in the river island

The phone hung up unexpectedly, and Yu Zhou didn't have any time to react. Yu Zhou quietly stared at the screen where the computer was suspended, and the two men were still kissing affectionately.

Yu Zhou kept staring at it for a long time, his mood fluctuated constantly, and he suddenly discovered that there was a strange change in his body.

Yu Zhou's Adam's apple rolled, and his fingers trembled to turn on the video again. The two men in the movie were already lying on the bed. Yu Zhou's heart trembled, his eyes dodged, and the camera suddenly turned and cut to another scene.

The movie is no longer a gentle drama, but Yu Zhou has not been able to get away from the shock it brought for a long time. He unexpectedly found that he might not be normal... He actually had some wonderful physiological reactions because of such a clip , This was so shocking to Zhou, he didn't know how long he had been sitting in a frozen state before he suddenly came back to his senses.

The window was open, and the wind was blowing into the room. Yu Zhou broke out in a cold sweat for no reason. He was at a loss and confused.

The shock Yu Zhou suffered was too great, of course he had a weird dream, in which a figure of a man appeared, he chased it out to look, the man turned around suddenly, Yu Zhou saw his face clearly, it was actually Lu Zaihe .Yu Zhou woke up immediately with fright, his chest heaved continuously, and he didn't relax his emotions for a long time.

He woke up at the wrong time, it was still dark outside, Yu Zhou turned on his phone, it was still early, at three o'clock in the middle of the night, he lay down again, but he didn't dare to sleep again, he was afraid that the dream would continue, and dream of Lu Zaihe again .

Why is it such a movie?How could he dream of Lu Zaihe?

Yu Zhou thought about it, and his brain was about to explode. He wanted to take out his mobile phone to send a message to Lu Zaihe several times, but he would always feel embarrassing.

It's too perverted.

He actually dreamed of Lu Zaihe.

Is he abnormal?

Yu Zhou didn't know, he could only ask repeatedly.

Lu Zaihe has always been a knowledgeable and interesting person. After the other party showed resistance, Lu Zaihe would not take the initiative to probe again. No matter how close he was to the other party, it was more like an offense.

Yu Zhou is a smart person, and Lu Zaihe felt that he must be able to understand the key points inside.

Lu Zaihe decided to keep his distance as much as possible, at least he had to retreat to the boundaries of his friends.

Restraining his emotions was not easy, but he had to.

So he didn't take the initiative to contact Yu Zhou again, and Yu Zhou... didn't contact him either.

Although Lu Zaihe understood that this was a normal thought of a straight man, he still couldn't help feeling sorry.

Ending a comfortable relationship is not that pleasant.

Yu Zhou restarted the broadcast, and Lu Zaihe received a reminder to start the broadcast, but he didn't go in, but turned on the live broadcast of the anchor that he hadn't followed for a long time. The anchor remembered Lu Zaihe's ID, and when he saw him, he smiled and said welcome.She had just started broadcasting and was preparing props. She asked Lu Zaihe what she wanted to hear, and joked that it was an encore ceremony for old fans.

Looking at the anchor's smile, Lu Zaihe suddenly felt a lack of interest. He couldn't help thinking, does Yu Zhou think the same way?He is just a big client, so Yu Zhou is willing to spend time chatting with him.

Thinking of this, Lu Zaihe already knew that he was on the tip of his horns. He knew Yu Zhou's character and his sincerity. It was just that Lu Zaihe couldn't calmly accept Yu Zhou's indifference, and he couldn't easily cut off a part of him. associated.

Lu Zaihe stayed in the live broadcast room for a long time. In the end, he didn't ask for anything. He just turned on the live broadcast room as the background sound. Different anchors always have different habits. This anchor has been live broadcasting for several years, and he is experienced. Even the equipment is better than Yu Zhou's. It was a lot better, but Lu Zaihe was still not satisfied. He couldn't concentrate for a long time, and finally turned off the live broadcast and returned to silence, so that he could relax.

It seems that he can no longer adapt to other people's live broadcast, which is not good news for him.

