in the river island

The noodles came quickly, and Yu Zhou didn't like to eat too hot food, so he stirred the noodles to let them cool down.

—Would you like to try it?

The shredded pork noodles with sauerkraut that Yu Zhou ordered, the stall owner was very honest and made a big bowl full.

— I see there are empty bowls over there

"Let me taste some." Lu Zaihe got up to get another bowl and chopsticks, Yu Zhou took two chopsticks for him, and divided most of the shredded pork from the top of the bowl.

"It doesn't take so much." Lu Zaihe laughed.

Yu Zhou was very stubborn, covering his bowl to prevent Lu Zaihe from refusing.

Lu Zaihe tasted the noodles, while Yu Zhou held his chopsticks and stared at Lu Zaihe expectantly, waiting for his feedback.

"Not bad." Lu Zaihe said after swallowing.

Lu Zaihe finished eating the noodles in the bowl, the barbecue finally came late, and the tray was placed between the two of them, Yu Zhou raised his eyes very lowly, then lowered his head, staring intently at the bowl of noodles that exceeded the limit.

"Try one?" Lu Zaihe noticed his subtle movements.

Yu Zhou stared at the excellent looking grilled skewers on the tray, and swallowed his saliva.

"You can eat less." Lu Zaihe said.

Yu Zhou stretched out his hand to pick among the grilled skewers, and picked out a skewer of beef.

Getting this string of beef was like getting some kind of treasure. Lu Zaihe felt that Yu Zhou's eyes lit up, shining in the night.

Fingers half covered the corners of his lips, Lu Zaihe blocked his smile.

The men at the next table were punching loudly, Lu Zaihe and Yu Zhou each ate their own food, clinking glasses with drinks from time to time.

After eating, he began to sweat. Both Yu Zhou and Lu Zaihe took off their coats. Seeing the muscle marks on Lu Zaihe's arms, Yu Zhou was very envious.

"how?"

Yu Zhouqu started to pat the biceps.

"You just need to exercise." Lu Zaihe said, "Didn't you want to play basketball before? I can teach you."

Yu Zhou had forgotten about this, and only thought of it when Lu Zaihe mentioned it.

- I'm out of coordination and probably play badly

The few times Yu Zhou touched the ball was when he practiced shooting in physical education class in junior high school. He developed late, and many girls in the class were taller than him. It was Yu Zhou's turn after the big and tall guys in front of him shot. He doesn't have much athletic talent. He can score two or three by chance after ten shots.

"It's okay." Lu Zaihe put another string of beef on his bowl, "I'm very patient."

On the day Yu Guowen was discharged from the hospital, he was the one who went back by car alone. Yu Zhou had asked for leave several times, and it was difficult to ask for more.

Fearing that Yu Guowen would forget the route, Yu Zhou sent a long text message in detail, telling him where to buy the ticket and where to transfer and which exit to exit.

Yu Guowen is not good at anything else, he has a good memory, and he returned smoothly after only walking the road once.

Yu Zhou called and found out that Yu Guowen had arrived home. After hanging up the phone, he was absent-minded, thinking about Yu Guowen's surgery. He actually considered borrowing money, but who to borrow is another problem.

After Yu Zhou's mother left, Yu Guowen didn't allow Yu Zhou to move around with his mother's relatives. The relationship had long since become estranged. On Yu Guowen's side, he himself was not good at connecting with each other, and he didn't necessarily have a chat during the holidays. Call and contact relatives and friends, borrowing money, Yu Zhou feels hanging.

Parents and relatives couldn't borrow, so he had to find friends around him, but Yu Zhou thought about the people he knew around him, and it seemed that he couldn't find anyone who could open the door.

Yang Meng just came out of the society, her salary is not high, and she must have no savings. Although Zhang Zhen is considered a middle-aged boss, all the money has been invested in the newly opened bar. Life is not easy, and Yang Zhenyong has already helped him a lot. Yu Zhou was embarrassed to look for him again, and after that, only Lu Zaihe was left.

Yu Zhou didn't know about Lu Zaihe's financial situation, but he knew it was not bad, so he could ask Yu Zhou to talk to him... Yu Zhou didn't want to do this.

Yu Zhou felt embarrassed to accept Lu Zaihe's tip, let alone ask him to borrow money.

