[Vampire Diaries] I can't give you happiness

For my decision to travel alone, Mary has always held a disapproving attitude, but although I will sympathize with her, I will not compromise at this moment, not to mention that even my father agrees, what else can stop me?

In comparison, David made me feel a lot better. Although he didn't talk much and was used to being silent, he received no less respect from Mikaelson's house than Mary, and even Mary restrained himself a little in front of him.So after getting no support from David, Mary finally gave in, so she gave up trying to persuade me and started worrying about how I should have dinner.

According to Mary's plan, she plans to personally train my prey before I leave. I strongly object to this, and I can't help but think back to the night many months ago, that person who died tragically. These undoubtedly deepened my doubts about myself .

"Miss, I think as a mikaerson, you don't need to do it yourself, but since you decided to go out alone, it is a matter of course to master the basic skills of a vampire. If you insist on not learning, then please allow me to follow you Go." Mary said neither humble nor overbearing.

I was so blocked that I couldn't speak. I seemed to realize some fact that I had been neglecting all this time. I couldn't accept my behavior of killing human beings as a xenomorph, but I enjoyed the blood prepared by Mary with peace of mind. If I initially I thought it was taken from the blood bank, but more than half a year has passed, and this kind of argument can no longer be true, so I think it is self-evident where the continuous food comes from every day.I knew it a long time ago, but I just refused to admit it, as if as long as it didn’t happen in front of my eyes, I could pretend it didn’t exist. It’s just that the illusion of self-deception will finally be broken in front of my eyes. hypocrisy.If my heart is a slaughterhouse now, then I must be being severely whipped by myself. Why am I pretending, I don’t mean anything there, I am not a good person, so why use a good person to flaunt Myself, what kind of archway did I set up.I felt as if I was about to be struck by the irony in my heart, and I was in a state of apathy. Mary continued to say something, I don't know, and there was something suspicious in David's eyes, which I couldn't see.

"Miss, ma'am..."

When I came back in a daze, I saw David's clear eyes, still the same expressionless face, but I was grateful for what I said, "Mary, I think Miss's current state is not suitable for hunting alone. It’s not good if there are extra problems, it’s better to train the young lady’s ability, since the young lady will not stay in one place for a long time, then visiting the local blood bank should not cause too much problem.”

I nodded as he said, that's all right.

Mary seemed to have something to say, but seeing that we had already voted, she finally closed her mouth and swallowed it.

In the evening, when we acted, Mary stood beside me and explained, and it was David who took the specific action.

This is the first time I have seen his skill, the transfer speed and sensitivity are beyond my reach now, even Damon is no match for me, let alone David, who is regarded as the ancestor of vampires, I still feel a little bit lost in my heart, Mary saw my depression and comforted me, "Miss, don't worry, the lady just hasn't regained her strength yet. It is a long process to transform from an ordinary person to a gentleman. The husband has been gone for thousands of years, so for the lady Naturally, it cannot be accomplished overnight, but it will not take long, and it will be easy to deal with a 200-year-old youngster."

I feel a lot better in my heart, yes, nothing can be achieved overnight, as a vampire, I am already much luckier than everyone of the same race, after all, my end point is their god position, but they will never reach it To my height, not to mention that I have never had the ambition to rule anyone, I just want to live a simple and ordinary life, so what does it matter if I am weak or strong?

After I figured out the joints, I put aside distracting thoughts and listened to Mary's explanation attentively.

"If someone finds out, the better way than killing him is to control him, or control others to kill him. Look at what David did."

I watched David's movements without blinking, I watched him stare into the other's eyes, and ordered him to forget what he saw and heard just now, and put another memory into his mind, and then the man seemed to be lost He left like a ghost, and then David suddenly hid in the darkness, only to see that man gradually became clear after taking two steps, listening to him talking to himself as he walked further and further away.

David shifted to my eyes in an instant, and said to me, "Miss, please do it according to what you saw." He looked at me burningly, and my eyes began to dodge. I don't know what David means .So I looked at Mary questioningly, and she said slowly, "Miss, please control David."

My eyes widened in surprise, controlling David, me?How can it be.How could vampires control vampires, not to mention that David is so much stronger than me, this is simply a fantasy, what are they thinking.

No matter how skeptical I was, Mary still nodded firmly, and I had no choice but to turn my head and look into David's eyes, my heart full of indifference.Looking into his bottomless eyes, like a pool of stagnant water, people seem to be sinking into hell, and a trace of fear floats in their hearts.

"Miss, please don't be afraid, look at me intently, and try to put your thoughts on me."

With David's encouragement, I slowly put away the impetuousness in my heart, and looked at him steadily until I saw my shadow in his eyes, until I entered his mind, and my deep voice flowed out of my mouth, " move back."