Yu Zhou was full of embarrassment, and after a long time of mental construction, he dared to face Lu Zaihe's chat box squarely. He didn't take the initiative to send a message to Lu Zaihe, nor did he receive any news from Lu Zaihe.

He recalled the situation that night, and always felt that Lu Zaihe suddenly interrupted the video because he was in a bad mood, but he didn't ask at that time, and it seems a bit too late to ask now.

Yu Zhou faintly felt that Lu Zaihe was in a bad mood. During the live broadcast that night, Yu Zhou did not see him appear in the live broadcast room.

Are you busy?

Holding the phone, Yu Zhou hesitated whether to send a message to Lu Zaihe to ask, but he hadn't made any plans to chat with Lu Zaihe yet, he really felt...too embarrassing.

A man dreamed of another man, after he had such a physical reaction.

Yu Zhou covered his face, feeling hot for a while.

He couldn't act like nothing had happened.

Yu Zhou was absent-minded throughout the live broadcast all night. He always looked at the barrage assistant intentionally or unintentionally, but "L" never appeared from the beginning to the end, and Yu Zhou did not receive any news on WeChat.

Why?Could it be that something happened to him?

Yu Zhou was not in good condition and made many mistakes throughout the night. He was so embarrassed and even more confused, he apologized to the audience and stopped the broadcast in advance.

Zhang Zhen was apologetic for getting drunk last time, so he ordered a barbecue for Yu Zhou to eat, but Yu Zhou couldn't eat anything, and it wasn't good to save Zhang Zhen's face, so he took a bunch of dried beans and hurried back to the house .

Facing the computer, Yu Zhou opened Lu Zaihe's chat box, but he hesitated to make a phone call. The movie was like opening up Yu Zhou's two veins of Ren and Du, which made him invisibly establish a barrier. He didn't want to To get to the bottom of the hidden reason, Yu Zhou didn't know how to face it.

Yu Zhou thought about it, and then clicked on the movie that Lu Zaihe played last night. He didn't have that awareness before, and he didn't realize something was wrong after watching it for more than 20 minutes. It's weird.

Yu Zhou watched the movie from the beginning while biting the dried tofu. After watching it for 5 minutes, he suddenly realized a problem that he had neglected for a long time - Lu Zaihe was looking for this movie, so does he know what the movie is about?

Did he find it casually or... did he already know the content of the movie?

Reminiscent of how Lu Zaihe suddenly hung up the video, Yu Zhou seemed to have a glimpse of the context, but it was still hazy. Just as he was deep in thought, the mobile phone in his hand suddenly lit up, and a harsh ringtone rang through the room in an instant, and Yu Zhou's voice started It was too much, and he was concentrating on his thoughts. When he was stimulated by the sudden ringtone, he trembled in fright.

He swallowed the dried tofu in his mouth, and glanced at the call reminder, it was Yu Guowen calling.

Yu Zhou subconsciously glanced at the date, he frowned slightly, it was not yet time to send money to Yu Guowen.

Have you lost all your cards?Yu Zhou answered the phone with a sullen face.

As soon as the call was connected, there were two heavy coughs first. Yu Guowen was pulling his throat, and Yu Zhou felt uncomfortable when he heard it.

He wanted to ask Yu Guowen if he was sick, and he couldn't hang up the phone directly.

"Are you off work?" Yu Guowen asked with a hoarse voice, self-centered.

"It's so late, you must be home."

Yu Zhou listened quietly, not knowing what Yu Guowen wanted to say, but he couldn't escape the word "money".

"I'm going to visit your place in two days. Is there anyone staying?"

Hearing this, Yu Zhou was shocked.

"I don't feel well. The medical conditions in your place are good. I have to go there. If you are free, come and see with me when the time comes. I don't understand the rules of those big hospitals. It's a mess."

Yu Zhou moved his lips, and the words he wanted to ask were stuck in his throat.

"I've bought a ticket, and when I get to the station, I'll call you. Don't be the same as before. Your phone is always on silent. You can't be found when you make a call. Why do I raise you so big? Just to command me Yes! Keke—"

Yu Guowen didn't take a breather when he spoke on the phone, everything was arranged, and Yu Zhou was sure that he couldn't refute, and he didn't even have a chance to refuse.

