmed by such questioning.

He lowered his head and murmured, "I'm sorry, mother."

Lin Yiwan softened his expression and tone, "Go to the quiet room."

Lin Tui's body stiffened, but without saying anything, he mechanically stood up and walked out of the greenhouse.

Lin Jingshu was sitting in the living room, flipping through a financial magazine in his hand, when he heard the sound of a car driving into the yard, he looked up to the outside of the yard.

Not long after, Lin Tui, who was wearing a shirt and black trousers, walked in. Seeing his attire, Lin Jingshu smiled lightly.

Lin Tui usually dresses casually, but when encountering difficult or important matters, he will wear some crisp clothes to arm himself.

Lin Jingshu closed the magazine in his hand, and looked at it with great interest, "This time you took the initiative to do such a beautiful thing, did she praise you?"

What Lin Jingshu said was that Lin Tui almost didn't do this with his small treasury.

Lin Tui didn't respond, and walked through the living room indifferently.

Lin Jingshu scrutinized Lin Tui's face carefully, and slowly suppressed the smile on his lips, "Why, you were imprisoned in that kennel by her again?"

In Lin Yiwan's words, it is a quiet room, but in Lin Jingshu's eyes, it is no different from a kennel.

The room was small, with a low ceiling, no windows, no lighting fixtures, like a square box with vents.

The Lin family has such a 'box', and I heard that Lin Yiwan built another one in the nursing home.

Lin Tui didn't seem to hear anything, and went straight upstairs.

In the corridor on the second floor, the phone in Lin Tui's pocket rang, and it was Shen Mogui calling.

He paused slightly, and let the bell rang for more than ten seconds. Before hanging up automatically, Lin Tui connected.

Alpha's carefree voice came from over there, "Have you gone to school yet?"

"No."

"That's just right. You can ask your driver to take a detour to pick me up. I'm exhausted from training recently, and I don't want to squeeze the subway to go there. Besides, my mother brought us a lot of food."

"Ah."

"Okay, then I'll wait for you." Shen Mogui choked his throat and said in a goosebump-sweet voice, "I love you, love you."

Lin Tui directly cut off the phone, put the phone back blankly, walked to his room, opened the door and was about to go in when someone grabbed the back of his neck.

Lin Tui reacted immediately, his eyes were covered with ice, he raised his elbow and struck back hard.

He thought that the last warning would make Lin Jingshu honest, but he didn't expect that the other party was still so crazy.

Lin Jingshu grabbed Lin Tui's arm and folded it to his lower back. Taking advantage of Alpha's physical strength, he pushed him into the door and pressed him against the wall.

"Brother." Lin Jingshu leaned into Lin Tui's ear, "You said if your mother knew that she was friends with someone like Shen Mogui, how would she react?"

Lin Tui's face quickly became ruthless, he fought hard, pulled out his arm and punched Lin Jingshu.

The corner of Lin Jingshu's mouth was cracked, he licked away the bloodshot with the tip of his tongue, the smile in his eyes did not diminish, "You should know that I am always happy to do things that can make you unhappy."

Lin Tui's face was gloomy, "You really are a lowly bastard."

Lin Jingshu smiled, "You only know these two curse words."

"Do you know?" He said in a relaxed tone, "Actually, every time you call me a bastard, I will try my best to restrain myself from... laughing."

Lin Tui frowned, looking at Lin Jingshu as if looking at an unreasonable monster.

"Because you are like me." Lin Jingshu said in a gentle and gentle tone, "We are all bastards, the product of derailment within marriage."

Lin Tui didn't respond, he just felt that he was talking nonsense, and his expression was very indifferent.

Lin Jingshu took out a piece of paper from his pocket, and handed it to Lin Tui.

Lin Tui had no interest in what Lin Jingshu wanted to show him, so he raised his hand and opened the door, "Get lost."

Seeing that Lin Tui did not answer, Lin Jingshu was not angry, and spread out the paper and held it in front of him.

Lin Tui raised his eyelids, and casually glanced at the paper to see what was inside. His expression gradually became serious, but it was only for a moment.

Lin Tui said coldly: "Do you think I will believe it?"

Lin Jingshu asked back, "Then you think I'll lie to you with this kind of thing that can be found out after a single investigation?"

Lin Tui twitched his fingertips, slowly lifted it up, and brought the thin piece of paper over.

