[Vampire Diaries] I can't give you happiness

I don't know how to face myself to face him, so I am afraid to open my eyes, but he pressed me on the bed, gently stroked my hair, he was getting closer and closer to me, I finally couldn't control myself suddenly opened Eyes opened.I bulged my eyes wide, but seeing my expression, he smiled, as if how funny I looked.I held my breath and said sharply, "Let me go..."

I thought he would continue to play tricks and take advantage of me, but unexpectedly this time he easily walked away from me. He lay flat beside me, turned his head to look at me, and I felt so sad when he saw me. Like ants crawling around.It’s just that when I think about what happened just now, I’m surrounded by pain. That feeling is condensed into a powerful airflow that moves in my body. If I don’t release it, I think I will explode, so I want to talk, want to To vent.

I asked softly, "You saw me murder just now, didn't you?" I also turned my head and looked at him, he looked at me deeply, but didn't speak, I continued to ask, "I'm a murderer , aren't you afraid?" He still didn't speak, I became angry, I sat up and looked down at him, with a very impatient tone, "I said I killed someone, and you saw me kill someone, you don't have any thoughts Want to tell me?"

He folded his hands behind his head slowly and looked at me with a relaxed expression, "Yeah, so what?"

I froze at his nonchalant attitude, and suddenly, I thought about the fact that Damon is a vampire, so this kind of thing must be normal for him.Although I have been transformed for half a year, my father has been protecting me, maybe because he is confident enough to protect me, so he didn't tell me too much what to do as a vampire, even the blood is Mary ready timing Presented, so even though I know that the attributes of vampires can be so cruel, after all, I have never seen or experienced it with my own eyes, so tonight is really the first time I kill someone, so it is conceivable that this incident will affect me. The impact was so great, I couldn't accept that I was a murderer, but the person in front of me was a murderer.I suddenly remembered what my father said to me, I am still too weak, even an ordinary vampire is no match, and in the United States we have enemies, this person in front of him knows me, when I think of this, my breath suddenly becomes short When I got up, I carefully looked at his expression, and from the corner of my eye I looked at the position of the window, calculating the possibility of escaping from him.

Could it be that my body was too tense to reveal the secret in my heart, I saw him squinting his eyes and slowly getting up and approaching me bit by bit, which made me vigilant and involuntarily retreat, "Why, afraid of me? "His face stopped when he was ten centimeters away from me, and then teased, because it was too close, I could clearly count the ripples on his face when he laughed.

I think even if I can't be a typical Miss Mikaelson, the power of blood also gives me a kind of arrogance, which cannot be underestimated at any time, as my father said, "My baby, please remember Don't let anyone get over you, because you are my Clause's daughter."

So I held my head high, looked at him disdainfully, and asked in an unquestionable tone, "Are you a vampire?"

"Hmm..." He shook his head noncommittally.

I half-closed my eyes and looked at him, "So you're not afraid of me?"

This time he fell back, put his arms behind his back, crossed his legs, and answered me with great interest, "Yes."

I am still me, so I returned to a cautious state, and I continued to ask after deliberation, "Then you know my identity?"

"Hmm." He nodded.

"You do know me?"

Damon laughed. "Honey, I think we've discussed this."

I thought for a moment, "You're going against me?"

This time his reaction was a little big, he quickly approached me, raised my chin with his right hand, and bewitched me, "What a crazy girl, my interest in you is between men and women, can't you see come out?"

"Crack..." I knocked off his hand, "I told you, I don't like this kind of joke."

He froze for a moment when I got angry, but after a moment he smiled as if he had discovered a new world, "The change is really big." This made me a little embarrassed, I cleared my throat, lowered my eyes, and changed the subject. , "What should I do, I don't want to kill her, I don't want to kill anyone." As I spoke, my mood became depressed again, and I resented myself for being able to forget this matter and tell him what there is or is not, It seems to be too inhuman. Is it because of being different from human beings that you accept this kind of thing so quickly?It's just that this is something I don't want to face after all, so I am still sad and painful.

He tried to hug me, I resisted and pushed him away, "Damon, don't tempt me when I'm sad, I don't like people like you."

He spread his hands in a gesture of surrender, and said with a smile, "Then what do you like?"

I replied angrily, "It doesn't matter about you, it's not like you anyway."

I took a deep breath, what am I talking about, how can I forget what I wanted to know in the first place?

"Do you know Elena's other name?"

"Oh?" He tilted his head suspiciously.

I said calmly, "Katherine."

Now his face sank, and he asked worriedly, "Have you met?"

I tentatively asked, "Aren't Katherine and Elena the same person?"

"Answer me." He suddenly squeezed my arm and looked at me seriously.I nodded in bewilderment, and he looked at me seriously, "What did you do to that woman?" This time I learned my lesson and shook my head quickly.After getting my answer, the strength he placed on my arm instantly decreased, and he returned to his idle look, as if the focused and serious him just now was just my illusion.

I shook my head, although I already knew the answer, but I wanted to be sure, "You haven't answered me yet."

"It's obvious isn't it?"

"Elena and Katherine are twin sisters?"

He looked at me in surprise, as if I had told some joke, "You have a really rich imagination."

"Then Elena is also a vampire?"

He raised an eyebrow in reply.

"Okay, I won't dwell on the relationship between Elena and Katherine anymore, I just want to ask you, what kind of me do you know?"

He repeated my words softly, "How is it?"

He looked into my eyes, looked deeply, his eyes were like a deep pool, I was sucked into it and couldn't move, then he smiled, and I came back to my senses, "Elena's former schoolmate."

It made my eyes widen, "You mean I used to live here too?"

He didn't answer my question, "Baby, tell me what's wrong with you?"

Should I tell him, but everything he said seems to be true. My father refused to tell me what happened before the transformation, but it couldn't stop me from exploring my past, but who is the man in front of me?

"If you don't tell me, I will refuse to answer any of your questions."

I fell into a struggle, and finally the desire in my heart overcame my reason, "I lost my memory, and I forgot what happened before."

Damon leaned in front of me, played with the hair on my shoulders, and said to himself playfully, "Are you amnesia?" Then he didn't know what he thought of, and his smile brightened, and he looked at me, like an announcement, "It would be nice to start over."

"Then, tell me, what was I like in the past?" I looked at him expectantly.

"You love a man very much, and then you become a vampire for him."

I squinted my eyes again, and there was a dangerous aura around me.

But he didn't notice it, and even asked in disgust, "Do you want to know who that person is?"

I stood up abruptly, I thought I was crazy to try to get the truth from this scoundrel, I was also stupid, since Elena also said that she knew me, why didn't I ask her?As I stood up, he announced loudly, "The one you love is me, Damon Salvotor."

I turned around angrily, "I said the joke wasn't funny, and even if what you said was true, you wouldn't be the one you said I loved. Because you're an asshole."

I finished yelling, but he didn't respond, just looked at me quietly, and said to me inexplicably and apologetically, "Yeah, I'm a bastard." I was a little flustered by his appearance, and I didn't want to Stay, so I left in a hurry, "It's too late, I should go."

"Go?" He asked suspiciously.

"Do you want to stay at your house?"

"My home?" he asked back, then looked around, and then smiled, "Yeah, this is my home." Then he looked at me with that goddamn interest again, and I frowned and quickly walked out of the window Jumping away, he is so strange, fortunately, he will leave tomorrow, and soon it will have nothing to do with me, but before I leave, I think I should meet Elena.

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