[Vampire Diaries] I can't give you happiness

At some point, we had fallen on the big bed in his bedroom, I was pressed down by Damon and kissed deeply, his enthusiasm and haste made my mind go blank, until the softness of my chest was twisted in his hands , I was a little sober, but he deepened the kiss, and the strength of his hand made me feel comfortable, and I fell into his world again.

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This large paragraph is full of meat and meat, but I can't grasp the lower limit of Jinjiang at all. I think it is completely incomparable with the real meat text, but I was still warned, and I am incapable of editing, so I deleted it. Let's make up our own minds.

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I shoved him away and ran quickly to the bathroom.I closed the door heavily, leaning my back against the wall and gasping for breath. The wanton laughter came from outside the door, which made me more resentful. Why, how could I be so entangled with him.

Turning on the faucet, I raised my head to feel the flushing of the nozzle. The water filled my eye sockets and mouth, and flowed down my body. I kept my head up and remained motionless. I began to wonder in my heart, will it be like this in the future?

I conclude that I am a person with a cleanliness, or I can’t be called a cleanliness. I am not consistent, but since I am already close, then I will not be so free and easy. I am annoyed that I am in a dilemma because of my weak will. I am not willing to break up, I am not reconciled, it is already like this, how can I tolerate him kissing me with others, but I am not willing to be together, I think the fragments that appear in my mind may be the memories of the past , then Damon did not lie about what he said to his boyfriend and girlfriend. Maybe we were really together once, but I don’t know why my subconscious is unwilling to accept him. It seems that I am afraid of getting hurt, or he has been in a relationship Hurt me online, so now it's a mouse trick?

Suddenly, a fiery body pressed against me from behind, his lips lingered on my back, his hands grasped my softness, I heard him ask, "Washing for so long, huh?"

I turned around abruptly, pushed him away, tore off the towel and left him and went out.The sound of washing the body came from the bathroom. I randomly found a white shirt from his closet and put it on, letting my wet hair wet the front of the shirt. I stood in front of the window sill, looking at the front without focus, I didn't think about anything, I just stood there quietly, like a sculpture.

I don’t know how long it took before a blood-red drink appeared in front of me. I took it and drank it one mouthful at a time. Damon stood beside me with his back against the window sill. He turned his head and looked at me without blinking. "What are you thinking?"

I tilted my head and looked at him, "You also feel that someone is paying attention to me, don't you?"

He became serious, "It's a werewolf."

I frowned, "Werewolf? What is it?"

"Possess superpowers, and usually have flesh and blood and life like ordinary humans, but on the night of the full moon, they will transform into wolves. They are the natural enemies of vampires. As long as vampires are injected with wolf's poison, they will disappear."

"but……"

I wondered, "But what?"

"However, someone can control vampires and werewolves, and can also revive vampires that have been eroded by wolf's poison."

I think I know who Damon is talking about, he took a sip of his drink, "So you don't have to be afraid."

"Why are they following me?" I asked.

"Werewolves are social animals, and they will avenge their companions."

I asked uncertainly, "You mean they want revenge on me?"

Damon put down the cup, spun it around, and hugged me from behind, "Most of them dare not, but some of them are brave. I guess it won't be long before someone will take the risk and test your strength."

At this time, there was the cold moonlight in front of me, and Damon's chest behind me. I listened to the needs of my body and handed over the weight to him, "Werewolf, is there anyone who knows me?"

"Tyler..."

"What about Caroline?"

"I don't know how they will choose, but I will protect you."

I laughed, "Damon, you know who I am, and if you say you want to protect me, isn't that a bit too brazen?"

He turned my body over and forced me to look directly at him, "No matter what, I will definitely protect you, no matter what it takes."

I was bewitched, "Why?"

He didn't answer me immediately, just looked into my eyes for a long time, "Because, I love you."

I feel like I've been frozen, and there's something in my chest that wants to break through, whether it's expectation or fulfillment, I don't know, is it me, or the old Tammy?

I lowered my head and pressed my heart that was not beating tightly. A few strands of bangs fluttered in front of my eyes. My non-response made the people in front of me panic. I saw his confession hurriedly, "It doesn't matter if you don't believe me, It doesn't matter if you can't love me, I just hope you can give me a chance and let me stay by your side."

I still bowed my head without responding, the room was silent, "Tammy, look at me..."

I didn't respond, "Look at me..." He raised his head slowly during his third urging, Damon slowly knelt on the ground on one knee, he held my left hand and put it on his lips, watching reverently I, "Tammy, I hurt you once, I don't deserve your forgiveness, but for more than 100 years, only you have given me the hope of happiness, so I beg you, save me, I swear, if I hurt you again, then Just let me disappear into the world, okay?"