The only turning point was that the live broadcast platform sent him a private message again, it was an activity for a newcomer to sign up as an anchor, under the same recommended position, the anchor with a large fan base within a period of time will be rewarded, No.1 2, No.3 [-] , No.[-] [-].

To be honest, Yu Zhou was very excited about this event.

He lacks the money now.

But whether you can win an award after participating is one thing. Even if you win the award, you can solve the urgent need, but Yu Zhou will be bound to the platform for a long time.

Yu Zhou peeled the potatoes slowly, hesitating and hesitating.

This was always on his mind, Yu Zhou returned home exhausted, Yu Guowen was watching the Three Kingdoms with the TV on, there was a lot of noise, Yu Zhou was bored, he clearly told Guowen’s house that the sound insulation is not good, the TV should not be turned on too loudly, but Yu Guowen didn't take his words to heart.

There were two opened bottles of beer and a basket of boiled peanuts on the table, and Yu Guowen didn't look back when he heard the door open.

Yu Zhou put down the things in his hands, walked a few steps closer, and after seeing what Yu Guowen was eating, he strode up to him and picked up the beer to take a look.

"Hey, little brat, what are you doing!" Yu Guowen raised his eyes impatiently when he was interrupted.

Yu Zhou frowned, knocked the wine heavily on the table, suppressed his anger, and typed quickly.

——Did you take the wine from the refrigerator?

"That's right." Yu Guowen fell back on the sofa and took a sip of beer comfortably.

- it's someone else's

Yu Guowen squinted his eyes, and said indifferently: "What other people's things, I can't do it with a drink!"

"It's someone else's, it's a big deal to return him two bottles, what a big deal!"

His leisurely, casual, and wanton attitude instantly ignited Yu Zhou's anger, and the boredom of the day was aroused, and his anger almost instantly burned to the top of the sky. Yu Zhou didn't understand why Yu Guowen could be so "free", so unreasonable .

He is always like this, only doing what he wants, and everything that doesn't go his way seems unreasonable.

Yu Zhou is fed up with this kind of Yu Guowen, enough of this kind of father, he doesn't know how long Yu Guowen will be "ignorant", maybe a few days, maybe a few years, maybe a lifetime, he will always do what he wants, and he will never know how to measure.

Yu Zhou swept it hard, and the remaining beer cans on the table, mixed with a basket of boiled peanuts, were knocked over on the ground.

He wanted to treat Guowen well, worked hard to treat him, and saved money everywhere. He was worried about Yu Guowen, but Yu Guowen was leisurely and ungrateful.

Yu Zhou hopes that Yu Guowen will change, but the facts prove that Yu Guowen will not.

He is always on airs, always domineering, always domineering, and never repents.

Yu Zhou couldn't bear it anymore, when Yu Guowen stood up with a "chuckle" and wanted to slap Yu Zhou, Yu Zhou blocked his hand.

"It's against you, little bastard!" Yu Guowen was blocked with a palm, followed by a mess of punches and kicks. Yu Zhou was so angry that he didn't have any strength at all. All the brains were vented, and the two wrestled together. Yu Zhou was knocked to the ground by Yu Guowen, received two punches, and kicked back a few times. When the fight really started, there was no way at all, and Yu Zhou felt a twist in his heart He is like a closed container that has been pressurized and pressurized. Today, the container was so full that it could not be filled again, and it exploded in an instant.

Not only did it blow up others, but he was not spared either.

Yu Zhou didn't know how many times he gave Yu Guowen, and he didn't know how many times he received it. When he was discovered and stopped by Zhang Zhen who came home suddenly, Yu Zhou was in a daze. He lost his strength and fell down on the sofa. On the bed, something dripped from the eyelids, Yu Zhou wiped it, it was blood.

Yu Guowen knocked his head on the corner of the table and made a hole.

After being pulled away, Yu Guowen roared and cursed angrily. Zhang Zhen kept blocking him and pushed him back. Not Zhang Zhen's opponent, Zhang Zhen easily stopped him and pushed him aside.

Zhang Zhen and Yu Zhou have been co-renting for a long time, and this is the first time I have seen Yu Zhou lose his composure. I don’t know what happened, Zhang Zhen pulled Yu Guowen into the balcony to persuade him, but Yu Guowen didn’t listen to the persuasion at all, and It was a burst of scolding father and mother.