It is a paternity certificate.

It shows that he has no blood relationship with Lin Yongting, and the identification date is actually two years ago.

Lin Tui's heart seemed to have lost its blood supply function, and he had difficulty swallowing, his throat was blocked, and he couldn't utter a word for a long time.

After a long time, Lin Tui said calmly, "This is impossible."

Lin Jingshu looked pale, but still pretended to be a calm beta, and directly pierced his disguise with pity and cruelty.

"So you now know why a pair of AOs will give birth to betas, and why your mother always compares you to me."

"Because you are not Lin Yongting's son, she is afraid that I will take your place."

Lin Jingshu raised the corners of his mouth happily, his words turned into sharp knives that cut open Lin Tui's internal organs, killed his pride, and trampled on his dignity.

He said, "You and I are both bastards."

When Lin Tui heard something collapse, great confusion appeared on his usually indifferent face, and his eyelashes twitched unconsciously.

Lin Jingshu observed Lin Tui's every facial expression, as if he was admiring Lin Tui's pain, or just looking at Lin Tui, there was no unnecessary expression on his face.

Finally, Lin Jingshu seemed to be tired of such silence, cut his finger with an outdoor knife, and dripped blood on a handkerchief.

He said, "You should know that I can enter the Lin family, and how many paternity tests Lin Yongting has done. It is impossible that I am not related to him by blood."

Lin Jingshu folded up the blood-stained handkerchief, leaned over and put it in Lin Tui's pocket, "You can identify you and me."

Seeing that Lin Tui hung his head and did not speak, his eyelashes cast a shadow on his eyes, and the ends of his thin eyes were half drawn, losing the look of the past.

Lin Jingshu raised his hand and wiped a bloodstain on the corner of his eye with his injured fingertip.

He leaned over and was about to kiss Lin Tui when he was punched again by the other party.

Lin Tui clenched his fists, his arms trembled from the humiliation, and he looked at Lin Jingshu with angry and cold eyes.

Lin Jingshu didn't say anything, didn't do anything, walked past Lin Tui, and left the room.

Shen Mogui didn't see Lin Tui that afternoon, he only waited for Lin Tui's private driver to come, and the other party took him to school.

Afterwards, Lin Tui lost contact for two days and only returned on Wednesday afternoon.

When Shen Mogui came back from the swimming team, he saw Lin Tui's shoes on the shoe rack in the entrance, and rushed into Lin Tui's room without further ado to settle the score.

He disappeared for four or five days inexplicably last week, and this week he still didn't keep his promise, and he didn't come to school and didn't call him.

Shen Mogui knocked on the door twice, and opened the door before Lin Tui could speak.

The overwhelming anger disappeared immediately when he saw Lin Tui, who was sickly lying on the bed.

"Ill?" Shen Mogui was taken aback, walked over and touched Lin Tui's forehead, with concern on his face, "Your forehead is so hot, have you taken any medicine?"

Lin Tui was buried in the quilt, his black hair hanging down his eyes covering his eyes, he didn't look at Shen Mogui, he lowered his head and gave a hoarse 'hmm'.

"Take the medicine, then go to sleep." Shen Mogui didn't bother Lin Tui, and went out to make porridge for him.

When he got to the kitchen, Shen Mogui was in a difficult situation. He didn't know what kind of porridge to cook for the patients who had a cold. Since he was young, he was as strong as a cow, and the number of times he fell ill could be counted on one's fingers.

Shen Mogui called his mother to ask.

Shen's mother gave online guidance: "If you are sick and have a bad appetite, don't cook rice porridge. It is tasteless and you don't want to eat it. You can ask Xiaolin if he has a sore throat and cough. You can't cook something to moisten the throat and relieve the cough."

"Okay, then I'll ask, Mom, don't hang up." Shen Mogui ran back to Lin Tui's room with his phone in his arms.

The other party seemed to be asleep, buried deeply in the quilt, and couldn't even hear his breathing. Shen Mogui called him a few times but didn't hear any reply.

Fearing that Lin Tui would bore him, he stepped forward and tugged at the corner of the quilt, revealing Lin Tui's face.

"Mom, he's asleep, so let's make that cough medicine..."

First there was the sound of closing the door, and then Shen Mogui's voice gradually faded away. Lin Tui moved and buried himself again.