I opened my mouth slightly, and was shocked by his words. I don’t know who was moved by the pleading and hope in his eyes. I looked into his eyes and slowly gathered my mental strength, "Damon, tell me, how much of what you said just now is true?" How much is false?"

His eyes were already glazed, and I heard him say, "It's all from the heart."

I turned around suddenly, not daring to look at him again, as if I couldn't bear to look at him again, I looked at the moonlight with hesitation.After the magic power disappeared, he hugged me from behind again, whispering in his ears, "Look, your strength can completely control me, I have no chance to deceive you, promise me, okay?"

I looked at the moon, as if I wanted to find the answer from it. After a long time, I finally made up my mind. Facing the dark distance, I whispered cruel words softly, "Ten years, 100 years, 1000 years, 1 years , without my permission, you can't leave, if you betray me, I won't give you the chance to live, even your relatives and friends."

If you need a partner in the long years, it should be him. After all, I don’t want to be lonely. If he deceives me, let’s destroy together, including him, including me.

The main text of "Can't Give You Happiness" has since ended. I know that because of the intermittent writing time, some emotions and some plots are not handled properly, but the time has passed for too long. I think the heroine is strong enough and won't encounter any major difficulties with the hero, so there is nothing to write about. As for the story of Clause and the heroine's mother, I will explain it in the extra episode. Whether the heroine loves Damon now is up to me. It can only be said that she is a little moved now. The struggle she had was just fear that someone would affect her, or the self-protection of being hurt before amnesia, but later she decided to give Damon a chance because of the influence of those memories, and she realized that I am strong, so I am no longer afraid. As for when I will definitely fall in love with the hero, there is still a lot of time for vampires. Maybe I will write a chapter or two to make sweet happiness all at once.Thank you all for your support. My first novella has finally been completed. I can’t say how much I feel satisfied. I always give myself an explanation.

☆, Clause's love

"Do you think you can escape from me?" A man slowly walked out from the darkness, his expression was angry, but his eyes were shining with joy.The person he was talking to was sitting on the sofa with a leisurely look, not at all frightened by the threat of someone coming.Seeing that the person on the sofa looked indifferent, the man became anxious instead. He moved quickly, and his body stopped before the black cloak fluttered. He pinched the person's chin on the sofa and forcefully pulled her He raised his head and said viciously, "Don't challenge my patience."

The person controlled by the man has an oriental face, which looks petite and graceful, but his face is abnormally pale, as if he is a living dead who has not seen the sun for many years, lifeless.

"Speak..." The man increased his strength.

But that man was still silent, with his lips tightly pressed, even the pain was just enduring, his big watery eyes looked at the man wrongedly, no matter who saw it, his heart would soften, the man was no exception, he finally let go He raised his hand and sat directly beside the man, "Come back with me."

She shook her head imperceptibly, then turned her head sideways, avoiding the man's hand.

"Shinely, what do you want from me?"

She sighed, "Clause, let me go, why did you wake me up?"

"Ha, I was too impulsive to bite your neck, but for so many years, I have been making up for that mistake all the time. I have decided to give up that plan and plan to live with you in peace. If it weren't for you Why did I end up here. I have done so many things, worked hard for so long, and created countless enemies, but you just leave without saying goodbye, if something happens to you, what is the point of me destroying the world?"

Her forehead trembled, and she looked moved, but she still turned her head cruelly, "Now that you can call the wind and rain, and I wake up, then your obsession will disappear soon, and your persistence to me is just because you have to That's it."

"Ha, you are such a cruel woman. You know it's not the case, but you want to disappoint me. Or have you already fallen in love with someone else?" Clause's emotions are obvious, and he stares dangerously.

Hearing the person mentioned in the man's words, Shinely looked sad, "Si De, I'm the one who feels sorry for him."

Clause narrowed his eyes, "Because of Tang Side, you don't want to go back with me?"

She pursed her lips and refused to reply.

Clause stood up abruptly, "Okay, I let him go because of you, he died quickly, so you are now unscrupulous, right?"

"You know it's not the case. Back then, I promised Si De to marry him. If it wasn't for you, if it wasn't for you..." Shinely couldn't continue at the beginning.

The man turned around fiercely and forced her to finish speaking, "It's nothing, you say it, it's nothing, you say it..."

The woman looked at him with complaints, "If it wasn't for you, I wouldn't need to feel guilty towards Si De, and I wouldn't have ruined his life." The hidden meaning in Shinely's words was very obvious, so she calmed down the rage man.He slowed down his voice, "Then why don't you want to be with me? If it was because you were pregnant with a child, then now that Tammy has grown up and Tang Side has passed away, what else can stop us?"