I held my breath and waited for his reaction, but after a long time he didn't do it, just shook his shoulders almost inaudibly, and I looked at Mary with relief, "Look, it can't be done, how could I do it."

"Miss, please believe in yourself, you can control all creatures in the world, whether they are humans or vampires, even werewolves are possible, and only you and sir can do it. If you don't agree, please think about sir. You now I can't order David yet, just because he is too powerful, and with more practice these days, it will be no problem to deal with ordinary vampires." In the end, I still nodded suspiciously.

After a few days of practice, I found that I am already familiar with controlling humans. I don’t even need to concentrate, just look into their eyes, I can steal his thoughts, and then control him to manipulate him.But for vampires, I don’t know if it’s okay, because I haven’t seen a vampire near the university, so Mary was still puzzled, saying that she clearly sensed that there were young vampires nearby, why they disappeared all of a sudden, I pretended to be calm in surprise, Did they mean Damon?

After disappearing for a few days, Lily suddenly reappeared, and Lily was so happy. She threw herself on me, as if she was about to scuffle, and blamed, "If you don't show up again, I thought you weren't going, and said, where are you going these days?" gone."

I pulled her off my shoulders, "There is something wrong at home."

She looked at me suspiciously, "Is it related to Damon?"

"By the way, he disappeared too. Did you quarrel?"

I shook my head, and she asked in confusion, "Why didn't we quarrel?"

I looked at her with a smile, "We broke up."

"what……"

All the way to Mystic Falls, Lily's mouth was chattering, "You told him it was over, but he didn't agree, so you haven't broken up yet."

"I'll just decide."

"I can't tell, but you still have a unique character." Lily teased.

I smiled and said nothing, she will never know that my real toughness is not as simple as saying what I say.As for why Damon disappeared, I can't answer it. Although I have some doubts, I also suppressed it in my heart. That's fine, so I don't have to worry about fear. If I must find someone to accompany me, I don't need Damon who is difficult to control. of.And I want a peaceful life, being with him, I think peace will be very far away from me, so let's suppress the insignificant ripples, or when the time comes to deal with the troubles he gives, it will run counter to my ideals, no That's necessary.

"But I don't think Damon will just let it go that easily."

When we arrived in the town, Lisa and Jack had been waiting for a long time. We haven't seen each other for a few months. The little girl has grown up a lot and is much more lively. Seeing the harmony of this young couple makes me very happy.

I saw Lisa waving her arms from afar, and I was moved by her smiling face, "Tammy, I miss you so much, and I'm worried that you won't come for summer vacation."

Lily inserted at the right time, "You little heartless, I haven't seen you for so long, and I haven't seen how you think of me."

At this time, Jack took two steps forward, "Tammy, welcome back Lily." He grinned with white teeth, still the young child, they like each other together, how comfortable.

The kindness of Moly and William made me really overwhelmed. If it wasn't for Lily's stop, I'm afraid I would run away.

I wasn't surprised to see Elena again, and she seemed prepared for my arrival.Since I had decided not to dwell on the past, I apologetically rejected her advances, and Elena looked frustrated.She tried to talk to me, "Damon came back to town early, did something happen to you?" Seeing her cautious look, I felt a little soft-hearted, sighed and smiled, "No."

"Come and sit at my house, Caroline is back today, we have a party today."

I was about to shake my head, but I heard Elena eagerly added, "By the way, Lexi might come to town today too..." After she finished speaking, she looked at me eagerly.I was a little confused, and she continued, "It's Lexi, your friend."

Although I don't have any memory about this person in my mind, the name Lexi makes me feel comfortable. I heard about this friend from Elena a few months ago, but I didn't take the initiative to look for it. Now she is coming In town, maybe I should meet.

Seeing that my expression was a little loose, Elena continued, "Lexi has been very worried about you. After you left, she came to me, but unfortunately I didn't hear from you, so she went to China disappointed, but now she is going to come to China. Teacher at the middle school in Mystic Falls."

I nodded, "Okay then."

"Call Lily, too."

In my cognition, Damon's departure already means the end of this relationship, but what is going on now. Damon's appearance as my boyfriend makes people very helpless. Ever since I saw Damon who came to pick him up in front of Lily's house, I have breathed a sigh of relief, but because Lily is around, I can't be too obvious, and what's more. Lily whispered, "I don't need to come back tonight." These words made me even more irritated.

I don't like the hand on the waist declaring sovereignty, Lily has long been playing somewhere, but in a party room, I don't want to get mad, what on earth is Damon going to do.

He circled me in a corner, tilted his head to drink, looked at me provocatively, completely ignoring the cold air I released, and seemed like a fish in water.

"Tammy..." The female voice from behind Damon made me startled. He turned his head in doubt, revealing a heroic face. Before I could respond, he was pulled into a warm embrace.

But Elena said happily, "Lexi, you're here."