Shen Mogui made the soup and put it on the bedside table for Lin Tui, "It's a bit hot now, remember to drink it after drying it for a while."

Hearing Lin Tui's 'hmm', Shen Mogui felt relieved and left.

But when he came in later to collect the bowl, Lin Tui didn't even touch the bowl of soup.

Lin Tui's condition did not improve until the next day, and Shen Mogui wanted to take him to the medical building to see a doctor, but he didn't respond.

Shen Mogui took his temperature, and the temperature was not very high. He knew that he would not want to move when he was sick, so he didn't persuade him any more. He bought breakfast and put it next to Lin Tui's bed before going to training.

As soon as Shen Mogui left, the room became completely quiet, and Lin Tui opened his eyes.

The results of the paternity test came out, and he and Lin Jingshu were not related by blood.

When Lin Jingshu's mother brought him to the Lin family, Lin Yongting went to a professional organization for an appraisal. The result was impossible to make mistakes, and Lin Jingshu and Lin Yongting looked very similar.

So his biological father was a beta and impregnated his mother to give birth to him?

Who the hell is that person?

Does his mother know that he is not Lin Yongting's child?

If so, why did he have to be born?And why didn't they get divorced?

Lin Tui's mind was full of questions. He really wanted to go to the nursing home to find Lin Yiwan, but he stood at the door for a long time and never had the courage to go in.

Time has no meaning to Lin Tui, he stares blankly at the ceiling, sometimes thinking about some problems, sometimes simply staring in a daze.

During the period, Shen Mogui seemed to be back, and he said something to Lin Tui, but he didn't understand a word of it.

After a while the room became quiet again, Lin Tui pulled the quilt to cover himself, and suddenly had the idea of ​​disappearing from this world.

After an unknown amount of time, Lin Tui heard someone talking next to his ear——

"Wake up, you have been asleep for a long time, get up and eat something."

Lin Tui slowly opened his eyes, and the man smiled at him, "Are you awake?"

Lin Tui couldn't distinguish between dream and reality for a while, he stared blankly at the person in front of him, the person had a pair of ostentatious eyes, straight nose bridge, and bright lips.

It's Yu Huaiyan.

When Lin Tui was in a daze, something was stuffed into his mouth, and a rich milky fragrance wafted from his mouth.

Yu Huaiyan peeled a piece of candy for Lin Tui, and the other party's expression changed from dazed to clear, and then he closed his eyes.

This reaction was beyond his expectation, Yu Huaiyan frowned, and reached out to touch his forehead.

The temperature is not high, the doctor came just now and said that the fever is not serious, just lack of carbohydrates, and gave Lin Tui a bag of glucose.

After losing all the glucose, Lin Tui still didn't wake up, so Yu Huaiyan called him.

"Shen Mogui and their swimming team temporarily went to practice in the field. He was worried about you, so he asked me to come and have a look." Although Lin Tui didn't ask, Yu Huaiyan still explained why he came.

Shen Mogui's reason for looking for Yu Huaiyan was very simple, because he was the one who arrived in time when Lin Tui was unconscious in the dormitory last time.

Looking at the whole Bokelton, Shen Mogui felt that there were not many warm-hearted people like Yu Huaiyan.

Seeing Lin Tui, who was obviously in a bad state, Yu Huaiyan showed patience, "What's wrong? I'm not feeling well, is something wrong?"

Lin Tui closed his eyes, not intending to speak.

Yu Huaiyan thoughtfully said: "It's okay if you don't want to say it."

Afterwards, he really didn't ask any more questions. He opened the curtains of the room, took out the tablet to check the emails in the mailbox, and seemed to have started business at Lin Tui's place.

The sun gradually moved westward, and a large swath of sunlight was thrown in through the window, splashing an ambiguous yellow light on Yu Huaiyan's body.

When he was replying to emails, he would occasionally look up at Lin Tui, looking thoughtful.

In the evening, Yu Huaiyan ordered two meals from the cafeteria.

Lin Tui still didn't intend to eat, and Yu Huaiyan didn't force him, and stuffed another candy into his mouth.

The other party didn't respond at all, lying on the bed with his eyes closed, like a mass of plankton with no signs of life.