"I can't pass my own level." She closed her eyes and was full of scenes of him killing people. Those people were ordinary people. Their terrified eyes before death made her tremble and frightened her. Can't believe his next target is not himself.

Clause pondered for a while, probably figured out his joints, and laughed, "If you are afraid that I will kill you, you don't have to, you are like me now, how can you be worried that I can't help but use you as food, besides, what can I do?" Willing to hurt you."

Seeing that the woman was still unmoved, Clause smiled evilly, "Since you know that I rule the world now, then you should also know that I can do whatever I want, if you don't come back with me, then Tammy..." He deliberately remained, Let Shinely figure out the consequences for herself.

As if afraid that the effect would not be enough, he added, "If you don't care, then I..."

Shinely opened her eyes wide in horror, "You, why are you willing to hurt her?"

"Ha, why am I so reluctant, I treat Tammy as a daughter because of her mother, since her mother is leaving me, why should I care about her?" Clause raised his head and stared at the woman, and the shiny expression became more worried about him The more satisfied you are, as long as you grasp the front door, you won't be afraid of her uncompromising.

"Even if I go back with you, I don't love you, so why do you insist?"

"Whether you love me or not is your business, and whether you want me or not is my business, not to mention, why did you come back to university?" Clause opened her heart openly, leaving her nowhere to hide , "If you are afraid of the darkness, but you are already in the darkness, you already belong to the darkness, what's the point of running away?"

Shinely was overwhelmed by what was on her mind, and in the end, her mind turned over, and she slumped her shoulders and compromised.

☆、Damon's Joy

Ever since the werewolf tested Tammy's strength and knew that even if she was weak now, even if she was bitten, even if the man next to her was attacked half dead, they would still appear alive and kicking before her eyes.

What's more, not long after, Clause and Shinely visited the town, and after cleaning up the rebel forces, the world of Tammy and Damon was completely clean.

Time passed like that, and ten years later, Tammy had long since dared not meet Lexi and Lily, so she had to lie to them that she and Damon had traveled around the world, even if they had to, they only met in a hurry. Yan Youshu was also easily dismissed.

In the past few years, Elena and Stefan don't know where they went, but they rarely see each other, even though Tammy and Damon live in Salvatore's house most of the time, they can't see them.

The sky is bright again.

"baby……"

"Hmm..." The person who was disturbed turned around in dissatisfaction to avoid him. [Harmony and harmony, I will not modify, I am incapable of modifying, so delete, hide, hide, delete, OOXXOOXX plot, please make up your own brain]

"Tammy, I love you..." Ever since she decided to accept him, he would say love every morning when he woke up. Although he never got a response, he felt that he was happy with it. Such days are enough .

"I love you too," Tammy replied, throwing her head back.

Immediately, Damon was stunned and forgot to move. Tammy looked at his unbelievable appearance in doubt, her face was full of shame, and she didn't know when she really fell in love with him, but she was introverted, even when facing him When expressing love, I didn’t dare to express myself, but today I finally said it impulsively, but I saw his stupid look. Many years ago, she believed that he loved her. Today, he is even more touching. .Suddenly, one or two drops of hot liquid dripped on her face. Tammy raised her head to look at him, but he avoided him. She thought he was shy.So she deliberately complained, and took the opportunity to raise her fart G, "Do you want more?"

Sure enough, Damon cleaned up his expression and said evilly, "So I can't wait, I won't kill you today, I'm not Damon Salvatore." Then the physical collision continued, even more intense, so fierce that Tammy begged for mercy, "I don't want it, let it go." Let me go, let me go..."

"Say, say you love me..." Damon's voice was hoarse, and Tammy screamed, "I love you I love you I love you..."

The sun is getting hotter and hotter, which makes Damon's blood boil even more. He thought he was very satisfied, but the feeling of happiness is stronger than satisfaction. This woman is back, and he will never let her leave again. , Thousands of years, ten thousand years, they are destined to be entangled.

The author has something to say: there is a disharmony, I don't know how to modify it, so I deleted it

☆, Damon's troubles

I don't know how many years passed, Tammy received the news of Lexi's death, and she ran out without even waiting for Damon to come back.When she rushed to the hospital, it was still a step late, Lexi lay there quietly, not even giving her a chance to change. Lexi has gray hair.She no longer has the heroic appearance of the past, but in Tammy's eyes, she is still the lively and enthusiastic girl. Even though she never recovered her memory, Tammy still established a deep friendship with her in the days of dating.Although she didn't dare to appear in front of her again because of the passage of time, she has always been in contact.But now, she just left like that. Lexi divorced her husband when she was middle-aged. Since then, she has had several boyfriends and has not established a marriage relationship. She has not had a child, but took in an abused baby two years ago.Now the two-year-old Xiao Douding is lying on Lexi's bed crying, "Grandma, wake up, grandma, wake up..."