Yu Zhou was left in the living room, in a trance, not knowing what to do. His mind was in a mess, and he wiped the blood from his eyes mechanically and repeatedly, but it became more and more thinner. Yu Zhou wiped his face and found blood and tears. Mixed in a pile straight down.

Yu Zhou didn't want to cry at all, but he couldn't stop his tears. The tears were like a stream, and he couldn't stop them no matter what.

Yu Zhou didn't know where the grievances engulfed him, he just felt that the suffering of so many years broke out tonight.

More and more tears flooded, Yu Zhou arched his body, squatted on the ground, curled up into a ball with his back against the sofa legs.

Why did he have to go through this in his life?Is this a trial and a test for him?

Yu Zhou couldn't figure it out, couldn't figure it out.

Is he very demanding?

He didn't want to have a beautiful family very early on, and he didn't want to be able to speak like a normal person. He only wanted a normal father. He only wanted a future life without wind and rain, but even the ordinary is so difficult. .

Yu Zhou buried his head deeply on his knees, he really wished he was a small fish, he could only have seven seconds of memory.

The long-standing scars did not fade with time, but became more unforgettable when they emerged.

What he thought he had forgotten was actually just concealed.

Unpleasant and indistinct whimpers occupied Yu Zhou's eardrums. He couldn't even hope to cry aloud. A voice came from a haze, followed by a clearer human voice.

"Yu Zhou——Yu Zhou?"

Yu Zhou raised his face, and Zhang Zhen handed over the paper. He probably had no experience in comforting others, and was taken aback by Yu Zhou's face covered in blood. It rang."

Yu Zhou took the paper and wiped it, stood up on the table and walked back to the room. He didn't know where Yu Guowen was, and he didn't bother to care about it. The phone rang for a long time, and the video profile picture jumped, it was Lu Zaihe.

Yu Zhou refused to answer the video, and was afraid that Lu Zaihe would notice something unusual, so he made a phone call.

"Are you busy? Is it inconvenient." Lu Zaihe asked as soon as he opened his mouth.

Yu Zhou basically would not refuse to accept the video, and Lu Zaihe thought he was disturbing Yu Zhou's business.

Yu Zhou: Not busy

"That's good, I'm calling to ask what numbers do you like?"

Yu Zhou wiped his eyes, his fingers were wet, and the screen was scratched.

Yu Zhou: 2

"it is good."

Yu Zhou: Why do you ask this?

Yu Zhou sniffed and pressed the paper to his swollen eyes.

"I picked out a set of basketball uniforms and a printed number," Lu Zaihe heard the voice, and asked, "Is the cold still uncomfortable?"

Yu Zhou: A little bit

Yu Zhou turned off the microphone.

"Remember to take your medicine on time," Lu Zaihe reminded, and then asked, "Why do you like the number 2?"

Holding the phone in his hand, Yu Zhou took a while to answer.

Yu Zhou: Because 2 is not alone

The other end of the phone paused for a moment and asked, "Are you lonely now?"

Yu Zhou typed "No" subconsciously, but he couldn't send it for a long time. His hand seemed to be controlled, and his body was shaking all the time. He didn't know whether it was pain, anger, or both.

Yu Zhou: I don't know

Yu Zhou: I don't know

"You can come to me when you are lonely."

This is a temptation.

Yu Zhou thought after hearing Lu Zaihe's voice.

A naked temptation.

Yu Zhou: Anytime?

The screen of the mobile phone was wet, and it was raining outside the house, and it was also raining inside the house.

"Well, anytime."

Yu Zhou: But I don’t have your address

"Northern Branch Road Royal Scenic Garden."

"Remember?"

Yu Zhou stood up and left the room. He was uncontrollable, passing through the living room like a gust of wind. Before Zhang Zhen could call out his name, Yu Zhou had already run out of the door.

Yu Zhou kept running down the stairs one by one.

Everything was left behind by him, and he kept running forward.

Suddenly there was no movement, Lu Zaihe called Yu Zhou twice, Yu Zhou stopped, his heart beating like a drum, he stood under the boundless night, panting and stopped typing.

Yu Zhou: Would it be presumptuous to come to you now?

Yu Zhou wiped away his tears, and was soaked again by Yudou.