Shen Mogui was going to practice outside for three days, and he came back in the morning to get some clothes. Seeing that Lin Tui was still sick, he was worried, so he called Yu Huaiyan and asked him to take care of him.

He didn't expect this person to be so interesting. When he called Yu Huaiyan to ask about the situation after training, he was actually in their dormitory.

Hearing what Yu Huaiyan meant, he might stay at night, which moved Shen Mogui greatly.

Although Yu Huaiyan's private life style is controversial, but something happened is enough for brothers.

Seeing that Lin Tui was being taken care of, Shen Mogui put his heart in his stomach.

After hanging up his phone, Yu Huaiyan was about to go back to his room when the doorbell rang suddenly.

Yu Huaiyan walked over to open the door, raising his eyebrows almost imperceptibly.

Lin Jingshu, who was standing outside the door, saw Yu Huaiyan, his eyes became dim.

One of them was inside the door and the other was outside, and they both sensed a subtlety in each other's eyes.

Looking at each other for a moment, the two sides looked away tacitly.

"I'm here to find my brother."

"Please come in."

After Yu Huaiyan stepped aside, Lin Jingshu came in with a piece of dinner and put on the slippers she had brought.

Under Yu Huaiyan's playful gaze, he walked into Lin Tui's room expressionlessly.

"Brother." Lin Jingshu said in a familiar tone, "Is your illness better?"

Hearing his voice, Lin Tui suddenly opened his eyes, and stared at Lin Jingshu, his face was bloodless.

"Brother, I brought you your favorite food." Lin Jingshu's face was harmless to humans and animals, he approached Lin Tui, squatted on the side of the bed and looked at Lin Tui with concern, "How is it, do you have an appetite now? "

As Lin Jingshu was talking, he reached into the quilt and touched Lin Tui's hand and grabbed it.

Lin Tui changed his face in an instant, and when he wanted to shake off Lin Jingshu's hand and tell him to get out, the other party suddenly came over.

"Do you want others to know our current relationship?" Lin Jingshu said in a voice that only he and Lin Tui could hear, "Let them know that you are not Lin Yongting's son."

Lin Tui turned from anger to bewilderment, then to bewilderment, his eyelashes trembled twice, and then lowered to cover his eyes.

very pitiful.

Lin Jingshu thought to himself.

He grabbed Lin Tui's hand and rubbed his fingertips against Lin Tui's palm, but the other party just closed his eyes and didn't say anything, like a horned deer being slaughtered.

Lin Jingshu finally understood why so many people were keen to break off the antlers, because without horns, the deer looked much more docile.

Lin Jingshu touched Lin Tui's black hair with his other hand, but his eyes were fixed on his face.

It wasn't until someone knocked on the door twice that Lin Jingshu came back to his senses.

Yu Huaiyan leaned against the open door, and tapped on the door panel with bent fingers. When Lin Jingshu looked over, he stopped and said, "It's very late."

Lin Jingshu glanced at his watch, and said calmly, "Well, it's getting late, please take care of my brother, I'll stay with him tonight."

Sensing Lin Jingshu's hostility, Yu Huaiyan glanced at him with a smile, then walked in and opened Lin Tui's wardrobe, and found a silk nightgown from inside.

Yu Huaiyan said: "Here is my pajamas. It is not troublesome for me to keep it here. Let me take care of him."

Lin Jingshu's face was ugly for a moment.

He knew that Lin Tui was sick, and he also knew that the swimming team was going to practice today, and Shen Mogui was not in the dormitory. The only thing he didn't know was that someone came before him.

Lin Jingshu's tone was a little cold, "No need, I'll take care of my brother."

Yu Huaiyan said, "If you are worried, you can go together, but you have to go back to get the toiletries. I used the new set a few days ago, and there are no spare toiletries here."

Lin Jingshu snorted, looked directly at Yu Huaiyan and asked, "Are you on good terms with my brother?"

Yu Huaiyan smiled and said nothing.

In the end, Lin Jingshu did not stay.

Looking at Lin Jingshu, who was clearly displeased, and Lin Tui, who was lying on the bed, Yu Huaiyan felt that the two brothers were very interesting.

He hooked his lips and smiled, took his pajamas and went to the bathroom to take a shower.

The nightgown was left over from taking care of Lin Tui last time. Yu Huaiyan put it in the corner of the closet. Lin Tui probably didn't notice it, otherwise he would have thrown it away due to his personality.