After he finished speaking, he hung up the phone. Yu Zhou was stunned, and sent a text message to Yu Guowen, asking him what kind of illness he had, whether he had been checked in the town hospital, and how he was doing. .

Yu Guowen lost his temper, and he believed that Yu Zhou disliked him for being troublesome, and he didn't want to take him to a big hospital. He also said that hospitals in small places were not good, they would only cheat people, and they were not reliable at all, anyway, no matter what Yu Zhou said Well, even if Yu Guowen was sure he was coming, ten cows would not be able to drag him back.

Yu Guowen tickets were all bought, so naturally it was impossible to change his mind casually, Yu Zhou couldn't persuade him, so he could only ask him if he came alone.

If Yu Zhou can discuss with Zhang Zhen alone, squeeze in a rental house, and bring his stepmother with him, then he may have to go outside to find a house.

Yu Guowen said he was the only one, and Yu Zhou's heart sank at last. After eating a few mouthfuls of dried tofu, Yu Zhou confirmed the time of Yu Guowen's departure, thinking that there were still a few days left for him to prepare, but in the end it is tomorrow.

While going out to throw out the garbage, Yu Zhou handed Zhang Zhen the pre-edited content. Zhang Zhen watched the game and ate barbecue happily, his mouth and hands were covered with oil.

He also opened a bottle of beer, and when he saw Yu Zhou, he said repeatedly: "I will open these two bottles today, learn from my lesson, never drink too much, and never make myself sick, haha."

After seeing the content on Yu Zhou's mobile phone, Zhang Zhen thought for a moment, "It's not impossible. Letting your dad stay for a few days will not delay things. You can pick him up directly when the time comes."

I didn't expect Zhang Zhen to be so eloquent. Yu Zhou was overjoyed and just wanted to thank Zhang Zhen, who had already turned his face away and was attracted by a goal.

Yu Zhou could only quietly hold back his thanks.

"Brother Lu, I got your test report!" As soon as the junior called, the excited voice of the junior came from the receiver.

Lu Zaihe didn't sleep well for two nights and was feeling dizzy. He warmed himself a glass of milk and pressed his temples to relax his nerves.

"Brother Lu, guess quickly." The junior was in a brisk mood, Lu Zaihe didn't even need time to react, he could almost guess the result of the test report.

"Yin?" Lu Zaihe replied.

"Correct answer! Brother Lu, congratulations!"

The junior is a chatterbox, and he chattered a lot on the phone about the rest of his life. Luckily, Lu Zaihe's ear was next to the receiver, but suddenly he couldn't hear any sound around him, and all the words didn't enter his mind. Lu Zaihe only I could hear the violent heartbeat and the ups and downs of breathing in the chest. Maybe three to five seconds, maybe ten seconds, Lu Zaihe finally broke free from the state of shielding his surroundings. Emotional, he leaned on the corner of the table, slowly raised his lips, and his smile grew wider and wider. Lu Zaihe couldn't describe this feeling, as if he had broken free from the shackles on his body, and he walked out of the dirty environment spotlessly.

Although two more tests are needed to completely rule out the risk, but the first negative test can basically rule out HIV infection. The student is thoughtful and has scanned a paper file of the test report and sent it to Lu Zaihe, who will send it to Lu Zaihe The report was forwarded to the head of the department who had been inquiring a few days ago.

The good news swept across like a flood. In less than half a day, Lu Zaihe only felt that people all over the world knew the results of his report. The department group that had been sluggish before was revived again. Lu Zaihe's former supervisor sent a congratulatory message in the group The red envelope caused a crowd to congratulate Lu Zaihe happily.

Pushed by the good news, Lu Zaihe seemed to be tireless all day long, and he rarely called his parents to report the situation. Everyone was celebrating for him, and Lu Zaihe's life seemed to be back on track.

Lively and popular, it belongs to his life.

But when the hustle and bustle came and went like a tide, Lu Zaihe broke away from the joyful mood, only to find that everything around him had not changed much. He thought it was a sudden change that caused his life to be chaotic, but looking back Think about it, it seems that this situation has lasted for a long time, but Lu Zaihe didn't bother to pay attention to it, so he didn't really notice it.