Tammy held back his tears and hugged little Jack tightly, suppressing his own trembling.

After attending Lexi's funeral, Tammy went through the adoption process and took little Jack home.

In the first days, little Jack put on his little clothes before dawn every day, and ran to Tammy's bed to wake them up, "Grandma, grandma, come, come pick up Jack..."

Damon always scratched his head helplessly and went to wash up. Tammy hugged little Jack to bed, "Grandma will be here soon, little Jack has to obediently listen to mommy and daddy, you know?"

Then I saw little Jack nodding with a bun-like face, his protruding mouth could hold a feeding bottle.After little Jack was disappointed, he began to pull his clothes, and Tammy would not help until he pulled himself naked, and then saw little Jack got into the quilt, closed his eyes, and his long eyelashes Wriggling on the tender and white face, he fell asleep in a short while.

Damon came out sadly with his upper body naked, and Tammy took a loving look at the sleeping Jack before turning back to comfort the interrupted man.Damon, who was caught by the hair, smirked, and before Tammy could react, he hugged the princess, "Honey, let's just change places."

When little Jack finally stopped talking about grandma and shut up about grandma, he pestered Tammy all the time.

At night, once he finds out that he is sleeping in his own little bed, he drags the bear quilt and ding ding dong dong to the master bedroom, and kicks Damon's stomach twice with his short legs before falling asleep with his mouth blinking. Damon locked the door in a nonchalant way, so little Jack would cry, "Mommy, mommy, baby, baby, hit the bad guys..."

So Damon was very troubled, and they couldn't hire a babysitter because of their situation, so in the face of countless apologetic eyes from Tammy, he had to listen to little Jack's baby voice and ran to the toilet to work for his five-fingered brother.

When little Jack turned three, Damon was so elated that he almost had a party to celebrate, because he had already packed his bags, contacted the school, and sent the little bastard to kindergarten.

A house without children is so wonderful. Damon tossed Tammy from the room to the living room, completely ignoring all kinds of sounds, but before he had enough fun, the doorbell rang, which made Damon very angry, and he didn't want to pay attention to it. , while working hard, a familiar cry came from outside the door again, "Mommy, Mommy, don't, baby..."

After swearing, Damon put on his clothes helplessly, went to open the door, and saw the little guy stretching out his arms, asking persistently, "Hold, hug..." Then he rolled his eyes and hugged helplessly. This nasty child.As soon as the little Jack came into his arms, he smiled wickedly, as if expressing the joy of success. This little appearance that made people love and hate made Damon squeeze his little butt, um, it felt good .

But it turned out that little Jack had been crying and fussing since he arrived in the kindergarten, and the phone at home had never been answered. The teacher had no choice but to take the baby home.

At this point, Damon knew that his devilish days were not over at all. He looked at the sky, and it seemed that the days of wantonness were far away. "Pa..." He turned his head, but it turned out that the little guy kissed him dripping, well, he is a dignified Damon, and he doesn't have the same knowledge as a toothless person.

After Jack started working, Damon often went to peek at him behind Tammy's back. Because of his secrets, they died unexpectedly in Jack's first year and second year after he started working.Originally, according to Tammy's intention, Damon should die first, who told him to fight with his son all day long, but he was blocked by that person in every possible way, and finally Tammy was forced to compromise and lie in the coffin first.

Later, Jack gave birth to a son, and Damon disliked him all day long in front of Tammy, saying that the boy was a torturer, just like his father when he was a child, which made Tammy want to roll his eyes. Duplicity, admitting that I love Jack will kill him, ignore him, and see how long he can persist.

They hacked into Jack's head and asked him if he'd like to be a vampire, and he said no, and then they erased the memory and let him be a normal person.

Later, Jack slowly aged, and Damon and Tammy were still young and young.It wasn't until little Jack was dying that they all appeared in front of him, told him their secrets, and asked him if he would like to live forever.

The sunset had already set, and Damon stood guard in front of Jack's grave and refused to leave for a long time. Jack's last "Daddy" echoed in his mind.

Tammy stood beside him quietly, holding his hand tightly, they looked at each other, comforted each other, and another person left them, but it was okay, as long as there is each other, there will be no despair.

Thank you for being there, Tammy, and thank you for loving me.

extra episode (end)