After simply taking a hot shower, Yu Huaiyan came out wiping his wet hair and glanced at the lifeless Beta.

After drying his hair, he turned off the light and lay down on the bed, and naturally took Lin Tui's hand.

Lin Tuizhen held Yu Huaiyan's hand obediently, without any reaction.

His skeleton seemed to have been pulled away, and the blood and flesh spread out on the ground without support, like a pile of crushed tomato sauce.

Lin Tui has been trying to make himself outstanding and a qualified successor all these years, but all his efforts in the past suddenly become meaningless, even ridiculous.

He lost his own skeleton, lost his father, and was in the hands of Lin Jingshu, and he would be expelled from the Lin family at any time.

He is almost homeless.

In the dark, Yu Huaiyan suddenly asked, "Have you ever quarreled with anyone?"

Before Lin Tui could answer, Yu Huaiyan said, "If you want to gain the upper hand during a quarrel, you have to think from the opponent's point of view, think about the reason why he quarreled with you, and fight back from the angle that hurts him the most."

Just like he had a "quarrel" with Lin Jingshu just now—observe him, analyze his motives, and then poke his pain points.

It's just that Lin Jingshu's pain point is a bit strange, he seems to have a strong desire to possess Lin Tui.

This kind of possessiveness should not be a younger brother to an older brother.

Yu Huaiyan approached Lin Tui, looked at this hopelessly sad man, and raised his hand to stroke his soft black hair.

"The same is true for other things. You are very smart, think about it carefully." Yu Huaiyan's deep voice flowed slowly in the dark night, "As long as you find the right angle, you can insert this knife back into the opponent's body."

Lin Tui slowly raised his eyes, and looked at Yu Huaiyan dully.

Yu Huaiyan smiled, and made a movement of inserting a knife, "Remember, the movement must be crisp and neat."

Shen Mogui came back from training in the wild, his skin was once darker than before, but he was in good spirits.

Especially when he saw that Lin Tui got rid of his illness and regained his former health, he thought it was worth celebrating, so he called Yu Huaiyan and the three of them had a small dinner together.

Lin Tui still talked very little like before, which may be the reason why he just recovered from a serious illness.

However, Shen Mogui always felt that there was something strange about him, but he couldn't tell what was wrong, he only thought that he was sensitive.

Although Lin Tui seldom talked, Yu Huaiyan was very good at mobilizing the atmosphere, and Shen Mogui was a chatterbox, so he had a very happy meal.

During the period, Bai Yuan was also mentioned. Shen Mogui didn't know that Lin Tui lost contact with Bai Yuan last week. He heard that Bai Yuan broke his leg while skiing, so he couldn't help gloating.

"It's just that the wicked will have to suffer from God. A car accident, a blizzard, it's clear that he has done too many bad things. God, the old man can't stand it."

Yu Huaiyan not only knew the truth about the car accident, but also knew that Bo Yuan had invited Lin Tui to go skiing on his birthday. Hearing Shen Mogui's words, he smiled and took a sip of his wine.

He said ambiguously, "Maybe there is a God."

Lin Tui didn't speak.

Bai Yuan injured his leg and is still in the hospital. Lin Tui doesn't know the details.

In the afternoon, Lin retreated to the library to check homework materials, and a persuasive gaze stared at him not far away.

Lin Jingshu chose a book at random, walked towards Lin Tui, and then sat across from him, his legs under the table kept harassing Lin Tui.

Lin Tui closed the book in disgust, got up and walked out of the library.

Lin Jingshu followed Lin Tui unhurriedly, and followed him through most of the campus.

Until there were fewer and fewer people around, Lin Jingshu tore off the gentleness on his face, stepped forward gloomily, and grabbed Lin Tui.

Before he could speak, Lin Tui turned around, as if watching a mouse crawling from a dark corner into the sunlight, with undisguised disgust.

Lin Tui recalled what Yu Huaiyan said that night - find the right angle, and then forcefully plunge the sharp knife into the opponent's heart.

Lin Tui grabbed Lin Jingshu's hair just like last time, ignored the other person's pain, and ruthlessly pulled towards him.

He looked directly at Lin Jingshu with a cold gaze, and said in an affirmative tone, "You want my attention very much, don't you?"

Lin Jingshu was stunned.