Someone kept sending him new messages, and the empty chat interface that had been cleaned up for a long time was once again full. Lu Zaihe replied one by one, and deleted the chat boxes one by one. After confirming that he had not missed any information, he found a familiar avatar appeared In the interface.

The message of congratulations squeezed Yu Zhou's chat box to the bottom, and Lu Zaihe deleted it bit by bit, allowing Yu Zhou's chat box to be seen again.

The last message between the two was the last time they started the video, and neither of them took the initiative to send a message after that.

Maybe it should be broken, take advantage of this time.

Lu Zaihe thought in his heart, staring at Yu Zhou's head portrait, but did not press the clear button for a long time.

Forget it, so be it.

After all, Lu Zaihe was not willing to empty it directly, but just hid Yu Zhou’s chat box, keeping the chat history is like keeping a thought, Lu Zaihe still believes that Yu Zhou gave him a lot of help during this period, and also healed him A lot of bad moods, everything that Yu Zhou has done should not disappear with the fading of the chat.Although Lu Zaihe can't get closer to him, he will always remember the feelings he gave.

The hospital has no specific regulations on how long it will take for medical staff to return to work after encountering such an incident. If you want to wait until the risk is completely eliminated, it will have to be six months later. Lu Zaihe will never wait for less than six months. His negative test The report was not enough to completely rule out his risk, but due to Lu Zaihe's own request and the hospital's discussion, the director finally agreed to let Lu Zaihe return to work, but Lu Zaihe's work content has changed to some extent. He is still in the emergency department. But he is much more idle, he can be called a handyman, the only thing that remains the same is his salary and performance rewards, not only have not been reduced, but have been much richer.

"I think you can follow what the dean said. Don't argue. It's wonderful to do idle work and get high wages." Song Yizhou was on the phone while eating. He talked too densely. Take a few bites.

"If I can change with you... then forget it, I still won't change, my heart can't bear it, it's too much a test for my mental health." Song Yizhou said while clutching his heart.

Lu Zaihe can actually understand the reason for being "marginalized". On the one hand, it is out of care for him, and on the other hand, it is because of hidden worries about him.

The risk on him has not been completely ruled out, Lu Zaihe is still like a time bomb, the hospital dare not take this risk, but it can't really let Lu Zaihe take a six-month paid vacation, then the hospital will really be a charity.

The hospital treats Lu Zaihe like this, after all, it is to establish an image. The director mentioned the interview with Lu Zaihe in the last few chats, but Lu Zaihe kept changing the topic and did not pick up the topic. In addition, the hospital also wanted to show the staff. Lu Zaihe He became a hero in his early years, but the hospital stabbed him in the back. The whole staff of the hospital would probably feel chilled. How they treat Lu Zaihe is actually for the whole hospital to see.

Lu Zaihe was like a mirror in his heart, and he also knew the thoughts of the hospital leaders.

It's not that Song Yizhou doesn't have a long mind, he has a lot of minds, and it's not that he can't think of things that Lu Zaihe can think of.

"It's fine if you can go back to the hospital now. This is the salary. Let me see. You can hold it with a clear conscience. It's your fault. No one can poke your spine."

"Get ready." Song Yizhou said.

"what to prepare?"

"Your welcome banquet." Song Yizhou said: "Everyone hasn't seen each other for so long, so I can't get rid of the bad luck for you."

"Forget it, don't make too much fanfare."

"What kind of fanfare is this? It's just a meal." Song Yizhou said: "If you want to come and have fun together, I'll howl in the group."

Lu Zaihe pondered for two seconds, then replied lightly, "Okay."

When Yu Guowen came this time, Yu Zhou didn't know how long he would stay, so he went to buy some toiletries while he was off work.Yu Guowen bought an afternoon ticket, and he could only arrive at night. Yu Zhou went to the station early, fearing that Yu Guowen's luggage would be too big to carry, so he didn't ride there.

Waiting at the station until after eight o'clock in the evening, Yu Guowen called Yu Zhou. Yu Zhou knew that someone had arrived, so he hurriedly guarded the exit and found a conspicuous place to stand.

As soon as the car entered the station, people rushed out. Yu Zhou raised his head to look around, but he didn't see Yu Guowen coming out. Just when the crowd was scattered, Yu Guowen finally came slowly hanging at the end. What kind of luggage is he only carrying a big brown-gray cloth bag? He loves to wear a flat-brimmed hat all the year round, and today is no exception. There was a strong smell of smoke on him.

Yu Zhou frowned subconsciously, and quickly stretched it out, taking over the bag on Guo Wen's shoulder.

"Ahem, how long have you been waiting?" Yu Guowen patted Yu Zhou's back with great force, and Yu Zhou straightened himself up.

Yu Zhou looked at him, and was about to take out his mobile phone, but was stopped by Yu Guowen, "Don't show me your stuff, it hurts my eyes."

Yu Guowen's voice was hoarse, and he seemed to have something in his mouth. He walked next to Yu Zhou, and Yu Zhou noticed that he had lost weight.

"Is it far from here to yours?" Yu Guowen asked again.

Yu Zhou shook his head.

After Yu Guowen said a few words, he was too lazy to talk. The two got on the bus in silence all the way, and sat staggeringly until the stop. Yu Zhou patted the drowsy Yu Guowen awake and took him out of the bus.

Yu Zhou's community was very close to the bus station, and he arrived there in a few steps. Standing downstairs, Yu Guowen looked up and down first, and then slowly followed Yu Zhou upstairs.

Zhang Zhen was not at home at this time, and the room was empty. Yu Zhou brought Yu Guowen into the room. He tidied up the room roughly, let Yu Guowen sleep on the bed, and laid a mat on the floor himself.

"Is it all high-tech?" Yu Guowen was curious about everything, pointing to Yu Zhou's computer and microphone stand, "How much did it cost? It doesn't look cheap."

Yu Zhou spread the floor mat in silence, and put on a quilt again.

——I have already hung up the number. I will take you to the hospital for an examination tomorrow. You can sleep peacefully tonight.

Yu Zhou changed his voice when he typed, and Yu Guowen became impatient when he heard the voice, so he responded indiscriminately: "Okay, what time is it tomorrow?"

- No. 02:30 p.m.

"Why don't you hang it in the morning, how hot is it in the afternoon? The sun is shining."

——Hanging up anxiously, the number for the morning is gone

"Oh, that's fine." Yu Guowen looked around and opened his bag, only then did Yu Zhou realize that he had brought the toothbrush cup from his hometown with him, as well as a bath towel.

Yu Zhou hurriedly stopped him and gave Yu Guowen the newly bought toiletries.

"Just use the old one, and it's not broken." Although Yu Guowen didn't open it, he took the new item as it was ordered, and stuffed it into a cloth bag.

Yu Zhou couldn't stand Yu Guowen's calculations, took him to the bathroom, and then lay down. There were too few things he could put on, and the floor was uncomfortable. , but he actually didn't know what to do when he turned on the phone. When he came back to his senses, Yu Zhou found that his finger had clicked into WeChat.

His WeChat name has long been changed to "Good Luck", but unfortunately Lu Zaihe didn't seem to notice.

Yu Zhou held the phone in his arms and didn't move it for a long time. He counted down the seconds in his heart, counting from ten to one, and dialed Lu Zaihe's phone.

But Lu Zaihe, who usually answered in seconds, did not answer for a long time this time. Yu Zhou waited patiently and never hung up. He was afraid that if he hung up this time, he would not dare to call again next time.

He didn't want to become so awkward with Lu Zaihe, and he didn't want to become a lying netizen with each other.

After so many years in his long life, he also met a "Lu Zaihe".

Yu Zhou put all the chaotic and unreasonable troubles behind him, he just wanted to make this phone call.

There was a long dialing sound, Yu Zhou pursed his lips, time passed by, Yu Zhou was lying on his stomach, his hands were slightly numb, he half sat up, changed his hand, and when he turned over, he dialed the phone number Suddenly picked up.

"……Hey?"

Yu Zhou blinked, his heart stopped suddenly, and the person who answered was Lu Zaihe.